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Ellie

I don’t know why I am so nervous to go meet Amy and Adrian. It is not like it’s the first time I've met both of them together, but a wave of anxiety hits me as I prepare myself to go meet them.

Maybe it’s how devoted he was while talking about Amy yesterday and I do not want to let him down. I really want us to grow close with Amy and I am hoping she wants that too.

The other time we were together was so nice, and I am hoping today will be just as good, if not better. I felt pity for Amy when I learnt how Meghan was around her. No child deserves to have a mother who does not give two shits about them. She needs love and care. I am actually hoping that Adrian files for full custody and wins.

But then, if we get married, will I legally be her mum? Am I ready to be a mum? Especially a mum to a ten-year-old. Growing up I always had the ambition. To bring kids into this world. To shower them with so much love and be their best friends. I had always pictured myself having two kids,