Zendaya's point of view Lester drove us to my family's house, he left because he needed to take care of things. I told him no problem, we have a lot of time to catch up.The front door opened and my aunt walked out all dressed up. It looks like she's going out. Her bag slipped off her hand the moment she saw me, her expression was that of shock. “Ze….n….. Zendaya…." She muttered. Her eyes widened in shock as she stared at me.“Aunt…" a tear abruptly fell off my eyes. It was at this moment that I felt guilty. Guilty of leaving my aunt because I was hurt. She was the only one there for me when my mother died and my father left us. I shouldn't have left her, she doesn't deserve to be alone.“Zendaya… my dear…. is this you?" She still looks shocked. She couldn't even move from her position.“Yes aunt… it's me, Zendaya, your niece." I nodded in tears. I hastened my step towards her, and before I knew it, I already threw myself to her and cried on her shoulder. She cried with me, I'm sure
Zendaya's point of view “N… Alpha Nathan," I mumbled, my head still bowed. Thank goodness I realized myself before I could call him Nathan without adding the Alpha title. He's no longer that young boy I used to know and I should get that into my skull.There was silence, I looked up and He's already sitting down. I wondered how a young man could appear so dominating. This is definitely the reason why Lester said that I will take back my words once I see him. I think he even looks more intimidating and powerful than his father.“What's your name?"“Huh?" I immediately laughed at my stupidity. What was I thinking? How do I expect him to remember me? He was still a kid when he met me, he'd probably forgotten about me. I didn't know why I felt a bit of pain that he had forgotten about me. Well, that's what it should be. Besides, I was the one that neglected him after my mother died, and also when I found my mate.“Zendaya," I replied. There was another silence, longer than the first one.
Alpha Nathan point of view Nervous…. That was what I have not felt in ages. But since last night I was told about her return, I was feeling both nervous and anxious. I couldn't sleep, that was when I realized how much I missed her. The next morning, I ordered Lester to go call her. It took me all I got not to go and meet her myself. I am known as the most powerful Alpha in our region, my presence alone can instill fear in someone, that was the significance of the Alpha blood in me and also the way my father raised me. He taught me to be fearless and heartless, I should care only about myself and my pack.The most powerful, fearless and dauntless Alpha, that's what I'm known for, but no one knows about my weakness. Her…. She's my weakness, my first love.I met her when I was eight, she was the most loveable person I've known. My mother wasn't always there for me, she valued her Luna responsibilities more than me. She was the only one that was always there for me. I got so attached to
Alpha Nathan's point of view A lot was going through my mind when she entered the room and I was so nervous to turn and face her. I have never felt this way in my life. I knew she's my weakness, she's the only one that can make me feel this way even after eleven years, even after knowing that I shouldn't love her. When I turned and faced her, my breath hitched, my heart stopped beating for a second. She looks so beautiful, more beautiful than she was in the past. She should be around thirty three years now, but she looks nothing like her age. She looks young and gorgeous.I gulped down, but I did my best and put on that stern look I was known for. The look that can instill fear in someone.I lost my voice, it was hard to find it. I acted as if I didn't know her name, as if I had forgotten her, but in reality, her name is the only name that has lingered in my heart for the past eleven years. I tried so hard to act cool, it wasn't easy though. It was so hard finding something to say,
Alpha Nathan's pov“There was another attack last night, two female wolves were killed. One looked young, and it looked as if she recently shifted," Elijah, my Beta said.I clenched my fist, those rogues are getting on my nerves already. In the past, I thought they were innocent werewolves that didn't want any pack because no one wants them. But, as I grew up, I found out that they are heartless blood sucker monsters. They are wolves that feel too big to be under a law. They ran away from their packs, got rid of their identities and became enemies of their own kind. They made a very big mistake to enter my pack and kill my people. Whoever their leader is, he must be fearless to attack my pack, but he's also a coward for doing it behind my back. Why don't he face me one on one and let's finish this. He should hide very well, because if I ever get my hands on him…. I will make him regret ever being born in this world. “Make sure no one knows about it. The members of the pack shouldn't
Alpha Nathan's point of view I was about to turn to face Elijah and say something, but my eyes abruptly caught Zendaya walking in the field with Lester, my chief warrior. The last time I met her was two days ago after coming to my office. I miss her, but I haven't found any good reason to meet her again. I wanted to call her to my office again, but I wondered what I would discuss with her. I just can't call her to my office just to see her, what will I say to her.The only time we can be in a close space again is during the council meeting when she will be sworn in once again into the pack. That's the pack tradition. Anyone who left the pack and came back again will be sworn in by the council to fully be accepted as one of us again.I smile as I stare at her. I hardly smile, but seeing her beautiful laughing face, I couldn't help but smile. She's laughing at whatever Lester is saying, and I must say her smile looks contagious. It looks so bright like the sun, and one could get lost s
Alpha Nathan point of view I couldn't concentrate on work, the thought of Zendaya filled my mind. No matter what I did, I couldn't stop thinking about her. I frustratingly threw all my work away, stood up and walked out of my office. Maybe I needed some fresh air to cool off my mind. I concluded that I have to do everything to get rid of the feelings I have for her. I have to.I was walking down the hallway when a little girl bumped into me.“Sorry," her little voice apologized. I stared down at her. “Zendaya?" I abruptly mumbled. She looks so much like Zendaya. I squatted to be on the same height as her, and my eyes wouldn't leave her face. She's smiling. Her smile looks bright and beautiful just like Zendaya's smile. Could she be Zendaya's child? But Zendaya doesn't have a child. “What's your name?" I asked, still staring at her.“Zoe," she replied with her bright smile.“Zoe," I mumbled and then I curiously asked. “What's your mother's name?"“Zendaya."What! Zendaya is her moth
Alpha Nathan's point of view “Your mother said that?" I asked. She nodded. My smiling face dropped as I started blaming myself for always putting on a poker face. I guess I scared Zendaya so much. Since I grew up and took the responsibility of an Alpha, I hardly smile, or laugh. I always put on a stern face because that's what I was taught by my father. According to him, Alphas don't smile.I can't remember the last time I smiled, and it is such an irony that Zendaya and Zoe are the ones that made me smile after all these years. That's why I said that I have a weakness, despite my father training me not to have one and Zendaya is my weakness.“You are frowning again. Don't frown your face, it makes people misjudge you," Zoe said as she pulled the side of my lips to make it form a smile. I couldn't help but chuckle as I pulled her cheeks, she giggled once more. “Zoe!" I heard that sweet familiar voice. I looked behind Zoe and saw her standing three feets away from us. My heart skipp
Zendaya's point of view I didn't know it would be so painful when I shifted into my wolf. Although I know it would be since I haven't shifted for a long time, I never expected it to be so excruciating. It felt as if my bones were breaking and my flesh was tearing apart. When I finally shifted and stepped out, my breath hitched at the way Nathan was staring at me. My wolf liked the way his eyes were stuck on us without moving. I like it too… I just can't lie. I like that he still found my wolf mesmerizing just like when he was a kid. When he moved closer and touched my wolf, she purred in delight and closed her eyes. She must have missed him. I liked it too, his touch is so tender and soft. I know I'm not the one in control right now, but whatever my wolf was feeling I was feeling it too. My wolf was so happy when he said she's beautiful. I was going to be happy about it, but then I reminded myself that it refers to my wolf and not me. The way he giggled when my wolf started licking
Alpha Nathan's point of view My eyes lingered on the most beautiful brown wolf I've ever seen. I've seen lots of brown wolves, but I found her more captivating. My wolf was screaming in my head, pushing me to move closer. I wanted the same thing, my hands were itching to touch her. I gave in and inched closer to her, as I gently touched her soft fur. She purred and closed her eyes, it looks like she loves my touch. Well, she has always loved my touch. I smile as I bend and run my palm through her soft body. I miss her. It was as if she became bigger and more beautiful.“You are so beautiful," I said not knowing when I let my thoughts out. She wagged her tail, looking happy that I called her beautiful. She stuck out her tongue and started licking my face. I couldn't help but giggle at the tingle her tongue makes on my face. I never felt like a child like I am right now. It reminded me of the good old times. I laughed as I fell on my back and she continued licking my tongue. It's so ti
Zendaya's point of view I couldn't return back to the kitchen because Grey wouldn't leave my side. I made sure he took his bath and fed very well. After that, I lured him to sleep by singing for me. I'm not that good of a singer, somehow he loves my singing.After making sure he's sleeping soundly, I changed into the sports bra and leggings I brought along with me to work. I guess this is a good way to dress for training. After I was done, I returned to Nathan's office. The sun is slowly setting, and it is time for our training. “Are you ready?" Nathan asked me. His eyes ran through my body as if he's checking me out. For a second, I think his eyes flashed red but he quickly took his gaze away from me.“Yes." I nodded. I don't know why I'm somehow feeling nervous. Maybe it has been a long time I've trained, to top it up I'm doing it with Nathan.I sat beside Nathan as he's driving us to the secluded part of the pack which is close to the forest. According to him, that's the best pla
Zendaya's point of view I stayed longer than usual in the bathroom. I wouldn't stop thinking about the moment I fell on Nathan and our lips crashed. My body stiffened at that moment, and it was as if a fire was rekindled inside me. My heart was beating louder than a drum and my body stilled like stone. It was an accidental kiss, but I don't know why it affected me so much. I couldn't believe that if not for Zoe's scream, I wouldn't move away or snap back to reality. I didn't know that I could still act normal in front of him after that kiss. Well, the drive back to my house would have been extremely awkward with a tense aura if not for Zoe who kept on talking. I knew it would be that way, that was why I didn't want him to drive us home… But thanks to Zoe, he did. I wonder if the kiss affected him just like it did to me. ‘Come on Zendaya, even if it does, it doesn't matter.’ I reminded myself.I have to get my thoughts together. I don't even understand myself anymore…. What is wrong
Alpha Nathan's point of view “Snake? I'm not seeing any snakes… oh! That?" Zendaya chuckled after seeing the carved snake. “That's not a real snake baby. It's a carved lifeless snake that can't bite."“What?" Zoe turned and looked at the snake. “No, that's a snake."I don't blame her though. That snake really looks real. I'm even surprised that Zendaya was quick to notice that the snake is not real without closely observing it. I squat in front of Zoe, I held her shoulders as I made her look into my eyes. Giving her a sweet smile, I said, “Your mummy is right, that's not a real snake. It's a carved snake that was given to me by my father."“You sure?" She was still in doubt. I nodded with an assuring smile.“Look…" I straightened up and walked over to where the snake was. I picked it up and fling it in the air, clearly showing her that it is lifeless. “This is so annoying! This thing freaked the hell outta me!" She whined. I and Zendaya chuckled.“What's going on?" I looked at the
Nathan's point of view The moment our lips met, I felt a surge of electricity run through me. My eyes widened in shock, and my heart started racing. I could feel my wolf dancing in excitement, and wanting more from the lips crash. I was hooked, I couldn't move or unwrap my hands which wrap around her back, or even take my lips away from hers. She isn't moving either, it looks as if she's hooked just like me. I can hear the loud beating of her heart, rhyming with my fastly pacing heart. My wolf is pushing me to deepen the kiss, he's not having it with just the lip to lip crash. I was fighting not to do it, but I was losing control of myself already. My eyes darkened, my wolf trying to take control. My mind was clouded and the only thought racing in my head was to kiss her, to touch every part of her body, and to fuck her.Fuck! I'm screwed. I'm losing the battle already. My wolf is gradually taking control, and it looks like my human side wants the same thing. I've always wanted to k
Zendaya's point of view After making sure that the little boy is sleeping comfortably in the room Nathan provided him. I returned to his office with the young man who took us to the room. Nathan ordered some toys to keep Zoe busy, so we can discuss the rogue's issue. Nathan introduced me to the young man. That was when I knew that he's Elijah, Nathan's friend when he was a kid. I was Nathan's first friend, he met Elijah after meeting me. Elijah is now his Beta, I would have guessed that. He has also grown up into a handsome man. With the way he acted formally towards me, I'm sure he doesn't remember me. Nathan told me that the rogue's attack has been going on for some weeks now, and he has been handling it discreetly because he doesn't want his people to find out and start living in fear. He also doesn't tell the family of the people who end up in the hospital because of a rogue attack the exact reason they are there. He said that all the plans they had carried out to catch them we
Zendaya's point of view“Mum," the young boy call me. I didn't know what to do or say, I just wrap my arms around his tiny body. My heart felt for the boy, and at that moment, I felt like protecting him from anything that could cause harm to him. He looks thin. I'm sure he's Zoe's age, but Zoe has more flesh than him. He looks lonely and in the need of love and protection.“What happened to him?" I asked no one in particular. I actually heard Nathan said that he will make those that killed his mother pay. This little boy must be going through so much pain. I know the pain of losing a mother, because I've experienced it before.“He lost his mother. She was killed by rogues last night." Nathan replied. I tightened my fist in anger. The only thing these blood thirsty rogues are good at is to kill innocent people. I can see myself in this boy. I also lost my mother in the hands of rogues, and not just my mother but my father too. Those rogues ruined my life and I will do everything I can
Alpha Nathan's point of view There was another rogue attack last night. I sat in my office fuming in rage. If I capture these rogues, I will make their death slow and painful. My training with Zendaya will commence tomorrow. If I meet her tomorrow, I will discuss with her about mapping out a good plan that will help capture the rogues. Amidst the anger in my heart, it was still able to flip a bit with the thought of meeting Zendaya tomorrow. I wonder how I will face her after what I did last night. One thing I know is that it will be very awkward.The knock on the door disrupted my thought. I wonder who is knocking. I wasn't expecting anyone. I sent Elijah on an assignment. There was a she-wolf who was killed in the rogue attack and I learned that she has a son. Her mate is already dead. Now that she's dead, her son will have no one to care for him. So I asked Elijah to bring him to stay in the pack. The knock came again, and that was when I recognized that familiar scent. The scen