Zendaya's point of view I didn't know it would be so painful when I shifted into my wolf. Although I know it would be since I haven't shifted for a long time, I never expected it to be so excruciating. It felt as if my bones were breaking and my flesh was tearing apart. When I finally shifted and stepped out, my breath hitched at the way Nathan was staring at me. My wolf liked the way his eyes were stuck on us without moving. I like it too… I just can't lie. I like that he still found my wolf mesmerizing just like when he was a kid. When he moved closer and touched my wolf, she purred in delight and closed her eyes. She must have missed him. I liked it too, his touch is so tender and soft. I know I'm not the one in control right now, but whatever my wolf was feeling I was feeling it too. My wolf was so happy when he said she's beautiful. I was going to be happy about it, but then I reminded myself that it refers to my wolf and not me. The way he giggled when my wolf started licking
~AMBER~“I… Logan Adrian Westwood, reject you, Amber Selina Walton as my mate and my Luna."I gasped as the excruciating pain ripped through my heart. I clutched my chest, feeling the pain burn my heart. I've heard of rejection, but I didn't know it hurts like hell, it's fucking painful especially from someone you love. It's tearing my heart apart. My wolf whimpered in pain. It's breaking her too.“Please don't do this Logan. We have been together for more than one year. We are meant to be Logan, that's why Selene chose me as your mate," my voice cracked as tears rushed down my cheeks.“I know we have been together for more than one year, but I can't accept you as my mate Amber. You are weak, you can't be my Luna," Logan said without even sparing me a glance. It was as if I now repulse him. I stood, staring unbelievably at him, as tears wet my cheeks.I can't believe that this was the same man that claimed to love me for more than a year now. He treated me as if I am the most precious
~AMBER~I left Blue Moon Pack to Newburg city. It is a city for humans, and it is at the center of the six packs which make up my region. It is surrounded by the six packs. Most of the companies in that city is owned by werewolves. We believe that we make more profit if we establish our business among humans, but humans are oblivious of our identity.I arrived at the familiar clubhouse. I paid the cabby man and stepped down. I showed my ID card before I was allowed into the building. I've been here few times, it's the only place I can easily find Katelyn. She's hardly at home. I didn't bother going to her apartment, because I won't find her there, so I carried my bag here.The settings of the clubhouse is enough to tell you that the house is meant for the rich. As I walked into the fascinating clubhouse, I was welcomed with illuminating purple and red lights. The smell of sweat, alcohol, perfume and even sex hung in the air making me cringe my nose. I can see the strippers on the d
~AMBER~I was shocked. I thought I was dreaming. What is Logan doing here? As far as I can remember, Alpha Linus is the CEO of HK. I gulped down as I stared at him. He still looks the same…. as handsome as before. The memories I tried to bury came back rushing in my mind. He's the last person I've ever wanted to see. He hurt me beyond repair. Why couldn't Selene grant me that one request? There was a long deafening silence between us. We both stood mute, staring at each other. He was the first person to take his eyes away, as if my presence repulsed him. I didn't know why that hurt. Wasn't I expecting? He rejected me after all.“Are you the new secretary?" He asked, acting as if we didn't know each other in the past. I was a bit angry at myself. Why should I feel this way? This was the same man that hurt and broke me months ago. I will show him that I'm strong, I have been living fine without him all these months.“Yes, I'm Amber Walton," I replied, acting formal. To me, I never kne
~LOGAN~Meeting her after almost two years, I didn't know what to feel. I was the one that rejected her, so why am I feeling this way. I didn't reject her for just no reason, she cheated on me. I saw a picture of her with another man in the bed. Kiara, my friend has been telling me of how she sleeps around, but I didn't believe her until I saw a picture of her in a bed with another man. I hate myself for not being able to get over her after all these months. I agree that I rejected her because she's weak, and doesn't fit to be my Luna. But, I would have ignored her weak wolf and taken her as my Luna if she didn't cheat on me, because I love her. I wanted to take Kiara as my Luna since she's strong and fit to be a Luna, but after rejecting Amber, I just couldn't. I didn't tell my parents that I found my mate and rejected her. My parents like Amber, they told me to take her as my chosen mate since I didn't find my mate on the blood moon day. If only they knew she was my real mate, bu
~LOGAN~My staff members were all surprised as we all walked to the VIP eatery for lunch. The confusion and surprise were clearly written on their faces.When we arrived at the eatery, we occupied two round tables. Amber wanted to sit on the other table where I wasn't sitting, but I pulled her to my table. She was a bit startled as I sat her ass on the seat beside me. It made the other staff members stare at us, but they didn't say anything. Amber glared at me, anger flashing in her eyes. I acted as if I didn't see her angry stare as I called the waitress, and asked my staff members to order what they wanted. I didn't allow Amber to order, as I ordered for her. I ordered chicken fried steak, mashed potatoes and black eyed peas.“Why did you do that?" She asked with a frown.“I know that's what you are going to order, so I asked the waitress to make it two plates since that's my favorite too," I replied with my usual cold voice as I scrolled through my phone to reply to an important me
~AMBER~It took me my all not to break down when my colleagues were asking me those questions. It brought back the memories I tried so hard to forget. I don't know why Logan treated us to lunch in the first place, though he said he had promised them. But I don't know him to be that kind of a boss. If he hadn't, I wouldn't have faced those questions that were so difficult to answer. I regret telling them to go ahead with the question, when I knew that I wasn't ready to talk about Blue Moon Pack or anything concerning Logan. I was only trying to be bold and strong in front of Logan, and to show him that the past no longer affects me.I was really thankful when he cut Peter off and dismissed us. It looks like he was irritated with those questions that reminded him of our past. Immediately we returned to the office, I went straight to the restroom. I told myself that I would be strong, but it's just so fucking hard. This is just my first day at work, and I'm feeling this way. What will
~AMBER~Liam drove me home. “Thank you Liam," I said as he parked in front of my apartment.“You are welcome." He replied with a smile. “Good night." “Good night." I smiled at him. I was about to leave but he held me back.“This was your first day at work. What made you stay till late?" He asked.I sighed. “I was welcomed with a lot of work."“Are you sure this job is not going to be hectic for you?" He asked once again.“Well, I want it so I'm going to take whatever comes with it without complaining," I replied.“Just don't be hard on yourself, okay. I heard that Logan is now the new CEO. You are from his pack right? Is he good? will you cope working with him?"I didn't reply quickly. Of course I know it's not going to be easy to work for Logan, considering the past we share together. No matter how hard it's going to be to work for him, I won't quit because I don't want him to think that I ran away because of him. He has already challenged me with his words that if I quit, it will b
Zendaya's point of view I didn't know it would be so painful when I shifted into my wolf. Although I know it would be since I haven't shifted for a long time, I never expected it to be so excruciating. It felt as if my bones were breaking and my flesh was tearing apart. When I finally shifted and stepped out, my breath hitched at the way Nathan was staring at me. My wolf liked the way his eyes were stuck on us without moving. I like it too… I just can't lie. I like that he still found my wolf mesmerizing just like when he was a kid. When he moved closer and touched my wolf, she purred in delight and closed her eyes. She must have missed him. I liked it too, his touch is so tender and soft. I know I'm not the one in control right now, but whatever my wolf was feeling I was feeling it too. My wolf was so happy when he said she's beautiful. I was going to be happy about it, but then I reminded myself that it refers to my wolf and not me. The way he giggled when my wolf started licking
Alpha Nathan's point of view My eyes lingered on the most beautiful brown wolf I've ever seen. I've seen lots of brown wolves, but I found her more captivating. My wolf was screaming in my head, pushing me to move closer. I wanted the same thing, my hands were itching to touch her. I gave in and inched closer to her, as I gently touched her soft fur. She purred and closed her eyes, it looks like she loves my touch. Well, she has always loved my touch. I smile as I bend and run my palm through her soft body. I miss her. It was as if she became bigger and more beautiful.“You are so beautiful," I said not knowing when I let my thoughts out. She wagged her tail, looking happy that I called her beautiful. She stuck out her tongue and started licking my face. I couldn't help but giggle at the tingle her tongue makes on my face. I never felt like a child like I am right now. It reminded me of the good old times. I laughed as I fell on my back and she continued licking my tongue. It's so ti
Zendaya's point of view I couldn't return back to the kitchen because Grey wouldn't leave my side. I made sure he took his bath and fed very well. After that, I lured him to sleep by singing for me. I'm not that good of a singer, somehow he loves my singing.After making sure he's sleeping soundly, I changed into the sports bra and leggings I brought along with me to work. I guess this is a good way to dress for training. After I was done, I returned to Nathan's office. The sun is slowly setting, and it is time for our training. “Are you ready?" Nathan asked me. His eyes ran through my body as if he's checking me out. For a second, I think his eyes flashed red but he quickly took his gaze away from me.“Yes." I nodded. I don't know why I'm somehow feeling nervous. Maybe it has been a long time I've trained, to top it up I'm doing it with Nathan.I sat beside Nathan as he's driving us to the secluded part of the pack which is close to the forest. According to him, that's the best pla
Zendaya's point of view I stayed longer than usual in the bathroom. I wouldn't stop thinking about the moment I fell on Nathan and our lips crashed. My body stiffened at that moment, and it was as if a fire was rekindled inside me. My heart was beating louder than a drum and my body stilled like stone. It was an accidental kiss, but I don't know why it affected me so much. I couldn't believe that if not for Zoe's scream, I wouldn't move away or snap back to reality. I didn't know that I could still act normal in front of him after that kiss. Well, the drive back to my house would have been extremely awkward with a tense aura if not for Zoe who kept on talking. I knew it would be that way, that was why I didn't want him to drive us home… But thanks to Zoe, he did. I wonder if the kiss affected him just like it did to me. ‘Come on Zendaya, even if it does, it doesn't matter.’ I reminded myself.I have to get my thoughts together. I don't even understand myself anymore…. What is wrong
Alpha Nathan's point of view “Snake? I'm not seeing any snakes… oh! That?" Zendaya chuckled after seeing the carved snake. “That's not a real snake baby. It's a carved lifeless snake that can't bite."“What?" Zoe turned and looked at the snake. “No, that's a snake."I don't blame her though. That snake really looks real. I'm even surprised that Zendaya was quick to notice that the snake is not real without closely observing it. I squat in front of Zoe, I held her shoulders as I made her look into my eyes. Giving her a sweet smile, I said, “Your mummy is right, that's not a real snake. It's a carved snake that was given to me by my father."“You sure?" She was still in doubt. I nodded with an assuring smile.“Look…" I straightened up and walked over to where the snake was. I picked it up and fling it in the air, clearly showing her that it is lifeless. “This is so annoying! This thing freaked the hell outta me!" She whined. I and Zendaya chuckled.“What's going on?" I looked at the
Nathan's point of view The moment our lips met, I felt a surge of electricity run through me. My eyes widened in shock, and my heart started racing. I could feel my wolf dancing in excitement, and wanting more from the lips crash. I was hooked, I couldn't move or unwrap my hands which wrap around her back, or even take my lips away from hers. She isn't moving either, it looks as if she's hooked just like me. I can hear the loud beating of her heart, rhyming with my fastly pacing heart. My wolf is pushing me to deepen the kiss, he's not having it with just the lip to lip crash. I was fighting not to do it, but I was losing control of myself already. My eyes darkened, my wolf trying to take control. My mind was clouded and the only thought racing in my head was to kiss her, to touch every part of her body, and to fuck her.Fuck! I'm screwed. I'm losing the battle already. My wolf is gradually taking control, and it looks like my human side wants the same thing. I've always wanted to k
Zendaya's point of view After making sure that the little boy is sleeping comfortably in the room Nathan provided him. I returned to his office with the young man who took us to the room. Nathan ordered some toys to keep Zoe busy, so we can discuss the rogue's issue. Nathan introduced me to the young man. That was when I knew that he's Elijah, Nathan's friend when he was a kid. I was Nathan's first friend, he met Elijah after meeting me. Elijah is now his Beta, I would have guessed that. He has also grown up into a handsome man. With the way he acted formally towards me, I'm sure he doesn't remember me. Nathan told me that the rogue's attack has been going on for some weeks now, and he has been handling it discreetly because he doesn't want his people to find out and start living in fear. He also doesn't tell the family of the people who end up in the hospital because of a rogue attack the exact reason they are there. He said that all the plans they had carried out to catch them we
Zendaya's point of view“Mum," the young boy call me. I didn't know what to do or say, I just wrap my arms around his tiny body. My heart felt for the boy, and at that moment, I felt like protecting him from anything that could cause harm to him. He looks thin. I'm sure he's Zoe's age, but Zoe has more flesh than him. He looks lonely and in the need of love and protection.“What happened to him?" I asked no one in particular. I actually heard Nathan said that he will make those that killed his mother pay. This little boy must be going through so much pain. I know the pain of losing a mother, because I've experienced it before.“He lost his mother. She was killed by rogues last night." Nathan replied. I tightened my fist in anger. The only thing these blood thirsty rogues are good at is to kill innocent people. I can see myself in this boy. I also lost my mother in the hands of rogues, and not just my mother but my father too. Those rogues ruined my life and I will do everything I can
Alpha Nathan's point of view There was another rogue attack last night. I sat in my office fuming in rage. If I capture these rogues, I will make their death slow and painful. My training with Zendaya will commence tomorrow. If I meet her tomorrow, I will discuss with her about mapping out a good plan that will help capture the rogues. Amidst the anger in my heart, it was still able to flip a bit with the thought of meeting Zendaya tomorrow. I wonder how I will face her after what I did last night. One thing I know is that it will be very awkward.The knock on the door disrupted my thought. I wonder who is knocking. I wasn't expecting anyone. I sent Elijah on an assignment. There was a she-wolf who was killed in the rogue attack and I learned that she has a son. Her mate is already dead. Now that she's dead, her son will have no one to care for him. So I asked Elijah to bring him to stay in the pack. The knock came again, and that was when I recognized that familiar scent. The scen