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Chapter Forty-Nine

Author: Bernice. G.
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~LOGAN~

Fear…..

I was consumed by fear. This foreign feeling was hard to contain. The fear of losing her was breaking me as I carried her in a bridal style rushing towards my car. The only thought in my mind was how I couldn't live without her. I don't believe in prayers. I have never prayed to Selene. But right now…. I didn't even know when I prayed countless times in my heart.

How can she die when I haven't told her how much I love her and how sincere I am about apologizing to her. I have many things to say to her. There are many beautiful and sweet ways I want to treat her. Above all, I can't think of a life without her.

My fear increased when her breath became shallow. So fainted that I hardly grasp it. I felt warm liquids pouring down my cheeks. I didn't even know that I was crying already. I felt heavily guilty. I gave her nothing but pain and knowing that her life was in danger I wasn't by her side to protect her. If only I didn't reject her, she will be by my side now and it
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