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SECRET OBSESSION Beth
I stood up and pulled beth close to me, holding her for a long time. as i released her, i kissed her and once again thanked her for a wonderful christmas. i decided to walk home since it was only around the corner. i needed the cold air to clear my head. it was a very cold, clear night. as i walked home, i looked up at the stars and could not help but think of susan. i smiled as my hand was holding the letter in my coat pocket, somehow i felt susan was walking with me. i got home a few minutes later, locked up and got comfortable in my chair. i glanced and saw the message light blinking on the phone, i reached over and pressed the message key."hey jeff, this is jen, just uh….wanted to wish you a merry christmas. i know it's not how either of us imagined it would be. i hope your ok, talk to you soon."one thing she was definitely right about, this is not how i pictured myself spending christmas day, alone. but somehow, i knew i wasn't alone, susan was here, if even for only for tonigh
Last Updated : 2023-03-14SECRET OBSESSION Beth 2
I sat down across from her, picking up my cup. She was a beautiful woman, there was no denying it. Even now, dressed only in jeans, a sweater, her hair pulled back in a ponytail, no makeup, she was stunning. She reminded me so much of Susan, in so many ways, I guess it's why I fell in love with her so quickly. As we sat there drinking our coffee in silence, I could not help but wonder why things had turned out like they had. Two years later and I had traveled full circle, sitting here again with Beth. For some reason, I suddenly thought about the night before and how I was startled from sleep by a voice."Baby, I love you, please don't waste any more years. Go to her now."Suddenly, I felt a cold damp breeze, pass behind me. I looked up to see Beth staring at me with a blank stare."What's wrong ?", I asked."I can't explain it. I just feel strange.", she replied."Strange ?", I asked."Never mind, it's probably just the cold.", she laughed.I got up and poured us each a fresh cup, tu
Last Updated : 2023-03-14SECRET OBSESSION Beth 3
She turned and walked out, closing the door behind her. I went into my office, opened my desk and was relieved to see the key in the drawer. I picked it up and headed to the bedroom. I jumped into the shower, shaved and changed clothes quickly. I looked at the clock, it was almost two in the morning. I went out, jumped in my car and drove around the corner to Beth's. I hurried to the door to get out of the cold, unlocked the door and stepped in. I locked the door behind me and walked down the foyer towards the great room. I called out to Beth."In here.", I heard from over my shoulder.I looked to my right, saw that the master bedroom door was slightly ajar. I pushed it open, my eyes adjusting to the candle lit room. Beth was lying on the huge bed in a floor length, snow white ,silk gown. She was breathtaking, like a scene out of a movie. She held up one hand, asking me to join her. I moved over to the bed and joined her. I leaned over and kissed her, pressing my lips to hers. She res
Last Updated : 2023-03-15SECRET OBSESSION Reconcile
PLEASE DO CONSIDER SUPPORTING THE BOOK WITH SOME OF YOUR GEMS. AT THE END OF THE CHAPTERS. I turned in the bed glancing at the clock, it was six-thirty in the morning. I gently rolled back and looked over my shoulder, Beth was still sound asleep. Ever so gently, I rolled over on my side so that I was facing her. She looked so angelic laying there, a soft, serene look on her face. My gaze moved down her luscious body, following every curve, every crevice of her amazing body. I moved cautiously, ever so close, that I could feel the warmth of her body next to mine. I laid there for quite some time, just watching her sleep, until her eyelids fluttered once and then opened.A smile crossed her face, her hand came up to my cheek."Good morning baby, what are doing ?", she asked in a whisper."Watching you sleep. You're so beautiful Beth.", I replied.Her eyes blinked for a moment, then I saw her swallow, as her hand pulled me closer to her. Her lips moved to mine as we shared a very soft,
Last Updated : 2023-03-16SECRET OBSESSION Love
I pulled her hips to mine as tightly as I could, burying my cock deep inside her. I felt the first explosion of cum leave my cock coating her insides. I continued to unload streams of cum deep inside her stomach. As my orgasm subsided, I once again began to move inside of her, enjoying the lubrication my hot cum had provided. I felt the combination of our orgasms running down between our legs. I could see her beginning to move her hips back to meet the thrusts of my cock. Sensing that perhaps she had yet another orgasm building, I continued my movement inside of her. She began to moan softly once more, reaching for her clit. My cock had softened making it difficult to continue my movements. Knowing that she could cum again, I wanted to make sure she was satisfied. I pulled out of her, grabbed her hips and flipped her over on her back. Before she could even protest, I moved my mouth down between her legs. She looked down and began to protest softly."Jeff, please baby, you don't have to
Last Updated : 2023-03-16SECRET OBSESSION Temptation
Several days passed, then on my way home one evening, my cell phone rang. It was Jennifer."Hey sweetie, how are you ?", she asked."I'm doing ok Jen, and you ?", I replied."Tired, I have been working a lot, not much free time, you know how it is.", she stated."Yea, I remember.", I responded laughing."Look Jeff, how about you and I get together one evening, dinner and maybe some conversation ?", she asked."Uh really Jen, I dunno, you think that's a good idea ?", I asked, trying to say no without being rude, "I mean what about Tiff, how will she feel about that ?""Well first, she doesn't need to know about it. But second, we haven't been spending as much time together as we once were. I miss your friendship. It's not about sex, I just miss my friend.", she replied.This was not good. I had to think of some way out of this without divulging anything about my new relationship with Beth. Every time I thought I had everything right where I wanted it, I was thrown a curve ball."I'm so
Last Updated : 2023-03-17SECRET OBSESSION Wordsout
"I'm sorry baby, but I don't want to ever lie to you. I thought you needed to know. I feel terrible, like I let you down somehow.", I said softly.Beth sat there, somewhat stunned I think, just looking at me. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, she spoke."Jeff, you did nothing wrong. If I had not been so hesitant, you and Jennifer would have never happened in the first place. You begged me to reconsider, I wouldn't listen. It does hurt, I have to be honest, but I love you so much, I understand.", she replied."I'm so sorry Beth, I wish I could take it back baby. I really do.", I stated sincerely.We talked for quite some time about the whole situation, before deciding to get ready for bed. I took a shower in the front, while Beth took a long soak in the Jacuzzi tub in the master bathroom. I was already laying in bed watching TV when Beth stepped out of the bathroom. She took my breathe away, she was stunning. She had on a black silk top that barely covered the black lace, hig
Last Updated : 2023-03-17SECRET OBSESSION IN-LAWs
I was somewhat fortunate, Jennifer landed a huge case the next week, calling me to tell me we would have to postpone dinner for now.Beth's divorce was final, the papers signed and sealed. We talked about how to break the news to our friends and family. I knew my in-laws would be the worst, I had no clue how they would handle it. I told Beth to let me handle her parents, that way if it bombed and became an issue, she would not have to take as much of the heat. I could be the bad guy. I waited for about four weeks, then decided even though she had only been divorced for a few months, it was as good a time as any. It was just too difficult, sneaking around, afraid of the possibility of running into someone we knew. I decided to tell them at Sunday dinner and hope for the best. I asked Beth to come up with an excuse that she was busy and couldn't come this Sunday. That way if things got really bad, she was safe from the fallout.I arrived at their house about eleven-thirty, sitting in th
Last Updated : 2023-03-17
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SECRET OBSESSION All Love
The seizures are growing more frequent and getting worse. I have headaches and I'm so tired all time. All I want to do is sleep. My short-term memory doesn't work so well nowadays so I had to go back and watch what I had recorded."So, I wanted you and I didn't want to hurt you, but I did hurt you. That day in the coffee shop you were incredibly brave in trying to tell me how you felt. In my panic I lashed out and I'm afraid I may have permanently damaged our relationship. The next several weeks were especially bad for seizures and tremors. I ignored your calls and texts because I couldn't think coherently and I didn't want you to see me like that."When I felt better I went to the computing center, saw the pain etched on your face and I knew I had finally succeeded in driving you away. I couldn't let you go, though, and I had to have you one last time. Maybe a more accurate way to say it would be 'one first time.' Despite all my blunt talk about sex I was no more experienced than you
SECRET OBSESSION Pleasure
That was the question I was dreading most. I didn't want to lie to Nico but I didn't want to tell the truth, either. At least, not the whole truth. "It went pretty well. She seemed happy when I left." Nico nodded thoughtfully. Finally I asked, "Do you want to hear about it?"She shook her head. "No, I don't think so." She frowned at the floor. "You really want to quit?""This whole thing has grown out of control. I can't do it anymore. It's not what I want."Nico nodded but didn't argue with me like I had expected. "I guess that's that." She grew quiet, as if having an internal debate, before she asked, "How long is your break?""At least another ten minutes. Why?""I was thinking we could have one last time together before the school year ended. What do you say?"I thought of Kelly and my immediate thought was, no. But then I realized that for the first time Nico was asking me, not telling me, and I glimpsed a hint of pleading in her eyes so I relented. "Okay. What do you want to do?
SECRET OBSESSION Punished
Nico punished me by not returning my calls and texts for almost a week. When she did finally contact me she made no mention of what I had said. Instead, she had set me up with another client for the following Saturday. Nico also told me she wouldn't be there as she had to go home for the weekend. I took it to mean she was still mad. The lead weight in my stomach grew heavier and sank lower. I wasn't interested in seeing a client but I really didn't have a choice. Nico expected me to go and, of course, I always did what she said.Promptly at nine, I put my game face on and knocked on the door of an off-campus apartment on the south side of town. The client, Kelly, had wavy, shoulder-length strawberry-blond hair, a round face, and large blue eyes. Grey sweatpants and a hooded sweatshirt masked the shape of her body. All I knew was that she was only a few inches shorter than me. Kelly smiled nervously, biting her lower lip, as she invited me in. I kicked off my shoes and followed her dow
SECRET OBSESSION Different
We had a few more clients in January and February and by early March we were averaging almost one a week. Each girl was different and each girl was special in their own way. My favorites were the introverts like Sara who couldn't speak in an audible voice or look me in the eye but once we were alone transformed into a feral ball of lust. These encounters were exciting, unpredictable, terrifying, and draining. Their energy and enthusiasm was always matched and sometimes exceeded by Nico, as if she was somehow competing against them.Only once did I back out and that was because the girl was falling down drunk when we showed up at her place. Three days later we met again and everything worked out great. By late March I had been with more girls than any guy I knew. Nico's plan was working just like she planned: The girls were happy, I was meeting new people, and Nico and I both enjoyed what we had termed 'the debriefing.' The only problem was that although I enjoyed being with these girl
SECRET OBSESSION The Next Day
Sometime later I dreamed Nico was straddling me, facing away. She was rubbing the tip of my cock slowly back and forth along her slit until it slid slowly inside. Her hips moved slowly up and down, soft grunts punctuating every downward stroke. In my dream I was immobile, unable to use my hands to clutch at her flesh. I'm not sure if I wanted to stop her in order to protect her or to help her body move against mine. Nico leaned forward and raised her hips until just the tip of my cock remained inside her. Her body bounced lightly in short strokes, her cunt gripping the ridge of my head. Wave after wave of pleasure flooded my body.I awoke to find my tongue buried in her cunt and my cock buried in her mouth. Her body shuddered above me, driving her sex hard against my mouth. I came long and hard, my fingers digging into her buttocks. Moments later she came, my seed spilling from her mouth as she cried out, pooling on my stomach. Her body slipped off mine and we slept again.In the grey
SECRET OBSESSION Party
Her hips ground against me in short, sharp, rapid thrusts, the intense friction building to a breaking point. My body trembled and tensed and I grunted with every thrust. Sudden warmth flooded my crotch as I came. Nico drove on, trying in vain to reach orgasm but eventually slowing to a stop as I softened under her.She stood up and fingered the wet spot on her jeans, satisfied. "I'm going back to my room to masturbate. Maybe this time I'll get my whole fist in. I'll see you Saturday night." Before I could say goodnight she was gone. I spent the next hour touching things on my desk to ensure Nico's safety.By the weekend I was a nervous wreck and could hardly keep any food down. The anxiety of meeting someone new and the pressure I felt to perform were wreaking havoc on my body. On Saturday evening Nico found me curled up on my bed. She stroked my head and slowly coaxed me first to a sitting, then to a standing position until she had me walking out the door. We held hands all the way
SECRET OBSESSION Experiment
One Saturday night I was working a shift at the central campus computing lab. A handful of students were well spread out in the lab, making for a rather dull night. That's the way I liked it as I could get my homework done and get paid for it. My coworker and I sat in the Pit, an ironic name for the raised circular workspace overlooking the lab. The Pit was also a convenient barrier between me and the students. Nico walked up and leaned over the counter at me. "How late you working tonight?" she asked in a hushed tone. The purple streak in her hair was now bright green. I wondered briefly if her pubic hair matched."Until 2AM. Sorry."She frowned and looked around the mostly empty lab before asking, "How many of them do you think are watching porn right now and mentally frigging themselves?" I shot a look at my coworker but he had headphones on and was engrossed in a movie. I moved away from him and Nico followed along the outer perimeter. "There aren't that many people here but I bet
SECRET OBSESSION Nico
Nico, you have to get back before curfew," I said softly. She mumbled an acknowledgement and pulled me into bed, her buttocks pressing up against my growing erection. We lay there for several minutes, me lightly stroking her hair. At last she rose from the bed and dressed.She looked me steadily in the eye. "I can't have a boyfriend.""I know," I said. "Come on, I'll walk you back to your dorm."This time, I remembered to get her phone number.The next evening we were sitting in a booth at a busy coffee shop. Alternative music played overhead as students studied and writers pretended to write the great American novel on their laptops. I'm not the type to go out in public but Nico had succeeded in dragging me out of my room. I surreptitiously tapped the handle of my mug the correct number of times before I drank. Nico took a sip of her coffee and carefully set it down."How come you don't have a girlfriend?"The question caught me off guard. I thought for a minute then shrugged. It cou
SECRET OBSESSION Afterwards
When I came to my senses Nico had me by my hair and was twisting my head painfully to the side. Tremors rolled through her body and she looked down at me triumphantly. Her face was flush and sweat beaded on her forehead. With a crooked smile she pushed me away playfully in an odd display of affection. I wiped my face with my shirt and realized my erection was back.Nico looked at the clock and bolted from the bed. "Shit! My curfew is in ten minutes!"I couldn't believe my ears. "You live in Mother Mary?" I teased. She shot me a dangerous look as she smoothed down her skirt. To make up for the slight I offered to walk her back.We hustled across campus to Mary Hall, the lone all-women dorm on campus. Also known as Mother Mary, the Nunnery, or, more crudely, the Virgin Vault, it was the only dorm that had a curfew. A favorite of over-protective parents to guard their daughters against all the evils of college life, it was also the only dorm with a waiting list. We got to the front doors
