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19.Hug
Alexander
I just don't know what I'm doing. I took her to the woods not to fuck her,but I thought for the first time,I needed a company. It's a kind of common hang out place for both of us. We had sex for the first time there. And whatever the reasons are, I'm taking her to the woods. It's quiet in my car. The silence is choking me out of breath. She feels like an easy game. She accepted to sleep with me like all the other women, still fights me unlike other women. What is she? I still can't define. She wore no make-up at all. Doesn't she want to impress me? Isn't that what girls would do? Look at her dress. Her regular attire. Jeans and jacket instead of her white coat. Yet she is beautiful. Did I just say beautiful? Shit!
"Where are we going?" Her low yet confident voice brought me back to this world. Exactly where are we going? I've crossed the woods and has been passing by some stupid lonely area which is surrounded by fie
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