23.My Place

Celia

    We are all emotional fools. Just because I didn't cry even after the death of my only family doesn't make me strong. I was born a fool,have been a fool,like my father said, I'll be a fool forever. He used to say that I trust everyone easily,that I only watch good in them,that I am not capable of estimating their evil mind,that I don't value even a penny. While, Amy, no matter what she does,he praised her,he said that she will take his business to another level and all I could capable of is painting on a stupid canvass. He used to blame my mother for raising me like that. He might be true.

    I was all those things. I still am. Cayden's death made me quiet not smart. Just quiet. So don't cry. These all your deeds. You should know your place. Why didn't you get it before? He is not being himself. His emotions got the best of him. He was in pain and hurt. Hence,he treated you like that. You mistook it. What do I even think of myself?   &nb