— Leia Steele —
When I woke up, every muscle in my body was aching and I could barely move an inch without wincing in pain.
Last night, after seeing what I saw firsthand, I overworked myself again. It’s what I do when I need to get my mind off of things. It’s the only thing I can do because it was not like the slaves were allowed to shift and roam around the forest.
We were imprisoned here and whether we like it or not, all that we could really do is work, work, and more work.
I heard whispers and shuddery breaths around me, and I tried my best to push me up on the bed.
Well, the thin blanket that separates me from the cold hard floor, to be more specific.
“I really thought we were going to die…” A girl said with a shaking voice, her eyes bloodshot as if she hadn’t gotten a wink of sleep, and I rubbed my eyes to wake me even more.
It was Jessica, the youngest of the June sisters.
I looked around and noticed all three sisters were huddled together while telling the other girls of what they had experienced that night. Times like these are the only perks of having a tiny and cramped room at the bottom of the Shadow Claws mansion.
At the top was all glamor, but here, in the basement, it was all damp, dirt, and darkness. We’ve learned to somehow get used to it and because of how narrow and confined it was, it kind of makes us feel safe, though we all know that that in itself is a delusion; a lie we tell ourselves to feel better.
We tell ourselves many lies.
“Did he really just let you go? The Dark Alpha has never let anyone go. They… they always never come back…” Another one of the girls commented, shaking her head in disbelief as her thin dark curls fell on her face.
I don’t know who she is. Sometimes it was even hard to distinguish one from the other since we all mostly looked alike – pale, stick thin, and somewhat lifeless.
“If he didn’t, then how do you think we’re here right now? I have no idea exactly why he allowed us to leave his room, but whatever it is, we’re grateful for it and we know that we will never dare to do anything that would anger our Dark Alpha ever again. He… he was… terrifying…” Jemma exclaimed and the sisters hugged each other tightly as they began to cry heavily.
One could only imagine what they went through, but in my case, I knew exactly what happened, and describing the Dark Alpha as terrifying was definitely an understatement.
He… he was… like staring at darkness itself.
“Hey.”
“Oh my goddess, you almost gave me a heart attack,” I said with my hand on my chest and when I turned it, it was a familiar young face.
Katja was younger than me by two years and it was clear by how much more petite she was, but her size was not a determinant of the growing optimism in her.
“Wolves don’t get heart attacks,” she exclaimed as if I didn’t know that.
I let out a deep sigh before replying with a lower volume. “Are we even still considered as wolves if we haven’t felt them in months?”
Katja’s expression hardened as she took my words with more offense than I expected her to. Katja was always the more positive one between us, and that was surprising since she had already been here even before I arrived.
She herself had lost track of how long she’d been here, but each day she hoped that her mate or any one of her family would find her, and I guess that’s what makes her different from the rest of us because whilst all of us were abandoned by the ones we thought loved us, she was taken away at such a young age from ones that actually cared about her.
Or at least that was her story. I believe her, yes, but I also would not be surprised if it turns out that many of it were just made up because like I said, we all lie to ourselves to feel better in this hellhole.
Katja shook her head before forcing herself to smile widely and giving me a soft pat on the shoulder. “Of course we are. They can’t take that away from us. Our wolves are in there somewhere and they’ll come out again… one day,” she said through gritted teeth.
I wasn’t convinced by her words, but I merely nodded so as not to argue about it any longer.
“We need to fight back.”
Both Katja and I turned our heads to whom the statement came from.
Jane June, the middle one of the June sisters, and the only reason I remember her the most is because other than the fact that I had arrived here at the same time with her and her sisters, she also had the fiercest look amongst everyone.
Still full of fire, full of hope that there was a chance she could get out of here.
Last night, she was the only one that stayed quiet, but I remembered the burning look in her eyes. She wanted to hurt the Dark Alpha, but in the end, she couldn’t do it.
Seeing her now, she was determined to fight again.
A part of me thinks it’s brave, but a bigger part of me thinks it’s absolute stupidity.
“And then what? Get killed right on the spot? You’ve gone mental, Jane.” One of the girls, older, probably had been here longer too, replied with a shaking head and the other girls around her nodded their heads in dismay.
“They’re going to kill us either way! Would you rather be picked off one by one without a chance?!” Jane raised her voice, making her sisters shush her immediately or else the guards would come and punish us for making too much noise in the wee hours of the morning.
We only had very little time to ourselves until we would be called to go about our daily tasks again, and I don’t know about them, but between my aching body and headache, I would really like to have a few more minutes of not doing anything.
“If we die then we die. Going out to fight without a wolf is suicide either way. Anybody who tries that is out of their goddamn minds. I can’t know exactly what you and your sisters went through, but I would rather you not feed our minds with absurd ideas. Just keep your head down low and go to work and maybe… maybe in the future we can get out of here and make a better life for ourselves.”
After the lady said that, the other girls looked at each other and nodded their heads in agreement.
Nobody wanted to die, but nobody wanted to fight for their lives either.
This is the horrifying reality we had to live with everyday.
Suddenly, we hear the sound of chains being dragged on the floor and each one of us fled in panic.
“Fuck, they’re coming! They’re coming! It’s time!”
Why were they coming here?! They only go when they take a girl and they only get one at least once a week or every other week! It’s too early!
But then it hit me… Because the Dark Alpha let the June sisters go last night, he technically did not get a girl.
Fuck. He was going to pick one of us again.
Katja was trembling as I tried my best to keep us hidden behind one of the rundown cabinets where most of the girls also huddled. The others all tried to find other spots to make ourselves less visible, but in the end, none of it really helped.
One way or another, they were going to take us whether we hid or not.
“Oh god, am I going to die? Am I going to die?! Are they going to pick me and kill me?!” Katja had started to break down and no matter how hard I tried to calm her down, she wouldn’t stop, her tears never ending and her breathing heavy.
“Katja, you’re okay. You’re fine. They won’t pick you and one day your mate will find you and we can get out of here. He’ll find you, Katja, and he’ll save you.” I told her as I gently rubbed her shoulders up and down.
Just then, we heard the loud slamming of our door and three bulky men came in. One of them held the long silver chains, designed to keep us from trying anything to escape, not that we even had the strength to do so.
The other two looked around our dark and compressed room with a determination to pick the next victim.
My heart was beating impossibly fast and loud in my chest.
“Please… Don’t let them take me…” Katja whispered in tears as I held her tightly, trying to calm her down.
“They won’t, I swear. You’ll be fi–”
But I could not finish my words because before I could, one of the men had pointed his finger right where we were hiding and oh goddess, my heart dropped.
Both fear and guilt drowned me as I couldn’t figure out if he was pointing at me or at Katja, and wondering to myself which one of us I would have preferred to be chosen.
Distraught and despair followed when the man moved forward and it had become clear as to who was the chosen one.
“You,” he said with a deep and terrifying tone.
“You’re coming with us.”
Hi everyone! First of all, happy November and if you're reading this, I'm glad you're here. I hope you enjoyed the first update and the official start of book 2. Also I know I promised daily updates this month, but unfortunately I am going through something right now and can't do it :( Updates will be Fri Sat Sun every week until end of Nov. Hopefully by Dec I can update daily! So sorry about this but I hope you can still join our characters' journey for this book ♡
— Leia Steele — Blood-curdling screams erupted in the room and my entire body shivered uncontrollably. It felt like my soul was being ripped out of my body by hand and try as I might, there was nothing else that I could do. I held on to Katja’s hands tightly, each finger wrapped as tight as it could around mine in an attempt to not let her go, but it was like holding onto thin air. Resistance was futile. Everything we did in this hellhole amounted to nothing. We were just prisoners with no escape. “No! Stop! Please, not her!” I begged and I begged as I half crawled and half ran to the door to reach her, but before I could, one of the burly men stepped in front of me, blocking my way. A second later, I felt pain rip through my skull when his hand grabs a fistful of my hair and pulls my neck so hard I felt it cramping. “Would you rather it be you, pathetic girl?” The man asked with a vile and smug smile just before his eyes wandered down my chest. During the altercation, I di
— Leia Steele — Even though my hands were beginning to get clammy and my entire body was sweating profusely, I knew I had to keep going. After finishing my duty of cleaning the area of the common wolves, I hurried to get out of there before anybody else decided that I was going to be their target. Another reason why was because I needed to get to Katja. Fast. I knew where I was going, but my biggest problem was that I didn’t know how to get there. Us slaves had our assignments for each area, and today I was not assigned to go anywhere near the Dark Alpha’s den. If anyone so much as caught a glimpse of me and realized I was not supposed to be there, I would be screwed before I could even try and save Katja. Carefully and as quietly as possible, I walked at the sides of the hallway leading me to the area of the gigantic mansion where the Alpha and his closest men stayed. I made sure to stay in the shadows and tried to blend in with the other slaves that were in the area; cleaning, b
— Leia Steele — In a matter of seconds, before I could even process what was going on, the Dark Alpha had me pinned to the wall. But what was the most surprising part here wasn’t that. It was the fact that his hand was on my neck, but he wasn’t hurting me. No, it was as if he was just keeping me there while he… looked at me intensely. His steely blue eyes looked much darker in his room without much light, but I could still see the intensity of his stare. Or rather, I could feel it. Just like the time I was here hiding in his closet, I could once again feel this unusual magnetic force around him. Only this time, it was becoming stronger now that he was touching me. I shouldn’t be liking this. Hell, I shouldn’t even be thinking about anything but killing him, but here I was, standing barely a few inches away from him while my friend laid lifeless on the floor and as hard as I tried not to, I just couldn’t get him out of my head. What the hell was he doing to me and why was he so sh
— Viktor Morgenstar — “You are nothing! You will never be like me!” My father’s harsh words are like a sword being stabbed to my chest over and over again. He had always seen me as worthless, like somebody that could never amount to half as much as he is. As the Alpha of the Shadow Claws Pack his standards for everything were on a much higher scale. Never in my life did I reach that scale of his. Try as I might, I knew deep that I could never be enough for him. “Sweetie, please just calm down. He is still too young.” My mother rushes to his side, gently touching his arm to soothe him. She always tries to pacify a situation and it just so happens that my father lets out his anger at me more often than a few times. Lately, it feels like it’s just getting worse and worse. “That’s his problem, isn’t it? He will always just be your little boy, not a man worthy to inherit my throne. If his brother was here then things would be very different.” My father grumbled and I immediately saw t
— Viktor Morgenstar — “Fuck! How the hell did three bloodthirsty rogues get to this area?! Shit! Viktor, get behind me! Get behind me now!” I have never seen my brother become so panicked until that moment. He shifted in seconds and though I knew that he was strong, I think the hardest part for him was having to protect me while fighting. I remember how badly I wished that I could shift to help my brother. How hard I prayed to the Moon Goddess to give me a miracle, one that would suddenly give me my wolf so my brother wouldn’t have to fight alone. Everything had happened so fast after that. One minute there were growls here and there, and then the next thing I know, there was a loud and painful whimper that shook the trees amongst the area. And then there he was. My older brother, Vincent, lying on the ground naked after being too weak to stay in his wolf form. “Run, Vik, run back to mom and dad…” He said with his last breath. I begged for him to wake up, to open his eyes,
— Viktor Morgenstar — Beyond my quarters, I can feel the sun slowly starting to set. Its warmth is disappearing from every inch of the forest until there is nothing but cold air and darkness that fills every corner of my Pack. I opened my eyes and am greeted by nothing but that same darkness I have become familiar with since that day many years ago. The day I realized I was no ordinary wolf, that something else inside me lurked. Sometimes I wonder if I am already dead, because waking up in total darkness makes me feel as if I am buried somewhere deep underground. I let out a deep sigh before pushing my sheets off of me and setting my feet on the cold marble floor. The chilly feeling of it instantly tells me that I am one hundred percent alive and that my body is still on this godforsaken Earth. Fuck’s sake, I just woke up and already feel like I need a bottle of the strongest wolfsbane liquor. It’s the only alcohol that can actually have an effect on me, but even then, it’s not re
— Viktor Morgenstar — “A family has tried to escape our Pack this morning. One of the border patrols caught them and they’re being held out in the forest.” What the fuck? I don’t like a lot of things, but one thing I hate the most is when people try to disobey orders because it means they are trying to disobey me. Who the fuck said they could just leave? I won’t stand for any of this. “Well, what the fuck are we standing for? Bring me to them,” I demanded of the two. They gave each other that same twin look where I know they’re communicating, but only they can understand what it is. “You got it, Dark Alpha.” Cal smiles before Cane starts to lead. A few minutes later, we’re out by the forest with only the moon for light. I feel rejuvenated as soon as I touch grass and feel the cool evening air. Something about it gives me energy. Whatever it is, it helps me get ready to face whatever bullshit it is I have to face tonight. “Please, please, let us go! We promise never to try and
— Leia Steele — I don’t know what the hell is going on. I can’t figure out if this is real or just a very fucked up figment of my imagination, but how the hell could I even have the ability to conjure something like this with my mind? I barely have energy to have dreams anymore, my nights merely just filled with endless nightmares of opening my eyes and seeing my mother’s lifeless body and her blood on my hands. Maybe that’s it. Maybe this is also a nightmare and for some reason, the Dark Alpha had ended up in it. How? I don’t fucking know, but this is the only thing I could think of that could possibly explain all this. Black eyes? Dark Shadow? Little Darkling? None of it is making any fucking sense to me! And worse of all, my one and only friend is still lying dead on the ground right next to us. I swear to the goddess, this is all so fucked up. I need to get out of here! “If I were you, I wouldn’t run.” He suddenly warned as if he had just read my mind exactly. “Wh– why?”
— Zane Frost — I hadn’t heard that voice for a while now and it did sound like it could have gotten a bit deeper than before, but I could still distinguish it. Sure enough, when the door swung open, he was all smiles standing in the hallway. Boy, I was not expecting him to have gotten even bigger than he was already before and did he grow a little stubble, too? “I’m back! Surprise!” Skye looked at us beaming excitedly. “Oh, Zane’s here, too! Great! I thought I was going to arrive tomorrow morning, but the journey ended up being a little faster than I thought so— wait a second…” He paused and that’s when I know he finally realized that it wasn’t just me that was also there. “Who… is she?” He blinked at her intrigued. “Well, this is definitely one homecoming I didn’t see coming…” I said with a soft chuckle to lighten up the mood but that didn’t really help. River let out a sigh before confessing to his brother. “This is Eva… my mate.” “Holy. Shit.” Skye reacted in
— Zane Frost — Preparations had been going on for a couple of weeks now. Everybody was excited for Skye’s sudden announcement that he was coming back earlier than usual. Even if I hounded him for more information, that boy was like a vault and he didn’t open up, not even to Leia who was itching to know what had made him suddenly want to come back. “What do you think he meant by ‘big news’?” Leia asked as we were in the kitchen, gathering ingredients to make all the dishes we knew everybody, especially Skye, would love. Usually we would leave the Pack chefs in charge of this, but since Leia was having this phase where she wanted to cook anything and everything, I wanted to be there and help her out. “I don’t know. Anything is possible with that guy.” I honestly answered with a shoulder shrug as I passed her the sifted flour she asked for. We were making various baked goods, but first one on the list was skolebrød, which was a bun filled with a gooey and delicious vanilla c
— Viktor Morgenstar — Before I jumped into that water, I thought it was the only way to preserve what little I had left in my life. In my mind, it was better to die than to live another day without Leia and our baby. I believed I was as good as dead. Until I got washed away onto land and I took another breath. It was hard to explain exactly what that felt like, but what was worse was having to watch the only love you have ever known get pulled away by somebody else and the baby you desperately wanted cared for men you had no idea of. My Dark Shadow screamed and screamed for me to get them back and though every part of me wanted the same as well, I knew that I no longer deserved them. For the first time in my life, I realized that what I wanted isn’t something that I am always supposed to have. After I knew that Leia and the baby were safe, I knew what I had to do. I had to leave and somehow, in some way, I had to become better. Not just for the family that I lost,
— Leia Steele — I have heard and read about countless experiences, many good, many bad, about the newborn stage, but nothing, absolutely nothing can compare to when you are experiencing it yourself. Luckily for me, the phrase ‘it takes a village’ is definitely in effect with the White Howlers. There hasn’t been a minute that I’ve been completely alone with Lux and I couldn’t ask for anything else. Whether it’s Keira offering to help me breastfeed since I was obviously new in all of this and my body was still somewhat recovering thus producing less than ideal, or Skye and the other boys more than happily entertaining him during tummy time with all sorts of antics, or even the usually stoic Alpha Titus excitedly playing with Lux and Zora, his and Keira’s baby girl, everybody has been an absolute gem every single day. But of course, only one person has truly never left my side, and that is— “Zane Frost!” I heard a very passionate squeal on the other side of the door where
— Leia Steele — I woke up feeling somewhat… amazing, which is a completely baffling thing because as far as I can recall, I just fell off a cliff and dove into water while I was bleeding to death. How the hell does it feel like my body is completely healed? Or the fact that I even woke up because I could have sworn I thought I wasn’t going to make it out of there alive? Or wait… I sat up from the bed and frantically began to look around and take in my surroundings, trying to figure out where I was. Maybe I am dead?! “I can see from the very astounded expression on your face right now that you think you’ve somehow woken up in another space or timeline.” I turned to where the sound came from and saw a beaming familiar face. “Skye!” I couldn’t help but squeal his name out of pure happiness to see him, and he looks good at that. “Hey, tough one. Glad to see you’re doing good. No pain, right?” He asked as he walked over to sit on the chair next to me. I noticed tha
(Two Years Later) — Zane Frost — I am seated at the edge of the lake. The very spot I always find myself in whenever I go here. I don’t know why, but my body just somewhat gravitates to this place every single time without fail. Even now when seeing the sight of water still triggers a memory in me, I still stay here. My eyes closed as I laid down on the grass. Winter has gone, exchanged for Spring, and all the snow has melted, replaced with flowers of different colors that had bloomed a new life. A new life, it repeated in my head. That is what Spring is; the beginning of something new. Perhaps everyone, every single person in this world has had a moment that has split their life into two. When you look back at your days, there is something that changed you, some specific time that you know was cataclysmic to your entire existence. A moment that creates what happened before and what happened after. It shades your memories in a different perspective just as it shi
— Leia Steele — “AAAAAAHHHHHH!” I screamed and screamed until it felt like my lungs were going to give out at any second. It was hard to focus on anything aside from the crippling pain that was coming from my belly but transmitting all throughout my entire body. Viktor had quickly pulled me out of the room where the coronation was happening and when I thought he was rushing me to the Pack’s infirmary, he turned a different way that I had no idea where it was leading to. “AAAAAAHHHHHH!” More screams come out of me and I swear it feels like somebody is ripping my belly open. The sound of commotion seems like it’s following us. Left and right I hear people screeching as well as things being destroyed to the ground as the earth itself shook. “Wh— what’s… h— happening…” I managed to get the words out of me as I squirmed in pain as Viktor carried me in his arms tightly. In my mind, I wished somebody else was holding onto me, but my body was a betrayer, lavishing in the
— Zane Frost — I feel like absolute shit. Maybe that in itself is even an understatement because from my head to my toes, it’s like I’m being pushed onto the ground by twenty six-wheelers trucks. That is excluding the fact that my head feels like I’ve been pushed out of a plane and I’m currently twirling around and around fifty thousand feet up in the air. Holy shit. What the fuck is going on? “Zane? Zane! You’re awake?! Guys, he’s awake!” I heard a familiar voice shout out and I flinched in pain almost immediately. There was a loud echo in my ears and I thought my head was going to burst. “Shit, sorry,” the voice mumbled an apology. “Wr du hl m ei…” I tried to speak, but I doubt the letters that came out of my mouth could even form a single understandable word. My suspicions were proven correct when the person next to me burst out into a fit of laughter. If I had the energy to smack them, I would have done it, but alas, aside from being able to move my lips
— Zane Frost — Chaos. Madness. Death. It was left and right. It was almost impossible to escape, but I kept pushing. I told myself that I had to. I knew I had to for her, for Leia, for Keira, for everybody in my Pack and Alpha Titus’. This was all our fight and we had to end this today. No matter what. As soon as anyone tried to come after me, I fought to kill. I don’t think about anything else, but to get the upper hand. The very first time you hesitate, there’s no coming back from that. I see the bloodthirst in their eyes and in the way they growl. These wolves are different. Whilst the White Howlers and Blazing Wolves were trained to mostly defend themselves from the enemies, these ones were trained to do no defending, only killing, like they were all raised to be killing machines. It was unlike anything I’ve ever seen before, but I had to keep up with them if I had to get to Leia. When I saw her get dragged into that house out of nowhere, it was like a switch