— Leia Steele —
There is a reason that I long stopped to believe that my life here could be better for me. That one of these days something would happen, or I would meet someone that could change my life in this place.
The reason is that every single time I do have that faint hope, it never goes the way that I thought it would and I always, always get disappointed.
Once in a while there comes a moment that I am somehow blindsided, and for a second, a very quick and fleeting second, I think that this time it could be different.
Unfortunately, I should know by now that that is never the case.
I am harshly pulled out of the absurd fantasy that Beta Calypso felt anything but hatred towards me when his grip on my wrist tightens and I am painfully shoved against the wall, the back of my head hitting against the hardness and I squirm in pain.
“What the fuck are you staring at, peasant? Get your ass to the Alpha’s room and start cleaning because if I see just one single dust anywhere in that area, you’re going to wish you never took your first breath on this Earth.” Beta Calypso coldly declared before letting out a disgusted scoff and walking away like he could not bear the sight of me any second longer.
I desperately stopped myself from letting a tear fall before lowering my head down to the floor walking to the Alpha’s room while everyone around me laughed and whispered cruel things and I knew instantly the entire Pack would hear about it soon.
You are not going to cry. You are not going to cry.
Words I had repeated to myself over and over again for the past three months I had been here.
Three months, but it has felt almost like three centuries. When will it end?
As I walked into the Alpha’s quarters, I felt every single hair in my body rise from panic and dread. I had never been inside here and I had planned to keep it that way, but unfortunately, it is obvious that nothing ever works out for me.
As quickly as I could, I began to wipe every nook and cranny in the vastly large place. I needed to finish as early as possible because if it so happens that the Dark Alpha arrives while I am still here, I know what will happen to me – torn into pieces by his bare hands and shredded by his sharp claws.
But just when I thought I would have enough time before he came to his quarters as I assumed he would be at the fight box, it turns out I would be deadly wrong.
Suddenly, his door opened and every bone in my body leapt in fear and I rushed to find a place to hide.
I ran to one of his cabinets closest to the door so that when he gets in, the door would be blocking where I was, and if I was lucky, once he goes into the other room, I can hurriedly step out like I was not even here in the first place.
“Please, Dark Alpha! Please, we’re so sorry!”
The screams of girls made my eyes grow wide and I placed both my hands on my mouth to stop myself from making any noise.
Oh, goddess. It’s the June girls. He brought them back to his quarters. What the hell happened to the fight box?
There had been many rumors as to what happens to the girls that the Dark Alpha chooses and brings to Goddess knows where, but none of them good. I hoped day and night that I would never be one of them, and now I was going to see exactly why.
“Sorry?” He repeated, but the tone of his voice was mocking and intrigued at the same time like he was enjoying the way they pleaded.
He was batshit crazy, but I was not surprised. This is Viktor Morgenstar we were talking about. A man who killed his own parents and mate in cold blood.
This… this was a living and breathing monster that stood before me.
The three girls, sisters, cried and shook in fear. I felt bad for them, but there was nothing that I could do that wouldn’t cost my own life.
I had learned many things from having been here and one of them was to never be a hero. The very first friend that I had made, made me learn it when she tried to help another slave who was being berated by Gamma Cane. On that same night, she was pulled out and I never saw her again. I could not imagine what they had done to her nor did I want to.
“Please, Alpha! Oh, p– please! We– we promise to clean y– your room properly n– next time! We won’t ever do it again! Please just– just take us back to the fight box! We– we will fight for our lives there!” The girl with the short auburn hair cried out.
Her name was Jemma June, and she was the eldest. I have no idea what their real story was, but from what I used to hear, they were sold to this Pack to pay off a debt that their parents accrued over the years.
It seems all the women here were nothing but objects to them, to be sold and used whenever they wanted.
“Stop fucking talking,” the Dark Alpha hissed and immediately all three quieted, biting their lips so hard it was close to bleeding.
What was he going to do to them? Why would he pull them away from what was supposed to be the Pack’s entertainment?
A few seconds later, I got the answers to my own questions and wished I hadn’t.
“Take off all of your clothes and get on your knees,” he ordered them.
No… No… He… He’s not going to…
I accidentally let out a whimpering noise and panic rose in me when his head swiftly turned to my direction.
Fuck! Did he hear that? Did he hear me make a sound?! Oh, goddess. I’m going to die. He is going to kill me the second he sees me, I just know it!
I need to get out of here. Oh goddess, I need to do something! Anything! Goddess, help me!
The last time I felt half as much fear as this was that day my father sold me and I knew that nothing in my life would ever be the same again. He had sold me to the Devil and now I was inches away from him.
The closer the Dark Alpha got, the more terror I felt in my body. I knew it was over for me, but for some reason, there was another feeling lingering in me that I could not shake.
Something… stronger. Something… that I couldn’t particularly grasp.
With every step the Dark Alpha took, the more dreadful I felt, but at the same time, I could not deny that something about him was magnetizing.
He is tall with broad shoulders and wearing all black. His tight fit button up sleeve has three or four of the buttons loose, revealing the dark tattoos on his chest that go all the way to his hands. It wasn’t hard to tell that he was corded with muscle just by looking at the sheer size of his biceps. When he lifts his hand up to push his jet black hair back, I can’t help but trace the veins that are snaked around his knuckles.
He felt like he was pulling me closer to him and his steely blue eyes pierced into my soul.
Did he know I was in the closet? Could he see me? Was he feeling the exact same thing I was feeling?
What exactly is this feeling? What the hell is going on with me?
When he was inches away from me, I closed my eyes and somehow accepted my fate. If this was my last day on Earth, then so be it. I have suffered long enough and at least with this I can be reunited with my mother.
Hopefully.
But just when he was just a millimeter away from opening the closet door, a loud banging came from his side and he swiftly looked away.
“Yo, Alpha! What the hell is taking you so long?! Cane’s already half a damn barrel and he says if you don’t get to the banquet in two minutes he’s taking one of your girls!” The voice on the other side shouted and I knew it was Calypso.
Alpha Viktor closed his eyes and let out a bothered sigh.
“He’ll lose a finger before he gets even close to one of them,” he threatened in a heartbeat. “Hold your fucking tails, I’ll be right there.”
If I could have let out an exhale, I would have the second he turned away from the closet and started walking to the other room.
The June girls were still shaking on his floor, looking at each other confused.
“Get the fuck out of here before I change my mind.”
That was all he needed to say before all three girls scrambled and sprinted out of the room shaking and in tears.
I waited half a minute after he closed the door of the room before I quickly and quietly made my escape.
I ran as fast as I could and when I knew I was far enough from him or anybody of importance to hear me, I let out the deepest sigh of relief of my life.
So close. That was so fucking close.
I knew then that I would never ever want to be anywhere near the Dark Alpha ever again.
Unfortunately for me…
Nothing in my life worked that way and the next time that I saw him, it turned out…
He also saw me.
— Leia Steele — When I woke up, every muscle in my body was aching and I could barely move an inch without wincing in pain. Last night, after seeing what I saw firsthand, I overworked myself again. It’s what I do when I need to get my mind off of things. It’s the only thing I can do because it was not like the slaves were allowed to shift and roam around the forest. We were imprisoned here and whether we like it or not, all that we could really do is work, work, and more work. I heard whispers and shuddery breaths around me, and I tried my best to push me up on the bed. Well, the thin blanket that separates me from the cold hard floor, to be more specific. “I really thought we were going to die…” A girl said with a shaking voice, her eyes bloodshot as if she hadn’t gotten a wink of sleep, and I rubbed my eyes to wake me even more. It was Jessica, the youngest of the June sisters. I looked around and noticed all three sisters were huddled together while telling the other gi
— Leia Steele — Blood-curdling screams erupted in the room and my entire body shivered uncontrollably. It felt like my soul was being ripped out of my body by hand and try as I might, there was nothing else that I could do. I held on to Katja’s hands tightly, each finger wrapped as tight as it could around mine in an attempt to not let her go, but it was like holding onto thin air. Resistance was futile. Everything we did in this hellhole amounted to nothing. We were just prisoners with no escape. “No! Stop! Please, not her!” I begged and I begged as I half crawled and half ran to the door to reach her, but before I could, one of the burly men stepped in front of me, blocking my way. A second later, I felt pain rip through my skull when his hand grabs a fistful of my hair and pulls my neck so hard I felt it cramping. “Would you rather it be you, pathetic girl?” The man asked with a vile and smug smile just before his eyes wandered down my chest. During the altercation, I di
— Leia Steele — Even though my hands were beginning to get clammy and my entire body was sweating profusely, I knew I had to keep going. After finishing my duty of cleaning the area of the common wolves, I hurried to get out of there before anybody else decided that I was going to be their target. Another reason why was because I needed to get to Katja. Fast. I knew where I was going, but my biggest problem was that I didn’t know how to get there. Us slaves had our assignments for each area, and today I was not assigned to go anywhere near the Dark Alpha’s den. If anyone so much as caught a glimpse of me and realized I was not supposed to be there, I would be screwed before I could even try and save Katja. Carefully and as quietly as possible, I walked at the sides of the hallway leading me to the area of the gigantic mansion where the Alpha and his closest men stayed. I made sure to stay in the shadows and tried to blend in with the other slaves that were in the area; cleaning, b
— Leia Steele — In a matter of seconds, before I could even process what was going on, the Dark Alpha had me pinned to the wall. But what was the most surprising part here wasn’t that. It was the fact that his hand was on my neck, but he wasn’t hurting me. No, it was as if he was just keeping me there while he… looked at me intensely. His steely blue eyes looked much darker in his room without much light, but I could still see the intensity of his stare. Or rather, I could feel it. Just like the time I was here hiding in his closet, I could once again feel this unusual magnetic force around him. Only this time, it was becoming stronger now that he was touching me. I shouldn’t be liking this. Hell, I shouldn’t even be thinking about anything but killing him, but here I was, standing barely a few inches away from him while my friend laid lifeless on the floor and as hard as I tried not to, I just couldn’t get him out of my head. What the hell was he doing to me and why was he so sh
— Viktor Morgenstar — “You are nothing! You will never be like me!” My father’s harsh words are like a sword being stabbed to my chest over and over again. He had always seen me as worthless, like somebody that could never amount to half as much as he is. As the Alpha of the Shadow Claws Pack his standards for everything were on a much higher scale. Never in my life did I reach that scale of his. Try as I might, I knew deep that I could never be enough for him. “Sweetie, please just calm down. He is still too young.” My mother rushes to his side, gently touching his arm to soothe him. She always tries to pacify a situation and it just so happens that my father lets out his anger at me more often than a few times. Lately, it feels like it’s just getting worse and worse. “That’s his problem, isn’t it? He will always just be your little boy, not a man worthy to inherit my throne. If his brother was here then things would be very different.” My father grumbled and I immediately saw t
— Viktor Morgenstar — “Fuck! How the hell did three bloodthirsty rogues get to this area?! Shit! Viktor, get behind me! Get behind me now!” I have never seen my brother become so panicked until that moment. He shifted in seconds and though I knew that he was strong, I think the hardest part for him was having to protect me while fighting. I remember how badly I wished that I could shift to help my brother. How hard I prayed to the Moon Goddess to give me a miracle, one that would suddenly give me my wolf so my brother wouldn’t have to fight alone. Everything had happened so fast after that. One minute there were growls here and there, and then the next thing I know, there was a loud and painful whimper that shook the trees amongst the area. And then there he was. My older brother, Vincent, lying on the ground naked after being too weak to stay in his wolf form. “Run, Vik, run back to mom and dad…” He said with his last breath. I begged for him to wake up, to open his eyes,
— Viktor Morgenstar — Beyond my quarters, I can feel the sun slowly starting to set. Its warmth is disappearing from every inch of the forest until there is nothing but cold air and darkness that fills every corner of my Pack. I opened my eyes and am greeted by nothing but that same darkness I have become familiar with since that day many years ago. The day I realized I was no ordinary wolf, that something else inside me lurked. Sometimes I wonder if I am already dead, because waking up in total darkness makes me feel as if I am buried somewhere deep underground. I let out a deep sigh before pushing my sheets off of me and setting my feet on the cold marble floor. The chilly feeling of it instantly tells me that I am one hundred percent alive and that my body is still on this godforsaken Earth. Fuck’s sake, I just woke up and already feel like I need a bottle of the strongest wolfsbane liquor. It’s the only alcohol that can actually have an effect on me, but even then, it’s not re
— Viktor Morgenstar — “A family has tried to escape our Pack this morning. One of the border patrols caught them and they’re being held out in the forest.” What the fuck? I don’t like a lot of things, but one thing I hate the most is when people try to disobey orders because it means they are trying to disobey me. Who the fuck said they could just leave? I won’t stand for any of this. “Well, what the fuck are we standing for? Bring me to them,” I demanded of the two. They gave each other that same twin look where I know they’re communicating, but only they can understand what it is. “You got it, Dark Alpha.” Cal smiles before Cane starts to lead. A few minutes later, we’re out by the forest with only the moon for light. I feel rejuvenated as soon as I touch grass and feel the cool evening air. Something about it gives me energy. Whatever it is, it helps me get ready to face whatever bullshit it is I have to face tonight. “Please, please, let us go! We promise never to try and
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— Viktor Morgenstar — Before I jumped into that water, I thought it was the only way to preserve what little I had left in my life. In my mind, it was better to die than to live another day without Leia and our baby. I believed I was as good as dead. Until I got washed away onto land and I took another breath. It was hard to explain exactly what that felt like, but what was worse was having to watch the only love you have ever known get pulled away by somebody else and the baby you desperately wanted cared for men you had no idea of. My Dark Shadow screamed and screamed for me to get them back and though every part of me wanted the same as well, I knew that I no longer deserved them. For the first time in my life, I realized that what I wanted isn’t something that I am always supposed to have. After I knew that Leia and the baby were safe, I knew what I had to do. I had to leave and somehow, in some way, I had to become better. Not just for the family that I lost,
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— Zane Frost — I feel like absolute shit. Maybe that in itself is even an understatement because from my head to my toes, it’s like I’m being pushed onto the ground by twenty six-wheelers trucks. That is excluding the fact that my head feels like I’ve been pushed out of a plane and I’m currently twirling around and around fifty thousand feet up in the air. Holy shit. What the fuck is going on? “Zane? Zane! You’re awake?! Guys, he’s awake!” I heard a familiar voice shout out and I flinched in pain almost immediately. There was a loud echo in my ears and I thought my head was going to burst. “Shit, sorry,” the voice mumbled an apology. “Wr du hl m ei…” I tried to speak, but I doubt the letters that came out of my mouth could even form a single understandable word. My suspicions were proven correct when the person next to me burst out into a fit of laughter. If I had the energy to smack them, I would have done it, but alas, aside from being able to move my lips
— Zane Frost — Chaos. Madness. Death. It was left and right. It was almost impossible to escape, but I kept pushing. I told myself that I had to. I knew I had to for her, for Leia, for Keira, for everybody in my Pack and Alpha Titus’. This was all our fight and we had to end this today. No matter what. As soon as anyone tried to come after me, I fought to kill. I don’t think about anything else, but to get the upper hand. The very first time you hesitate, there’s no coming back from that. I see the bloodthirst in their eyes and in the way they growl. These wolves are different. Whilst the White Howlers and Blazing Wolves were trained to mostly defend themselves from the enemies, these ones were trained to do no defending, only killing, like they were all raised to be killing machines. It was unlike anything I’ve ever seen before, but I had to keep up with them if I had to get to Leia. When I saw her get dragged into that house out of nowhere, it was like a switch