TRIGGER WARNING
CAMILLE I heard my shirt rip. A strong hand grabbed my boobs. Another, my ass, and fondled. I blinked past the tears and it rolled down my cheek before my spirit kicked in and I started to fight. But these men were unlike my father. They were six of them and they were youthful in their grip. My lips trembled as I struggled against them, eyes glued on the figure smoking unbothered by the chaos going on here. I recalled his eyes again and how they stared at me. He didn't care, and why should he? He wasn't Superman who went about saving people without being asked. He and I had no business together- "Hector, my boy, she's your chica so you get to have a taste first." They jested and laughed to my detriment. These were the definition of bad boys. Even him who saw and ignored wasn't far from the tree. One of them stroked my cheek then grabbed it, forcing my head to his face, he sneered with a lustful gaze and his eyes dropped to my lips. My heart sank. He was going for a kiss. Not his unwashed teeth and breath- "H-Hey, stop. Enough!" Hector suddenly developed a conscience but it was almost too late. I'd been backed up against the wall, struggling against the one who had one of my legs lifted to his hip. His hands continued to undo my belt. "This is not what I wanted. Just let her go-" he tried to push the man off me but one shove from the others sent him to the floor and now he looked up at us in fear. "Stay down! You think you gon have a shot with this princess with your broke ass?" Smirking, he said, "Fine, I'll let you hit first. What'd you say, huh? Come here, little Hector." He gulped as he got to his feet and stood beside us, piercing my blurry eyes with fearful gaze. The man let go of me and pushed Hector to take his place before me. I was paralyzed from the fear and the harsh reality that this was really happening. Frozen from the shock that the man over there was busy smoking with his eyes glued outside at the passing cars. He didn't even spare a glance back. This was all my fault. I put myself in this position and now I'd have to bear the consequences. What could one young woman like myself do against six men? It was futile and stupid. My father would be easier to deal with but these men? They would beat me to stupor and still have their way. I was suddenly whirled around to face the wall, my belt undone and my jeans being pushed down. "S-Sorry, Camille. This wasn't what I wanted. I-I'll make it fast, I promise." I choked on a lump of tears, shuddering as my body trembled hard. I didn't want this. Oh God please. I'll never come here again. But what's the point? It was futile. There was no saving me. I closed my eyes, hoping this would pass as quickly as it came. My harsh breathing filled my ears but the sound of his jeans hitting the ground made me jerk. He was on me in the next minute, kicking my legs apart- A loud gunshot suddenly cracked through the air and the weight upon me disappeared. I stood frozen there, eyes wide and breathing quietly. "What the--" "Hey yo, who did that?" One of them yelled, feeling threatened and alarmed. I couldn't bear to turn around to find out what was going on but from the fear in their tone, I could already imagine. "We gotta get out of here." "Who the fuck is that?" "Hey, we gotta leave now. He's walking towards us-" "You got a problem with us or what?" One yelled. "You can have her once we're done-" Another gunshot and this time a loud groan followed and I heard something drop. Hard. "Fuck! Run!" "Go! Go! Go!" Their footsteps pounded against the floor as they ran. I saw them flee for their lives-- I counted just five. Where was the last-- "P-Please..." He whispered in a trembling voice. Cold air fanned by bare ass, reminding me of my situation. The one who almost had his dick inside me, now begged for his life in a pool of his blood. I didn't know when I took the bold move of turning around but now I beheld the scene before me. Hector cupped his cock where blood oozed out of. His eyes darted around seeking help. Bile rushed to the back of my throat. I didn't know how to feel about this. My body still trembled from what almost happened. My saviour walked closer, cigar in his mouth and one hand around his gun aimed at the dying young boy who had tears pouring from his face. "I... I have a family. M-My mom... She's expecting me back. I-I'm her only son." But he could already perceive that his pleas were useless. Those eyes held no remorse. If anything, they wanted him dead. The irritation behind them as he walked right up to him, between his legs-- I turned my face away as I already knew what was coming. "No, no- arghhhhh." Heavy stomp over and over again in his genital area and I squeezed my eyes shut but his screams kept coming. When the stomping stopped and a moment of silence rolled out with Hector groaning and writhing in pain, I felt a dark presence before me. I sucked in a long shuddering breath, the smoke from his cigar filling up my lungs and weirdly enough, they were relaxing. I opened my eyes to his chest level. His tie was missing from his neck, three buttons undone and his chest peeking out. They heaved with slow but intense breath. Must've been hard work stomping all over someone's generation. I looked at his shoes and they were sparkly clean with dots of blood here and there. His hand still gripped his weapon with a lot of veins. "Are you dumb or are you just desperate for dick?" "I...I-" nothing I said would be convincing enough. He looked irritated just by staring at me. Did I piss him off that bad? "You... Came back-" "What are you doing here?" His frown deepened. "Don't you think, huh? It's fucking late!" He suddenly yelled and fear gripped me. "You pass the main road when it's this dark! Where people can see you. You don't pass the alley where there are no lights-" He was practically screaming in my face. My heart almost leaped out of my chest. He's scolding me like an older brother, and a scared lover. "I-" "You could've died!" he grabbed my shoulders. "Raped to death by these lots who have more STDs than we fucking know." Hey, that's what I thought too, but blaming me like I actually wanted this was absurd. "I didn't plan for this," I said in my defence. "You also didn't think," he growled venomously. "Now pull your damn pants up and go!" He's heaving now, panting hard, glaring at me, trembling and shaking. Was he alright? "Are you okay-" "Get out of here," he started to step back, to put space between us, to breathe and gather himself. "Run, and don't let me catch you here ever again." I had never seen that much worry, care and fear in anyone's eyes for me. He was concerned and worried... About me. "No." The word fell and time stood still. Everything screamed that I just said something stupid in the heat of the moment. A dying man still groaned on the floor trying to clutch on to his last breaths while I-- what? Couldn't let this moment slip past me. He puffed out a chunk of air, recollects himself because he stepped back to breathe and when his eyes found mine again, the fury behind them was murderous. "What did you say-" "Nothing happened. I-I'm fine... Thanks to you." He watched me like I was hard to figure out and he just could split my head open and find out my thoughts. "You're shaking..." His hand still trembled and I reached for it-- the one without a gun, of course- he flinched the minute I touched him but I wasn't done, I pushed myself closer to his space. "What's going on-" Anger flashed in his orbs before he suddenly threw me back with one arm over my neck and he growled, "Stay the fuck back." I groaned, grabbing his hand to ease it off my throat but he didn't budge. He glared at me like I was the enemy. "The cops will be here soon and get the whole thing mixed up," he laughed bitterly, looking back at Hector. "What will your statement be, Camille-- was it?" Fuck! He sounded better than my imaginations. "You saved me... From a predator." He didn't look impressed. "I killed a man. Now I have a lady with her pants down in this position. You're going to have to say a lot more than that to convince the cops." You killed a man... "... For me. You did it for me." Ugh! His grip was too freaking tight. His eyes darkened for no particular reason, "You're not special. I would've killed him anyway, and pull your pants back up. You're not seducing anyone with that." Ouch. That was a punch to my ego and my fine sexy ass self. Just a minute ago, I was almost raped for doing absolutely nothing. "I'm not trying to seduce you," I croaked out, lost in his blazing furious gaze. He looked far from alright. Trauma? Nightmare? What was it? Searching my eyes, he said, "You couldn't even succeed if you tried." "Hector and the guys didn't think so." His brow jumped and he glanced back, "You knew him?" I tried to shrug as his arm eased up a bit, "Kinda. He's been hitting on me for months." "And you finally decided to walk into an open trap. Very smart of you, Camille," his words dripped with sarcasm. "Why?" "Why what?" "Why didn't you give him a chance?" Was that a trick question? Well considering we were talking now and he wasn't so uptight as before, I figured I might as well try to lighten the mood. "Didn't feel like it." "Hmm..." He looked sceptical for a moment but then I gasped when the cold gun traced the curve of my hips and his eyes continued to bore into mine. He watched my face for every expression. It was hard to hold back. My lips parted to breathe. I shuddered in anticipation as his gun worked up my waist, past my belly and under my ripped shirt. "And now?" He briefly let me go but only to choke me this time. His gun disappeared and his hand returned, squeezing my waist to grab a full chunk of flesh. In this alley with a dead young boy, blood oozing in the air and a dumpster in a corner, a stranger fondled my body, grabbed my ass and I fucking loved it.TRIGGER WARNING CAMILLE Nothing could've prepared me for this moment. My whole body tingled from even the slightest touch and now that he was all over me-- kissing my neck in a trail to my lips, my chest heaving as my heart pounded. Finally he kissed the corners of my mouth. He grabbed and squeezed my butt cheeks. He was like a savage as he felt me up, grinding his erection on my thigh. My hands weren't idle. I hugged his wide back-- my fingers in his soft hair, scratched his nape and pressed myself closer to merge into him. "Here's your chance to run away before the cops come," he said in a ragged breath but he didn't quite mean that because his fingers found my opening and they stretched me in one thrust. "Oh fuck!" I screamed from pain and the overwhelming pleasure as he pumped mercilessly. Tears stung my eyes as I held his head tight to the side of my face, moaning, clenching hard from the foreign feeling of having something thicker than my own fingers inside me. "Fuck! You
MATTEO I watched the cab leave and caught her staring back at me with doe eyes that anyone could look into and say, 'Yup! Just got fucked.' The cab disappeared through a turn and I dragged myself back to the wall, leaned against it and pulled out a cigar. One puff was enough to slump my shoulders and reality hit me. "What the fuck was that all about, Matteo?" mumbling, I turned to stare at the lifeless body still in that corner and my eyes swept up the wall where it happened. Where I'd been buried balls deep inside a stranger. A virgin too, might I add. No way she was experienced with how hard she came and how tight she was, but having your first time in an alley was wild and a story to brag about in the hood. Mine was in a church with a nun whose body was supposed to be for the Lord. I guess she didn't mind sharing it with us sinners. "Here again tonight?" I turned to Luca who got down from parking the van on pedestrians. He bounced without a care, fixing his glove as he watched
CAMILLE The last thing I saw through my blurred teary lens was his back turned as he walked out. Last thing I heard was his cold order to bring me. Last thing I felt when I tried to run-- to leap out of danger and make a run for it, was a harsh smack at the back of my head from a pistol and I blacked out.Now my eyes flew open with a loud gasp, heart jumpy as I looked around, deafened by my own gasps.Where was this place? I didn't recognize the large room but it screamed luxury. It was nothing like the one room I shared with Dad.At the thought of him, my heart skipped-- "D-Dad," I whispered, trembling on the bed. Everything played back, the fear, the anxiety, the nervousness-- him.Him.Oh God! I've gone and done it. I've brought trouble to my doorstep. Not just mine, but dad as well. All his cursing and worries finally came to pass. A whore? Check. Led his enemies right to him? Check.A useless daughter who couldn't even protect her father and only family? Check.The tears spill
MATTEOShe stayed glued to the other side of the door the whole ride. Her head bowed, hands between her thighs and body tense. Martha got her right size perhaps maybe even too tight because her thighs looked like they could burst the dam jean. The top, however, was loosely fitted."We've arrived, sir." Vito reported from the driver's seat and Rocco opened my side of the door."Get down," I unbuttoned my suit jacket as I stepped down lifting my eyes to the bar right in front of me. I felt her by my side before I looked down at her small frame where she tried to hide.We were already here. If she wanted to run, she should've done that a week ago.We walked into the bar just in time to see the girls all lined up for their morning warm up and training session. In their line of business, flexibility was a daily lesson."When you said you were coming soon, I didn't think it was this soon," Veronica hurried over, smiling way too much. Luca was certain she had a big crush on me but as long as
'And for your heart, I place the highest bid. Gimme an offer, I just can't resist.'-- BNXNCAMILLEMy back was slammed against the hard wall but his hot mouth slanting over my mouth complimented and eased the pain. I moaned as I dragged my fingers in his soft black hair, massaging his scalp and pushing up against him like I could disappear into his skin.God! I could kiss him for days.His tongue danced across mine and I gasped when he palmed my butt and squeezed. Heat rushed through me. Never have I ever felt this way. I've never been touched so good-- or at all. I should feel ashamed having my first time in an alley but for him, I didn't care.He kissed me hard like I was his possession, his toy, his pet, his fucking object. For the first time in my life, I felt desired, wanted and needed.His hard cock pressed against my lower stomach. Butterflies made my belly ache as well as made my heart flutter.Thump-thump.My heart pounded in my chest.This was really happening. Oh God!He ki
Trigger Warning; Physical abuse and mentions of abuse.CAMILLEI opened the door and heard rustling, tensing in worry, I tried to look around when my wrist was grabbed and I was suddenly flung inside the dark room where I tumbled and almost lost my balance."What the heck is your problem?" The door slammed shut and I heard the keys. My father leaned against it like a CIA agent waiting to attack. He looked terrified and when he glanced at me, he glared."Do you have to be so sluggish? How many seconds does it take to open a door and walk in?" he fumed in a very angry whisper. "Don't be leaving the door open like that. It's not safe out there."This wasn't about my safety. He was just hiding from his creditors. I steadied myself and let go of the rising anger.The house smelled strongly of weed and it was turning my stomach. I hated the very act of smoking.My thoughts replayed the man in the alley-- hypocrite."Where were you?" he got right into questioning, moving closer in his boxer
TRIGGER WARNING: This chapter contains mentions of sexual assault. CAMILLE Shiver me timbers! That was better than my fantasies put together. All that remained was for him to bend me over somewhere and punish me."I,I…" I stuttered as my brain took the easy way out. "Stroll." Oh God! I sounded like a caveman.He didn't look fazed or interested in a cavewoman. "It's dangerous out here. You don't need me to tell you that."I don't need you to tell me what to do.I should say that and earn myself something at least but the words wouldn't just fall. "I can… handle myself."His gaze swept over me the same time the wind blew in my face and I shivered from both-- mostly him. He sized me up and I stood still for his evaluation. I realised too late that I was thrusting my boobs out.Did he notice?Again, his eyes remained cold, then he turned his face with a bored look. I expected a remark but nothing came. Was he dismissing me?"It's not that dangerous here," I looked to the road where his
TRIGGER WARNING: NON CONSENSUAL TOUCHINGCAMILLE"Why are you late?" Christine, my boss didn't pass up the opportunity to nag me when I clocked in late for work the next day. I had no memory of last night or how I even ended up home. It was scary to wake up to a clean slate memory when living with someone like my father.I spent a lot of time checking my body to make sure I was still intact. I was passed out and he could've taken advantage of me."What's the fucking hold up in there, huh?" he yelled right outside the door when I took too long to get out. "Are you fucking yourself? You goddamn drug addict!"The last thing I remembered was asking a complete stranger for his cigar, and God! That was reckless."I'm taking it out of your pay," I heard Christine mutter, flipping her rainbow coloured hair as she walked out, leaving the others to stare at me with an amused and cocky expression.They've been looking forward to my humiliation for months. The self-righteous one, the most hardwor
MATTEOShe stayed glued to the other side of the door the whole ride. Her head bowed, hands between her thighs and body tense. Martha got her right size perhaps maybe even too tight because her thighs looked like they could burst the dam jean. The top, however, was loosely fitted."We've arrived, sir." Vito reported from the driver's seat and Rocco opened my side of the door."Get down," I unbuttoned my suit jacket as I stepped down lifting my eyes to the bar right in front of me. I felt her by my side before I looked down at her small frame where she tried to hide.We were already here. If she wanted to run, she should've done that a week ago.We walked into the bar just in time to see the girls all lined up for their morning warm up and training session. In their line of business, flexibility was a daily lesson."When you said you were coming soon, I didn't think it was this soon," Veronica hurried over, smiling way too much. Luca was certain she had a big crush on me but as long as
CAMILLE The last thing I saw through my blurred teary lens was his back turned as he walked out. Last thing I heard was his cold order to bring me. Last thing I felt when I tried to run-- to leap out of danger and make a run for it, was a harsh smack at the back of my head from a pistol and I blacked out.Now my eyes flew open with a loud gasp, heart jumpy as I looked around, deafened by my own gasps.Where was this place? I didn't recognize the large room but it screamed luxury. It was nothing like the one room I shared with Dad.At the thought of him, my heart skipped-- "D-Dad," I whispered, trembling on the bed. Everything played back, the fear, the anxiety, the nervousness-- him.Him.Oh God! I've gone and done it. I've brought trouble to my doorstep. Not just mine, but dad as well. All his cursing and worries finally came to pass. A whore? Check. Led his enemies right to him? Check.A useless daughter who couldn't even protect her father and only family? Check.The tears spill
MATTEO I watched the cab leave and caught her staring back at me with doe eyes that anyone could look into and say, 'Yup! Just got fucked.' The cab disappeared through a turn and I dragged myself back to the wall, leaned against it and pulled out a cigar. One puff was enough to slump my shoulders and reality hit me. "What the fuck was that all about, Matteo?" mumbling, I turned to stare at the lifeless body still in that corner and my eyes swept up the wall where it happened. Where I'd been buried balls deep inside a stranger. A virgin too, might I add. No way she was experienced with how hard she came and how tight she was, but having your first time in an alley was wild and a story to brag about in the hood. Mine was in a church with a nun whose body was supposed to be for the Lord. I guess she didn't mind sharing it with us sinners. "Here again tonight?" I turned to Luca who got down from parking the van on pedestrians. He bounced without a care, fixing his glove as he watched
TRIGGER WARNING CAMILLE Nothing could've prepared me for this moment. My whole body tingled from even the slightest touch and now that he was all over me-- kissing my neck in a trail to my lips, my chest heaving as my heart pounded. Finally he kissed the corners of my mouth. He grabbed and squeezed my butt cheeks. He was like a savage as he felt me up, grinding his erection on my thigh. My hands weren't idle. I hugged his wide back-- my fingers in his soft hair, scratched his nape and pressed myself closer to merge into him. "Here's your chance to run away before the cops come," he said in a ragged breath but he didn't quite mean that because his fingers found my opening and they stretched me in one thrust. "Oh fuck!" I screamed from pain and the overwhelming pleasure as he pumped mercilessly. Tears stung my eyes as I held his head tight to the side of my face, moaning, clenching hard from the foreign feeling of having something thicker than my own fingers inside me. "Fuck! You
TRIGGER WARNING CAMILLE I heard my shirt rip. A strong hand grabbed my boobs. Another, my ass, and fondled. I blinked past the tears and it rolled down my cheek before my spirit kicked in and I started to fight.But these men were unlike my father. They were six of them and they were youthful in their grip.My lips trembled as I struggled against them, eyes glued on the figure smoking unbothered by the chaos going on here.I recalled his eyes again and how they stared at me. He didn't care, and why should he? He wasn't Superman who went about saving people without being asked.He and I had no business together-"Hector, my boy, she's your chica so you get to have a taste first."They jested and laughed to my detriment. These were the definition of bad boys. Even him who saw and ignored wasn't far from the tree.One of them stroked my cheek then grabbed it, forcing my head to his face, he sneered with a lustful gaze and his eyes dropped to my lips.My heart sank. He was going for a k
TRIGGER WARNING: NON CONSENSUAL TOUCHINGCAMILLE"Why are you late?" Christine, my boss didn't pass up the opportunity to nag me when I clocked in late for work the next day. I had no memory of last night or how I even ended up home. It was scary to wake up to a clean slate memory when living with someone like my father.I spent a lot of time checking my body to make sure I was still intact. I was passed out and he could've taken advantage of me."What's the fucking hold up in there, huh?" he yelled right outside the door when I took too long to get out. "Are you fucking yourself? You goddamn drug addict!"The last thing I remembered was asking a complete stranger for his cigar, and God! That was reckless."I'm taking it out of your pay," I heard Christine mutter, flipping her rainbow coloured hair as she walked out, leaving the others to stare at me with an amused and cocky expression.They've been looking forward to my humiliation for months. The self-righteous one, the most hardwor
TRIGGER WARNING: This chapter contains mentions of sexual assault. CAMILLE Shiver me timbers! That was better than my fantasies put together. All that remained was for him to bend me over somewhere and punish me."I,I…" I stuttered as my brain took the easy way out. "Stroll." Oh God! I sounded like a caveman.He didn't look fazed or interested in a cavewoman. "It's dangerous out here. You don't need me to tell you that."I don't need you to tell me what to do.I should say that and earn myself something at least but the words wouldn't just fall. "I can… handle myself."His gaze swept over me the same time the wind blew in my face and I shivered from both-- mostly him. He sized me up and I stood still for his evaluation. I realised too late that I was thrusting my boobs out.Did he notice?Again, his eyes remained cold, then he turned his face with a bored look. I expected a remark but nothing came. Was he dismissing me?"It's not that dangerous here," I looked to the road where his
Trigger Warning; Physical abuse and mentions of abuse.CAMILLEI opened the door and heard rustling, tensing in worry, I tried to look around when my wrist was grabbed and I was suddenly flung inside the dark room where I tumbled and almost lost my balance."What the heck is your problem?" The door slammed shut and I heard the keys. My father leaned against it like a CIA agent waiting to attack. He looked terrified and when he glanced at me, he glared."Do you have to be so sluggish? How many seconds does it take to open a door and walk in?" he fumed in a very angry whisper. "Don't be leaving the door open like that. It's not safe out there."This wasn't about my safety. He was just hiding from his creditors. I steadied myself and let go of the rising anger.The house smelled strongly of weed and it was turning my stomach. I hated the very act of smoking.My thoughts replayed the man in the alley-- hypocrite."Where were you?" he got right into questioning, moving closer in his boxer
'And for your heart, I place the highest bid. Gimme an offer, I just can't resist.'-- BNXNCAMILLEMy back was slammed against the hard wall but his hot mouth slanting over my mouth complimented and eased the pain. I moaned as I dragged my fingers in his soft black hair, massaging his scalp and pushing up against him like I could disappear into his skin.God! I could kiss him for days.His tongue danced across mine and I gasped when he palmed my butt and squeezed. Heat rushed through me. Never have I ever felt this way. I've never been touched so good-- or at all. I should feel ashamed having my first time in an alley but for him, I didn't care.He kissed me hard like I was his possession, his toy, his pet, his fucking object. For the first time in my life, I felt desired, wanted and needed.His hard cock pressed against my lower stomach. Butterflies made my belly ache as well as made my heart flutter.Thump-thump.My heart pounded in my chest.This was really happening. Oh God!He ki