TRIGGER WARNING
CAMILLE I heard my shirt rip. A strong hand grabbed my boobs. Another, my ass, and fondled. I blinked past the tears and it rolled down my cheek before my spirit kicked in and I started to fight. But these men were unlike my father. They were six of them and they were youthful in their grip. My lips trembled as I struggled against them, eyes glued on the figure smoking unbothered by the chaos going on here. I recalled his eyes again and how they stared at me. He didn't care, and why should he? He wasn't Superman who went about saving people without being asked. He and I had no business together- "Hector, my boy, she's your chica so you get to have a taste first." They jested and laughed to my detriment. These were the definition of bad boys. Even him who saw and ignored wasn't far from the tree. One of them stroked my cheek then grabbed it, forcing my head to his face, he sneered with a lustful gaze and his eyes dropped to my lips. My heart sank. He was going for a kiss. Not his unwashed teeth and breath- "H-Hey, stop. Enough!" Hector suddenly developed a conscience but it was almost too late. I'd been backed up against the wall, struggling against the one who had one of my legs lifted to his hip. His hands continued to undo my belt. "This is not what I wanted. Just let her go-" he tried to push the man off me but one shove from the others sent him to the floor and now he looked up at us in fear. "Stay down! You think you gon have a shot with this princess with your broke ass?" Smirking, he said, "Fine, I'll let you hit first. What'd you say, huh? Come here, little Hector." He gulped as he got to his feet and stood beside us, piercing my blurry eyes with fearful gaze. The man let go of me and pushed Hector to take his place before me. I was paralyzed from the fear and the harsh reality that this was really happening. Frozen from the shock that the man over there was busy smoking with his eyes glued outside at the passing cars. He didn't even spare a glance back. This was all my fault. I put myself in this position and now I'd have to bear the consequences. What could one young woman like myself do against six men? It was futile and stupid. My father would be easier to deal with but these men? They would beat me to stupor and still have their way. I was suddenly whirled around to face the wall, my belt undone and my jeans being pushed down. "S-Sorry, Camille. This wasn't what I wanted. I-I'll make it fast, I promise." I choked on a lump of tears, shuddering as my body trembled hard. I didn't want this. Oh God please. I'll never come here again. But what's the point? It was futile. There was no saving me. I closed my eyes, hoping this would pass as quickly as it came. My harsh breathing filled my ears but the sound of his jeans hitting the ground made me jerk. He was on me in the next minute, kicking my legs apart- A loud gunshot suddenly cracked through the air and the weight upon me disappeared. I stood frozen there, eyes wide and breathing quietly. "What the--" "Hey yo, who did that?" One of them yelled, feeling threatened and alarmed. I couldn't bear to turn around to find out what was going on but from the fear in their tone, I could already imagine. "We gotta get out of here." "Who the fuck is that?" "Hey, we gotta leave now. He's walking towards us-" "You got a problem with us or what?" One yelled. "You can have her once we're done-" Another gunshot and this time a loud groan followed and I heard something drop. Hard. "Fuck! Run!" "Go! Go! Go!" Their footsteps pounded against the floor as they ran. I saw them flee for their lives-- I counted just five. Where was the last-- "P-Please..." He whispered in a trembling voice. Cold air fanned by bare ass, reminding me of my situation. The one who almost had his dick inside me, now begged for his life in a pool of his blood. I didn't know when I took the bold move of turning around but now I beheld the scene before me. Hector cupped his cock where blood oozed out of. His eyes darted around seeking help. Bile rushed to the back of my throat. I didn't know how to feel about this. My body still trembled from what almost happened. My saviour walked closer, cigar in his mouth and one hand around his gun aimed at the dying young boy who had tears pouring from his face. "I... I have a family. M-My mom... She's expecting me back. I-I'm her only son." But he could already perceive that his pleas were useless. Those eyes held no remorse. If anything, they wanted him dead. The irritation behind them as he walked right up to him, between his legs-- I turned my face away as I already knew what was coming. "No, no- arghhhhh." Heavy stomp over and over again in his genital area and I squeezed my eyes shut but his screams kept coming. When the stomping stopped and a moment of silence rolled out with Hector groaning and writhing in pain, I felt a dark presence before me. I sucked in a long shuddering breath, the smoke from his cigar filling up my lungs and weirdly enough, they were relaxing. I opened my eyes to his chest level. His tie was missing from his neck, three buttons undone and his chest peeking out. They heaved with slow but intense breath. Must've been hard work stomping all over someone's generation. I looked at his shoes and they were sparkly clean with dots of blood here and there. His hand still gripped his weapon with a lot of veins. "Are you dumb or are you just desperate for dick?" "I...I-" nothing I said would be convincing enough. He looked irritated just by staring at me. Did I piss him off that bad? "You... Came back-" "What are you doing here?" His frown deepened. "Don't you think, huh? It's fucking late!" He suddenly yelled and fear gripped me. "You pass the main road when it's this dark! Where people can see you. You don't pass the alley where there are no lights-" He was practically screaming in my face. My heart almost leaped out of my chest. He's scolding me like an older brother, and a scared lover. "I-" "You could've died!" he grabbed my shoulders. "Raped to death by these lots who have more STDs than we fucking know." Hey, that's what I thought too, but blaming me like I actually wanted this was absurd. "I didn't plan for this," I said in my defence. "You also didn't think," he growled venomously. "Now pull your damn pants up and go!" He's heaving now, panting hard, glaring at me, trembling and shaking. Was he alright? "Are you okay-" "Get out of here," he started to step back, to put space between us, to breathe and gather himself. "Run, and don't let me catch you here ever again." I had never seen that much worry, care and fear in anyone's eyes for me. He was concerned and worried... About me. "No." The word fell and time stood still. Everything screamed that I just said something stupid in the heat of the moment. A dying man still groaned on the floor trying to clutch on to his last breaths while I-- what? Couldn't let this moment slip past me. He puffed out a chunk of air, recollects himself because he stepped back to breathe and when his eyes found mine again, the fury behind them was murderous. "What did you say-" "Nothing happened. I-I'm fine... Thanks to you." He watched me like I was hard to figure out and he just could split my head open and find out my thoughts. "You're shaking..." His hand still trembled and I reached for it-- the one without a gun, of course- he flinched the minute I touched him but I wasn't done, I pushed myself closer to his space. "What's going on-" Anger flashed in his orbs before he suddenly threw me back with one arm over my neck and he growled, "Stay the fuck back." I groaned, grabbing his hand to ease it off my throat but he didn't budge. He glared at me like I was the enemy. "The cops will be here soon and get the whole thing mixed up," he laughed bitterly, looking back at Hector. "What will your statement be, Camille-- was it?" Fuck! He sounded better than my imaginations. "You saved me... From a predator." He didn't look impressed. "I killed a man. Now I have a lady with her pants down in this position. You're going to have to say a lot more than that to convince the cops." You killed a man... "... For me. You did it for me." Ugh! His grip was too freaking tight. His eyes darkened for no particular reason, "You're not special. I would've killed him anyway, and pull your pants back up. You're not seducing anyone with that." Ouch. That was a punch to my ego and my fine sexy ass self. Just a minute ago, I was almost raped for doing absolutely nothing. "I'm not trying to seduce you," I croaked out, lost in his blazing furious gaze. He looked far from alright. Trauma? Nightmare? What was it? Searching my eyes, he said, "You couldn't even succeed if you tried." "Hector and the guys didn't think so." His brow jumped and he glanced back, "You knew him?" I tried to shrug as his arm eased up a bit, "Kinda. He's been hitting on me for months." "And you finally decided to walk into an open trap. Very smart of you, Camille," his words dripped with sarcasm. "Why?" "Why what?" "Why didn't you give him a chance?" Was that a trick question? Well considering we were talking now and he wasn't so uptight as before, I figured I might as well try to lighten the mood. "Didn't feel like it." "Hmm..." He looked sceptical for a moment but then I gasped when the cold gun traced the curve of my hips and his eyes continued to bore into mine. He watched my face for every expression. It was hard to hold back. My lips parted to breathe. I shuddered in anticipation as his gun worked up my waist, past my belly and under my ripped shirt. "And now?" He briefly let me go but only to choke me this time. His gun disappeared and his hand returned, squeezing my waist to grab a full chunk of flesh. In this alley with a dead young boy, blood oozing in the air and a dumpster in a corner, a stranger fondled my body, grabbed my ass and I fucking loved it.TRIGGER WARNING CAMILLE Nothing could've prepared me for this moment. My whole body tingled from even the slightest touch and now that he was all over me-- kissing my neck in a trail to my lips, my chest heaving as my heart pounded. Finally he kissed the corners of my mouth. He grabbed and squeezed my butt cheeks. He was like a savage as he felt me up, grinding his erection on my thigh. My hands weren't idle. I hugged his wide back-- my fingers in his soft hair, scratched his nape and pressed myself closer to merge into him. "Here's your chance to run away before the cops come," he said in a ragged breath but he didn't quite mean that because his fingers found my opening and they stretched me in one thrust. "Oh fuck!" I screamed from pain and the overwhelming pleasure as he pumped mercilessly. Tears stung my eyes as I held his head tight to the side of my face, moaning, clenching hard from the foreign feeling of having something thicker than my own fingers inside me. "Fuck! You
MATTEO I watched the cab leave and caught her staring back at me with doe eyes that anyone could look into and say, 'Yup! Just got fucked.' The cab disappeared through a turn and I dragged myself back to the wall, leaned against it and pulled out a cigar. One puff was enough to slump my shoulders and reality hit me. "What the fuck was that all about, Matteo?" mumbling, I turned to stare at the lifeless body still in that corner and my eyes swept up the wall where it happened. Where I'd been buried balls deep inside a stranger. A virgin too, might I add. No way she was experienced with how hard she came and how tight she was, but having your first time in an alley was wild and a story to brag about in the hood. Mine was in a church with a nun whose body was supposed to be for the Lord. I guess she didn't mind sharing it with us sinners. "Here again tonight?" I turned to Luca who got down from parking the van on pedestrians. He bounced without a care, fixing his glove as he watched
CAMILLE The last thing I saw through my blurred teary lens was his back turned as he walked out. Last thing I heard was his cold order to bring me. Last thing I felt when I tried to run-- to leap out of danger and make a run for it, was a harsh smack at the back of my head from a pistol and I blacked out.Now my eyes flew open with a loud gasp, heart jumpy as I looked around, deafened by my own gasps.Where was this place? I didn't recognize the large room but it screamed luxury. It was nothing like the one room I shared with Dad.At the thought of him, my heart skipped-- "D-Dad," I whispered, trembling on the bed. Everything played back, the fear, the anxiety, the nervousness-- him.Him.Oh God! I've gone and done it. I've brought trouble to my doorstep. Not just mine, but dad as well. All his cursing and worries finally came to pass. A whore? Check. Led his enemies right to him? Check.A useless daughter who couldn't even protect her father and only family? Check.The tears spill
MATTEOShe stayed glued to the other side of the door the whole ride. Her head bowed, hands between her thighs and body tense. Martha got her right size perhaps maybe even too tight because her thighs looked like they could burst the dam jean. The top, however, was loosely fitted."We've arrived, sir." Vito reported from the driver's seat and Rocco opened my side of the door."Get down," I unbuttoned my suit jacket as I stepped down lifting my eyes to the bar right in front of me. I felt her by my side before I looked down at her small frame where she tried to hide.We were already here. If she wanted to run, she should've done that a week ago.We walked into the bar just in time to see the girls all lined up for their morning warm up and training session. In their line of business, flexibility was a daily lesson."When you said you were coming soon, I didn't think it was this soon," Veronica hurried over, smiling way too much. Luca was certain she had a big crush on me but as long as
MATTEO"There you are. Right on time, I was wondering if I was going to have to come drag you out of bed myself. Please tell me you did not take that woman to bed again," Luca whined as I got into my office. It was barely even an office since it was just an underground store meant for thugs and gangster shit.But I guess every suit and tie still deserved to sit behind a desk so here I was.It was hidden in plain sight. Right underneath an old junk store that people rarely ever walked into. I guess my outfit would give us away if the cops were really attentive. Who worked in a junk store with a suit and a tie?I loosened the tie and got behind my desk, eyeing the idiot who made himself comfortable by throwing his legs on the table."Put your feet down, Luca," I gruffed. "And no, I didn't. She's at the bar right now learning to work through her debt. How's the old man?""Has tried to escape twice-""Once was enough to earn him a stay in the cells.""He's there right now, screaming his l
CAMILLE"…and release," the instructor, Madame Veronica, who I was handed to was hellbent on ripping my legs apart. We've been trying a split exercise for hours now. My whole thigh area hurt and I could barely even catch my breath."Hmm," she folded her arms. "When you said you didn't know how, I thought you were only trying to get out of work and prove stubborn. You're as stiff as a board. I haven't handled anyone as stiff as you in years." she cocked her head to the other girls who were taking turns to twirl on the poles.This was their morning warmup? They were so good. I could never be that flexible in just two days."What's going to happen to me now?" I asked. "I don't fit in. I can't…""That's not for you to worry about. Matteo makes all the decisions." her lips pulled in a smirk as she looked at my body again. I was still covered in hickeys from our encounter last."M-Matteo?" Was that his name?She rolled her eyes, "Classic Matteo to not even bother with an introduction. Well,
MATTEOI pulled the phone from my ear to stare at the caller ID again, making sure it was Vito who called and not someone else. Did he have a twin?Placing it back, I asked, "That's why you called?" "Yes, sir."Well, damn! Just what the heck did she do that made my loyal dog question my orders? "Your order was simple," was it her face? Did she cry? That cry face was beautiful and irresistible -- charming too seeing as how I fucked her in the alley without thinking."Pick her up and take her back to the house.""Yes, boss. I'm really sorry-"What did she have in that junk that she needed anyways? "Fine. Take her there and bring her back as soon as possible. Don't make me call you.""Okay, boss."I hung up, tossing the phone aside just when the door opened. I didn't remember hearing a knock but there were a few people who could do that and she was one of them. Uriel walked in, smiling at me as she shut the door behind her."I'm surprised you're here," she said, flipping her Ombre hair.
CAMILLE I didn't expect Matteo to agree. I had actually just asked with the intention he would refuse. So when Vito said he agreed, it was quite a shock. Just what kind of person was he anyways? The drive back home was a quiet one as I fixed my gaze out the window, watching for any familiar face that may be lurking around just lying in wait for me. Vito stepped out of the car with me. "I'm not letting you out of my sight so don't even think to try anything funny." I wouldn't even dare. The minute I turned my back to run, he would whip out a gun so fast and take me out. I guess that should be tempting enough to make me flee. Death. I've never feared it, but dying painfully and slowly would be unfair. I wanted the easy way out. "Okay," he followed me up the stairs and stood outside by the door, guarding as I walked in. The whole place was a mess, scattered like the previous night. I heaved a sigh in my own space. The absence of my father was mentally reliving for a little while unt
CAMILLEThe soft rays of the sun splattered on my face like a gentle kiss. I awoke with a soft sigh, blinking at the familiar room.I was alive. Far from what I was expecting. Why didn't God take my life if he didn't want a man like Matteo— I mean a monster like him— to have me?This wasn't a sign for us, it was one against us.I tried to stand but the weight resting over my waist proved a hindrance. I suddenly realized I was pressed against a hard chest from behind.A warm, living and breathing one. I counted his heartbeat, mine speeding up as I registered my surroundings.This wasn't my room at the club and it wasn't my pillow hugging me either from behind.This was a cuddle.A warm cuddle after rounds of sex.Oh my God! I tried to bite his dick off. All my sins played right before my eyes. I had no reason not to wake up dead.I tried to pull away when I suddenly felt it. I sucked my core in and there was an obstruction— a delicious one.He was still inside me.The awareness hit me
CAMILLE I tried to come up for air, my throat closed around him. He held me strong, keeping me there with a tight grip.“Do it again, I said,” he repeated. “And watch how that fucking beast reacts to whatever you do.”He bobbed my head on his length instead, not caring as I struggled to breathe. I had to claw at his hand, trying to beg for mercy, to be allowed to breathe.Pain bursts from my hair as he continued to fuck my throat. Heat pooled between my legs, betraying my physiological state.“I tried to fight it but look at this, you and I are made for each other.”No.“You're just like me, Camille.”Never.Far from it.“An outcast. Alone. Living in chaos with no one to call home.”I knew now where my home was. Not on this fucking Earth.“You wanted me, didn't you? Well now you fucking have me. ‘Matteo's girl’ is what you'll be and if we burn, we burn as one.”Those vows were making my heart race. He had it all twisted. That wasn't something to say to anyone at all.I didn't want to
CAMILLEGunshots shattered in the air and it followed with screams and grunts. I heard bodies drop but I squeezed my eyes tightly shut, afraid I was already in hell.I was in no pain, I felt no difference other than the fact that my soul was no longer with me. It felt like it bailed out on me.My heart had stopped as I waited for the end, but it never came, instead, silence was what filled the room.Then a voice.“Everyone out.”A low simple command, right in front of me. Slowly while trembling, I opened my eyes.The first thing I saw was the angel of death.Matteo, standing just a few inches away from me, his chest heaving with hard breaths. He looked shaken, rough and afraid. What could possibly cause him to look like this?His throat worked in a swallow, he turned to glance around and I did the same. The masked men were on the floor, unmoving and in a pool of their own blood.I recognized his second, the one who had a problem with me cleaning him up the other day. Luca, was it? He
CAMILLE“I don't think I can do this,” I finally confessed and turned to get away but Rebecca was quick to grab me. “Hey! You look gorgeous, just so you know.” That did not do a thing to calm my heart but it did pull a smile on my face which was snatched the minute I heard the crowd cheering for Angela. “Don't let that discourage you. Just go in and do your best. Look at those babies,” her eyes fell on my breasts. “You have so much, just jiggle it around and they'll love you!” Nodding, I said, “Jiggle my boobs. Got it! Anything else?” I was desperate for some advice and more desperate to get out of this alive. She giggled, “You know, I was just like this when I started but hey, these men will pay anything to see a woman dominate on that stage and you have a banging body-” It was nearing the end for Angela to get off stage as her music was coming to an end. My heart thumped faster and faster. Rebecca squeezed my hand back to the present, holding my gaze, “You'll do great. If it
CAMILLEA sharp knock echoed in my room, pulling me out of the space I had wandered in. The door opened and Rebecca poked her head in, “Really? You wanted me to come fetch you?”“What?” I was clueless for a moment before I realized I had actually dressed up for training and I forgot to go.“Shit. I'm sorry, I just completely forgot. I've been up all morning.”“Yeah, I wouldn't sleep too if Matteo came at me like that,” she said with understanding but the shame still hung on my head.“I'm sorry," I jumped out of bed, looking around for my outfit--"She said it's okay to rest, Camille," she sighed, her eyes finding mine. "I told her about last night."I froze, "Oh!" How was I supposed to feel hearing that? The last thing I wanted was for Matteo to disturb my work and now I was sure they all hated me… again. "About last night-""Don't," she invited herself in and moved to sit on my bed. "It wasn't your fault. It was hard for you too, I guess."Did she know that? Not quite. I mean a few m
MATTEOWhat am I doing?I didn't go about scolding any of the girls and getting engrossed in how their lips moved or getting mad over what they did. In truth, she could do whatever she wanted with anyone as long as she didn't hinder my business. These girls could get a life outside these walls if they wanted, they were all choosing to stay gumming lips with any of the girls.There was something concerning about the way she made me lose control. I was constantly fighting to be sane around this woman. It was an insane thought to want to lock her up in my room where only my eyes could see her.I felt her melt in my kiss, surrendering with a soft sigh and it was the sexiest thing I’ve witnessed all day. My cock twitched, violently coming to life at her smallest touch.My hands roamed her body, trying to get my fill of her and enough at the same time. If I gave in to my urges, I'd be balls deep inside her pussy, her hair in my grip and her ass bouncing on my cock somewhere in this room.I w
CAMILLETony's tongue thrust inside my mouth, his hands holding my face strong, making it difficult to pull away or stop this madness.Fear drummed in my heart as I struggled against him. The panic consuming and paralyzing my weak heart. The thud was powerful and loud in my ears, vibrating throughout my whole body.A wave of nausea hit me, sickening to my stomach and I almost gagged. Images of his kind smile and politeness shattered in my head and all that was left was a predator I didn't see coming.The street was empty. If I screamed nothing would happen. No one would hear me.I bit his tongue hard, unable to continue to feel his slimy tongue in my mouth and he flinched, pushing me off with a shout.I staggered, almost falling on my ass. Tony stared at me in disbelief and with wide eyes, shocked I'd pull a stunt like that."Camille-"I stepped out of his reach, shaking to my core when he tried to grab me."Shit. I'm sorry. I thought you wanted me too-""No," I hated that line. To he
MATTEO“It's not bad at all,” Loretta's squeaky voice and British accent caught my attention and I stopped scanning the room for a second.There were drinks on the table. What else was I looking for? I knew the damn place like I knew a woman's body. Why did I keep searching the room?Veronica should change the damn seats. They were uncomfortable against my ass.The spoiled thing had glued herself by my side. Who wears a sundress to a club? I was convinced she was just hellbent on putting up a decent reputation.“I heard you handpicked the girls.”“What about it?” I poured myself a glass of whiskey, swirling the cup before I brought it to my lips, scanning the room again.Where the hell is she? Isn't she supposed to be working and where did that guy go?“They're good,” was all she said. “That one is drawing a lot of attention.”Typical for Eloise. She's my best girl. Where did I rescue her from again? Fuck. It was so long ago but her debt had already been paid for years now, still she
CAMILLE "Hey," I lifted my head and smiled as Tony walked up to me, bouncing in his steps with two cups of smoothie in his hand. "I got you this. Break a leg today." Surprised, I accepted the drink with thanks. We've been getting pretty acquainted in the last two days of Matteo's absence. Not like I was even counting-- okay, I was. How could I not? I still couldn't believe he'd be heartless enough to leave me here. "You know I'm not dancing right? I'm just serving," I took a sip of the iced smoothie, my hand flying over my mouth at the taste. "This is good." He grinned, "I know. I thought you'd like it." I glanced around and wasn't surprised to see some of the girls smirking in our direction. Ever since that night, they weren't as mean but it would take a while to get rid of their bitchy attitude. Like right now, they wouldn't stop whispering that Tony was interested in me. Was it obvious? Yes. Did I like it? Well I didn't hate it, but that didn't mean I would push him away. He