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Kabanata 64

Author: Chantria
last update Huling Na-update: 2022-08-20 21:49:20
PATRICIA’S POV

“What time is your check up?”

Sinagot ko ang tawag ni Callum at ‘yon ang una niya’ng sinabi. Today is my check up and he will be with me. Siya na mismo ang nag pilit na isama ko siya kahit nasa kompanya siya ngayon.

“I woke up late so maybe…1 pm. Ayos lang ba sayo?”

Napasarap kasi ang panonood ko kagabi ng movie kaya tanghali na ako nagising at wala na si Callum.

“Of course. Let’s just meet there later, then?”

“Okay!”

I ended the call and go downstairs to eat.

Hindi ko alam pero bigla ako’ng na-excite mamaya sa check-up ko dahil kasama si Callum. This will be his first time. I’m also planning to buy some personal hygiene for my baby.

Dalawang beses pa ulit ako’ng kumain dahil hindi ko mapigilan bago ako maligo. Pinili kong isuot ang isang white puff dress. Mahaba ito at presko kaya hindi gaano halata ang laki ng tiyan ko.

Nakangiti ako’ng sumakay sa sasakyan papunta sa ospital. Nag text na rin ako kay Callum na nakaalis na kami.

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