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2022-06-18 20:27:58
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Ruins of a Sinner Not Leaving Without a Piece
I WAS in dazed for five minutes or so, before I noticed the unfamiliar white ceiling that greeted my sight the moment my eyes opened. Then, my body shivered when I realized I wasn't wearing anything on a queen-sized bed.Dumako ang tingin ko sa maingay na air-conditioning ng k'warto at bahagya pa akong napaisip kung nasaan ako. Then, steamy memories from last night came crashing like waves in my head. That's when I felt the stickiness in between my legs and the soreness on my vagina.Zach punished me senseless because I sneaked in to the master's bedroom last night— and we did it while Joven was inside the same room, sleeping.Napangisi ako nang maalala ang mga nangyari kagabi. That was a night I would never forget. Somehow, I felt proud. I pleasured Zach in the bedroom where he sleeps with his fiance. I just proved a point there— that he really loves me more than Joven.Bumango ako at kaagad na nagtungo sa bag na dala ko kung saan may extra akong mga gamit. This overnight in Valderam
Huling Na-update : 2022-06-19Ruins of a Sinner Garden Filled With Thorns
Year 2018, March(Three years ago)Pagkatapos ng graduation ko ng Grade ten, dumiretso ang buong pamilya ko sa isang fast food chain para kumain at mag-celebrate. Sobrang saya ko dahil valedictorian ako ng batch namin at dahil do'n nakakuha ako ng full scholarship sa isang private senior high school. I'll be taking up STEM, kaya in-aim ko talaga na makapasok sa isang private school nang sa gano'n ay kumpleto sa mga facilities— lalo na ang mga labs at available technologies.Proud na proud sa akin ang mga kapatid ko pati na rin ang parents ko. Sobrang saya na makita silang humihiyaw at pumalakpak habang pabalik-balik ako sa stage para kunin ang sangkatutak kong awards. Ang dami kong bagong medals na mailalagay sa collection ko na nakasabit sa dingding namin. 'Tapos sobrang satisfying no'ng sinabi sa akin ni Papa na ako raw ang the best na anak."Oh nandito na pala si Nick!" biglang sabi ni Papa na nagpasikdo kaagad ng puso ko. Pangalan niya pa lang pero ganito na kabuhay ang katawang l
Huling Na-update : 2022-06-21Ruins of a Sinner When the Waves are Peaceful
THE ONLY reason why I was still spirited for today amidst of having an awful morning was Zach and our supposed-to-be video call tonight. I would like to spend this day better than my morning, so that, I could tell Zach a lot of narratives later.Na-e-enjoy ko ang mga simpleng usapan namin ni Zach sa video call man or sa personal dahil nakikita ko kung gaano siya kainteresadong makinig sa mga kwento ko. He's a great listener. To the point na kapag sa kaniya ka nagkwento, kahit badtrip ka pa sa kinukwento mo, G na G ka pa rin kasi alam mong papakinggan niya lahat ng rants mo.Since, I didn't want to stress him out, I would spare him from my negativity. Kaya dapat dumaan ang araw na 'to nang maayos para puro positive at masasayang bagay lang iyong ikukwento ko sa kaniya.That's the reason why I plastered a very wide smile on my lips as I made my way to my classes for today. And I guess the saying was true when they say a smile can get you by.Nakalimutan ko ang ka-nega-han ng umaga ko ka
Huling Na-update : 2022-06-26Ruins of a Sinner She Met a Rockstar
AS EXPECTED, my schedule for Tuesday became loaded because of my organization's booth and orientation. Dahil nga sasalubungin naming mga seniors ang mga freshies, bawat organization ng university ay nagtayo ng booth kung saan mamimigay ng flyers, freebies and pamphlets to encourage freshmen to join the organization.Bilang isa ako sa head committee at nasa planning team ng organization namin, kinailangan kong maging hands-on sa mga ganap— mula sa malalaking pakulo hanggang sa pinakamaliit na detalye. Kasama ko si Venice sa team na 'to kaya dalawa naman kaming aligaga.As in buong Martes namin, nagugol para sa ChemSoc at sa mga applicants na gustong sumali. We were not able to attend our classes too. But really, that's fine. I see my organization as an escape from hectic and stressful burdens of academics. Wala namang masama kung kahit minsan, gustuhin mo ang pahinga mula sa walang katapusang pag-aaral. That's one thing I learned for my nineteen years of existence. Kapag mas ipinipilit
Huling Na-update : 2022-06-27Ruins of a Sinner Clandestine Rendezvous
EXCITED na tinakbo ko ang pagitan naming dalawa ni Zach at kaagad na pumalibot ang mga braso ko sa kaniyang leeg. He chuckled when my legs wrapped around his waist as my bag fell on the floor. He cupped my behind with his both hands to support my weight before he kissed my cheek and then buried his face on the crook of my neck to inhale my scent. "Mukhang nagustuhan mo ang surprise ko," Zach said before he walked, while still carrying me, and then placed on the small dining table. "Sabi mo video call lang tayo ngayon? Why are you here?" He tucked a loose strand of my hair behind my ear before giving my lips a soft peck. He grinned at me as both of his muscular and big hands settled on my waist. "Joven and the kids went to my mother's house for some bonding. Hindi ko ako sumama kasi dinahilan ko iyong monthly report na kailangan kong i-review." "So, you have a pending work and you're here to do that?" Nakakunot ang noong tanong ko at hindi ko maiwasang mapasimangot. Kasi kung nand
Huling Na-update : 2022-06-28Ruins of a Sinner Submitting...
MY HEART was beating erratically out of excitement and anticipation as I was kneeling in the middle of my single bed— my folded legs were spread wide while my hands were clasped together behind me— the position I was required to do before my master, Zach, enters the room. Dama ko ang kakaibang init na tumutupok sa kabuuan ng hubad kong katawan at mabilis na tibok ng puso ko dahil sa pagkasabik. Oo. Nasasabik ako sa mga gagawin sa akin ngayon ni Zach. He always got new tricks and surprises under his sleeves everytime he would dominate me in bed. I could feel the pleasure forming deep inside the center of my core as hot scenarios entered my mind while waiting for Zach to come inside the room. May mga tagpo kung saan nakatali ang mga kamay at binti ko habang walang pag-iingat na inaangkin ako ni Zach. Pumasok din sa mapaglaro kong imahinasyon ang mga tagpo kung saan nakatuwad akong inaangkin ni Zach habang sinasakal at paulit-ulit na pinapalo ang pang-upo ko gamit ang beads flogger. "
Huling Na-update : 2022-06-29Ruins of a Sinner ...all the pleasure
Kaagad na hinugot ko ang aking daliri mula sa paglabas-pasok sa pagkababae ko at sinunod ang inutos ni Zach.I bit my bottom lip when I turned on the vibrator. The sound and the tickling feeling of its movement heightened my desire.Habang diretsong nakatingin kay Zach, sinimulan kong masahiin ang isa kong dibdib, bago inilagay ang vibrator sa bukana ng basa kong pagkababae. The moment that the sex toy touched my sensitive folds, my mouth instantly formed an 'o' and my eyes closed because of the delicious pleasure that the vibrating movement gave to me."Ahhh... Master... This is... Ohhh!" Napaliyad ang katawan ko nang mas idiniin ko ang vibrator sa pagkababae ko. The vibration made my wet core more sensitive and I could feel how the building pleasure deep inside me heightened. Dama ko ang mas pagkabasa ng pagkababae ko. Mas tumindi at mas naging gigil ang paghimas ko sa aking dibdib at paglalaro sa tuktok nito na mas dumagdag sa sarap na nararamdaman ko."Masarap ba, Ava? Masarap ban
Huling Na-update : 2022-07-01Ruins of a Sinner When you jump
THE WHOLE university was in a blast because of the Muziklaban event today. It was an annual battle of the bands kind of event where the university-owned bands perform and compete with each other. Gabi talaga ginaganap ang mismong Muziklaban habang sa umaga naman abala ang lahat sa pag-aayos ng venue which was on the Richlane Freedom Park. There was a made-up stage in the middle of the park with complete set-up. Bukod sa paghahanda para sa Muziklaban, naging abala rin ang buong araw para sa pag-aasikaso ng Freshie Fair kung saan maraming booths ang nakabukas at may handog na iba't ibang pakulo. For our organization, the ChemSoc set up a booth that sells t-shirts designed by my co-members and tote bags with motivational quotes regarding Chemistry specially that it was one of the most feared subjects. Naka-assign si Ven magbantay sa booth namin para sa buong araw dahil wala siyang class ngayong Tuesday. Nakakainggit siya kasi tamad na tamad talaga akong pumasok ngayon ng mga klase ko a
Huling Na-update : 2022-07-01
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Ruins of a Sinner Special Chapter 10: Revelation
(After Ava's burial)CORA'S POV***Ilang segundo rin akong nakatayo sa gitna ng dating kwarto ni Ava. Nandoon pa rin ang mga gamit niya. I guess, hindi pa pumupunta ang kahit sino sa pamilya niya para ayusin ang mga naiwan niyang gamit dito.I was frozen on my place with hands clenched on both of my sides. My tears blurred my vision as I roamed my gaze around the room. It's been three days since she was buried... And it's been three days that I hated my father to death."I'm sorry na hindi kita nailigtas, Ava," I murmured as my heart ached for my fallen friend. "I should've listened to my guts."Pagsisisi.At matinding galit.Iyon ang nararamdaman ko ngayon.One year ago, I got a hunch that something is different from the way my father is looking at my best friend. Pero dineadma ko iyon, thinking that he is seeing him like his daughter because she's one of my closest friends. Kaya gano'n siya mag-alaga at mag-alala para sa kaibigan ko dahil para niya na ring anak iyon. Five months ag
Ruins of a Sinner Special Chapter 9: In Another Universe III
AVA'S***Kaagad na dumiretso ang aking likod nang sa wakas ay nakita ko na rin si Mama pagkatapos ng ilang oras na pag-aabang ko sa labas ng silid niya rito sa ospital. As much as my heart was yearning to hug her and to say sorry to her, I stopped myself from doing so.Nakuntento ako sa kinalalagyan ko at tinanaw lang siya habang nasa likod niya si Papa na siyang tumutulak sa wheelchair na kaniyang kinauupuan. Kasabay ng matinding kirot dahil gustong-gusto kong yakapin si Mama ay ang matinding hiya ko at pandidiri sa sarili ko.Masasaktan lang si Mama kapag nakita niya ulit ako. Wala na akong ibang ginawa para sa kaniya kung hindi ang saktan siya. That's the reason why I can't go to her.Ilang minuto kong pinanood ang mga magulang ko bago ko napagdesisyunang umalis na. I wiped the tears in my eyes before I walked away. Mula sa ospital, dumiretso ako sa sementeryo kung nasaan ang musileyo ni Gavin.I clasped both of my hands as I enter. Nang makita ko ang ultrasound picture ng pamangk
Ruins of a Sinner Special Chapter 8: In Another Universe II
AVA'S POV***Ilang beses akong napabuntong hininga habang mahigpit ang pagkakahawak ng aking mga kamay sa aking mga tuhod. Halos malamig ang butil ng pawis na tumutulo sa gilid ng aking noo at sobrang nanliliit ako sa aking pwesto.Bago ako pumunta rito, pinag-isipan kong mabuti ang mga sasabihin ko. Buong magdamag kong inisip kung ano ang dapat kong gawin kapag nasa harapan na ako ni Ate Agatha.But I found myself tongue-tied and feeling nauseous, now that I am actually in the situation. This is suffocating... Being in front of her... and the man who introduced to me the wrong concept of love— Nick.“What now? Nagkalakas ka na ng loob na harapin ako? After making the same mistake again, Ava?” She snorted before she harshly tapped the table between us. “Ava, hindi ka ba nahiya? You became the mistress of your best friend's father! Hindi ka na naawa sa mga magulang natin sa mga kahihiyang dinadala mo sa pamilya natin.I heard the anger and shame on my sister's voice. Hindi ko rin kina
Ruins of a Sinner Special Chapter 7: In Another Universe
AVA'S POV [NOW... JOVEN'S AND ZACH'S WEDDING: THE SUICIDE DID NOT HAPPEN] *** It was suicide. I intended to die and leave this world. I was a coward and I don't have the courage to face all my mistakes. Sigurado na ako na iyon ang gagawin ko. Sobrang sakit na ng lahat at wala na akong nakikitang paraan para itama ang mga pagkakamali ko. But now that I am standing in front of the church, in front of the big crucifix in the middle of the altar, watching my man to exchange vows with another woman...then, all my plans changed in an instant.Death turned out to be scarier than what I expected it to be. It is something not easy to decide no matter how miserable someone's life is. Humigpit ang pagkakahawak ko sa panyo sa kamay ko habang unti-unting nanlabo ang mga mata ko dahil sa mga luhang nagbabadyang tumulo. Then and there, I saw it. Nag-flash ang lahat ng posibleng mangyari sa akin kung magpapakamatay ako ngayon dahil lang nasasaktan ako. I shook my head as my body started to tre
Ruins of a Sinner Special Chapter 6: Torture
ZACH'S P.O.V. *** "Cora, let's talk!" "I DON'T WANT TO TALK! NOT TO YOU! I HATE YOU!" Napahilamos ako sa aking mukha nang lagpasan niya ako. I didn't know where she came from but having her furious reaction towards me, I know for a fact that she's probably with Joven— and I know Joven told her. "Cora! I'm still your father!" Sinundan ko siya at kaagad na hinablot ang kaniyang braso para pigilan. Pero kaagad niyang iwinaksi ang kamay ko. Then she looked at me with so much disgust and hate. Para akong pinagsakluban ng langit at lupa sa pandidiri sa mukha ng sarili kong anak. The shame and conscience took a toll on me and I found myself taking a step back from Cora. No. I don't want my daughter to hate me. This is so fucked up. "Totoo ba? Totoo bang si Ava... ginawa mong k-kabit ang kaibigan ko?" Cora was crying. Her tears falling from her eyes like an endless river. Her eyes were begging me to say 'no'. Kita ko ang sakit sa mga tingin niya sa akin. The fact that she's still gi
Ruins of a Sinner Special Chapter 5: Triumph
JOVEN'S P.O.V.***"Hey, Joven. It's nice to see you again."I stared at the man who broke my heart into pieces while I was wearing a veil and a white wedding gown.I didn't bother to put up a smile. Walang emosyon ang tinging ibinigay ko sa kaniya. "You know I'm not happy to see you again, Zach. This is painful," I honestly said before avoiding his gaze.Napadako ang tingin ko sa tasa ng kape na nasa harapan ko. I couldn't believe I agree to meet him today.He said he has to say something so important— kahit nagdadalawang-isip, pumayag akong makipagkita sa kaniya sa Wednesday Cafe. The place was cozy and has a beautiful ambiance but I couldn't enjoy it specially that my heart was broken and the man who did it was sitting across me."I know. I'm really sorry, Joven.""Sorry would never make up for what you did to me and to my child." Napahawak ako sa aking tyan at marahang hinaplos iyon.Narinig ko ang buntong hininga ni Zach bago niya muling sinabi, "I'm really sorry."I had a tragi
Ruins of a Sinner Special Chapter 4: Lie
NICK'S P.O.V. *** "Ma, Pa, this is Nick— boyfriend ko po," I bowed my head in front of my girlfriend's parents. I readied the gentle smile when my gaze met the eyes of Agatha's father. Gaya ng inaasahan, masama ang tingin na ipinupukol sa akin ni Mr. Lazarte pero ayos lang 'yon. Alam kong kapag nakilala niya na ako, gagaan din ang pakikitungo niya sa akin. Kabaligtaran ni Mr. Lazarte, mas magaan ang naging pagtanggap sa akin ng nanay ni Agatha— sabi niya tawagin ko na lang daw siyang Tita Lucia. Well, Agatha decided to finally introduce me to her parents after three months of dating. Hindi naman ako tumanggi dahil mahal ko siya. Yes. After years of being a notorious playboy, someone came to finally take my heart and own me— body and soul. Masyado pang maaga para sa iba upang malaman kung para sa iyo ba ang isang tao sa loob ng tatlong buwan na relasyon. Pero kay Agatha ko lang naramdaman 'to. Isa pa, hindi na rin ako bumabata. I'm nearing my thirties and I'm actually planning t
Ruins of a Sinner Special Chapter 3: Wrath
AGATHA'S P.O.V. *** Wala akong ibang gustong gawin after a sixteen-hour shift kun'di ang matulog at makapagpahinga. The hospital was busier yesterday and I think I wasn't able to even have a good dinner last night because of the patients I had to attend to. Sana maabutan ko ang asawa ko bago siya pumasok ng trabaho. I know, after I see his face, this fatigue and restless feeling will be a lot better. I heaved a deep sigh when silence greeted me when I entered the house. Oh, it's always like this. Since it was just six in the morning, everyone in the house was still asleep, specially that it's school vacation for my younger siblings. Naalala ko bigla si Ava. I had to ask her if she's really sure about taking STEM strand in SHS. I mean, hindi ko pa rin nakakalimutan 'yung madalas niyang sabihin sa akin noong nasa elementary siya— she said she wanted to be a writer. If that's the case, I don't think STEM was the strand that she should choose. I made a mental note about that. Tahimi
Ruins of a Sinner Special Chapter 2: Regrets
Rodolfo's P.O.V.(Ava's father)•••"Starting from now, I'm no longer your father," tiim ang bagang na saad ko bago nag-iwas ng tingin sa kaniya."Papa..."Galit. Awa. Sakit.Galit ako kay Ava at sa ginawa niya sa kaniyang kapatid. Galit ako kay Nick at sa naging relasyon nila ng ikalawa kong anak.Naaawa ako sa sinapit ng panganay ko at ng apo ko. Hindi ko inakalang kailangan kong masaksihan ang pangyayaring 'yon— napakaraming dugo at wala akong nagawa nang tuluyang mawala ang apo ko.Higit sa lahat, masakit. Masakit para sa akin ang lahat ng ito. Hindi ko alam na hahantong sa ganito ang pamilya ko— na dadating ang nakaka-putanginang pangyayaring 'to sa pamilyang binuo, itinaguyod at pinrotektahan ko.Kahit saan ko tingnan, mas kailangan ako ni Agatha at hindi ko makita sa sarili kong patawarin si Ava sa nagawa niya.She could've stop herself from having an affair with that bastard if she values her sister! Putangina."Huwag mo na ulit akong tatawagin na papa, Ava. Wala ka nang karap
