Charlie POV.
After nearly five long and tiring years of searching, I have finally found her. Rosa my little wolf mate. I say mate she isn’t. I broke than bond five years ago, when I was such an ass to her. I know she will never accept me again for what I did to her and all the vile things I said to her. If anything, I want to just be her friend. But then again, friends don’t knock each other out and take them back to their home in hopes of gaining her trust again.
The siren I marked and mated during her mating season lost our child, and she died during the process. And before anyone says serves you right, I know that, but still Rosa was my friend at one point and I was instructed by her family to bring her here.
They believe the longer she is bound to the oracle, the more savage and bloodthirsty she will become. And I hate to say this, but I think I am too late.
The look in her white eyes told me she has fully bonded with Jadara. The Rosa I knew back then would have never tried to attack me. But she forgets I am a siren and sirens are stronger than any supernatural being there is out there.
Asteria came to me after what had happened with Gaia and her mates. To say it was painful would be an understatement. All I want is my friend back to how we used to be. I did this to her. Jadara was forced to take things in her own hands.
All I could do was watch in horror as her wolf shifted and I noticed the tiny scales hidden under her stunning red fur. When she tried to attack the innocent people of the settlement, I had already tried to jump in but was weakened from when the other half of the oracle was pulled from me.
But then Rosa managed to stop her wolf, and they fled. We searched everywhere for her for five years and now I finally have her.
I drop her gently on to the bed and do what Gaia had instructed. She was to be bound with silver and obsidian chains and injected with liquid obsidian. The silver to contain her wolf and the liquid obsidian was to control the oracle.
I grab the silver and obsidian chains and cuffs and lock down her wrists and place the collar on her neck. I grab the needle and the rubbing alcohol and wipe her arm. I inject the solution into her and place a bandaid on the injection site.
I move to the phone in the room and dial Gaia’s number.
“Charlie, what news do you have for me?” She says and I look back at the unconscious Rosa on the bed.
“I have her. She is knocked out. Please get here.” I say and she chokes on a sob.
“On my way.” The line goes dead and I feel the shift in the air as a portal opens and Gaia steps out with Calista, one of her mates. She moves towards the bed and sobs, holding a hand over her mouth. I look down, knowing all of this is my fault. I feel remorse and guilt for everything that happened.
“She has changed so much, my little girl. Goddess, what has she been doing?” she asks as Calista soothes her.
“She is bonded to Jadara. We were too late.” I say solemnly as I look up and Gaia looks at me.
“It is never too late. Jadara needs to see love and feel it. She will do. If we don’t, then the world as we know it will be doomed. She will rip through everyone who has betrayed their mates and bathe in their blood. The more lives she takes, the stronger she will become.” Well, that doesn’t make any sense.
“What aren’t you telling me?” I ask her, and she looks back at Rosa and reaches for her face and sighs.
“Jadara and Cece have been killing people. They have been taking over Rosa’s body when she has been sleeping and going on a rampage. Rosa will not know of this. Jadara is playing a game with her. She is cunning and is already strong.” She says and I step back, shaking my head. No, that isn’t possible.
“How does she not know of this?” I ask. I know it’s a dumb question, but I need to be sure.
“Jadara will be erasing her memory. Rosa would have tried to block them both out. Cece shouldn’t be as strong as she is now, but the more they kill, the stronger both become. I’m sorry Charlie, but it would seem Jadara and Cece have taken things into their own hands. If we can’t stop this. Then Rosa’s fate has already been determined.” She says and I release a loud sigh, clutching at my blonde hair as I pace the room.
“What will be done if we fail?”
“We? No little merman, you! You caused this, and it is now on you to fix it! Other wise her death is on your hands. That is what the council has decided. They will put my daughter, your ex-mate, to death if you can’t make Jadara see that there is good in the world. If you fail, I will kill you personally. Asteria has already agreed to this. Jadara hasn’t just been killing wolves, she has been killing humans and other supernatural creatures.” She says, and I look up at the ceiling. This is a damn mess, and it is all my fault.
“How long has she been doing this while Rosa has been sleeping?” I ask her, and Calista looks at me. They should have fucking told me!
“Four and a half years. From what we have learnt. How do you think we knew where to send you for her? We have been tracking her. But we had to keep our distance. If she is now bonded with Jadara, then things are only going to get worse. The three will be unstoppable. You will need to appeal to Rosa first, then the other two. Cece and Rosa have been together for a long time, so once Rosa is under control, Cece will follow. Jadara is a different story. She will be harder to contain.” He tells me and I shake my head.
This is going to be hard, but I like a challenge. I will do anything to get Rosa back, even if it is just as a friend.
She doesn’t have a second chance mate out there; I was the only mate she was given and I deeply regret that I have taken her only true chance of happiness away from her.
“What do we know about her?” I ask them both and Gaia looks at me, biting her lip.
“You will learn that for yourself. Right now, concentrate on my daughter. She is the one you need to convince first and foremost.” She says when I hear a groan coming from the bed.
I move towards the bed and wait. The chains rattle as she blinks open her eyes. Her eyes change from white to green as she takes in the room when she gasps, looking from me to her parent’s.
“Mom, dad. What am I doing here? Why are you all here? Charlie, what the fuck?” she shouts, and she struggles before she hisses in pain and stops moving.
“Rosa, dear Goddess, we are here, baby. Don’t worry, everything is going to be fine.” Gaia says to her as she moves towards her. Rosa shakes her head, her eyes turning red with unshed tears.
“No, you have to leave. All of you, please. I don’t want to hurt you.” She sobs as Gaia moves and hugs her.
“Shhhh little one, you can’t hurt me. You are safe now. Charlie is here to help you.” She says as Rosa turns her eyes to me. But her face is blank, and she stares at me with so much hate I shiver.
“Rosa, I’m sorry for what I did to you. Please, I just want to help.” She scoffs as she tries to sit up, the chains rattling as she moves.
“Help, you want to help. Ok, fine, let me go. That will be really helpful. Then you can go back to the water and stay the fuck away from me, you fucking pathetic little fish.” She snaps and I raise an eyebrow at her.
“Not going to happen. I am your only hope. Or do you want Jadara to take control?” I say to her, and she blinks before her eyebrows furrow.
“What are you talking about? I have them both locked away. They can’t get free. But please leave me alone. I don’t want to hurt anyone. Please, let me go!” she cries, and I look at Gaia and Calista in worry and shock.
“Rosa, when was the last time you shifted?” Calista asks her, and she cries harder.
“When I was eighteen, and you took me to the settlement. I haven’t shifted since.” Well shit! I rub the back of my neck awkwardly at that.
“Rosa, what is the last thing you remember?” I ask her when she looks at me and she shivers.
“I was by the cave, watching the flames in my sleeping bag, and fell asleep. How did you find me?” she asks, and my eyes widen. She doesn’t remember what happened. Jadara has erased her memory.
Rosa POV.Why are they looking at me like I’ve got three heads or something? Oh no, what have I done?“Why are you all looking at me like that? Can you please remove the silver? It is burning my skin.” I scream as I thrash on the bed and pull as hard as I can, but it is futile. Cece is restrained and so is Jadara. I can’t even feel them.“We can’t do that, baby. This is for your own good. Please, Rosa understand.” I pull harder and scream as the smell of burning flesh makes me gag.“REMOVE THEM NOW! IT FUCKING BURNS!” I scream again when tears leave my eyes and my mom sobs as I thrash. Blood drips from the marks on my wrists. I kick my legs out and pull myself down, choking as I move.“PLEASE, what did I do?” I sob and scream.“Shhh, you didn’t do anything we need to keep them both under control Rosa, they have killed people!” my dad shouts at, me causing me to freeze. I turn and look at him, tears streaming down my face.“You’re lying. They are locked away in my head. Dad don’t talk
Rosa POV.I go completely still with his words. That conniving little bitch has been wiping my memories. So this is all true! More reason to put me down. If I’m dead, then neither of them can do jack shit!“Ok, I believe you. So what do we do?” I ask as my skin sizzles and I wince.“Please remove the restraints. I am willing to do what is needed to protect the world.” I say I look down and think if they release me, I can run again and then I can take matters into my own hands. I can jump to my death or I could poke a bear. Or anything, really. All I know is that I can’t go back into the world. I have been away too long for that to work.“I will remove the wrist restraints, but the collar needs to stay on.” Well, that is better than anything, really. If I go ahead with the plan to end myself, at least neither Cece nor Jadara can then stop me.My mom comes close to me with the key and I hold my arms out and she unlocks each cuff and they fall onto the bed, taking some of my burnt skin w
Rosa POV.Ok Rosa, you can do this. It has only been five years since you were last around people. You can do this. I keep chanting to myself the closer we get to town.Mom and dad left us with instructions for me to behave and to Charlie, well, they told him good luck and then left. So now I’m stuck with him in a car and I keep repeating the same thing over and over, hoping it will help.I can do this, I can do this, I can … I can’t do this, I’m not ready. My breathing comes out hard and fast as I look out of the window of the car at the faces of curious people. Not just wolves, but humans, too.“Charlie, stop the car, please.” He looks at me, but I’m ready to flee.“Rosa, are you o …”“STOP THE FUCKING CAR!” I shout as I am in the throes of having a huge panic attack. This is not good, not safe. No one is safe if I stay here. Hand’s grip my face as my heart is trying to break out of my chest with pain like a heart attack. I begin to feel lightheaded.“Breathe, Rosy. Come on, in and
Charlie POV.I watch as she walks away from me and looks around the house. We will both be staying in until she has both Cece and Jadara under control. It pains me to see the life has left her pretty jade green eyes, and she is more that ready to give up. But I won’t let her.Rosy, I mean Rosa, was always so fun to be around and now she looks defeated and scared of her own shadow. I will do everything in my power to help her regain control. Even if it kills me.“Charlie.” I look up at her and her eyes glisten with the tears she is trying to keep at bay.“Yes, Rosa. What is it?” I ask her as I move slowly towards her, but keeping a respectful distance from her, not wanting to spook her anymore than she already is.“I don’t have any clothes and I’m kind of hungry.” She says shyly and I smile softly as I move past her and take her hand and she jumps slightly. I remove my hand, realising she has had no human contact in five years and has been completely alone. I don’t want to push her too
Rosa POV.I stand in the open doorway in to what is now my bedroom. I fidget with my fingers and bite the inside of my bottom lip. This is going to be ok. I step into the room and debate with myself if I should close the door or keep it open.If I keep it open, I can pretend I am back in the cave. If I close it, I can let myself believe that I am normal. I scoff at that. Normal! Ha, there is nothing normal about any of this, or me, for that matter. I chose to keep the door open.I look at the bed and reach my hand out, but pull it back as I blink and shake my head. This won’t last long, so I won’t get too comfortable. I sigh and move to the chaise and take the blanket that was on the back of it. I set it on the plush cream coloured carpet and lay down facing the open door. I place my hands under my head and bring my knees to my chest.This is only temporary until I can figure something else out. I move to sit and tug the hood of the bathrobe up and tighten the sash and lay back down.
Rosa POV.I sit on the windowseat looking out over the back garden. What am I supposed to be doing? Charlie gave me another shot of liquid obsidian, and I still can’t feel anything.“I need to take this damn collar off.” With that, I pout as I stand up and move to the bathroom. I have now decided it would be best if I could try to sort this out before resorting to ending my life.So if it means trying to get Cece out and reconnecting with her, then so be it. As for the murderous psychotic oracle, she can stay in a damn coma for all I care. When I’m strong enough, I will try to engage her. Maybe I can I show her the world again from that of love.I scoff to myself. Yeah right. I don’t even love myself at the moment, so how am I to show her?I look in the mirror and move closer. I tilt my head to get a better look at the collar. I reach up and spin it around, looking for a lock or a clasp. But there is nothing. How the hell did they get it on?I sigh and drop my head, shaking it as I ch
Rosa POV.“Rosa, is she ok?” Odessa’s voice pulls me back as Cece whines in her sleep.“She is exhausted and seems to be in pain.” I say as I watch Cece in my head.“That is to be expected. She has spent the last five years separated from you. It would seem she was only able to shift under Jadara’s command. The barrier that not only you placed but that of what Jadara placed will have taken a lot of energy for her to break through. She will be ok in time. The important thing here is she is now back with you. Let her rest.” She says, and I give one last look at my sleeping wolf and open my eyes.“You did good, sweetie. She will be ok and so will you. Give her time.” Dragus says and I nod my head, feeling a headache form. It is strange to know I have her back, but I didn’t know the damage I was inflicting by keeping her out. The damage that not only I have endured, but she has too.Cece has endured more being stuck with that psycho bitch and all the things she was made to do for her. Thi
Charlie POV.“Odessa has just told her about the fae side of Jadara. Why didn’t you tell her when you found her again or, better yet, tell her when you knew all along?” Dragus asks me as we sit at the kitchen island having a drink.“Why didn’t you? You were with her for many years and neither you nor anyone else told her. You all only told her she was part oracle. So don’t put this solely at my feet. You all had the opportunity to tell her the truth, too. Why should it be down to me?” I ask him when he growls at me and I see his dragon flash in his eyes.“You were her mate. You had a better understanding about the oracle than she did. Your people still use them more so than the rest of the world, but not so much anymore. It shouldn’t be down to us to tell her. But then again, you don’t know the horrors of what Jadara has truly done or why she was killed in the first place, and do you want to know why?” he asks as he huffs out smoke from his nostrils.“Go on.” I say with a scoff.“Beca
Rosa POV.It has been eight long years since we last saw Asteria, and we all mourned the loss of Shanti. Charlie went into himself and I pulled him out of the spiral he was in. It wasn’t just me who pulled him out; it was Roman and the arrival of our little princess. She is, of course, named after her aunty. Shanti. She is beautiful; she has my red hair and her father’s blue eyes.Roman is ten now, and he is a good boy. Even when Shan was born he was her little shadow, always helping and even now he still does. He loves her so much, just like everyone else does.Over the last eight years I have been having more and more visions and Jadara has helped interpret them, but the strange thing is she has had the same ones I have. So this means something big about to happen.Life at Waning mountain has been peaceful, but then again, when you are on an island that only shows itself to those in need, it will do that. I look at my husband as he teaches the kids how to spar. I laugh when they all
Rosa POV.It has been two years since Roman was born and boy is he a little spitfire. He has everyone wrapped around his little finger. He is on the go and never stops. It doesn’t help that I can’t chase him, as I am expecting our second child. We got married six months after Roman was born and moved back to Waning mountain.There is still no word on where Asteria is, but we haven’t given up hope. Charlie is still searching for her. But he hasn’t made the same mistake again. Jadara had a beautiful little girl, and she is like her, with the long white hair, but she has Merrick’s brown eyes. She is stunning.They named her Rana. After Jadara’s mother. Her and Roman are the best of friends and they cause trouble together. Casta found a second chance mate and sunny had twins. Is it wrong that life continues on even without Asteria being here?There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t miss her.“Roman, put you pants back on little man.” He giggles as he streaks through the living room. J
Rosa POV.It has been two weeks since Charlie returned. I know he is still working on finding Asteria but he hasn’t left the packhouse, but each lead is leading to nothing. We have been slowly getting back on track. He is right behind me like a lost puppy.He works when he thinks I’m sleeping, but I don’t mind. I know how important Asteria is not just to him, but to us all. She needs to be found safe and sound. I can’t think of what they are doing to her.We have been preparing for the arrival of our son. I have been able to nest properly now that he is here; he watched in fascination as I built my nest and helped by handing me things. It may look a mess to others, but it is perfect for me and Charlie. So that is where we are, in my nest.My family comes to see me every day, but once it gets too much, they leave. I apologised to my nanna. But she waved it off, saying she completely understood. Mom and Jadara have been helping with preparing for our son’s arrival. Jadara shared her own
Charlie POV.Every day I have entered the room and stay in the same space as her and each time she watches me, I know she doesn’t believe I’m really here and I’m a threat and I have no-one to blame but myself.But today is different. Today I am sitting by the door reading a book. When I see her out of the corner of my eye as she moves closer to me. I don’t look at her. I continue doing what I’m doing as she moves to sit beside me.She has started to eat again, little and often. So that is progress. She isn’t vocal, though. She is watching me and I continue to read, keeping my heartbeat steady. Valour purrs and it rumbles in my chest at how close she is.She doesn’t flinch; she blinks and watches my face. I turn slowly to look at her and smile at her. She blinks her beautiful green eyes at me and moves back, but she is still looking at me.“Rosa, are you ok?” I ask her gently and she gulps and tilts her head. I know she is in there somewhere.“Cece, are you ok?” she pulls her face away
Charlie POV.It has been three months since Rosa told me about Asteria being captured and Shanti and I have been searching every lead we have received and, so far, nothing. I have not spoken to Rosa and I know if I did, it would hurt her more.Valour has been telling me we need to get back to her, but I can’t when I don’t know where Asteria is. Rosa will understand. Asteria is my mom, just like Gaia is hers.“Wrong hooman, mate needs us. She is in distress.” He tells me as I stop reading the latest report from the shifters on Waning mountain. I have asked Brody and the others to help. After all, they are bounty hunters.“She is safe Valour, please. We will go back to her soon, I promise.” I tell him when he huffs and disappears further into my mind.Hours later, I stand up and stretch my back and it pops and cracks. The door to the house bursts open and I growl as Gaia and Fen stalk inside and look right at me. Both look pissed.“What’s happened?” I ask, and Gaia walks to me and punch
Rosa POV.It has been a month since I found out Asteria was captured by the humans. Since then we have found out it is the human military that captured her and we have searched the earth looking for her, but nothing it is like they have completely disappeared. I told Charlie the day I found out.He didn’t blame me; he told me that the humans have been after her for a long time. But that doesn’t make it any better. He went to Moonlight Cove and spoke to Artemis and Shanti.Artemis has evacuated the underwater kingdom and fled with the sirens. Charlie and Shanti have been following leads and I am here on the ground finding anything that could lead us to her. Pops was pissed, but he said he would help in finding her.So we are all looking for her or any sign of these military scumbags who have taken her. But so far nothing.All we know is that they would have to be keeping her near water. They won’t be out in the open that would cause a war with the sirens. If we find her, then it will b
Rosa POV.I’m numb after what we have been told. That experiments have been performed on shifters. How could the humans be so cruel? I wander the pack grounds deep in thought as I try to understand why. But nothing is coming to me.If they are studying each different species, then who is to say that the hybrids won’t be on their radars in the future? We need to keep everyone safe. But how? How do you keep each and every shifter species safe from an unknown threat?Simple answer is you can’t. You can prepare, but it would be easier if we knew who it was we were preparing for. Do we say something and create mass panic and force the shifters back into the dark? Or do we let them live, not knowing what kind of danger they are in?I have a gut feeling that all this is no coincidence. The humans were fine and the human governments were fine with us all living in peace. But to pick out shifters that is premeditated, and they knew who to target. They have had years to put this together. So wh
Rosa POV.Waking up, I stretch and realise we are in our room in the packhouse. I reach across the bed to find it empty; I roll to my side and stare at the empty space beside me.Rolling on to my back, I look up at the ceiling and smile to myself. Charlie shifted last night. We ran in our forms; we played and we fu … mated in our forms, but I do remember falling asleep in the forest. So Charlie must have woken up and carried me back here. He is a sweetheart.The bedroom door opens, and in he walks carrying a breakfast tray. He is a sight for sore eyes. With his chest on display and shorts hanging low on his hips, showing off those rippling muscles and the deep V line that makes a girl hot with need.But I’m sorry ladies, this hunk is mine, all mine, and will be forever.“Morning, baby girl. I thought I would make you breakfast.” I hear Cece swoon. She is a hopeless romantic when it comes to this kind of stuff. I will admit I am too.“You didn’t need to do that. I’m surprised you are u
Charlie POV.Every nerve ending is on fire. Every cell is burning and changing. My eyes hurt and things sound sharper and I place my hands over my ears as I double over in pain. My insides feel like they are being torn out.I have no idea where I am. I feel the sparks and open my eyes to look into the calm green eyes of my mate as I try to reach for her when I whimper, but roll onto my back as my spine breaks and I scream out.“Breathe Charlie. Imagine Valour. Imagine his coat and his eyes. Let him take control, baby.” She tells me, but right now I’m too focused on the pain and the sound of blood rushing into my ears.“Let me forward, hooman.” Valour’s calm voice is louder than before and I whimper again my spine rearranges as I arch my back and I vomit on the floor.“NOW HOOMAN, LET ME FORWARD!” I try to speak, but my jaw snaps and blood coats my tongue. I would not recommend this at all.All I can feel and focus on is the pain and my cheek bones snap and my face burns as it grows lo