Rosa POV.
I go completely still with his words. That conniving little bitch has been wiping my memories. So this is all true! More reason to put me down. If I’m dead, then neither of them can do jack shit!
“Ok, I believe you. So what do we do?” I ask as my skin sizzles and I wince.
“Please remove the restraints. I am willing to do what is needed to protect the world.” I say I look down and think if they release me, I can run again and then I can take matters into my own hands. I can jump to my death or I could poke a bear. Or anything, really. All I know is that I can’t go back into the world. I have been away too long for that to work.
“I will remove the wrist restraints, but the collar needs to stay on.” Well, that is better than anything, really. If I go ahead with the plan to end myself, at least neither Cece nor Jadara can then stop me.
My mom comes close to me with the key and I hold my arms out and she unlocks each cuff and they fall onto the bed, taking some of my burnt skin with them, and I scream out.
“Mother fucker!” I scream. My eyes screwed shut tight when she bites her wrist.
“Rosa, open your mouth.” She says, and I open my mouth and tilt my head back as tears stream down the side of my face.
“Good, you are healing.” She says and I open my eyes and look at my wrists and they are healed and there are no scars. I breathe a breath of relief.
“What about the collar? That is burning too.” I say and they look at me like they are going to fall for it. Of course they won’t. I huff out a breath and cross my legs on the bed.
“Ok, well, this was nice. Can I go now?” I ask and my dad chuckles as he moves and sits next to me.
“I’m afraid not, sweetie. You will be staying with Charlie.” My eyes widen. You have got to be bloody kidding me?
“What? No, I am not staying with him. He caused all this, dad. There is no bond. I don’t even want to look at him or be near him, for that matter. Besides, he has responsibilities and I will not be responsible for him fucking up his family life.” I say and fold my arms over my chest and look anywhere but at Charlie.
“Rosa, I don’t have a ...”
“Save it. I don’t want to know. Whatever your deal is with my parents, then I would say it’s fulfilled. With this collar on, they are contained, right?” I ask, looking at my mom and dad, not sparing Charlie a glance, and my mom nods her head.
“Excellent, then we have nothing to worry about. Now, if you don’t mind, I would like to use the bathroom. Instead of coping a squat behind a damn bush.” I stand and move towards the door.
“Rosa, bathroom is through there.” Charlie says as I hang my head. Ok hopefully there is a window or something.
“Thank you.” I say as I turn and shoulder barge him in his arm as I move past him into the bathroom. I slam the door behind me and I lean against it. I look around ok it is nice in here. I’m not lying. I could really use the toilet, so I do. Once I’m done, I turn the tap on and oh my god, hot water. I moan as I wash my hands and rid my arms of the blood looking up at the window above the toilet. Perfect.
“Rosa, what are you doing in there?” Charlie’s voice rings out and I smirk at myself in the mirror, which is now steaming up.
“Washing the blood away let me have a few minutes, for fuck’s sake. It has been a while since I’ve had hot water.” I say and he sighs. I take my finger and write, Bye Fish Boy! With a smiley face on the mirror, and turn the taps full and creep towards the toilet.
I close the lid quietly and stand on it. I unlock the window and pull myself up and use my foot to flush the toilet as I wiggle out of the window.
I drop down on to the soft ground and scramble up to my feet. I smile and take off running. I turn as I jog and give the finger to the cabin.
“Sayonara fucker!” I run, trying to figure out where I am and find a path, so I push on faster and harder as my throat burns. When I hear a howl, my eyes go wide as I turn my head, looking for them. When I turn back around and bounce off something and land on my ass.
“Ouch!” I look up, rubbing my head and see the smirk and raised eyebrow of Charlie.
“And where do you think you are going?” well shit! He chuckles and offers me his hand and I take it and pull myself up and dust my pants down.
“I wanted fresh air. See fresh air.” I say breathing in big lung fulls as I catch my breath. Before I take my chance and run again, only to be lifted in muscular arms. His arms wrap around my waist as I’m hauled up, my back to his chest, and I scratch and wiggle to break his hold.
“Rosa, you keep doing that and it won’t make a difference or have you forgotten I am stronger and bigger than you. little ass!” I throw my head backwards, hoping to catch his face, but hit his hard chest.
“Why are you so damn hard?” I ask when he laughs out loud. My face burns with embarrassment.
“I didn’t mean what you think. I mean, your chest is so ... Never mind. Put me down Charlie.” I say, and I wriggle more to get down when he lifts me higher and my feet dangle. It sucks being short. I fold my arms over my chest as he carries me back towards the cabin.
Well, that didn’t work out as planned, did it? As we approach the cabin again, I see my mom and dad outside. Mom is standing with her arms folded and her hip popped to the side and my dad is fighting a laugh. Yeah, it looks like they knew I was going to run. Fuck!
“Nice try Rosa. But you seem to forget we know you and your tricks. So, shall we start again?” I sigh and lean my head back, only to see Charlie smirking down at me.
“Fine, I will accept your help. Just put me down, you big oaf.” I say and he chuckles before he places me on the ground. I go to run again when he grabs me by the back of my shirt.
“Not so fast. You and I Rosa are going to be spending a lot of time together. Just like we did when we were kids. So come on, roomie, how bad can it be?” He paces his enormous arm over my shoulder, pulling me to his side. Goddess, what have I agreed to?
Rosa POV.Ok Rosa, you can do this. It has only been five years since you were last around people. You can do this. I keep chanting to myself the closer we get to town.Mom and dad left us with instructions for me to behave and to Charlie, well, they told him good luck and then left. So now I’m stuck with him in a car and I keep repeating the same thing over and over, hoping it will help.I can do this, I can do this, I can … I can’t do this, I’m not ready. My breathing comes out hard and fast as I look out of the window of the car at the faces of curious people. Not just wolves, but humans, too.“Charlie, stop the car, please.” He looks at me, but I’m ready to flee.“Rosa, are you o …”“STOP THE FUCKING CAR!” I shout as I am in the throes of having a huge panic attack. This is not good, not safe. No one is safe if I stay here. Hand’s grip my face as my heart is trying to break out of my chest with pain like a heart attack. I begin to feel lightheaded.“Breathe, Rosy. Come on, in and
Charlie POV.I watch as she walks away from me and looks around the house. We will both be staying in until she has both Cece and Jadara under control. It pains me to see the life has left her pretty jade green eyes, and she is more that ready to give up. But I won’t let her.Rosy, I mean Rosa, was always so fun to be around and now she looks defeated and scared of her own shadow. I will do everything in my power to help her regain control. Even if it kills me.“Charlie.” I look up at her and her eyes glisten with the tears she is trying to keep at bay.“Yes, Rosa. What is it?” I ask her as I move slowly towards her, but keeping a respectful distance from her, not wanting to spook her anymore than she already is.“I don’t have any clothes and I’m kind of hungry.” She says shyly and I smile softly as I move past her and take her hand and she jumps slightly. I remove my hand, realising she has had no human contact in five years and has been completely alone. I don’t want to push her too
Rosa POV.I stand in the open doorway in to what is now my bedroom. I fidget with my fingers and bite the inside of my bottom lip. This is going to be ok. I step into the room and debate with myself if I should close the door or keep it open.If I keep it open, I can pretend I am back in the cave. If I close it, I can let myself believe that I am normal. I scoff at that. Normal! Ha, there is nothing normal about any of this, or me, for that matter. I chose to keep the door open.I look at the bed and reach my hand out, but pull it back as I blink and shake my head. This won’t last long, so I won’t get too comfortable. I sigh and move to the chaise and take the blanket that was on the back of it. I set it on the plush cream coloured carpet and lay down facing the open door. I place my hands under my head and bring my knees to my chest.This is only temporary until I can figure something else out. I move to sit and tug the hood of the bathrobe up and tighten the sash and lay back down.
Rosa POV.I sit on the windowseat looking out over the back garden. What am I supposed to be doing? Charlie gave me another shot of liquid obsidian, and I still can’t feel anything.“I need to take this damn collar off.” With that, I pout as I stand up and move to the bathroom. I have now decided it would be best if I could try to sort this out before resorting to ending my life.So if it means trying to get Cece out and reconnecting with her, then so be it. As for the murderous psychotic oracle, she can stay in a damn coma for all I care. When I’m strong enough, I will try to engage her. Maybe I can I show her the world again from that of love.I scoff to myself. Yeah right. I don’t even love myself at the moment, so how am I to show her?I look in the mirror and move closer. I tilt my head to get a better look at the collar. I reach up and spin it around, looking for a lock or a clasp. But there is nothing. How the hell did they get it on?I sigh and drop my head, shaking it as I ch
Rosa POV.“Rosa, is she ok?” Odessa’s voice pulls me back as Cece whines in her sleep.“She is exhausted and seems to be in pain.” I say as I watch Cece in my head.“That is to be expected. She has spent the last five years separated from you. It would seem she was only able to shift under Jadara’s command. The barrier that not only you placed but that of what Jadara placed will have taken a lot of energy for her to break through. She will be ok in time. The important thing here is she is now back with you. Let her rest.” She says, and I give one last look at my sleeping wolf and open my eyes.“You did good, sweetie. She will be ok and so will you. Give her time.” Dragus says and I nod my head, feeling a headache form. It is strange to know I have her back, but I didn’t know the damage I was inflicting by keeping her out. The damage that not only I have endured, but she has too.Cece has endured more being stuck with that psycho bitch and all the things she was made to do for her. Thi
Charlie POV.“Odessa has just told her about the fae side of Jadara. Why didn’t you tell her when you found her again or, better yet, tell her when you knew all along?” Dragus asks me as we sit at the kitchen island having a drink.“Why didn’t you? You were with her for many years and neither you nor anyone else told her. You all only told her she was part oracle. So don’t put this solely at my feet. You all had the opportunity to tell her the truth, too. Why should it be down to me?” I ask him when he growls at me and I see his dragon flash in his eyes.“You were her mate. You had a better understanding about the oracle than she did. Your people still use them more so than the rest of the world, but not so much anymore. It shouldn’t be down to us to tell her. But then again, you don’t know the horrors of what Jadara has truly done or why she was killed in the first place, and do you want to know why?” he asks as he huffs out smoke from his nostrils.“Go on.” I say with a scoff.“Beca
Rosa POV.It has been two weeks since I was brought to this new prison. Every night I have nightmares of blood and hearing Jadara’s manic laughter and the words she utters all the damn time. You belong to me!“Rosa, Rosa. Are you listening to what I have just told you?” I snap out of my thoughts and look at Charlie in a daze. Yes, he is still here. He has been helping with Odessa. The training has taken me back to basics. To harness the natural energy around me. To remain calm but also the physical training. A healthy and strong body in turns creates a healthy and strong mind.Odessa has been teaching me to rebuild the walls in my head that surround the empty part that, according to Cece, is where Jadara is currently being held. So far she is still subdued, but the liquid obsidian is not having the desired effect anymore.At times, I can feel her. The dosage is being increased and I’m worried that it will cause me permanent damage.“Hmm. What were you asking?” I look at him, and he si
Charlie POV.I watch in shock at the transformation of Jadara. I knew she was strong, but not this strong.Odessa chants something and a bubble like barrier appears around Jadara, and she looks at me with her chilling white eyes and smirks at me.“Jadara, I have called you forward, and you need to listen to what I have to say.” Jadara looks from me to Odessa and she lifts her chin higher as she regards the other oracle in front of her. She touches the barrier around her and chuckles.“You think this can hold me, Odessa? Shall we test it out?” she places both her hands on it and groans before she removes her hands. She looks at her hands in a silent question.“As I was saying. I have called upon you to give a warning. No, not a warning. A bit of good news for us, but bad news for you. So take it how you will. The gods may have given you the purpose to do what you want, but it would seem there was a slight loophole.” Jadara looks up and moves closer, but stops as she looks around.“You
Rosa POV.It has been eight long years since we last saw Asteria, and we all mourned the loss of Shanti. Charlie went into himself and I pulled him out of the spiral he was in. It wasn’t just me who pulled him out; it was Roman and the arrival of our little princess. She is, of course, named after her aunty. Shanti. She is beautiful; she has my red hair and her father’s blue eyes.Roman is ten now, and he is a good boy. Even when Shan was born he was her little shadow, always helping and even now he still does. He loves her so much, just like everyone else does.Over the last eight years I have been having more and more visions and Jadara has helped interpret them, but the strange thing is she has had the same ones I have. So this means something big about to happen.Life at Waning mountain has been peaceful, but then again, when you are on an island that only shows itself to those in need, it will do that. I look at my husband as he teaches the kids how to spar. I laugh when they all
Rosa POV.It has been two years since Roman was born and boy is he a little spitfire. He has everyone wrapped around his little finger. He is on the go and never stops. It doesn’t help that I can’t chase him, as I am expecting our second child. We got married six months after Roman was born and moved back to Waning mountain.There is still no word on where Asteria is, but we haven’t given up hope. Charlie is still searching for her. But he hasn’t made the same mistake again. Jadara had a beautiful little girl, and she is like her, with the long white hair, but she has Merrick’s brown eyes. She is stunning.They named her Rana. After Jadara’s mother. Her and Roman are the best of friends and they cause trouble together. Casta found a second chance mate and sunny had twins. Is it wrong that life continues on even without Asteria being here?There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t miss her.“Roman, put you pants back on little man.” He giggles as he streaks through the living room. J
Rosa POV.It has been two weeks since Charlie returned. I know he is still working on finding Asteria but he hasn’t left the packhouse, but each lead is leading to nothing. We have been slowly getting back on track. He is right behind me like a lost puppy.He works when he thinks I’m sleeping, but I don’t mind. I know how important Asteria is not just to him, but to us all. She needs to be found safe and sound. I can’t think of what they are doing to her.We have been preparing for the arrival of our son. I have been able to nest properly now that he is here; he watched in fascination as I built my nest and helped by handing me things. It may look a mess to others, but it is perfect for me and Charlie. So that is where we are, in my nest.My family comes to see me every day, but once it gets too much, they leave. I apologised to my nanna. But she waved it off, saying she completely understood. Mom and Jadara have been helping with preparing for our son’s arrival. Jadara shared her own
Charlie POV.Every day I have entered the room and stay in the same space as her and each time she watches me, I know she doesn’t believe I’m really here and I’m a threat and I have no-one to blame but myself.But today is different. Today I am sitting by the door reading a book. When I see her out of the corner of my eye as she moves closer to me. I don’t look at her. I continue doing what I’m doing as she moves to sit beside me.She has started to eat again, little and often. So that is progress. She isn’t vocal, though. She is watching me and I continue to read, keeping my heartbeat steady. Valour purrs and it rumbles in my chest at how close she is.She doesn’t flinch; she blinks and watches my face. I turn slowly to look at her and smile at her. She blinks her beautiful green eyes at me and moves back, but she is still looking at me.“Rosa, are you ok?” I ask her gently and she gulps and tilts her head. I know she is in there somewhere.“Cece, are you ok?” she pulls her face away
Charlie POV.It has been three months since Rosa told me about Asteria being captured and Shanti and I have been searching every lead we have received and, so far, nothing. I have not spoken to Rosa and I know if I did, it would hurt her more.Valour has been telling me we need to get back to her, but I can’t when I don’t know where Asteria is. Rosa will understand. Asteria is my mom, just like Gaia is hers.“Wrong hooman, mate needs us. She is in distress.” He tells me as I stop reading the latest report from the shifters on Waning mountain. I have asked Brody and the others to help. After all, they are bounty hunters.“She is safe Valour, please. We will go back to her soon, I promise.” I tell him when he huffs and disappears further into my mind.Hours later, I stand up and stretch my back and it pops and cracks. The door to the house bursts open and I growl as Gaia and Fen stalk inside and look right at me. Both look pissed.“What’s happened?” I ask, and Gaia walks to me and punch
Rosa POV.It has been a month since I found out Asteria was captured by the humans. Since then we have found out it is the human military that captured her and we have searched the earth looking for her, but nothing it is like they have completely disappeared. I told Charlie the day I found out.He didn’t blame me; he told me that the humans have been after her for a long time. But that doesn’t make it any better. He went to Moonlight Cove and spoke to Artemis and Shanti.Artemis has evacuated the underwater kingdom and fled with the sirens. Charlie and Shanti have been following leads and I am here on the ground finding anything that could lead us to her. Pops was pissed, but he said he would help in finding her.So we are all looking for her or any sign of these military scumbags who have taken her. But so far nothing.All we know is that they would have to be keeping her near water. They won’t be out in the open that would cause a war with the sirens. If we find her, then it will b
Rosa POV.I’m numb after what we have been told. That experiments have been performed on shifters. How could the humans be so cruel? I wander the pack grounds deep in thought as I try to understand why. But nothing is coming to me.If they are studying each different species, then who is to say that the hybrids won’t be on their radars in the future? We need to keep everyone safe. But how? How do you keep each and every shifter species safe from an unknown threat?Simple answer is you can’t. You can prepare, but it would be easier if we knew who it was we were preparing for. Do we say something and create mass panic and force the shifters back into the dark? Or do we let them live, not knowing what kind of danger they are in?I have a gut feeling that all this is no coincidence. The humans were fine and the human governments were fine with us all living in peace. But to pick out shifters that is premeditated, and they knew who to target. They have had years to put this together. So wh
Rosa POV.Waking up, I stretch and realise we are in our room in the packhouse. I reach across the bed to find it empty; I roll to my side and stare at the empty space beside me.Rolling on to my back, I look up at the ceiling and smile to myself. Charlie shifted last night. We ran in our forms; we played and we fu … mated in our forms, but I do remember falling asleep in the forest. So Charlie must have woken up and carried me back here. He is a sweetheart.The bedroom door opens, and in he walks carrying a breakfast tray. He is a sight for sore eyes. With his chest on display and shorts hanging low on his hips, showing off those rippling muscles and the deep V line that makes a girl hot with need.But I’m sorry ladies, this hunk is mine, all mine, and will be forever.“Morning, baby girl. I thought I would make you breakfast.” I hear Cece swoon. She is a hopeless romantic when it comes to this kind of stuff. I will admit I am too.“You didn’t need to do that. I’m surprised you are u
Charlie POV.Every nerve ending is on fire. Every cell is burning and changing. My eyes hurt and things sound sharper and I place my hands over my ears as I double over in pain. My insides feel like they are being torn out.I have no idea where I am. I feel the sparks and open my eyes to look into the calm green eyes of my mate as I try to reach for her when I whimper, but roll onto my back as my spine breaks and I scream out.“Breathe Charlie. Imagine Valour. Imagine his coat and his eyes. Let him take control, baby.” She tells me, but right now I’m too focused on the pain and the sound of blood rushing into my ears.“Let me forward, hooman.” Valour’s calm voice is louder than before and I whimper again my spine rearranges as I arch my back and I vomit on the floor.“NOW HOOMAN, LET ME FORWARD!” I try to speak, but my jaw snaps and blood coats my tongue. I would not recommend this at all.All I can feel and focus on is the pain and my cheek bones snap and my face burns as it grows lo