From: Xia
『 See you later :D 』
After reading the text I received from Xia, I felt a bit nervous since this feels like my first time on a date. The last time I dated someone when I was a senior highschool student. It feels such a long time since then.
"Ugh, act cool Yuji." I told myself while waiting for Xia.
And it's not like I should be nervous for anything today, I'll just be going on a date with Xia. Shouldn't that be a fun thing?
"…Yuji?" A familiar voice spoke.
Then there I saw Hino, along with Toma, Noru and the rest of their friends. It was nostalgic seeing them altogether, but I realized that I was never a part of their circle because I was always just considered as someone who only tagged along with Toma.
"Oh, hey." I greeted. Some of them asked how I've been, and why I haven't been hanging out with them lately. Then my bestfriend who was being quiet began to speak as well.
"What are you doing here dude?" Toma asked.
"I'm just waiting for someone."
"Wouldn't it be better if you just admit you were waiting for your girlfriend?" Noru spilled what I've been avoiding. Most of them had a surprised face on, and Toma who just learned about it was shocked the most.
"Lucky! Does your girlfriend have any cute friends?"
"Dang, I thought you would never get one. Congrats man!"
"I'm jealous, I wish I had a girlfriend too."
Then Toma came to me and shakes me on my shoulder. "Dude!! What the heck, why didn't you tell me!?"
…it was ridiculous and immature of me when I suddenly realize how I felt about Toma.
'Bitter.'
"Ugh, can you quit shaking me." I shot glare at him for a split second.
He felt the hostility and immediately backs off. "Oh I'm sorry." Then he chuckles for a little bit. "You're still grumpy as always."
"Well, anybody will get mad for getting shaken like that."
An awkward silence immersed on the atmosphere.
Then Hino who couldn't take it, talked with the other guys about a different topic to distract the group. Toma then started to apologize some more. "I'm really sorry about that, I was just curious how you got a girlfriend…" he places his hands on his neck, it was his manner whenever he felt guilty.
"I thought you'd tell me about it." He added.
I snorted at the back of my head. My lips twisted as I said, "Why would I? You never even told me about Cami in the first place, so I thought this would be fair."
His face turned blank from what I said. Staring at me for a few seconds, he turned away with a response. "I see… I understand."
"It's fine." I told him.
"Well then, we'll be going now. Have fun with your girlfriend." He said and finally left with his friends. But before they disappear from my sight, I noticed how Noru was looking at me with his annoying smirk again.
My eyebrows furrowed at him. He's such an unlikeable creature.
"…Yuji! I'm here." It was good timing that Xia arrived. My foul mood decreased, and her appearance amazed me. "You look really pretty today." I said.
She smiles brightly along with her cheeks turning slightly pink. "Thanks." After that, we started our very first date.
We had our lunch at a fine restaurant in the mall we were at. The conversations were merely interesting and I was making a way for a question I had to ask.Though I thought Xia would pipe down her chitchat when we're in a relationship now, but it was otherwise. She remained the annoying girl I used to hate. "And there was this one time I caught my friend stalking this girl, hahaha!"Her stories never ends."Xia…""There was a weird rumor about the girl she was looking up though.""Uhm Xia.""They said the girl had a twin brother that died, but others said that the girl used to be a guy and became a transwoman.""…" it was impossible! She just won't listen!And the talk goes on and on, and on. I thought I'll remain a listener throughout the whole conversation but then she gave me a way to speak. "So, what about you? You've been awfully silent." She l
I've thought of possible results before confessing my reason why I dated Xia. And I also thought by the time I said it, Xia would reject me for being such a huge jerk. But I was quite surprise how Xia responded."I thought so…" she answered with a smile, but sadness can be seen on her eyes."So, do you still wanna date me?" I grinned waiting for my expectation to be meet."Yes." My face became blank as soon as she said that. "I already got the chance I wanted, so I won't let it slip by so easily.""Why so eager?" I softly asked, almost a whisper."Because, I really like you-" she points at me, showing an expression that's so eager. "-and I'll make sure to make you fall inlove with me too."What a strong-willed woman.I chuckled. "We'll see about that."Then the rest of my day was spent well with my girlfriend, Xia. After all that, coming back to my
I was typing down all the necessary information for my research after class was finished, the whole classroom was already empty then Xia came in with something in her hands."So uh, the prof said you have to bring this to the storage room h-hehe." Xia handed me a box of blank papers. I stared at her with doubt."Can't you do this yourself? It doesn't even look heavy.""But Yujiii! Come on, help your girlfriend out." She yelled crying."I'm busy with our research.""Huuu… please?" Then she pulled out her puppy eyes on me, it only led me to look at her with disgust. "Ugh, what is wrong with you?""Tsk, you're so hard to charm.""Because you're charmless." I laughed."Whaaaat!?" She looked at me with disbelief. "For your information, most people called me a cutie. I had a lot of people that liked me and those that I turned down as well. You should feel
Ugh, just when I was trying to finish the research. Toma just looked at me with a friendly face. "Why didn't you do anything to get out of here?" I asked."Oh, I actually did. I yelled for help, tried to make a lot of noise, and even put a note underneath the door so someone can help me… but none of those works." So the stupid note earlier was his doing.I sighed feeling helpless. "Tsk, what to do, what to do…" then I suddenly thought of my phone. I searched it in my pocket, only to realize that I left it back at the classroom. Damn it."Toma!""!… yeah?" He spoke while maintaining that smile of his. Ugh, his face right now looks annoying."Do you got your phone with you?""Ahh… I've thought about that too but uhm, I left it with Cami.""What!?""Yeah, she asked to look at it. She's checking out the pictures we've taken together.""
Just like what Toma said, we both got out of the storage room eventually. Xia was the one who came to our rescue. "Yujiiii!" She hugged me as soon as we got out of the storage room."Thanks for helping Xia." I told her as I placed my hand on top of her head. She looks at me with her teary eyes. "I'm really sorry you had to go through this.""It's fine, atleast you're okay." I'm sort of glad I helped her with the things she was supposed to do. If I haven't helped her, she'd be terrified and stuck with an idiot."Hey Xia! Thanks for saving us." Toma said, patting her back."Ahh, I was really worried about Yuji. Thank goodness I found you guys.""Right. If you haven't found us, we'd be stuck here until tomorrow." I said."I'm really sorry!""I told you it's okay." Then I felt the urge to squeeze her cheeks to stop her from apologizing."Wuchii!" She wa
These days, I find Cami often visiting Toma whenever the class ends. Toma must've gotten her so hooked into him. "That girl is really pretty, huh?" Xia commented as she stares at the couple talking to each other."Yeah, Toma got really high standards." I said.Then I felt Xia clinging to my arm. "I gotta say, you've got extreme standards as well." She giggled."Ugh in your dreams." I teased.She suddenly looked like she's about to cry. "Hey that's rude!" It made me laugh. Being with Xia really lightens my mood sometimes."I'm just being honest.""Tsk.""Pfft, I'm kidding!""Argh!' She threw a soft punch on my arm while I just laughed at her. Then again, someone always interrupts my fun moment with Xia. And it's always Toma."Hey guys!" He greeted."Err, hi." Xia replied, still in a bad mood."What's
It was unfortunate that Xia can't attend the party, she was the one who was most looking forward to this. I didn't know her reason too, all I know is that she'll tell me when we see each other at school. "Sorry to hear that Xia isn't coming." Toma said."Meh, it's fine. I think I won't attend after all." I told him."What? But I already told Cami you'd come. She actually wants to meet you.""Probably next time, see ya." When I was about to go back to the room Toma grabs me by the arm. "Dude, come on. You rarely attend this occassions so just come.""Ehh…" I really don't want to go anyway."Then I'll accompany you the whole party, so come." He insisted.What the- this guy is being ridiculous. "Are you forgetting? You have a girlfriend, you don't have to do that for me." I said."She has her friends there so it's fine." He's really pushy."This breaks
When we got to the place, it was already full of people. Toma's girlfriend was already outside the gates waiting for him. As we got down from the car, Cami immediately goes to us. "Toma!" She hugs him tightly.Looking at them, they really look good together."Hahaha! You missed me already?""Duh, who wouldn't miss a 'perfect' boyfriend like you?"Watching them flirt made me a bit uncomfortable. They probably forgot about my existense. Now I feel bad for Toma about the time I was having my moment with Xia infront of him last time."Oh right! Here's my bestfriend, Yuji." Toma finally introduced me to his girlfriend."Hi, it's nice to meet you.""Ah! So you're Yuji? Toma mentions you a lot to me and I've been really wanting to meet you." Cami is really such a sweet girl. She had my hands on her, looking very excited."Same here. I leave Toma's tr
By the time the man finally left, mom even gave me loads of money so I could stay away from her. It was then I decided to cut ties with her. I was done dealing with her… "It was a mistake to stay here. I'm leaving." I never should've come back. "W-Wait!" Before mom could stop me, I quickly got to my room and brought all my stuff with me. "Toma, please! Please hear me out!" "…IT'S TOO LATE FOR AN APOLOGY! Don't even think that I'll ever forgive you." I told her while I was running down the stairs. She just kept pulling my stuff to make it more difficult to leave. "No, Toma! I can't—" "Don't stop me!" I glared at her, "I don't want anything to do with you ever again."
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Toma was greatly bothered when Yuji got to the campus earlier than him. It made him doubt that Yuji might have been troubled by something, and it annoyed the hell out of him that he can't figure what it was."Haa. I lost interest attending first class." He muttered.And so he spent most of his time laying on his bed, reminiscing about the cheerful times he had with Yuji. Now that Yuji's gone to school, he never felt this lonely before. He tries to find comfort in every memory he shared with Yuji.When he got bored of it, he decided to have lunch at his favorite restaurant. But on his way there, he encountered a familiar face, though he wasn't noticed by this other fellow. It was Yuu. One of his acquaintances, though he was mostly ignored by Yuu because he seemed more interested in Yuji."Wait…" b