It was unfortunate that Xia can't attend the party, she was the one who was most looking forward to this. I didn't know her reason too, all I know is that she'll tell me when we see each other at school. "Sorry to hear that Xia isn't coming." Toma said.
"Meh, it's fine. I think I won't attend after all." I told him.
"What? But I already told Cami you'd come. She actually wants to meet you."
"Probably next time, see ya." When I was about to go back to the room Toma grabs me by the arm. "Dude, come on. You rarely attend this occassions so just come."
"Ehh…" I really don't want to go anyway.
"Then I'll accompany you the whole party, so come." He insisted.
What the- this guy is being ridiculous. "Are you forgetting? You have a girlfriend, you don't have to do that for me." I said.
"She has her friends there so it's fine." He's really pushy.
"This breaks the three months distancing between us, you know." He had both his hands at my back pushing me out of the door.
"We can make an exception for today."
"No."
"Pleeeeaaase?"
"Whatever you say my answer is still 'no'."
"But Yuji! I really missed hanging out with you!!" He cried.
When I was about to get pushed out, I spread my arms to avoid getting pushed out completely. "I swear, if you try too hard pushing me out. I'll kill you."
"Okay, I won't then." he removes his hands from my back. Huh? Is he really backing down now? When I was about to look back at him, I felt a ticklish sensation at both of my sides.
"Bwahahaha! T-Toma, stop! Hahahaha!" Damn it! This was the only weakness he knows about me. He tickled me until I was forced to get out of the room, and it was a successful plan for him. He locked the door and keeps the keys on his pockets.
Some of our neighbors yelled at us. "Damn you fucking faggots, keep it down!"
Toma just chuckled. "Let's go to the party~"
I punched him without a second thought. "Ouch! You're so harsh on me, Yuji."
"If you weren't such a fucking dick then I wouldn't have done that."
He still had the nerve to grin. "Well you gave me a hard punch in the face. That's enough compensation, hmm?"
"Tsk." I stepped on his foot as well.
"Oof." He kneels down to ease the pain on his foot. "What was that for?" He cried.
"Another compensation for forcing me to attend a party. I'm okay now, let's go." Though if I have a chance, I'll definitely escape from that party. I'm sure I won't enjoy it as much as Toma does, I'm no social butterfly.
"Ugh, fair enough." He admits, and walks beside me.
"…tsk, I really don't wanna go." I told him. He places his left arm on my shoulders. "You got no choice, I already got the compensation right?"
I faced him so I could give him a good death glare, but it was a huge mistake. His face was too close to mine, and our lips was about a few centimeters apart. "Ack! Too close!" I pushed him away.
"Heh, chill! Hahahaha!" He laughed it off and we both continued to walk our way to his car.
By the time the man finally left, mom even gave me loads of money so I could stay away from her. It was then I decided to cut ties with her. I was done dealing with her… "It was a mistake to stay here. I'm leaving." I never should've come back. "W-Wait!" Before mom could stop me, I quickly got to my room and brought all my stuff with me. "Toma, please! Please hear me out!" "…IT'S TOO LATE FOR AN APOLOGY! Don't even think that I'll ever forgive you." I told her while I was running down the stairs. She just kept pulling my stuff to make it more difficult to leave. "No, Toma! I can't—" "Don't stop me!" I glared at her, "I don't want anything to do with you ever again."
Nobody ever knows about it.I kept that very dark secret of mine all to myself. I can't even bother myself to tell my mom about what happened to me, I know she won't give a shit about it. And so, everything that I ever experienced from that man was written down on a journal. That was the only way I could vent all the stress and anger I had.While she was still on a relationship with that man, I would always hide from him so he won't be able to lay a finger on me. But there were times that he would sneak in my room just to make me suffer for his disgusting pleasure. He would often leave with a threat so I wouldn't dare tell anyone about it.I was really scared… no one was ever there for me. But instead of letting myself suffer even more, I try to make myself distracted when I'm out of the house.Y
We moved into a new neighborhood when I was at the age of eight. That's when I met Yuji, the guy who became my best friend… the guy who I came to like. And the one who I fell for.He became the person who I would run to whenever I'm at my worst. Yuji would always welcome me at his house, both his parents treating me like I was a part of their family. I really loved his company, it lets me feel all the things I lacked on my own family."Tomakawa, don't your parents worry if you spend the night here without telling them?" Auntie asked.I shook my head and gave my brightest smile. "They won't. Mommy said it's okay if it's at my best friend's house." It was a lie, and I was not guilty one bit. I don't really want to go home that night."Hmm, alright then."A
When I was about five years old, I can remember how my parents would argue all the time. It eventually led to physical violence, and sometimes I get hurt as well. It was really scary for a child to experience something like that from his own parents.If I remember well, the one who's most at fault for all the arguments was mom. Dad would always come home late and drunk, then mom will start to complain. They argue, fight, and mess up the house."Stop telling me what to do, woman!""I told you a million times already, haven't I?! Stop getting yourself drunk whenever you go home!""Shut up and lock yourself in a room. Seeing your face ruins my mood!""Why, you!… you should be the one locking yourself in a room! You're a wretched mess!"&nb
Since I was kicked out of school, the only place I can stay at was at my mother's house. It sickens me to go back there but I have no other choice. "Hm. And what do you think you're doing here?" Mom asked. Just when I arrived, I didn't expect to see her outside the house to water the plants. Usually, she fools with every man she brings home most of the time. "I'll be here for a few days, I'll leave as soon as I find another place to stay at." "Heh, I heard you were kicked out of school." "None of your business." I just ignored her comments and got inside the house. Seeing this place only reminded me of the past I always wished to forget. Every room, every corner… it was all too disturbing for me. After opening the lock on my room, it was just like how
That was it.Everything is over.I no longer have anything to do with him. When I got back from the hospital, I learned that Yuji's father had storm at my place and took all of Yuji's belonging. They said he'll transfer his son onto another school because of me, though he had never mentioned to the faculty the reasons. But rumors seem to have already spread because of Yuu."How disgusting! The school should expel him.""Is it really that guy?!""I heard he was sexually assaulting his roommate, that's why the father of the victim took away his son.""That fag is a scum!"Many people kept whispering behind my back as I walk on the hallways. I couldn't care less about what they s