Chapter Twenty Three

I stayed in bed for three days without showering or eating. I was just breathing, merely existing and I was out of tears from all the crying and had no more energy in my body to produce anymore tears.

My phone was still switched off and I heard a few knocks on my door every now and then but I completed shut myself from the world and remained in my bedroom, trying to forget about everything that happened in the last two months.

I wanted to forget meeting Jayden.

I wanted to forget sleeping with him.

I wanted to forget that stupid mascarede night that changed my whole life.

I wanted my body to forget him and my heart to stop missing him.

He might have been an asshole who treated me like shit but I did fall in love with him and knowing that he probably doesn't feel that way was so damn painful. I could feel the pain all over my body and wished there was some kind of off button.

Maybe I should see my mom. She was a selfish bitch but I actually missed the warmth I received from her whe