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142. Tough Decisions
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2024-10-29 19:42:56...Xavier POV...
Waking up with Lexi in my arms was like a dream I thought I would never be able to experience again. Last night was amazing. Even though we were confined to a small space, we managed to make it seem as though we had all the space in the world.
Just thinking about last night, makes me turned on. However, we don't have time for another round, as much as I would love to go again, and again. I think to myself, making me grin.
We have a short window, so we need to make sure we take advantage of it. I grab Lexi's shirt, carefully dressing her. I feel her stir beside me, as I finish getting myself dressed.
"Good morning." She says.
I smile as I look down at her. Placing a gentle kiss on her lips.
"We don't have much time, so we need to talk fast." She says. I nod my head in agreement, getting straight to business.
"Call Ethan." She says, taking me by surprise.
I look at her curiously, but oblige. Grabbing
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