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163. Out of the Ashes
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2024-10-29 19:42:56A few hours later, I am holding our handsome son in my arms. I feel content as I look into his eyes. I smile as I see my green eyes stare back at me. He's an exact copy of Xavier except for the eyes. I couldn't be more proud. I turn to look at Xavier, smiling contentedly as he looks back at both of us. He leans forward and places a kiss on my head.
"What should we call him?" I ask.
"Are you sure? Don't you want to name him?" He questions.
"I've already had my chance. I want you to name him." I say smiling down at our bundle of joy.
Xavier looks at the both of us, thinking for a moment.
"What about... Rainer?" He asks, nervously.
I look down at our son.
"I think it's perfect. Why Rainer?" I ask.
"Because he's our little Warrior. Rainer means wise army or deciding warrior. Either of which I believe him to be. He beat the odds and triumphed over the darkness." Xavier explains, making me smile.
I look down at our
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Rising From the Ashes 158. Final Battle
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Rising From the Ashes 155. Shattered
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