Carolyn’s POV
Tina and I walked toward the administrative block, both of us relieved to have found a friend on our first day at Covent High School. She had just told me that she hadn’t received her school ID either. Like me, she was on a scholarship, but unlike mine, hers wasn’t a full ride. Her family had to pay for half of the tuition, which they could afford because they were middle class. That put her above me on the social ladder but far below the ultra-rich kids at this school. I wasn’t just from a less privileged background. I was poor. As we entered the administrative office, I noticed a woman sitting behind the reception desk. She looked to be in her early forties, her short, cornrows hair neatly styled. She was typing something on her computer, her lips pressed into a thin line. The moment she saw us, her frown deepened. Tina and I exchanged a nervous glance. “Good morning, ma,” we greeted in unison. The woman said nothing. The awkward silence was deafening, making me shift uncomfortably. What was her problem? Finally, Tina spoke up. “We’re new students, ma. We were told to come here for our school ID cards.” The woman slowly lifted her gaze, her expression cold and unimpressed. “Oh, you two are this year’s charity case.” My stomach twisted. Charity case? What was wrong with the people in this school? Why was everyone so horrible? “Have a seat,” she said, motioning to the chairs in front of her desk before disappearing into what I assumed was the principal’s office. Tina leaned in close. “What is her problem?” she whispered. I shook my head. “I don’t know. I don’t even know how we offended her.” Tina scowled. “How did she even know about us? She called us charity cases just because we’re on scholarship.” I sighed. “It means we were the only two students whose school IDs weren’t sent home. They probably separated us from the others just because we didn’t pay full tuition.” “This is insane,” Tina muttered, crossing her arms. “I still paid half the tuition. It’s not like I’m here for free!” I let out a humorless chuckle. “Well you’re still better off than me. I’m on scholarship. Maybe she has a problem with me and not you.” At that moment, the woman returned, tossing our ID cards onto the desk like they were pieces of trash. “Here,” she said flatly. “Your class number and block are written on them. Now leave.” Tina and I quickly grabbed our IDs and walked out. The moment we were outside, Tina groaned. “That woman is just bad energy.” I sighed. “I’m just glad we got our IDs.” But as I looked down at mine, my relief turned to frustration. Unlike my cousins’ IDs, mine had the word "Scholarship" printed in bold red letters at the bottom. Was that really necessary? They just had to make sure everyone knew we weren’t like the others. “Oh, I’m in SS1-D, Social Sciences block,” Tina said, reading her information. I checked my own. My eyes widened. “I’m in the same class!” Tina beamed. “Yesss! I already have a friend on my first day!” I couldn’t help but smile. “It seems like it.” Truthfully, I had been mentally preparing to be alone in this school. But now? Maybe God had other plans. Tina grabbed my arm. “Let’s go! I think our block is two buildings down.” As we walked, we suddenly heard the faint sound of crying. I stopped. “Did you hear that?” Tina hesitated. “Yeah, but… let’s just go to class.” I frowned. “It sounds like someone’s getting beaten up. And since everyone’s supposed to be in class, that’s not normal.” Tina grabbed my wrist. “Carolyn, don’t get involved. These rich kids? They handle things their own way. Let’s mind our business.” But the cries grew louder. I clenched my fists. “I have to see what’s going on.” “Carolyn, don’t!” Tina hissed, but I was already moving. Reluctantly, she followed behind me. As we turned a corner, we stumbled upon a horrifying scene. J.J. and Julius stood there, watching as three boys mercilessly beat up another student. The victim was on the ground, his face bloody and swollen. J.J. smirked. “Did you really think I’d forget what you did at my parents’ party last week?” The injured boy gasped for breath. “I—I’m sorry… please, forgive me…” Julius sneered. “Now you want to apologize? You embarrassed J.J. in front of his parents.” J.J. took a step forward. “You had the nerve to win the math competition after I told everyone to let me win.” The boy coughed, struggling to speak. “I—I didn’t get the message…” I felt sick. They were beating him up over a math competition? J.J. scoffed. “Well, you still need to be taught a lesson.” He gestured to his friends. “Continue.” The moment they stepped forward, I rushed in, standing between them and the boy. “That’s enough,” I said, my voice steady. “He’s bleeding. Let him go.” Tina groaned behind me. “Carolyn, please, let’s go!” Julius turned red with anger. “What are you doing here? Leave. Now.” J.J. tilted his head, studying me. “Who are you?” “She’s my cousin,” Julius snapped. “From the slums. She got in on a scholarship.” J.J.’s gaze darkened. “A scholarship girl?” He stepped closer to me, his eyes locking onto mine. My heart pounded so hard I thought it might explode. “I saw you earlier,” he said slowly. “Your eyes are hard to forget.” His voice was smooth, almost amused. I forced myself to stay firm. “Please let him go. He’s had enough.” J.J. smirked. “I’ll let him go… if you give me a kiss.” Before I could react, he grabbed my chin and pressed his lips against mine. I froze. Then, fury exploded inside me. My fury was not just based off the fact that he kissed me without my consent but based on the mere fact that I liked it, it confirmed to me that although I only met this horrible human being for thstoreroomme today, I already liked him and it made me very angry at myself. Why would I like someone who is bullying an helpless person for a silly reason. I shoved him away and slapped him. The moment my palm met his cheek, the world went silent. Julius gasped in horror. “Carolyn, do you even know who you just offended?!” My cousin looked more scared than angry, what was he afraid of? Was he afraid of what J.J might do to me? Tina dropped to her knees. “I’m so sorry! Please forgive her!” J.J. didn’t say anything at first. He touched his cheek, then let out a low, dangerous laugh. “No one has ever laid a hand on me before,” he said, his tone disturbingly calm. He looked past me at the boy on the ground. “You’re off the hook.” Then, his gaze snapped back to me. “Congratulations. You’ve just taken his place.” A chill ran down my spine. Julius panicked. “J.J., she didn’t know—” J.J. cut him off. “If you defend her, I’ll tell my father to stop doing business with yours.” Julius immediately backed down. “No, please. I—I’m sorry.” J.J. smirked at me. “Good luck, Scholarship Girl.” With that, he turned and walked away, his entourage following behind. I rushed to the injured student. “Are you okay?” He winced. “You should have stayed out of it.” Tina sighed. “I told her to stay out of it.” “What’s your name?” I asked. “Femi.” I forced a smile. “Well, Femi, it’s too late now to say that, don’t you think?” His expression darkened. “You don’t understand. J.J. is going to come at you with everything he’s got.” My stomach dropped. “You just made yourself the enemy of the whole school.”J.J’s POVI could still feel the sting of her slap on my cheek.No one—no one—had ever dared to lay a hand on me before.The nerve of that girl.I clenched my jaw, my fingers drumming against the smoker’s table in the private lounge—a room only I, Julius, and George were allowed to use. It was one of the perks of being untouchable in this school.The lounge had a plush couch, a stocked fridge, a sound system, and a smoker’s table where we sat when we wanted to escape the noise of the school.Julius sat across from me, quiet, his arms crossed. He hadn’t said much about his cousin since we entered the room, but I could feel his concern like a weight in the air.It was funny.Julius had acted like he hated Carolyn before, but now? Now he was worried about what I might do to her.And he should be.Because I wasn’t going to let this go.She had challenged me in front of people. Embarrassed me.She needed to learn who owned this school.“Are we not going to class?” Julius finally asked, his
Carolyn’s POVI should have expected this.The moment I stepped into the school hallway, I could feel the stares. The whispers. The judgmental looks.Something had changed.Tina, walking beside me, froze mid-step as she pulled out her phone. Her face turned pale.“Carolyn…” she whispered.I frowned. “What is it?”She hesitated before turning her phone toward me.My heart dropped.On the school’s WhatsApp group chat, a single message from J.J. sat at the top, pinned for everyone to see:> “We hate Carolyn, the scholarship girl.”Below it, hundreds of messages had flooded in overnight.SS2 Cynthia: LMAO, she really thought she belonged here?SS1 Malik: J.J. says we hate her, so we hate her.SS3 Sandra: Maybe if she begs, we’ll let her stay.SS2 Tayo: Who does she think she is?SS1 Emmanuel: Scholarship kids shouldn’t even be in Covent High.SS3 Raymond: She slapped J.J.? She must be crazy.My breath hitched as I scrolled through the comments. It wasn’t just a few students—the entire sch
Carolyn’s POVI had never felt this alone before.Even in the slums, where people whispered about my strange blue eyes and light skin, I had never been treated like this.Like I was a disease.Like I was nothing.The classroom felt smaller, suffocating. Every pair of eyes was on me, waiting for me to snap, to cry, to break.But I wouldn’t.I couldn’t.Tina sat beside me, gripping her pen so tightly that her knuckles were white. She was angry. Probably angrier than I was.But she wasn’t the target.I was.Another paper ball hit my shoulder. I ignored it.Laughter.I heard someone whisper, “She thinks she’s better than us just because she’s smart.”Another voice. “No, she thinks she’s special because she has blue eyes. Maybe she’s wearing contact lenses.”I bit my lip so hard I tasted blood.They were waiting for me to react.I wouldn’t give them what they wanted.Instead, I picked up my pen and continued writing down my notes.---J.J.’s POVShe was stronger than I thought.I had expec
Carolyn’s POV I should have felt victorious. I should have been proud that I didn’t let Emma humiliate me without fighting back. But as I stood there in the middle of the silent cafeteria, with strawberry milkshake drying on my skin and icy water dripping from my fingers, I realized something. I hadn’t won. I had challenged J.J. And that was dangerous. He leaned back in his chair, arms crossed, his cat-like eyes** studying me with something I couldn’t quite place. Not anger. Not irritation. Something worse. Amusement. He was entertained. And that made my stomach turn. Because J.J. didn’t get entertained by things he planned to ignore. Emma stood beside me, her entire body shaking with rage. “You little—” She lunged toward me, but before she could grab me, someone grabbed her wrist. I turned, shocked. Julius.His grip was tight, his expression unreadable. Emma yanked her arm back, eyes flashing. “Julius, what the hell? You’re just going to let her ge
Carolyn's POVI moved through the school gates quickly, keeping my head low.I had fought back.I had humiliated Emma in front of everyone.And now, I was about to pay for it.The weight of my actions pressed heavily on my chest as I walked home. My body was tense, my heart pounding with each step. I had always known that standing up for myself would come with consequences, but I hadn’t expected them to come so soon—or to feel so terrifying.Emma won’t let this go. J.J. won’t let this go.A cold shiver ran down my spine.By the time I reached my aunt’s house, I felt exhausted.The massive two-story mansion stood tall behind the gated compound. The place was beautiful, expensive, perfect—everything I wasn’t.I sighed and rang the gate bell. The security guards recognized me and let me in without question, but the moment I stepped onto the porch and pressed the doorbell, I knew something was wrong.No one answered.I frowned and pressed it again.Nothing.Then, a voice—Emma’s voice—rang
J.J.’s POVHumiliating Carolyn felt exhilarating, like a rush of power surging through me. Watching her kneel in front of the house, seeing the defeat in her blue eyes—it was intoxicating. I had never felt such satisfaction before. The moment she looked up at me, her pride crumbling, I knew I wanted more. I wanted to break her. She dared to fight back against me, and now, she was about to learn exactly what happens when someone crosses J.J.As I walked towards the living room, adjusting the cuffs of my shirt, I nearly bumped into Emma. She was standing in the hallway, arms crossed, her sharp brown eyes narrowing at me.“Were you coming from the storeroom?” she asked, tilting her head.I kept my expression neutral. “Yeah. I was going to wash my clothes with your family's machine, but I figured I’d just have the maids do it when I get home.”Emma’s gaze lingered on me for a moment as if trying to read between the lines. Then, she suddenly stepped closer, placing a hand on my chest.“Wha
Carolyn’s POVAfter reading the message from the school’s official WhatsApp group, I dragged myself to my room. The house was eerily quiet, and I knew there would be no dinner for me since my aunt wasn’t around. That was nothing new. Hunger had become a familiar companion, one I had long learned to ignore.I sighed, kicking off my shoes as I pulled open my wardrobe. My hand automatically reached for my pink pajamas—the one with delicate roses designed on them. It was one of the few things that still brought me comfort, a small piece of normalcy in a world that often felt like it was closing in on me.As I changed, my mind wandered back to what I had witnessed earlier—Emma hugging J.J. tightly. I had literally heard her confess her love for him. I’ve loved you since we were kids…I squeezed my eyes shut, willing the memory away, but it was useless. The image of her arms wrapped around him, her voice so soft and filled with longing, replayed in my head over and over again. But what frus
J.J.'s POVWatching Carolyn drag herself to the podium was pure gold.The hesitancy in her steps, the way her hands trembled as she reached for the microphone, the sheer terror in her wide blue eyes—it was a performance all on its own.I almost laughed right then and there.This was going to be so much better than I imagined.As she hesitated, gripping the mic tightly, the entire assembly waited in anticipation. Some students exchanged amused glances, while others—like Emma—looked downright annoyed that Carolyn was even in the spotlight.And then, she started to sing.The moment her voice came out, the assembly erupted in laughter.It was horrendous.She sounded like a frog choking on its last breath.It wasn’t just bad—it was painful to listen to. Her voice cracked so much that it sounded like someone was actively strangling her.Even the principal’s face twisted in embarrassment.Madam Grace, who had looked skeptical from the start, snatched the microphone away from Carolyn, her exp
J.J’s POVI thought ignoring her would help.I thought maybe if I gave her space, she’d come back. Crawl back. Whisper another apology like before. Offer her silence as some kind of surrender.But she didn’t.She walked past me in the hallway this morning like I didn’t exist.No glance. No hesitation.Just… walked.And I hated it.I hated the way it burned.It was the same fire that came after a challenge, except this time, it wasn’t about pride or power—it was about control I had lost. And the fact that Carolyn, of all people, had taken it from me?Unforgivable.I sat in the lounge for most of the day, jaw clenched, heart pounding with that sick, tight rhythm that came whenever something slipped through my fingers.I couldn’t think straight.After school, I messaged George."Let’s go out. Tonight. I need to blow off steam."He replied almost immediately.You thinking the usual spot?Yes. Bring Julius. I don’t want to think. Just drink.We met up around 6PM. Julius had to sneak out o
Carolyn’s POVThe day dragged on like heavy chains tied to my ankles.Even though I was physically present, my mind was far away—stuck in that cafeteria, reliving the sound of food slapping Tina’s face, the gasps, the laughter, the eyes watching like it was entertainment.Tina didn’t deserve that.The rest of the day blurred past me in a fog of silent fury.I sat in class, eyes forward, but my mind wasn’t on the whiteboard or Mr. Ayoola’s notes. My thoughts kept drifting to Tina—my best friend, the one person who made this entire nightmare bearable.She wasn’t just absent.She was hurt.At home.Sick.The rumor in class was that her mother had called the school to report that Tina was experiencing “high fever and emotional fatigue.” I didn’t need anyone to explain further. I knew what that meant.Tina hadn’t just been embarrassed.She’d been shaken.By J.J.By Emma and her minions.Because of me.I pressed my palm hard against my thigh, trying to ground myself. I hated how powerless I
Carolyn’s POVI didn’t sleep.Not really.All I could see when I closed my eyes was Tina’s face—her stunned silence, the way the food clung to her braids, the way her mouth opened in confusion and pain as everyone laughed.And J.J.Standing there.Watching.Doing nothing to stop it.Because he had ordered it.Because I had refused to serve him.I kept tossing in bed, twisting the bedsheet in my hands like it was the only thing keeping me grounded. I was furious. Not just at J.J—but at myself. For trusting him. For liking being around him. For confusing cruelty with something else. Something softer.Something I hoped was real.But what he did to Tina?That was a line.And he crossed it.The next morning, I didn’t wait for him to come to me. I wasn’t going to be the girl who stayed silent anymore.I stood at his usual parking spot, arms crossed, eyes fixed on the gate as the morning sun climbed over the buildings. I didn’t care if people stared. Let them. Let them whisper about the scho
J.J’s POV The cafeteria held its breath for a moment.Then it happened.Oge reached Tina’s table first. Carolyn looked up from her tray, confused. She probably thought they were just walking past. They weren’t.With no warning, Oge raised her tray and smashed it onto Tina’s head—right in front of half the cafeteria.Jollof rice, fried plantain, stew—everything exploded across Tina’s braids and blouse.Gasps filled the air.Tina froze for a second, the food dripping down her face like some horror movie scene. She looked like she didn’t even know what had happened. And Carolyn? She shot up like lightning. “What the hell is wrong with you?!” she screamed, grabbing napkins, trying to help Tina wipe her eyes. Bola stepped in next. Her tray hit the table, splashing juice everywhere, narrowly missing Carolyn’s skirt. Emma clapped slowly, theatrically. “Well, well, well… looks like your friend’s lunch got an upgrade.” My heart thumped once. Carolyn’s eyes shot toward the back of the
J.J’s POVMonday morning came too quickly.The same white walls, the same polished floors, the same students pretending to care about grades while scheming behind their designer backpacks. The school looked the same, but something had changed.Me.Or maybe not.Maybe I was just realizing that Carolyn Okoli—yes, Carolyn, the charity-case girl with the odd blue eyes—was still stuck in my head long after that final debate round ended.It made no sense.She defied me, embarrassed me, won... and then ignored me like I was irrelevant. She hadn’t even looked at me since we got off the plane from Lagos. And for someone who used to practically shake in my presence, that silence was louder than anything she could’ve said.I hated how much that bothered me.I hated that I noticed her absence in the lounge this morning.George did too. He looked at me over the rim of his smoothie, one brow raised.“She’s not coming today?” he asked casually.“Why wouldn't she?” I snapped.George gave me a look. “
Carolyn’s POVI don’t know how long I sat there.At some point, George passed by. He slowed when he saw me, then thought better of it and kept walking. Maybe he knew. Maybe J.J. had told him what happened. Or maybe George had seen the way J.J. looked at me lately like he wasn’t sure if he wanted to ruin me or rescue me.Not that it mattered.I needed silence.And the stairwell gave me that.There, in the echo of my breathing and the hum of the building, I allowed myself to feel it all. The shame. The confusion. The self-disgust. The subtle flicker of pain that came from knowing that despite everything—despite the cruelty, the games, the manipulation—a piece of me still wanted J.J. to see me.And not just see me—but understand me. Respect me.But maybe that was my problem. Hoping for empathy from someone who had made it his life’s mission to keep people beneath him.I stood up slowly and walked to the nearby mirror in the hallway. My reflection stared back—messy braids, faded lip balm,
Carolyn’s POV We were leaving Lagos in a few hours, but I had already packed. I didn’t have many things, and truth be told, I wanted to be done with this place. The hotel, the debate venue, the heavy applause I never asked for, the quiet side-eyes from students who didn’t believe I deserved the win—it all clung to my skin like smoke from a fire I didn’t set. I stood by the window in the lobby, watching the morning traffic move like a slow dance of chaos. Cars honked, vendors shouted, and buses groaned as they swerved in and out of lines. It reminded me of home—chaotic but familiar, safe in a weird way. My hand rubbed my arm absently, still feeling the bruise from where I slammed into the locked hotel room door yesterday. I could still see the cleaner’s shocked face as she opened the door, and I could see the dust floating in the light behind her. I’d smiled then, politely, hiding the mess inside me. I hadn’t said anything to the teachers. No one. Because what was the point? I knew
J.J’s POVThe crowd was still cheering. The trophy gleamed on the stage like it had been waiting its whole life to land in Carolyn’s hands.Ours.But let’s not kid ourselves—it was hers. She was the one who gave the closing argument, the one who turned the judges around, the one who brought the crowd to its feet. I should have been proud. I should have stood beside her and lifted the damn thing with her. But instead I sat there, still in my chair, jaw clenched, heart thudding with something far uglier than pride.Jealousy.God, it was eating me alive.She walked off the stage with her usual cautious grace, like she still didn’t quite believe the world had given her a win. Her eyes scanned the crowd as if unsure whether she deserved the applause. And when they landed on me—when she saw me still seated, arms crossed, not smiling—I saw it.Doubt. Hurt. Confusion.I looked away.She deserved better than that look from me.But that didn’t stop me from feeling it.The entire school team gat
Carolyn’s POVI took my seat between J.J. and George.The air around us was ice.George muttered a low “Glad you made it,” without looking at me. I wasn’t sure if it was genuine or just for show. But J.J. didn’t say anything at all. He just leaned back in his chair, eyes on the panel of judges as they prepared their notes.I could feel his tension. Not the kind that came from nerves before a big competition—no, this was different. This was frustration. Spite. Bruised ego.And yet, I was too exhausted to let his silence shake me.Instead, I focused on the stage, where the final round was about to begin. Our school, Convent High, was facing two of the most competitive debate teams from Lagos and Port Harcourt. Both schools were infamous for grooming debate champions. Some of the best speakers in the country were sitting just meters away, sharpening their minds like blades.And here I was.A girl who had almost been locked away and forgotten.Our principal sat near the judges, smiling ne