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Rewriting Fate I’ll Never Love You Again
Rewriting Fate I’ll Never Love You Again
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Penulis: KarenW
Isadora’s POV

Cassian was sprawled across my bed like a fallen angel, half-conscious, his shirt rumpled and fingers reaching out to me with a drunken slur of my name.

“Isadora?” he murmured, eyes barely open. “Why are you standing so far away?”

The sound of his voice—so familiar, so heartbreakingly intimate—made my chest tighten.

I froze.

This was it. The moment everything went wrong in my past life.

Cassian smiled, slow and lazy, as he tugged at the buttons of his shirt. “Come on, Isadora.”

He looked like sin and temptation and everything I used to want.

But I knew better now. I didn’t move closer. I took a step back instead.

In my past life, Damian—my brother—had handed me that glass of whiskey tonight with a knowing smile. He knew I had a crush on Cassian, his dangerous, untouchable mafia friend.

He’d poured Cassian a drink. Said it was to loosen him up.

“If he doesn’t love you,” Damian had whispered, “What’s the harm in a one-night stand?”

Back then, I’d been naïve. I’d believed Cassian and I were the perfect match.

He was the ruthless king of the mafia world. I was the daughter of Manhattan’s most powerful casino mogul.

Together, we could’ve ruled New York.

So I went along with my brother’s plan, got myself overwhelmed by the fantasy that Cassian actually wanted me. I’d let him—when he kissed me, when his hands slid under my clothes.

One night. That’s all it took. One night led to a pregnancy. And then a rushed proposal from the ever-honorable Cassian.

I thought love would grow from responsibility. That he’d come to love me the way I loved him.

But Cassian left the day I gave birth. Vanished for five long years.

When he finally returned, he wasn’t alone. He brought Alessia—his first love, his forever, the one he’d abandoned us for.

She hated me. Hated our son, Leo.

She gave him a choice: her, or us. But before he could choose, she disappeared.

And Cassian stayed. I thought he chose us, chose to be with our son. So we played the house, perfectly.

Until Leo’s sixth birthday. We were on the highway, headed to dinner. The brakes gave out. The car spun. Smoke. Screams.

Cassian got out. And he locked the door behind him.

That was when I realized he had never forgiven me for Alessia’s disappearance. He never loved me. Not truly.

Back in this moment. Given a second chance by whatever cruel god watched my life unravel.

And this time, I wasn’t going to waste it.

I was going to give Cassian exactly what he wanted—Alessia.

I found his phone and scrolled through until I saw her name. I hit dial. “Alessia? Cassian’s passed out in my room. He’s wasted. You should come get him.”

Cassian stirred on the bed, murmuring something I couldn’t quite hear.

Fifteen minutes later, Alessia swept into my bedroom like a storm in heels—eyes narrowed, face pale with suspicion.

“Everyone knows you’ve been mooning over Cassian for years,” she snapped, arms crossed like a challenge. “He’s in your bed. Alone. On your birthday. And instead of seducing him, you called me? What are you playing at, Isadora? Are you really that virtuous… or just plotting something?”

I didn’t have the patience for her theatrics.

“There’s no time for your paranoia,” I said flatly. “Cassian’s drunk and unconscious. Get him out of my room. I don’t care if you drag him home or toss him in a cab. But I’m sure you wouldn’t want him waking up in another woman’s bed, would you?”

Alessia shot me a razor-sharp glance but didn’t argue. She walked over and looped Cassian’s arm over her shoulder, struggling under his weight. They made it to the hallway before he collapsed like a felled tree.

“He’s too drunk,” she huffed. “We’ll stay in the guest room.”

“Down the hall, to the left,” I muttered. “Knock yourselves out.”

As long as it’s Alessia, I told myself. Then everything will go differently this time.

“Help me get him up,” Alessia barked. “I can’t carry him alone.”

“Of course,” I said quietly and moved to help.

Cassian barely stayed upright between us.

When we finally got him onto the guest bed, Cassian landed face-down with a soft groan. His suit was still immaculate. Not a hair out of place.

“You didn’t even try to kiss him, did you?” Alessia arched a brow as she straightened her blouse. “Didn’t even sneak a taste?”

I swallowed hard. “He’s all yours now.”

I left before she could say anything else.

Moments later, the muffled sound of kissing floated down the hallway. Then moaning. Laughter. The telltale rustle of sheets.

I froze. I told myself I didn’t care anymore. But the sounds still stabbed at something inside me.

Needles. Tiny, invisible ones pricking right through my resolve.

I ran.

I didn’t look back.

Enjoy your night with her, Cassian, I thought.

I gave her back to you. Just like you always wanted.

I had underestimated the effects of a whiskey.

By the time I hit the street, my head spun and my stomach twisted in knots.

Then it came the heels wobbling and the vision blurring. I stopped at the corner, clutching a street sign for balance.

The neighborhood was unfamiliar—gritty and shadowed. The only building with lights on was a strip club flashing RUBY in red neon.

Classy.

I checked my pockets. No phone. Just some cash. No Damian to call for a rescue. Brilliant.

Between the sleazy alley and the strip club, I picked the lesser evil.

Inside, Ruby was dark, smoky, and pulsing with bass. The music vibrated through my ribs. I made my way to the bar, weaving through bodies and stray glitter.

“Water?” I asked the bartender, blinking up at him. “Or something not alcoholic?”

He gave me a slow, amused grin. “You’re in the wrong place for that, pretty. But hang tight—I’ll check the back.”

I nodded, gripping the counter to keep from tipping over.

Trying to find a seat, I stumbled near a booth—and tripped. Landed straight onto someone’s lap. A very expensive, very male lap.

He looked too clean-cut to belong here. Buttoned shirt, dark jacket, sharp jawline. And god help me, he was gorgeous.

“I—sorry,” I mumbled, half-dazed. “You work here?”

“Yes,” He adjusted slightly, his pants cool against my bare legs. “Are you alone? Need me to call someone for you?”

“No,” I said quickly—and then, without thinking, I pressed my fingers over his mouth. “Today’s my birthday. I don’t want to go home yet…”

His eyes lifted to mine—dark, unreadable, and devastatingly intense. Then, with a surprising gentleness, he peeled my hand away from his lips.

“Have you been drinking all night, Isadora?” he asked, voice low, almost intimate.

“You know me?” I blinked, trying to sit up straighter and get a better look at him. The room tilted, and my lips—without warning—crashed into his.
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    Isadora’s POVHis body went rigid. So did mine.But his lips were soft. Shockingly soft. And for a second, neither of us moved.And then… I didn’t want to move.Cassian is probably screwing Alessia right now, I reminded myself. So why couldn’t I have a little fun of my own?My arms slid around the stranger’s neck as if they belonged there. His hesitation dissolved like smoke, and then he was kissing me back—fierce, hungry, like he wanted to devour every last piece of me.I didn’t even realize he’d lifted me until I felt my legs swinging in the air. His lips never left mine as he carried me out—toward his car, I assumed. His breath brushed against my ear, deep and dangerous.“Don’t regret this tomorrow, Isadora,” he murmured. “You chose to mess with me this time.”Even through the liquor haze, I knew we were headed for something intense. Something I couldn’t undo.That night was a blur of heat and tangled sheets.He was built like sin—hard muscle, commanding hands, a mouth that ruined m

  • Rewriting Fate I’ll Never Love You Again   3

    Isadora’s POVI stayed in bed all day.No one disturbed me, thank god. They probably assumed I was nursing a hangover—or pretending to.By dinner, there was a knock.“Hey, Izzy,” Damian said gently through the door. “You okay? You’ve skipped every meal today.”“I’m fine,” I lied under the covers, voice muffled.“Come on. Just join us for dinner.”Of course, he didn’t come alone.Alessia chimed in next. “Isadora! Come eat with us!”And then—because fate hated me—my mother joined the chorus too. I was officially outnumbered.So I dragged myself to the table, sat down, and hoped no one would speak to me.Cassian sat beside Alessia, dutifully cutting her steak like she was some helpless debutante.“Cassian,” Alessia cooed, “I can cut my own food. I’m not a child.”She said it like a joke.Cassian’s gaze snapped to mine—sharp, burning. “You’re my girlfriend. Who else would I be taking care of?”I focused on my steak like it was the most fascinating thing I’d ever seen. But their performance

  • Rewriting Fate I’ll Never Love You Again   4

    Isadora’s POVThe day Cassian proposed to Alessia, I slipped and fractured my ankle.Alessia didn’t miss her chance. She burst into my hospital room like a runway model, flashing her engagement ring like it had magical powers.“Oh my god, Isadora,” she gasped when she saw the cast on my leg. “That looks awful. Is it serious? Will you… fully recover?”“It’s just a fracture,” I muttered. “Not a tragedy.”She blinked back a few crocodile tears. “Is it because of us? Did our engagement upset you that much? I—I feel so guilty…” Then, right on cue: “Wait, I’ve got a call.”She flounced out, leaving her perfume and poison in the air.Cassian walked in a moment later, face sour like he’d swallowed a lemon. “You just had to find a way to steal the spotlight, didn’t you? On our engagement day.”“No. I slipped. That’s all,” I said calmly. “I’ve already told you—I don’t like you anymore. I didn’t then. I don’t now.”But Cassian wasn’t buying it. His jaw twitched. His eyes narrowed.“Izzy,” Cassian

  • Rewriting Fate I’ll Never Love You Again   5

    Isadora’s POVHe grabbed my wrist, spun me around—And pushed me until my back hit the wall.The sound cracked through the hallway like a gunshot.“I told you to quit playing games,” he growled, eyes wild. “What the hell were you thinking, cutting up Alessia’s clothes? Is that your way of threatening her? Are you planning to kill her just to have me?”I reeled—by Cassian’s sheer audacity. He actually believed I’d do that? That I was still so obsessed with him, so desperate to get his attention?Cassian stood there like a man unraveling, fury dancing behind his eyes.‘Cutting up Alessia’s clothes?’I stared at him, stunned. What the hell was he talking about?Before I could respond, my phone buzzed. I glanced at the screen—Kai.Cassian snatched it out of my hand before I could blink.“This your so-called boyfriend?” he snapped, waving the phone like it was Exhibit A. “You already have a man, and yet you're still obsessed with sabotaging my relationship? What is it, Isadora—are you that d

  • Rewriting Fate I’ll Never Love You Again   6

    Isadora’s POV“A lesson?” Damian barked. “Let me be crystal clear—this is my house, and she’s my sister. I don’t care if you’re my best friend or the goddamn mafia prince of the East Coast. You do not get to lay a finger on her. Ever.”He turned to me, eyes wide with concern. “Izzy—did he hurt you? Why are you shaking?”I didn’t answer. Just shook my head and looked to Kai.Cassian was still standing there, as if he’d done nothing wrong.Damian took a step forward, his fists clenched. “I trusted you, Cassian. I even wanted you to end up with her. But you chose that plastic doll Alessia instead. Fine. My sister moved on. She found someone who treats her better than you ever could. So what the hell is your excuse for still coming after her like this?”Kai stepped in, placing a firm hand on my back as he pulled me gently into his arms.“I don’t know what kind of twisted complex you’ve developed,” Kai said calmly, “but I won’t let you touch her. You should leave. Before I forget how much o

  • Rewriting Fate I’ll Never Love You Again   7

    Cassian’s POVI don’t know what the hell’s gotten into me.I should’ve had my eyes locked on Alessia. On the woman I’d claimed to love, on the future I said I wanted.But no matter how hard I tried, my gaze kept drifting. To her. To Isadora.Yes, I’d been reborn. Given a second chance.And in my first life, I’d married Isadora—not out of love, but obligation. A one-night stand that spiraled into a lifetime I never asked for. She got pregnant. I married her. I resented every second of it.So I ran.I left her the day she gave birth to our son, Leo, and fled straight into Alessia’s arms.And for a while, I thought I was finally free. But when Alessia disappeared on our flight home, it felt like my world caved in. And the more I looked at Isadora and Leo—the life I didn’t want—the more I hated them for it.Hated them for existing.A year after Alessia vanished, I staged a car crash. When the vehicle slammed into the highway divider, I made a choice. I locked Isadora and Leo inside and wal

  • Rewriting Fate I’ll Never Love You Again   8

    Isadora’s POVToday marked three months since Kai and I started dating—and he insisted we celebrate.“Every little anniversary matters,” he told me with that charming smile. “Whether it’s our first meeting, our one-month, or a full year—they’re all part of our story.”So we dressed up, dined beneath fairy lights, shared dessert, and he drove me home like the perfect gentleman he always was.Halfway there, we bumped into my brother, Damian. He gave me a quick once-over and turned to Kai. “You can stay the night, if you want.”But Kai shook his head, voice smooth and respectful. “Not yet. I’ll wait until I propose to Isadora and formally introduce myself to your parents. That’s what a gentleman would do.”Sometimes I forgot that Kai Drenner was a mafia lead. He carried himself with old-world grace, his manners refined, his boundaries crystal clear. Never once had he pressured me to stay over or disrespected my family—not even with a look.Instead, he spoiled me.Not with extravagance—tho

  • Rewriting Fate I’ll Never Love You Again   9

    Isadora’s POVI froze.“In my past life, you didn’t just marry me. You tricked your way into my bed. Pretended to be innocent. And ended up pregnant—with my son. Leo.”My blood turned to ice.Cassian had been reborn too.My voice caught in my throat. “You…?”He didn’t answer. Just stared at me, like the memory still burned behind his eyes.So that was it. Maybe we both died. Or maybe my second chance had somehow dragged him back with me. I didn’t know.But what I did know?This time, he didn’t get to win.I shook out of his grip and stepped back.“If you really remember everything, then you should remember this too,” I said coldly. “You left me. You left me and your son to burn in that car. You chose Alessia. Again and again and again. And guess what? That’s who you really loved. So go. Run to her. Do it right this time, if you even know how.”He didn’t move. Didn’t blink.“And Leo?” My voice cracked, but I didn’t stop. “Thanks to your kind, noble heart, Leo will never exist again. You

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    Isadora’s POVI froze.“In my past life, you didn’t just marry me. You tricked your way into my bed. Pretended to be innocent. And ended up pregnant—with my son. Leo.”My blood turned to ice.Cassian had been reborn too.My voice caught in my throat. “You…?”He didn’t answer. Just stared at me, like the memory still burned behind his eyes.So that was it. Maybe we both died. Or maybe my second chance had somehow dragged him back with me. I didn’t know.But what I did know?This time, he didn’t get to win.I shook out of his grip and stepped back.“If you really remember everything, then you should remember this too,” I said coldly. “You left me. You left me and your son to burn in that car. You chose Alessia. Again and again and again. And guess what? That’s who you really loved. So go. Run to her. Do it right this time, if you even know how.”He didn’t move. Didn’t blink.“And Leo?” My voice cracked, but I didn’t stop. “Thanks to your kind, noble heart, Leo will never exist again. You

  • Rewriting Fate I’ll Never Love You Again   8

    Isadora’s POVToday marked three months since Kai and I started dating—and he insisted we celebrate.“Every little anniversary matters,” he told me with that charming smile. “Whether it’s our first meeting, our one-month, or a full year—they’re all part of our story.”So we dressed up, dined beneath fairy lights, shared dessert, and he drove me home like the perfect gentleman he always was.Halfway there, we bumped into my brother, Damian. He gave me a quick once-over and turned to Kai. “You can stay the night, if you want.”But Kai shook his head, voice smooth and respectful. “Not yet. I’ll wait until I propose to Isadora and formally introduce myself to your parents. That’s what a gentleman would do.”Sometimes I forgot that Kai Drenner was a mafia lead. He carried himself with old-world grace, his manners refined, his boundaries crystal clear. Never once had he pressured me to stay over or disrespected my family—not even with a look.Instead, he spoiled me.Not with extravagance—tho

  • Rewriting Fate I’ll Never Love You Again   7

    Cassian’s POVI don’t know what the hell’s gotten into me.I should’ve had my eyes locked on Alessia. On the woman I’d claimed to love, on the future I said I wanted.But no matter how hard I tried, my gaze kept drifting. To her. To Isadora.Yes, I’d been reborn. Given a second chance.And in my first life, I’d married Isadora—not out of love, but obligation. A one-night stand that spiraled into a lifetime I never asked for. She got pregnant. I married her. I resented every second of it.So I ran.I left her the day she gave birth to our son, Leo, and fled straight into Alessia’s arms.And for a while, I thought I was finally free. But when Alessia disappeared on our flight home, it felt like my world caved in. And the more I looked at Isadora and Leo—the life I didn’t want—the more I hated them for it.Hated them for existing.A year after Alessia vanished, I staged a car crash. When the vehicle slammed into the highway divider, I made a choice. I locked Isadora and Leo inside and wal

  • Rewriting Fate I’ll Never Love You Again   6

    Isadora’s POV“A lesson?” Damian barked. “Let me be crystal clear—this is my house, and she’s my sister. I don’t care if you’re my best friend or the goddamn mafia prince of the East Coast. You do not get to lay a finger on her. Ever.”He turned to me, eyes wide with concern. “Izzy—did he hurt you? Why are you shaking?”I didn’t answer. Just shook my head and looked to Kai.Cassian was still standing there, as if he’d done nothing wrong.Damian took a step forward, his fists clenched. “I trusted you, Cassian. I even wanted you to end up with her. But you chose that plastic doll Alessia instead. Fine. My sister moved on. She found someone who treats her better than you ever could. So what the hell is your excuse for still coming after her like this?”Kai stepped in, placing a firm hand on my back as he pulled me gently into his arms.“I don’t know what kind of twisted complex you’ve developed,” Kai said calmly, “but I won’t let you touch her. You should leave. Before I forget how much o

  • Rewriting Fate I’ll Never Love You Again   5

    Isadora’s POVHe grabbed my wrist, spun me around—And pushed me until my back hit the wall.The sound cracked through the hallway like a gunshot.“I told you to quit playing games,” he growled, eyes wild. “What the hell were you thinking, cutting up Alessia’s clothes? Is that your way of threatening her? Are you planning to kill her just to have me?”I reeled—by Cassian’s sheer audacity. He actually believed I’d do that? That I was still so obsessed with him, so desperate to get his attention?Cassian stood there like a man unraveling, fury dancing behind his eyes.‘Cutting up Alessia’s clothes?’I stared at him, stunned. What the hell was he talking about?Before I could respond, my phone buzzed. I glanced at the screen—Kai.Cassian snatched it out of my hand before I could blink.“This your so-called boyfriend?” he snapped, waving the phone like it was Exhibit A. “You already have a man, and yet you're still obsessed with sabotaging my relationship? What is it, Isadora—are you that d

  • Rewriting Fate I’ll Never Love You Again   4

    Isadora’s POVThe day Cassian proposed to Alessia, I slipped and fractured my ankle.Alessia didn’t miss her chance. She burst into my hospital room like a runway model, flashing her engagement ring like it had magical powers.“Oh my god, Isadora,” she gasped when she saw the cast on my leg. “That looks awful. Is it serious? Will you… fully recover?”“It’s just a fracture,” I muttered. “Not a tragedy.”She blinked back a few crocodile tears. “Is it because of us? Did our engagement upset you that much? I—I feel so guilty…” Then, right on cue: “Wait, I’ve got a call.”She flounced out, leaving her perfume and poison in the air.Cassian walked in a moment later, face sour like he’d swallowed a lemon. “You just had to find a way to steal the spotlight, didn’t you? On our engagement day.”“No. I slipped. That’s all,” I said calmly. “I’ve already told you—I don’t like you anymore. I didn’t then. I don’t now.”But Cassian wasn’t buying it. His jaw twitched. His eyes narrowed.“Izzy,” Cassian

  • Rewriting Fate I’ll Never Love You Again   3

    Isadora’s POVI stayed in bed all day.No one disturbed me, thank god. They probably assumed I was nursing a hangover—or pretending to.By dinner, there was a knock.“Hey, Izzy,” Damian said gently through the door. “You okay? You’ve skipped every meal today.”“I’m fine,” I lied under the covers, voice muffled.“Come on. Just join us for dinner.”Of course, he didn’t come alone.Alessia chimed in next. “Isadora! Come eat with us!”And then—because fate hated me—my mother joined the chorus too. I was officially outnumbered.So I dragged myself to the table, sat down, and hoped no one would speak to me.Cassian sat beside Alessia, dutifully cutting her steak like she was some helpless debutante.“Cassian,” Alessia cooed, “I can cut my own food. I’m not a child.”She said it like a joke.Cassian’s gaze snapped to mine—sharp, burning. “You’re my girlfriend. Who else would I be taking care of?”I focused on my steak like it was the most fascinating thing I’d ever seen. But their performance

  • Rewriting Fate I’ll Never Love You Again   2

    Isadora’s POVHis body went rigid. So did mine.But his lips were soft. Shockingly soft. And for a second, neither of us moved.And then… I didn’t want to move.Cassian is probably screwing Alessia right now, I reminded myself. So why couldn’t I have a little fun of my own?My arms slid around the stranger’s neck as if they belonged there. His hesitation dissolved like smoke, and then he was kissing me back—fierce, hungry, like he wanted to devour every last piece of me.I didn’t even realize he’d lifted me until I felt my legs swinging in the air. His lips never left mine as he carried me out—toward his car, I assumed. His breath brushed against my ear, deep and dangerous.“Don’t regret this tomorrow, Isadora,” he murmured. “You chose to mess with me this time.”Even through the liquor haze, I knew we were headed for something intense. Something I couldn’t undo.That night was a blur of heat and tangled sheets.He was built like sin—hard muscle, commanding hands, a mouth that ruined m

  • Rewriting Fate I’ll Never Love You Again   1

    Isadora’s POVCassian was sprawled across my bed like a fallen angel, half-conscious, his shirt rumpled and fingers reaching out to me with a drunken slur of my name.“Isadora?” he murmured, eyes barely open. “Why are you standing so far away?”The sound of his voice—so familiar, so heartbreakingly intimate—made my chest tighten. I froze.This was it. The moment everything went wrong in my past life.Cassian smiled, slow and lazy, as he tugged at the buttons of his shirt. “Come on, Isadora.”He looked like sin and temptation and everything I used to want.But I knew better now. I didn’t move closer. I took a step back instead.In my past life, Damian—my brother—had handed me that glass of whiskey tonight with a knowing smile. He knew I had a crush on Cassian, his dangerous, untouchable mafia friend.He’d poured Cassian a drink. Said it was to loosen him up.“If he doesn’t love you,” Damian had whispered, “What’s the harm in a one-night stand?”Back then, I’d been naïve. I’d believed C

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