JULIET POV (Fifteen years old)
I fold my arms as I lean back into my locker, inwardly cursing the fact that my cheerleading uniform is way too exposing, garnering attention that I absolutely do not want.Connor Johnson is blocking me in with both of his arms, and I squint up at him."Don't you have a girlfriend to bother?" I ask in a bored tone when, in fact, my insides are raging.I want to punch him, kick him in the balls, and maybe take a baseball bat to his head.He smiles that arrogant smile at me that I absolutely despise. "You know you're my favorite toy, Ice."Ice.Short for Ice Queen.In middle school, the delinquents started calling me that. I didn't go out on dates, I didn't talk to boys or bothered hanging out. Apart from school, cheerleading, and Alyssa, I didn't care about anything or anyone else.Ice Queen became Ice in high school, and ever since, every fucking boy in a twenty mile radius has been trying to break me. I've become a challenge now. Even seniors are asking me out.Alyssa says I should maybe date just one guy for two weeks, so the boys could give it a rest. But I have no desire to sit through a date with any of these idiots.Especially not fucking Connor Johnson who has been tormenting me since the start of grade school. He can't seem to take no, I'm not interested, for an answer. It's totally giving off rapist vibes."You know I'd leave her if you gave me a shot." The slimeball licks his lips, and I shiver inwardly.I never react, I never show any emotion. That's something that my mother taught me well.Never show your cards.Even after eight years, I still remember every word she said.Connor is a thorn in my side. But this school is just part of the stepping stones I have to get over to get to where I need to be.I don't know where that is yet. But I am following the Moretti triplets on every social media platform, I'm stalking their every move online."For the millionth time, Johnson, I'm not interested." I manage to duck underneath his arm and free myself from the prison he created.I hear his chuckle as I walk down the corridor."Keep telling yourself that, Juliet!" He shouts after me, but I calmly take myself out of the school building to the football field for practice.As usual, the rest of the student body gives me a wide berth as if I'm the bitch that walks these walls. When, in fact, I just didn't give two shits about anyone here except for Alyssa. Somewhere along the line, a rumor was spread that I was cold, unapproachable, and rude."You're late!" Tory, the cheerleading captain, scoffs at me."I'm sorry." Is my only apology.Tori hates my guts. I'm pretty sure I wouldn't have been on the team if I wasn't the best flyer they have ever seen. She needs me, just like I need this team.I started cheerleading after my mother died.Flying through the air, not knowing if someone is going to catch me, became my escape.My father couldn't give a shit. I think he was just happy that I was out of his hair most of the time. When I asked him if I could join a cheerleading academy, he happily paid the fees.Alyssa waves at me from the bleachers. She tried cheerleading with me, but it wasn't for her. Now she's always doing her homework on the bleachers while I'm in practice.Tori is working on my last nerve in practice, shouting at me when I know I made no mistakes. The reason becomes glaringly obvious when Trent Baker, starting quarterback for the varsity team, jogs past us and throws me a chin lift.For fuck's sake. I'm not even interested in the guy. He doesn't have two decent brain cells in that big head of his.It's not that I'm picky. I'm not.It's just that none of these guys serve any purpose to me. And I'm not about to get entangled with any of them and screw up my chances of destroying the Moretti offspring.Boys are trouble. The kind I don't want."Trent Baker was totally checking you out!" Alyssa whisper-shouts at me when I meet her after practice.I throw a hoodie over my head to keep my muscles warm. "He should ask Tori out. She's been pining over him forever."Alyssa shakes her head in disbelief. "You're the only girl in this entire school who's not tripping over her feet to get a piece of Trent Baker. College scouts are going crazy over him!"This is true. There have been scouts at almost every game to see Trent play, the guy does seem to have a bright future ahead of him. Unfortunately, he's the wrong football player.There's another one I have my eye on.Alonso Moretti.He's had a killer high school career, breaking records and hearts alike.All of my decisions rest on his. I will go wherever he goes. That is why I don't break my head over petty high school drama and dates. I study hard because I need those grades to get into any university. Being great at cheerleading is a bonus. The sport has grown tremendously, any team would be honored to have me.I go to Alyssa's house after practice. There's always food, and I'm always welcome.As usual, her mother drops me off at my apartment after dinner.When I unlock the door, I immediately get a whiff of brandy, the strong smell of alcohol burning my nostrils."Where the hell were you?" My father's voice rumbles from the couch. "School doesn't come out at nine pm last time I checked."The guy is never even here. Why the hell does he care now?"I was at Alyssa's house." I reply calmly and without emotion. It's no use poking the bear when he's clearly drunk and irrational.But it seems that the bear doesn't need much poking because he rises from the couch and approaches me threateningly."You think I don't know a lying whore when I see one?"My slender throat is in his hand before I can do anything, and he squeezes tightly, cutting off my air.I frantically scratch at his hands, so he'll let me go, but it seems that angers him even more."Lie to me again." His spit flies angrily on my face. "And I'll show you exactly how I deal with girls like you."JULIET POV (EIGHTEEN ) I look at the bruises on my neck, my gaze traveling from the dark finger marks to meet my dead blue eyes in the mirror. I've now been choked more times than I care to think about. That seems to be the abuse of my father's choice. He chokes me until I pass out. Sometimes, I stand over his sleeping form, and I want to kill him. I want him to know what it feels like when you have someone's hands wrapped around your throat and have the life squeezed out of you, wondering if this would be the last time you're alive. He calls me whore. Slut. Tramp. Your mother's daughter. For three years, I've been living in agony. I pushed Alyssa away because she would have seen what state I was really in. I've become the true definition of the nickname Ice Queen now. I don't even have a friend anymore. What pisses me off the most is that it wasn't even hard to discard of her. Just a few unanswered calls and texts. Giving her the cold shoulder at school. Before I knew it, s
JULIET POV Today is supposed to be my prom. Of course I'm not going. Not for a lack of trying from Connor Johnson's part. I don't know how the idiot actually has a girlfriend but keeps asking me out. And how stupid is the girlfriend for staying with him while he's actively pursuing another girl. Girls are as stupid as boys. My choice of school is public now, thanks to my chosen university, who sent me a cheerleading uniform and a photographer who made me do various poses so they can publish the images on their social media. My father had his hands around my throat as soon as he found out about that publicity stunt. I'm counting down the days until graduation so I can get the hell out of dodge. My high school cheerleading coach has hooked me up with a summer job in the West Coast at a cheerleading camp for elementary to middle school students. I'm eighteen now, so I don't need the permission of my father to do anything anymore. Freedom is lurking right around the corner. If I
I run without thinking, the trophy still clutched in my hand. I run blindly, not knowing where my legs are carrying me. I should've known when I finally end up in the suburbs, sweat dripping from my face. It's not like I have anywhere else to go unless I go to the police and report what my father has been doing. But then I would have to fill in paperwork, lay a case against him, and all I want to do is just to get the fuck out of here and not look back. This city has shaped me and molded me with grief and sorrow. I want to say goodbye to it once and for all. So I don't have any other choice but to ring the doorbell of the house that has been more of a home to me than my own over the years. The door opens, and Alyssa's younger brother, Blake's eyes widen when he sees it's me standing on the other side. I can't even imagine what I look like right now. "Moooooommmmmm!" He shouts, not taking his eyes off me. In the past, he would've just stepped aside and let me in without saying a
I wake up with a jolt, sweat coating my brow at the familiar feeling that someone is watching me. I've woken up numerous times in the past with this exact feeling, only to find my father standing by the side of my bed and just looking at me. Instead, this time, it's Alyssa standing there in her glittery gown that really doesn't suit her. Then the night comes rushing back to me. Me hitting my father over the head and then running. I hope he's alive. After everything, I hope I didn't kill him. When I think of revenge, death isn't a part of the equation. "So, you're dating Liam Boyle now?" I find my voice after my heart rate returns to normal. Alyssa switches on the bedside lamp and proceeds to get undressed from the glittery red concoction she's wearing. She shrugs as she gets dressed in a nightgown and slides in next to me. "He asked, and I said yes." "You don't just say yes to any boy who asks you out on a date." I tell her the same words I've told her countless times before.
JULIET I like to think that my nickname, Ice Queen, is who I really am, but I'm not. An ice queen wouldn't feel so nervous when entering a new place. I should be unaffected, but the truth is, my heart is pounding in my chest as the cab drives through the university city to get me to my destination. Officially, school hasn't started yet, but the cheerleading team is having a training camp two weeks before the rest of the students pitch up. Usually training camps are brutal, and everyone tries to vie for a spot on the main team, but I've been training the whole summer, so I'm feeling confident. The real reason my heart is pounding has nothing to do with back flips or learning new cheers. It has everything to do with the fact that I might see a Moretti boy. For years, I've been lurking in the shadows on social media, creating fake profiles so I could spy on them and see what they're doing. For years, I've envisioned how I will one day ruin their lives like mine has been
Brianna can sure talk a lot, and I nod and murmur where I think it's appropriate without listening to a word. Instead, my eyes are on the students who are on campus, soaking up the summer sun before fall sets in. My eyes widen when she stops at the football stadium. I've seen it on social media and on TV. but it doesn't do it justice. When I was little, my dad used to take me to football games, but that ended before I could get attached to the idea. High school stadiums have nothing on this. "We're meeting here?" My heart rate skyrockets. Why am I feeling nervous all of a sudden? Isn't this what I wanted? "Yeah!" Brianna grins. "It's tradition to have tryouts for the A-squad on the football field. That's what you're trying out for, to cheer for those guys all over the country. But don't be too nervous. Freshmen hardly ever make it." This girl doesn't know me. I live for challenges where people think I wouldn't be able to do things. One look at me, and everyone thi
JULIET Strong arms catch me before I meet the fate of the football field, and I hear snickers all around me. "Isn't she like the best?" I hear someone's attempt at a whisper. "That was a rookie mistake." "You okay?" Scott asks me, concern written all over his face. I wipe away the hair from my face that somehow escaped the prison of my ponytail. "Yeah, good catch." He grins playfully. "Told ya." My heart is pounding in my ears as I turn my back on Scott again and spot the guys now standing off to the side with their eyes on us. It's undoubtedly Alonso Moretti. Tall, dark hair that is wet and plastered to his forehead. He's dressed in shorts and a T-shirt that stretches over his muscled chest and arms, leaving no doubt that he's seriously hot. And the whispering idiots are giggling now, most likely ogling him and the rest of the guys who are undoubtedly on the football team. Scott counts with a tap on my waist, and this time, I make sure I do the stunt per
ALONSO POV I glance down at my brother's choice of clothing and shake my head. "You do know it's still summer, right?" I only receive his customary bored expression in return, and I chuckle in response. "Remind me why we are going out for breakfast when we have a fucking chef waiting to tend to our every need?" Arc raises a dark eyebrow at me as he buckles himself in my truck. I shrug. "Because I feel like going out." "Didn't you have a brutal practice just this morning?" He runs his hand through his slightly longer hair. You know what the problem is with being part of triplets? The fuckers can see straight through your bullshit. My brothers know my schedule as if it's their own. I also pride myself on extreme discipline and routine, so whenever I do something out of the ordinary, they know immediately. I usually don't hide anything from my brothers, but I can't tell them of my new little interest. Because usually things don't turn out all too well when I have
ALESSI POV Summer's leg bounces nervously as we wait outside the gynecologist to call us. I knew the kid inside her was mine, I've known it in my gut since I found out that she was pregnant. Just like I knew Bailey's son wasn't. I lay my hand on her leg, and it quiets, but not before she gives me a scathing side look. You could say I have taken over her life ever since those blood tests came back. I moved her things over to my apartment without asking her and succeeded in confiscating all her keys and hiding it from her. I also paid the rest of her lease so she doesn't have those expenses anymore. Morettis take care of what is theirs. And maybe she hates me a little right now, but sooner or later, she has to forgive me. Even if it's just for the sake of the baby. That's what my good conscience says. It says I should take care of both Summer and the baby without expecting anything in return, but fuck that. I'm making her mine. She just doesn't know it yet.
AMELIA POV Nana brushes my hair while she's humming a melody under her breath. She's the only one who can get me to eat and take a shower, so the rest of the staff and household haven't been bothering me. "Did you know that you and your mother got this beautiful golden hair from your grandaddy?" Nana smiles wistfully. "He was such a handsome man. Stubborn as all hell, but he looked just like a movie star. All the girls wanted him, and then he picked plain old me." My eyes go to Nana's reflection in the mirror where she's standing behind me. Her hair has gone grey, but she's still a beautiful woman. "You're anything but plain." She pats my cheek lovingly before she resumes the brushing. "Your mother was the true stunner. I knew I was going to have my hands full with that girl the moment I held her in my arms. She had eyes for one boy and one boy only, no matter how many times I told her to explore a little." "My dad?" Nana scoffs. "No." That makes me frown. "I t
ALONSO POV "The NFL has decided to suspend you until after a thorough investigation has been done regarding the pictures." I faintly hear Uncle Kevin's voice over the white noise ringing in my ears, and I take another swig of my father's expensive cognac that I swiped from his alcohol display. I gather he has enough money to replace it. The bottle is abruptly grabbed from my hand. "I'm not going to stand by and watch you kill yourself." My mother takes her own swig from the bottle and then slams it down on the table. "For fuck's sake, Alonso, this is not the end of the world." I shrug nonchalantly. "Might as well be." There's a hole where my heart used to be. My career is literally being flushed down the drain. All the hours I spent in the gym, all the plays I studied, the millions of game tapes I've watched. I've always loved to party, but I always only had two light beers. I could've been fucking it up, but I was so focused on that one dream. Then Juliet came al
AMELIA My stomach clenches in agony, and I screw my eyes shut, not wanting the light streaming from the open curtains to penetrate my soul. If it wasn't for Miss Daisy, those damn curtains would've never been open in the first place. I don't need light. The darkness was just perfect for me. I'm officially a prisoner in my own house. I'm even wondering if it is my house. Did I ever belong here in the first place? I might be an Astor by DNA, but I didn't grow up with them. As much as I love them, and as much as it was none of our fault what happened, the truth remains that when I was molded into a person, it wasn't under their hands. Yet I felt like I belonged when I met them, but I feel even more at home when Alonso holds me down and fucks me ruthlessly. Or when he transforms into a huge teddy bear afterward and snuggles me. Do I believe that Alonso did that to that girl? Yes. I also know that she was probably begging for it, too. I was jealous at first when I
ALESSI POV I failed. I failed to protect my brother. Now, my family is trying to do damage control that may not succeed. Alonso is a fucking mess. Yesterday morning, images were shared on every social media network of some idiot influencer who had bruises and bite marks all over her body after spending the night with Alonso. The bigger problem is that the influencer is now nowhere to be found to tell the damn media that whatever happened between them was consensual, even though the images may look alarming. Apparently, she sent the photos to a friend to brag about her night with the infamous Alonso Moretti, and now it has blown up in his face. If you look at the photos alone, it does look like the girl was attacked. It's classic Alonso behavior, though, and the same reason I diligently checked out everyone he slept with in college. I clearly can't be everywhere at once anymore, and now we have a catastrophic problem. Brands are threatening to end their contracts w
ALONSO POV I felt on top of the world right after the win. I showed the assholes who said I was just a rich kid who was overhyped. I had the girl I always wanted waiting for me, and they showed how she and my mom hugged on the jumbotron. For a second life was everything I ever wanted. Then, like an ice-cold bath, reality came knocking on my door when Uncle Kev reminded me that we still had the press conference afterward and that things might get sticky there. Now I'm sitting next to Uncle Kevin waiting for the vultures to spew me with their questions, my leg bouncing nervously. Uncle Kevin's hand reaches underneath the table to squeeze my shaking leg, and I still. The first question is aimed at him. It's entirely professional. How he feels about the future of the team. How he developed the team so that we played so well. My eyes rove over the sea of reporters. Which one of them will bring up the alleged sexual assault? It could be any of them. Was my father able to s
AMEILIA POV I'm nervous when Alonso takes me up to his family's box. This will be the first time I will face them after everything went down, and they undoubtedly know what I tried to do. Even though the triplets don't hold it against me, I still don't understand how they don't, I don't know how their parents will treat me. They have every right to treat me as the piece of shit I am. Maybe everything I'm experiencing right now with my real parents is my punishment for trying to break a family apart. I'm so worlds away from that girl, I still can't believe I carried that vengeance in my heart. I was lying awake most of the night, my head tucked in the crook of Alonso's neck with his breathing softly rustling my hair, and all I could think of was how I did him wrong. I had sex with his brothers, the same brothers whom he shared a womb with, and who means the world to him. And even years later, when I saw them again, I still had this pull towards them. I don't know why it feel
SUMMER POV My heart hammers in my chest as I look up into the gorgeous eyes of Alessi Moretti. Is that disappointment that flashes in its depths at my words? Alessi Moretti was everything I never knew I wanted. He was like a knight in shining armor when he first showed interest in me. I've received plenty of interest from men at the hospital ever since I started working there over two years ago, but I never took the bait. You see, I've always been looked at as the pretty girl. The one every boy in school wants to have sex with, but not commit to. Once, I let myself be that girl, and I got discarded and forgotten about. I vowed that no man would ever make me feel like I'm disposable again. Yet, I fell for Alessi's beautiful exterior and gallant gestures. I should have known he was just like all the other assholes who were just out to use me and discard me. I've never felt so dirty after he told me that he wanted his keys to his apartment back. Keys I never even asked
ALESSI POV I'm feeling jittery, and nervous as fuck. Usually, I would tell my brothers as soon as something as big as an ex-situationship being pregnant happens, but now is not the time. I'll tell them after the game. My mother narrows her eyes at me like a hawk. "Is everything okay?" You can't hide shit from her. "Everything is good." I lie. Everything is shit. I can't believe I'm going through the same shit again! And unless Summer was really sneaky and fucking someone behind my back in the hospital, there is a big chance that child might be mine. I ran away like a fucking coward after I looked into her chart. Memories of my mother placing Bailey's child into my arms and the panic attack that I almost had when I looked into his face came running back to me, and I couldn't breathe. I had to get out of there. I've been avoiding her at work, and I think she's been avoiding me too, but I know that I'm going to have to address the issue as soon as possibl