JULIET POV
Today is supposed to be my prom. Of course I'm not going.Not for a lack of trying from Connor Johnson's part. I don't know how the idiot actually has a girlfriend but keeps asking me out. And how stupid is the girlfriend for staying with him while he's actively pursuing another girl.Girls are as stupid as boys.My choice of school is public now, thanks to my chosen university, who sent me a cheerleading uniform and a photographer who made me do various poses so they can publish the images on their social media.My father had his hands around my throat as soon as he found out about that publicity stunt.I'm counting down the days until graduation so I can get the hell out of dodge.My high school cheerleading coach has hooked me up with a summer job in the West Coast at a cheerleading camp for elementary to middle school students. I'm eighteen now, so I don't need the permission of my father to do anything anymore.Freedom is lurking right around the corner.If I wasn't valedictorian, I would have ditched graduation, too.I'm not completely dead in the inside, it seems.There's a faint ache in my heart as I lie on my bed and browse my ex-bestie's social media.Alyssa looks cute in a red gown with her hair pulled up, smiling happily up at some douche that she's dating now. That totally wouldn't have happened if we were still friends. I would have reminded her to keep her standards high. Boys our age just wanted one thing, and it definitely isn't a picture of prom.As usual, I search for the Moretti triplets. And as usual, I find a post of the three of them together.They're so different from each other.Alonso Moretti is the star quarterback with the ripped body and the naughty gleam in his eyes. He probably bags chicks just by flexing his biceps and smirking at them.Arcangelo is the musical genius. He looks dark and brooding with mysterious eyes and a sensual pull to his mouth. Tattoos run up the length of both his muscular arms, different designs of flowers and musical notes.Alessio is the preppy one. He's wearing jeans in the picture, but he still manages to look formal in his button-down white shirt.They're different, but still the same. They may be wearing different clothes and attitudes, but the color of their hair is all the same shade of almost black, and the color of their eyes are the same in a swirl of green and brown. It's difficult to decipher the true color from a picture alone.Of course they had to be too special to just have one solid eye color.They are way too attractive for their own good. And they're stinking, filthy rich with an inheritance that most people can only dream of.Life has a way of turning out unfair for us mere mortals.I plan on being their worst nightmare.My hackles immediately rise when I hear the front door open. I quietly get up from my bed and check that my bedroom door is locked. I won't ever make the mistake of sleeping with an unlocked door ever again.I've already switched the light off because I know the monster will hover at my door. It's the moments that he catches me off guard and awake, which is usually the catalyst of his angry words and strong hands.I grab one of my cheerleading trophies off the bookshelf in my room, just in case.My father is a supervisor at a construction company. He's worked with his hands his whole life, and even though he's drinking excessively, he still has a great physique. So I don't know what damage I can do with a stupid trophy, but at least it's something.It's funny how I started to hear his footsteps at night after that first time he laid his hands on me.The nightmarish sound stops in front of my door, and my whole body tenses. I clutch the trophy tighter in my hand as my blood swishes in my ears in total fear.I'm eighteen now. I'm technically done with school. I have a summer job lined up and a full ride scholarship to a prestigious university. I am smart, I am talented, and I have things going for me.I'm no longer letting the man who is supposed to protect me tear me down.The pep talk I've been giving myself dissipates when the handle on my door slowly turns. When he finds it locked, he rattles the door, and I clutch the trophy to my chest in terror. What will he do next?Then complete silence.I quietly exhale in relief.My relief is short-lived, though, when the door crashes open and my father stands on the other side with his hands on the frame and his booted foot in the air.The look in his eyes is terrifying. Pure hate shines through as he looks at me, and I hate the weakness I show when a single tear escapes my eye and rolls down my cheek.Kids are scared of the boogeyman under the bed. My boogeyman is my own father, and he slowly enters my bedroom to do his damage.I don't know what made me do it. Maybe it was the look in his eyes that he would end me once and for all. So, instead of cowering like I usually do, I swing the trophy, and it lands against the side of his neck.He looks so stunned, his hand going to the place where I hit him. I don't wait for him to recover, though. I hit him against the head in two quick successions, and I flee from my bed when he slumps to the ground on a thud.I don't dare to look at him as I grab my backpack by the door and get the hell out of there.When I close the apartment door behind me, I know for a fact that I will never be back.I run without thinking, the trophy still clutched in my hand. I run blindly, not knowing where my legs are carrying me. I should've known when I finally end up in the suburbs, sweat dripping from my face. It's not like I have anywhere else to go unless I go to the police and report what my father has been doing. But then I would have to fill in paperwork, lay a case against him, and all I want to do is just to get the fuck out of here and not look back. This city has shaped me and molded me with grief and sorrow. I want to say goodbye to it once and for all. So I don't have any other choice but to ring the doorbell of the house that has been more of a home to me than my own over the years. The door opens, and Alyssa's younger brother, Blake's eyes widen when he sees it's me standing on the other side. I can't even imagine what I look like right now. "Moooooommmmmm!" He shouts, not taking his eyes off me. In the past, he would've just stepped aside and let me in without saying a
I wake up with a jolt, sweat coating my brow at the familiar feeling that someone is watching me. I've woken up numerous times in the past with this exact feeling, only to find my father standing by the side of my bed and just looking at me. Instead, this time, it's Alyssa standing there in her glittery gown that really doesn't suit her. Then the night comes rushing back to me. Me hitting my father over the head and then running. I hope he's alive. After everything, I hope I didn't kill him. When I think of revenge, death isn't a part of the equation. "So, you're dating Liam Boyle now?" I find my voice after my heart rate returns to normal. Alyssa switches on the bedside lamp and proceeds to get undressed from the glittery red concoction she's wearing. She shrugs as she gets dressed in a nightgown and slides in next to me. "He asked, and I said yes." "You don't just say yes to any boy who asks you out on a date." I tell her the same words I've told her countless times before.
JULIET I like to think that my nickname, Ice Queen, is who I really am, but I'm not. An ice queen wouldn't feel so nervous when entering a new place. I should be unaffected, but the truth is, my heart is pounding in my chest as the cab drives through the university city to get me to my destination. Officially, school hasn't started yet, but the cheerleading team is having a training camp two weeks before the rest of the students pitch up. Usually training camps are brutal, and everyone tries to vie for a spot on the main team, but I've been training the whole summer, so I'm feeling confident. The real reason my heart is pounding has nothing to do with back flips or learning new cheers. It has everything to do with the fact that I might see a Moretti boy. For years, I've been lurking in the shadows on social media, creating fake profiles so I could spy on them and see what they're doing. For years, I've envisioned how I will one day ruin their lives like mine has been
Brianna can sure talk a lot, and I nod and murmur where I think it's appropriate without listening to a word. Instead, my eyes are on the students who are on campus, soaking up the summer sun before fall sets in. My eyes widen when she stops at the football stadium. I've seen it on social media and on TV. but it doesn't do it justice. When I was little, my dad used to take me to football games, but that ended before I could get attached to the idea. High school stadiums have nothing on this. "We're meeting here?" My heart rate skyrockets. Why am I feeling nervous all of a sudden? Isn't this what I wanted? "Yeah!" Brianna grins. "It's tradition to have tryouts for the A-squad on the football field. That's what you're trying out for, to cheer for those guys all over the country. But don't be too nervous. Freshmen hardly ever make it." This girl doesn't know me. I live for challenges where people think I wouldn't be able to do things. One look at me, and everyone thi
JULIET Strong arms catch me before I meet the fate of the football field, and I hear snickers all around me. "Isn't she like the best?" I hear someone's attempt at a whisper. "That was a rookie mistake." "You okay?" Scott asks me, concern written all over his face. I wipe away the hair from my face that somehow escaped the prison of my ponytail. "Yeah, good catch." He grins playfully. "Told ya." My heart is pounding in my ears as I turn my back on Scott again and spot the guys now standing off to the side with their eyes on us. It's undoubtedly Alonso Moretti. Tall, dark hair that is wet and plastered to his forehead. He's dressed in shorts and a T-shirt that stretches over his muscled chest and arms, leaving no doubt that he's seriously hot. And the whispering idiots are giggling now, most likely ogling him and the rest of the guys who are undoubtedly on the football team. Scott counts with a tap on my waist, and this time, I make sure I do the stunt per
ALONSO POV I glance down at my brother's choice of clothing and shake my head. "You do know it's still summer, right?" I only receive his customary bored expression in return, and I chuckle in response. "Remind me why we are going out for breakfast when we have a fucking chef waiting to tend to our every need?" Arc raises a dark eyebrow at me as he buckles himself in my truck. I shrug. "Because I feel like going out." "Didn't you have a brutal practice just this morning?" He runs his hand through his slightly longer hair. You know what the problem is with being part of triplets? The fuckers can see straight through your bullshit. My brothers know my schedule as if it's their own. I also pride myself on extreme discipline and routine, so whenever I do something out of the ordinary, they know immediately. I usually don't hide anything from my brothers, but I can't tell them of my new little interest. Because usually things don't turn out all too well when I have
JULIET POV My heart is literally galloping out of my chest at being in close proximity to not just one but two Morettis! I'm trying really hard to keep my outward appearance as cool as a cucumber, but inside, I'm keeling over with both excitement and fear. What if they find out who I am? My mother changed her identity before she met my father, but if people like the Morettis decide to dig into your past, I'm sure they'll find out the truth. They certainly have the means to do so. Alonso Moretti had an aura even when he was standing far away from me. And right now, he has his hand in mine with a predatory look in his eyes. Danger emanates out of his every pore, and if I knew what was good for me, I would stay far away from him. I smile politely and extract my hand from his. "Nice to meet you." I can't quite get a read on Alonso because he's wearing sunglasses, but Arcangelo's head is slightly angled to the side, and he's unapologetically looking me up and down.
ARCANGELO POV I knock on my brother's study's door. One thing he hates is people barging into his personal space unannounced, and sometimes being triplets can be overwhelming. You're always up in each other's business and space and fucking head. Sometimes, my brothers know what I want before I've even figured it out. It's both a blessing and a curse. And also the exact reason why I'm knocking on Alessi's door right now, when his head is probably stuck in a medical journal. "Come in!" He barks, and true enough, his big body is slumped over his desk with a book open in front of him. For some reason, all three of us always want to be the best in what we do. My father always said we should do what we wanted, but then my mother would always interject and tell us there's no need to be mediocre while doing it. Or maybe it's just in our nature to be highly competitive and strive for success. The school year hasn't even started yet, but my brother is already getting a head sta
ALONSO POV "The NFL has decided to suspend you until after a thorough investigation has been done regarding the pictures." I faintly hear Uncle Kevin's voice over the white noise ringing in my ears, and I take another swig of my father's expensive cognac that I swiped from his alcohol display. I gather he has enough money to replace it. The bottle is abruptly grabbed from my hand. "I'm not going to stand by and watch you kill yourself." My mother takes her own swig from the bottle and then slams it down on the table. "For fuck's sake, Alonso, this is not the end of the world." I shrug nonchalantly. "Might as well be." There's a hole where my heart used to be. My career is literally being flushed down the drain. All the hours I spent in the gym, all the plays I studied, the millions of game tapes I've watched. I've always loved to party, but I always only had two light beers. I could've been fucking it up, but I was so focused on that one dream. Then Juliet came al
AMELIA My stomach clenches in agony, and I screw my eyes shut, not wanting the light streaming from the open curtains to penetrate my soul. If it wasn't for Miss Daisy, those damn curtains would've never been open in the first place. I don't need light. The darkness was just perfect for me. I'm officially a prisoner in my own house. I'm even wondering if it is my house. Did I ever belong here in the first place? I might be an Astor by DNA, but I didn't grow up with them. As much as I love them, and as much as it was none of our fault what happened, the truth remains that when I was molded into a person, it wasn't under their hands. Yet I felt like I belonged when I met them, but I feel even more at home when Alonso holds me down and fucks me ruthlessly. Or when he transforms into a huge teddy bear afterward and snuggles me. Do I believe that Alonso did that to that girl? Yes. I also know that she was probably begging for it, too. I was jealous at first when I
ALESSI POV I failed. I failed to protect my brother. Now, my family is trying to do damage control that may not succeed. Alonso is a fucking mess. Yesterday morning, images were shared on every social media network of some idiot influencer who had bruises and bite marks all over her body after spending the night with Alonso. The bigger problem is that the influencer is now nowhere to be found to tell the damn media that whatever happened between them was consensual, even though the images may look alarming. Apparently, she sent the photos to a friend to brag about her night with the infamous Alonso Moretti, and now it has blown up in his face. If you look at the photos alone, it does look like the girl was attacked. It's classic Alonso behavior, though, and the same reason I diligently checked out everyone he slept with in college. I clearly can't be everywhere at once anymore, and now we have a catastrophic problem. Brands are threatening to end their contracts w
ALONSO POV I felt on top of the world right after the win. I showed the assholes who said I was just a rich kid who was overhyped. I had the girl I always wanted waiting for me, and they showed how she and my mom hugged on the jumbotron. For a second life was everything I ever wanted. Then, like an ice-cold bath, reality came knocking on my door when Uncle Kev reminded me that we still had the press conference afterward and that things might get sticky there. Now I'm sitting next to Uncle Kevin waiting for the vultures to spew me with their questions, my leg bouncing nervously. Uncle Kevin's hand reaches underneath the table to squeeze my shaking leg, and I still. The first question is aimed at him. It's entirely professional. How he feels about the future of the team. How he developed the team so that we played so well. My eyes rove over the sea of reporters. Which one of them will bring up the alleged sexual assault? It could be any of them. Was my father able to s
AMEILIA POV I'm nervous when Alonso takes me up to his family's box. This will be the first time I will face them after everything went down, and they undoubtedly know what I tried to do. Even though the triplets don't hold it against me, I still don't understand how they don't, I don't know how their parents will treat me. They have every right to treat me as the piece of shit I am. Maybe everything I'm experiencing right now with my real parents is my punishment for trying to break a family apart. I'm so worlds away from that girl, I still can't believe I carried that vengeance in my heart. I was lying awake most of the night, my head tucked in the crook of Alonso's neck with his breathing softly rustling my hair, and all I could think of was how I did him wrong. I had sex with his brothers, the same brothers whom he shared a womb with, and who means the world to him. And even years later, when I saw them again, I still had this pull towards them. I don't know why it feel
SUMMER POV My heart hammers in my chest as I look up into the gorgeous eyes of Alessi Moretti. Is that disappointment that flashes in its depths at my words? Alessi Moretti was everything I never knew I wanted. He was like a knight in shining armor when he first showed interest in me. I've received plenty of interest from men at the hospital ever since I started working there over two years ago, but I never took the bait. You see, I've always been looked at as the pretty girl. The one every boy in school wants to have sex with, but not commit to. Once, I let myself be that girl, and I got discarded and forgotten about. I vowed that no man would ever make me feel like I'm disposable again. Yet, I fell for Alessi's beautiful exterior and gallant gestures. I should have known he was just like all the other assholes who were just out to use me and discard me. I've never felt so dirty after he told me that he wanted his keys to his apartment back. Keys I never even asked
ALESSI POV I'm feeling jittery, and nervous as fuck. Usually, I would tell my brothers as soon as something as big as an ex-situationship being pregnant happens, but now is not the time. I'll tell them after the game. My mother narrows her eyes at me like a hawk. "Is everything okay?" You can't hide shit from her. "Everything is good." I lie. Everything is shit. I can't believe I'm going through the same shit again! And unless Summer was really sneaky and fucking someone behind my back in the hospital, there is a big chance that child might be mine. I ran away like a fucking coward after I looked into her chart. Memories of my mother placing Bailey's child into my arms and the panic attack that I almost had when I looked into his face came running back to me, and I couldn't breathe. I had to get out of there. I've been avoiding her at work, and I think she's been avoiding me too, but I know that I'm going to have to address the issue as soon as possibl
LOLA POV My eyes go to Arcangelo for probably the hundredth time as I go over the contract with not one but three lawyers present. This can't be happening. Not to me, at least. Good things like this don't happen to people from my part of the woods. People always ask me why I don't just sign with a label and get Cassy out of the dump we stay in, but I wasn't about to sell my damn soul for a record contract. This contract is different, though. It allows me to have control over the kind of music I want to make and the image I want to portray to the world. It's unheard of, is what it is. My father was a musician, one of the best. The music he wrote got stolen, and he never saw a dime of the money it made. So you can call me shaded. Because of this industry, my father became a drug addicted alcoholic who ruined everything in his path. Including me. I had to learn from a very young age that I had to take care of myself because the adults in my life wer
ARCANGELO POV I look in the rearview mirror as I drive from the studio to the hotel I booked for Lola and her "kid," who didn't end up really being her own child, but her little sister. Cassy is a five-year-old hellion who has been entertaining me for the last two days ever since I put them on the company's private jet and brought them to New York. The last two days have been a whirlwind, and I don't know if I've ever laughed so much as I did in these two days. We've been in the studio ever since we arrived on Friday, and after she sang Mai's Song in that bar, I did the unimaginable and let her record it and made it into a duet. My music has always been personal. Every word of my lyrics, every note that I pen down comes from my soul, and sure, I've written songs for other artists before, but never one as deeply personal as Mai's Song. The way Lola sang that song like I had written it for her made me feel compelled to let her sing on it. I haven't asked her what happe