Jasmine’s POV.
Just as Luke had said, a red haired woman had come to fetch me before night fall. A knock on the door pulled me from the arms of the peaceful sleep I had been in. It took a moment to gather my thoughts and remember where I was when I finally opened my eyes. Biting down on a groan, I brought my aching body to a sitting position, then pushed myself to stand and make my way to the door. I opened it to see a pretty red haired woman with freckled cheeks standing before me with a smile. She looked to be a bit older than me and her smiling brown eyes showed a warmth I was not familiar with receiving. “My name is Lena”, she said. “It’s short for Elena. May I come in?” She asked almost immediately and it took me a moment to respond. “Yes, you may”, I said, opening the door wider to let her in. I was still in a state between shock and disbelief and automatically shut the door after she made her way in. It was as I turned around to look at her that I noticed she held a wooden tray of food in her hands. How it had escaped my notice before I do not know. There was also a small stack of what seemed to be clothes under her right arm that she allowed fall onto the bed before she placed the tray of food beside them. “I know you must be hungry by now”, she said, rearranging the stacks of clothes into a neat pile. “Luke told me you might need new clothes so I brought you some of mine, though now I see they may be a bit big for you”, she said and finally turned to me. She ran her eyes over me, taking in my torn cloak and patched dress underneath as well as my thin figure and matted blonde hair. I looked away, feeling more embarrassed with each moment that passed under her scrutiny. “You are quite pretty”, she suddenly announced causing a blush to heat my cheeks. “With a bit more flesh on your bones, a comb through your hair and a pretty dress I dare say you would be a beauty”, she said and began taking steps towards me. I shrunk back instinctively and she stopped. “Don’t be scared dear, I couldn’t hurt a fly if I tried”, she said. “I just want to take a closer look at you”, she explained and resumed her steps towards me. I held my breath as she came to a stop before me and shut my eyes as she brought a hand to my face. I don’t know what I was expecting but the soft brush of fingers against a bruise on my cheek was not it. My eyes gradually opened to see what I could only describe as pity in her warm brown eyes. “I can help with that”, she said softly as if afraid to spook me. Her hand on my cheek slowly moved to my messy hair. “This too”, she said with a somewhat teasing smile on her face withdrawing her hand and turning away from me to move towards the bed. “But first, you must eat”, she said, taking a seat on a small corner of the bed and patting the opposite side for me to do the same. I slowly made my way over and sat on the bed as well. “Eat”, she encouraged when I made no move to do so. I cautiously reached for one of the blueberries on the tray and slowly popped it in my mouth. As I bit into it, a burst of sweet flavor engulfed my taste buds, causing my eyes to widen in surprise. It was so tasty. She laughed softly at my expression and I blushed in embarrassment once again. “I’m glad you like the berries”, she said. “Try to finish the food while I go and fetch something”, she rose from the bed and began making her way to the door. “I’ll be right back”, she called before the door shut after her. Too hungry to ponder on her destination, I turned back to the tray of food and all but wolfed it down in moments. I had cleared the tray of food and was drinking water from the cup when the door to my room opened once again and Elena walked through with a big bowl of water and a towel slung over her shoulder. “Since you seem very shy, I was sure you would not want to use the bathhouse so I brought this instead for you to wash up”, she said somehow managing to open the door to my washroom and taking the bowl of water inside. I wouldn’t have been able to carry something so heavy but she did with ease thanks to her wolf. She came out a moment later and revealed what looked to contain a salve. “This will help with your wounds”, she said. “I can help you put it on after you wash up”, she offered. I immediately looked away, not comfortable with the thought of someone seeing my body let alone the bruises on them. “I am only offering because you need to properly apply the salve for your wounds to heal faster and I don’t think you can do that yourself”, she said as if reading my mind. “If it will make you more at ease, I can shut my eyes while I do it”, she said. I thought about it for a moment. I had never met the woman before today and I wasn’t sure I could trust her enough to show her the scars on my body. Especially the hideous marks on my back. A part on me wanted to refuse and keep my scars hidden. But another part of me wanted to know if she would still treat me the same after seeing them. If those brown eyes would still have warmth in them and not disgust after she sees the atrocity that is my back. I wanted to know. So I gave a small nod that brought a bright smile to her pretty face. “Good”, she said. “Now go and wash up while I choose a dress for you”, she instructed, handing me the towel on her shoulder and gently pushing me towards the wash room. I did as I was told. I used the bar of soap and piece of clean cloth to scrub and clean the dirt and dried blood stains from my body. When I felt that I was clean enough, I wrapped the big towel around my body and stepped out to see Elena sitting on my bed holding the salve and the empty tray of food nowhere to be found. I didn’t even hear her leave or renter. I slowly made my way towards her, suddenly feeling nervous and regretting my choice. “I will not hurt you”, she said soothingly. “I will be very gentle”, she promised, pulling me gently to sit beside her on the bed and turning me to face her. Without saying anything else, she began to apply the salve to the wounds and bruises on my body, starting with the one on my cheek she had touched earlier. When she had finished applying it to the bruises visible to her, she spoke. “Turn around so I can apply the salve to the bruises on your back”, she said and I froze. I was suddenly afraid. Afraid that she would see that I was cursed. Afraid to see those warm brown eyes filled with disgust at me. I felt soft fingers gently grab my chin and lift my head to look at those brown eyes filled with sympathy. She gave me a soft smile as if to encourage me. “You are safe”, she told me. “You can trust me”, she assured. Despite the kindness I saw in her eyes, I doubted she would still be kind to me after she saw my mark. Still, I turned around slowly so I wouldn’t have to see the look on her face then loosened my towel to allow it fall, revealing my back to her. I heard her gasp in shock and shut my eyes. Tears were threatening to escape my eyes despite it being shut and I could feel my body tense as I waited for her to push me away in disgust like everyone else who had seen my back had. “Who did this to you?” I heard her ask quietly from behind me. I hung my head in shame. “No one”, I said. “I was born with them”, I told her, my voice barely above a whisper. I felt her hands on my shoulders and waited for her to push me away. She surprised me when she gently turned me around to face her again instead. My hands clutched the towel tightly to cover the upper parts of my front as I faced her. Once again, she gently lifted my chin to bring my now open eyes to hers. The look in them confused me. Her eyes weren’t filled with disgust. Rather, her eyes were hard and her brown eyes were darker, as if her wolf was at the surface. I wondered what I had done to get her angry but before I could ask, she spoke. “I’m not talking about your birthmark, Dear”, she said. “I’m asking what animal was heartless enough to have you flogged like this?” She asked as her eyes flickered between brown and black, a clear indication of her wolf’s presence. It took me a moment to answer. Mostly because I couldn’t believe she wasn’t disgusted at my birthmark, but also because I had never had anyone angry on my behalf. She was clearly angry. But not at me. She was angry that someone had flogged me, hurt me. My eyes began to fill with tears again. “My mate’s lover had me flogged whenever she was displeased with me”, I told her as tears rolled down my cheeks. I don’t know why I was so teary that someone was angry for me. Perhaps because no one had ever been. “She said she was helping fix my cursed marks”, I said before dissolving into sobs. I felt her soft arms envelope me in an embrace so warm that it reminded me of my mother and I sobbed harder. She held me tightly, whispering words of comfort that I couldn’t make out through my tears and rubbed soothing circles over my back. When my tears finally subsided, she still didn’t let go. “I pray the Moon Goddess never brings them my way”, I heard her say. “Because I will send them back to her”, she said and it somehow made drew a weak laugh from me. She pulled away from me to look at my teary face and tenderly wiped them away with her soft hands. “He does not deserve you”, she said and I know she was referring to Tyler. “And she is a witch who is jealous because she can never be as beautiful as you are”, she said with a smile that I couldn’t help but return. “Why are you so kind to me?” I asked, truly wanting to know. She smiled at that. “Everyone deserves kindness, my dear”, she said. “Especially those who don’t believe they do”. “But don’t you think my birthmark is hideous as well?” I asked. She turned to face me fully. “I have seen a lot of things through my work as a healer”, she said. “I will admit it is not a pretty sight. But it is certainly not hideous, Jasmine”, she told me firmly. I smiled as her reassurance before realizing she had called me by my name. “You know my name”, I said, smiling. She laughed at that. “Of course I do”, she said. “Now let me attend to you back and comb out those knots in your hair”, she said turning me around. “I still have to show you where you’ll be working here”, she informed me and got to work. For the first time ever, I believed I had finally found something I had never had. A friend.Jasmine’s POV. Elena’s warmth had a way of wrapping itself around one and making them feel safe. That was how I felt from the moment I had met her. And that was why I confided in her about things I had never told anyone, even if we had just met. While she tended to my wounds, we talked. I told her a little more about my life at Blackmoon pack and she was more angry at the treatment I had been dealt before sympathizing with my plight. Then she began to tell me about her pack. It was called the Midnight Wolves Pack and it was a big one. As she spoke, I could hear the pride in her voice when she talked about her pack, especially her Alpha. It was clear that the scary Alpha, or Alpha Regan, as Elena had informed me, was highly respected and admired from the way she spoke of him. She shared that after the attack that had killed most of their pack members, including their former Alpha and Luna several years ago, Alpha Regan had been the one to restore the pack to its full
Jasmine’s POV Life at the Midnight Wolves pack was nothing short of a dream for me. For the first time, I was treated like everyone else. For the first time, I had a friend and people who looked happy with my presence. I was happy. I had begun helping out at the healing house with Lena, Nana and two other werewolves. Elena had insisted that I called her Lena like her friends and family did. I had assisted in tending to minor wounds and watched closely to learn all that I could. After all, I didn’t know when the scary Alpha would decide that I was no longer useful. After I had once helped stitch the injured arm of a werewolf, Nana had declared that I had a talent for stitching and so, I had started helping out with stitching the wounds of the patients that visited the healing house. While working there, I noticed that there was something a little strange about Nana. I had noticed her chanting what I believed to be spells from time to time whil
Regan’s POV Even though it had all happened right before me, I was having a hard time understanding what had just occurred. “How could you, Regan?” I heard Nana voice her disappointment once more, her eyes shooting daggers at me and mirroring the disappointment in her tone. Before I could even open my mouth to reply, both she and Lena had whisked away the unconscious she-wolf in haste. As my study door banged loudly after them, I voiced out the thought that was running through my mind. “What, in the name of the Moon Goddess just happened?” I asked aloud to no one in particular but still turned my confused gaze to meet Luke’s equally confused gaze. His frown of confusion he was spotting was gradually clearing as something close to understanding began to take its place. I turned back to look at the spot where she had once laid in pain and thought hard even as I slowly began to comprehend the situation. For a moment, I had forgotten that she was not like the usual werewolv
Jasmine’s POV I woke up to the feeling of the Sun in my face. Knowing not to open my eyes immediately, I gradually blinked them open and turned my head away from the glare of the Sun rays shining through my open window. I looked around at the familiar sight of my room, wondering how I had gotten there for a moment before the memories of the previous day began to flood through my head. I remembered everything. Up until I had lost consciousness in scary Alpha’s study. I remembered even the dream I had about him. I had dreamt that he had been in my room and had somehow apologized about hurting me. I remembered how guilty he had looked in my dream and how he couldn’t look right at me. That was what made me sure that it was a dream. His entire being radiated power and confidence. There was no way he had felt guilt and had come to make sure I was okay. That reminded me of something else. Compared to the pain I had been in yesterday, I surprisingly felt good. I looke
Regan’s POV After what had happened in the training ground, I made sure to double my efforts in avoiding her, as well as Nana and Lena. It should not have been a big deal. And it wouldn’t have been if my major reason for avoiding her was simply because I felt guilty for hurting her, even though it was not intended. However, I had gotten a more profound reason to avoid her. And that reason was because of the fact that I had felt her gaze on me. It would not have been a problem if I had felt it in the way one could just feel someone watching or staring at you. That was not the case this time. The case - and herein laid the problem- was that I could feel the movement of her gaze in particular as it trailed over my body almost as if she was physically touching me. And she had not been the only one watching me. What had bothered me more was Rage’s reaction to the sensation she caused. He immediately became distracted and restless, trying to take a little control and get m
Jasmine’s POV In all my life, I had never seen such a sight. Lena’s words suddenly came to mind as I stood frozen in fear at the creature before me. Creature was the best word to describe him. A terrifying creature from nightmares. Lena had not been exaggerating when she had described him as terrifying. Rage, I remembered her saying, was his name. I had no idea how I knew it was him. Yet there was something inside of me that was left without a doubt that the terrifying creature that stood before me was the scary Alpha’s wolf. He was bigger than any wolf I had seen or even imagined. His fur was black as night with not one spot of color, and from the look of him alone you could just tell how dangerous he was. But what made the blood freeze in my veins, more than his form, were his eyes. His blood red eyes. Those eyes watched me, as if being able to see into my soul and predict my next move. It dared me to run in fear knowing that it would make no difference.
Regan’s POV If I had been avoiding Jasmine before, now I was completely ignoring her existence. And with good reason. Ever since our encounter in the woods with Rage, I was determined to not be anywhere close to her. Not that I was complaining, but the fragile she-wolf had turned my killer wolf with a deadly reputation and terrible temperament into a purring pup. I had never seen Rage act that way before.He had always been wary of interacting and always kept to himself, only coming out when I wanted him to. Whenever he did come out, he left destruction in his wake. I had felt a little guilty about how I had spoken to her in her room the last time. But I needed her to understand the kind of danger she could have been in. Not that I thought Rage would hurt her now after he had acted like a needy pup. But what scared me more than anything was that during that time in the forest, I had had absolutely no control over Rage. He had never taken complete control before
Regan’s POV Luke had been right about two things. The first being that telling Nana the truth was the best way to win her over, and that gifts would make my apology more appealing. However, he had been wrong about Lena. She had not been impressed about me trying to win her forgiveness by getting her dresses and pearls. Perhaps Luke didn’t know his cousin as well as he thought. Or perhaps I had hurt her more than we had both thought. Unlike Nana who had wrapped me in a hug after I had made my apology, promised not to do it again and presented my gifts, Lena had simply shot me a glare cold enough to turn me to ice before walking away from me. I had promptly gone back to my advisor to report about my half-successful plan. After expressing his exaggerated surprise at being wrong, he had simply sprawled on the bed in his room -where I had come to seek him- and said. “Simply do exactly what you did to Nana”, he said. “They are disturbingly similar, after all”, he h
Regan’s POV I spent the night in my study after leaving Lena and Jasmine in my room together. It was clear to see that what they both needed at the moment was each other so I let them be. When I went up later to check on them, I could hear them talking quietly from where I stood outside the room and figured I would just let Lena spend the night with my mate. After all, she had been the one to save her life. Ever since she had woken up from her unconsciousness at the healing house, I had found it impossible to ask her what had happened. Partly because I could clearly see that she did not wish to speak to me about it. That was why I was glad she had Lena. That they both had each other in fact. The second reason I had not asked was because a part of me did not want to know just how deeply I had failed her since I knew that it had been my fault she had gone to the stream in the first place. I had thrown a ridiculously jealous fit simply because she had teased me. She h
Jasmine’s POV The darkness that surrounded me was familiar. I knew for certain that I had, not for the first nor second time, passed out once again. However, this time was different. As I gained consciousness, the first thing I noticed was the pain in my head. It wasn’t so bad that it was unbearable, but it was quite easy to notice. I tried to observe if I could feel pain anywhere else on my body but other than the ache in my head, I felt completely fine. Slowly, I opened my eyes, blinking at the brightness from the windows that illuminated the room I laid in. I was in a strange room, although something about the room looked familiar. Slowly, I moved my head to the side to see that the room was indeed familiar. I was in one of the rooms in the healing house. I looked towards my other side to see my mate still asleep, holding onto my hand with both of his. A smile pulled at my lips as I watched his handsome face while he slept. It was my first time seeing hi
Regan’s POV I could hardly recall the times in my life that I felt fear. The one that stood out the most was the terrible memory I shared alongside my pack on the day of the massacre when I was younger. Ever since then, I could barely recall a time when I felt afraid. After all, I was Alpha. But the second I had heard Lena’s shaky voice mind link me and simply caught the words ‘Jasmine’ and ‘attacked’ in the same sentence, I had once again felt the icy hands of fear claw down my spine as they had only done once before. I had been on a run with Rage and had just settled down under the tree in his sanctuary when Lena had mind linked me. Since I was still in my wolf form, I ran as fast as could towards the pack house. As soon as I approached the clearing just outside the woods, I saw Luke already standing there with a small pile of clothes in his hands. He said nothing, his face completely devoid of emotion. Something I knew for certain did whenever he was worried. De
Jasmine’s POV When I woke up from my exhausted sleep, it was already dark outside. I felt sated and spent. Completely and utterly satisfied and unable to move due to how comfortable and exhausted I was. I turned to the other side of the bed to find it empty once again. Once again, I had woken up alone in our bed. However, I was too tired to think deeper on what that could mean. Regan had explored every inch and dip of my body and had brought me to heights I had never known existed time and time again. I had lost count of how many times I had cried out his name as I ascended new heights. I had never imagined that anything would have felt like that. And if that had felt incredible, I wondered what fully mating with him would be like. I felt a blush heat my cheeks as the memory of earlier in the day flooded through my mind. Before I could think on it further, I heard the door to our room crack open to reveal my mate. He came in with a tray filled with food and
Regan’s POV I knew exactly what she was doing. And I only knew because I knew who exactly would advise her to act like that. Jasmine had started to avoid me. And rightly so. I knew I had not behaved too well. But I didn’t deserve to be avoided and ignored. The reason I knew the game she was playing was because I knew the person who invented it. Nana. And since Lena was quite similar to Nana In almost every way, I could only conclude that she had been the one to insist my mate start treating me in the manner she was. But her avoiding me made me realize the error of my ways. I had always told Lena to never allow a mate treat her in an undeserving or disrespectful manner. I had taught her to know her worth and not stand to receive anything less. So if Lena was advising my mate to act in that manner, it simple meant that she believed I had not treated my mate as well as I ought to have, and it made me feel guilty, sad and ashamed. I should have just explained to h
Jasmine’s POV I woke up alone in bed the next morning. The space where my mate once occupied was now empty. I knew for certain that something was wrong. My mate was keeping something from me. I looked around at the room I was in. I had never been in his room before and I took a deep breath to inhale the masculine scent that was all him. The room was masculine and practical with only the essentials needed. It would have been completely masculine if it wasn’t for the few of my things that now occupied a space in the room. I stood up from the bed to further inspect the room. Noticing the designs and furnitures in the large space. It was three times the size of my own room. Or former room rather. I went to what looked to be the wash room, realizing that I was right when I pushed the door to the space open. Seeing some of my things already there, I decided to wash up and make my way to the Lena’s room as I did each day. I knocked once on her door before pushi
Regan’s POV The mating ceremony passed by in a blur. I could barely pay attention to anything else that happened and I honestly did not care. My entire being was simply ensnared by the beauty that was my mate. She was beautiful. More beautiful than I had ever seen her before and Rage howled with pride that she was now ours. The thought of someone else having Jasmine as their mate made me want to go on a rampage. She had on her ceremonial dress and her hair was styled perfectly. She was perfection and I could barely take my eyes off her. “You will burn a hole through her if you keep staring at her like that”, Luke said from where he was seated to my left. The truth was, I could not help it. “Be quiet”, I told him, absent minded as I continued to stare at her. “If I had known you would behave like this, I would have helped her escape”, I heard him say and whipped my head around so fast that he moved away. “What did you say?” I asked, Rage already growling in
Regan’s POV It was the day of my mating ceremony and I had been informed that Luke had disappeared with my mate to be for a while. Of course I knew it was due to her training sessions but other than Nana and Lena, no one else had any knowledge about that. I had noticed that Jasmine and Luke had grown closer. It was clear as day to see. Luke had even gone as far as calling her by a new name he had coined from her name. I had known him all his life and had yet to get the same treatment. It caused Rage to growl in jealousy each time we heard him call her ‘Jazzie’. Partly because we had not thought to do something like that, but also because it showed just how close they had become. However, seeing the smile on Jasmine’s face each time Luke called her that was enough to make me endure the annoyance and jealousy it brought. I was anxious for some reason. One reason if I was being honest. And that reason was simple. ‘What if Jasmine changed her mind?’ That though
Jasmine’s POV I have always wished I could read minds. Not for any particular reason other than to know what others were thinking sometimes. I hadn’t seen Sooni since our encounter in the pack house at the coming of age ceremony and when I had asked Lena, she had simply shrugged and said. “It’s better that you do not know”. That had done nothing to ease my curiosity but I knew better than to ask again. However, the topic everyone had started to ask about and discuss was my mating ceremony to the Alpha. Shortly after the incident with Sooni, Nana had started to insist the we pick a day for our mating ceremony and so, left with very little choice on the matter, we had. Regan had insisted on me choosing the day, saying that if I wanted to become his mate the very next moment, it would still be perfect for him. So, I had talked with Lena and we had finally decided on a date for the mating ceremony to take place. After announcing the date, I had barely heard any sentenc