Cara's POV
Ever heard the saying, 'What you see is not always what you get?' The composer couldn't have been more right. That's how I feel right now. I thought I'd seen all that there was to Adonis. I was wrong. These days I think I've become a poet. No. Poet isn't the right word; maybe an artist, because the interpretations of most phrases and sayings, which I thought were just filled with fancy words, kept coming to me. Locating the hidden back door was easy. Stealing a knife from the kitchen was easier; to the workers, I was still the lady of the house, so no one questioned my decisions or movements. What was hard was the journey to the door itself. I'd been living in the mansion for more than six months and had spent approximately five months as Mrs Bernardi, during which I believed I'd seen and known all that there was to him and his lifestyle, but once again, I couldn't have been more wrong. Walking through the underground tunnel was creepy enough that it made my skin crawl, and when I passed a big brass door just before branching into another tunnel, I thought, Ah. The fact that there was a door here meant someone visited often so I was safe. I resumed my journey until I came to the very extreme end. A deep sigh went through me as my eyes met my goal point not even three meters away from where I was. The tunnel was stuffy, and I was tired. Each step I took was becoming more and more dragged, so I wanted to be out of there quickly. I would've if I hadn't seen a bright light reflecting into the tunnel through a tiny window. It was the only source of light in the dreadful place. I should've gone my way... all I needed to do was place the knife at the door and head back. But curiosity got the best of me, and I stood on my toes to peek through— My eyes shut instantly, and I staggered back as regret filled me. An irritating feeling clawed at my throat. After my outburst at Adonis a few hours ago, I wondered if I was too harsh. The things I said; should I not have said them? Now my mind felt betrayed; I should've said more. Adonis wasn't a monster. He was the devil himself. That was the only word to describe him. To describe the sight that met my eyes. No one in their right mind would do this to a person even if it was an enemy. Was that a human being? At a glance, the room looked to be a place where they held their hostages. It was messed up, and I didn't even want to imagine what kind of odour would've polluted its air. I instantly knew it was a torture room, and I wasn't all too shocked, being well accustomed to their work. Other than that, I had read enough books on the mafia lifestyle during my boring days to know they had a separate room for their violent activities. The stunner was the decaying body that hung from the ceiling in one of the cells. It was barely recognizable. Right on that spot, another wave of nausea hit, but not as a reaction to my pregnancy this time. I wasn't interested in knowing why it happened or what gender the decaying body was. Time was running out, and Antonio would be making his way to the mansion soon. I just wanted to get out of the godforsaken tunnel as fast as I could. Wheeling around, I took quick steps to head to my finish line, and just as I pulled out the knife to place it by the door, a loud sneeze echoed. The sneeze wasn't the problem, but the fact that it didn't come from me was. I paused, then slowly turned around. Whoever it was would determine if I would live to see the next day or If I were to be labelled as— "Luca?" Our eyes met for a while before mine slipped to the gun peeking out of a black cloth in his hand. My jaw dropped. "You are—" the words died down in my throat; I don't know if it was because I couldn't complete it or I didn't want to. I was benumbed, and my head tilted to the side as I tried to interpret the situation in any other way that was different from what it seemed, but nothing came up. He resumed his walk towards me, no, not me, to the door, and I watched in silence as he plucked the knife out of my hand, wrapped it with the gun in the cloth, and placed it by the corner. "We should leave here. The men would be down to clean up the torture room soon." Was the only thing he said as he turned to walk out. He'd only taken a few steps forward when he noticed I wasn't following and turned back at me with a questioning look that mirrored mine. "Why?" I asked, and from the stern look on his face and his crossed stance, I knew he understood my question. I wasn't interested in knowing when the alliance began. If he was walking together with Natasha or alone like me. How long had he been deceiving Adonis? How many people he had by his side. If Cecelia knew about it too. My God. Cecelia. I can't believe I suspected her when it had been Luca all along. It was all coming together. Luca was always around whenever Cecelia was. He dropped her off at the bridal shop. He was always nearby whenever I got a note with new instructions. I had a lot of questions to ask, but they weren't as important as the reason for his betrayal. What was his reason for betraying his childhood friend? A person I'd come to know he cared about so much. He met my blank stare. "The position is beginning to get into Adonis's head. He needs a wake-up call, but more importantly, it seems like I have an old grudge to repay on behalf of my father. I advise you to leave and find somewhere safe to stay before Antonio arrives. Today's fight may be between fewer people, but it won't make the bloodshed any less. It will be the end." And then he left. What could I do? I took his advice. Making it out of the mansion alive was more important than knowing the truth behind someone else's betrayal. As long as my plan wasn't foiled, I didn't care what happened. Morning came. Life in the mansion continued as normal. The unknowing faces of each of Adonis's men, which I saw, caused a shiver of frisson to go through me. Noon passed. I heard the snobby voice of Natasha on a phone call as she made her way to the third floor to see Adonis. I hadn't seen him since I moved out of our room to the second floor, but he didn't care. If he did, he wouldn't continue meeting Natasha knowing she was the cause of our fight. It didn't matter anyway. He'd be gone before the end of the day. When night came, I was prepared. My stomach was a bundle of nerves. I couldn't sleep in anticipation of what was to come. It was barely nine pm, but I felt like Antonio was dragging it out. Shouldn't he be here by now? At that exact moment, a gunshot echoed, and I sat up straight. He was here. It is time. I got out of bed in a hurry, heading towards the door, when I remembered that I had forgotten something important and went back to snatch up the spare knife I'd taken from the kitchen on my bedside table. It would be stupid to go in there unarmed. As soon as I got off the last step into the living room, my eyes met the form of Antonio sitting comfortably on the chair and Adonis as he stood uninterested against the wall. Luca and Natasha walked right in after me, and we all watched in silence, different thoughts running through our heads, suspicious gazes meeting each other. Who was going to speak first? "Bel?" Adonis. I smiled at him in reply. "Come stand by me." And without a second thought, I walked up to my man.Cara's POV Antonio narrowed his eyes at me, then at Adonis's arm that was wrapped around my waist possessively. His eyes met mine again, and his lips curled up in a realizing smile."You decided to switch sides, mi amore (my love)?""I was never on your side." I hissed.Okay, maybe at the beginning I was, but that was beside the point.Luca stood opposite me with a hard look on his face, Antonio was still sitting with a smirk. I don't know if it felt right in this situation, yet I was digging the attention Natasha kept throwing my way through unbelievable glances. I could practically see the confused words written on her face, and it felt satisfying. It had taken a lot of self-control to prevent myself from snapping her neck, and I must say, the look on her face was worth it.Antonio sat up."Even after you found out he had been lying to you? That he killed your father on purpose and hid the truth about your birth from you?" He gave a small laugh. "If I knew a good f*ck could make y
Flashback: The night Cara found out she was pregnant...By the time he was done, Cara had her mouth wide open, staring at him with pure dread as she reconsidered if waiting for the raging man in front of her was the right choice.Adonis exhaled heavily, then he looked down at her, and all traces of anger dispersed.His gaze showed everything and more. He had decided to heal and bare himself before her. He was letting her know that this was it for him. Love might be a difficult emotion for him, but he was willing to try; he wasn't going to run away anymore. They didn't need access to an end to have a new beginning, but it was what they both wanted.A month to heal.A month to grow.A month to start afresh.He was letting her know that she wouldn't wait too long. Maybe it was worth it after all. Their relationship was one of a kind. They were doing everything backwards, but she didn't care. As long as it helped them grow. She wasn't going to let him down again. It was time to put the
Flashback: The day of the funeral..."I don't like her," Cara confessed, and Adonis raised an eyebrow at her."You don't even know her." She pursed her lips."I don't have to know her to not like her. Call it female intuition." "Well, good for you. I'm going to bed." He replied before walking back into the room, and she stared after him with a dissatisfied pout.Adonis found it weird, too, but he wasn't going to tell her that.What was Natasha doing here? He hadn't seen her in a while since when Luca said she'd come over with extra men to help out during the break-in. Honestly, things hadn't been the same between them since their engagement was called off four years ago, so he wondered why she always visited the mansion with one excuse or the other.Her father didn't say a word about her coming over when he saw him at the funeral so why did she come over?Adonis closed his eyes, relaxing into the bed, as the stress of the day finally caught up with him.Whatever she was here for,
Flashback: After Antonio's call to Cara...Just as the call disconnected, Cara caught sight of a long-fair-skinned heel turning around at the corridor leading to the walk-in closet.The phone in her shaky hands crashed to the ground, and she fell to her knees, her hand to her chest, trying to calm her raging heartbeat. A mixture of both thrill and fear went through her, and it felt like she could finally breathe again.She let out a small laugh.Was this how Adonis usually felt when he was one step ahead of his enemies?She had barged into his study to let him know of her suspicions of Natasha, but the words the said 'Natasha' spewed caused it all to go in a new direction.At first, Cara was pissed. So he was sharing information about her with Natasha now?She had thought, but his laid-back expression made her apprehensive. Adonis was naturally always laid back and unbothered, but this time, it felt like he wanted her to feel that he was.That was the first tip-off. Adonis never do
Flashback: After Antonio's call to Luca.Luca's face scrunched up in confusion as he stared down at his phone. Things were beginning to get real.He was the last person he expected Antonio to call—well, Adonis was, but that wasn't an option— so the call had come as a surprise to him. Yet it didn't even hold a candle to the main stunner. 'Your loyalty is being doubted because it is given to the wrong person. I'm sure your friend never told you that Dimitri killed your grandfather. How do you think your father became consigliere at a young age?'Two things occurred to him the moment those words were out of Antonio's mouth. 1.) Adonis was right. Their last conversation was being monitored as he'd suspected.2.) Shock. How did Antonio get access to that information? Only a few in the Bernardi family knew about it. As if to confirm his first theory, Natasha stepped out of Adonis's room and her expression immediately switched from an anxious to a startled one the moment her eyes came in
Present day Cara's POV "For some reason, the word 'amore' was beginning to get on my nerves."My face flushed red, and my shoulders slumped in relief. I sent a glare to Luca. "If you were on our side, you should've said so. Why did you make me worry for nothing?"He stuck his tongue out at me."You never told me of your plans too." Ignoring the big baby in front of me, my eyes looked down to address Antonio."I warned you not to call me amore (love).""Let him be Bel." Adonis took a step forward."Today's his last day alive anyway."His venomous gaze never once left the man clutching his thigh in pain as blood seeped through his trousers. The previous Cara would've been shaking in fear, but I'd seen my fair share of gruesomeness, and this was nothing compared to it. Antonio must have shared the same sentiment with me because despite the pain, his hard stare didn't leave Adonis, who took another step towards him."Thank you for making it easier for me. Do you know how long I sear
A shrill scream left Cara's mouth as she anticipated the pain from the fall, but it never came. Adonis pulled her around as he cushioned the fall, and they both crashed to the ground, him taking most of the hit. She glanced up at the cause with a glare; Natasha stood over them, a wicked smirk on her face and a gun in hand. "You b*tch. Are you trying to kill us? You must've forgotten, but I'm pregnant."Natasha let out a cackle."There's a gun in my hand, and you're still in doubt? You must be stupid!"Cara could only watch her, half-dazed.Why was she acting this way? Where was Luca? Didn't he go after her?Natasha took a step closer, with the gun still aimed at her. "Adonis is mine, and if I can't have him, no one will." She sneered.Anxiety took over Cara's features. Her heart rapidly pounded like a dance beat on a drum in her chest. Why was Natasha acting deranged over a man who didn't want her? How could someone be so obsessive? She eyed the gun as her mind began to turn, t
Natasha blinked.Cara stared back. She blinked again.Cara stared back again.Her mind was turning hard. From Natasha's stance, she could tell her thoughts, but there was no way she was going to get to her destination without going through her first.After all, the discarded gun was just a foot behind her.She smirked, crossing her arm over her chest."You think he loves you? I've known Adonis since we were children. He doesn't do love. He only cares if the relationship is beneficial to him." Cara's eyebrow shot up in obvious doubt."And that's you?""Of course. Our family has been a long-time ally of the Bernardis, long before Dimitri's reign. Dimitri wanted us to be together to rule together." She stated proudly.Cara pursed her lips."Oh really? You mean the same ally who Antonio admitted wanted him dead?" "Antonio's a liar!" Natasha sneered. "My father has nothing to do with this!" Tucking her tongue in the corner of her mouth, an irritated expression graced Cara's face. It
Cara's POV "Tell me why I decided to do this again," Cecelia asked as we ducked behind a blue sedan. We had been watching Luca for the past thirty minutes, yet he hadn't done anything apart from sipping overly priced coffee.I glanced behind me."Because we are curious, and we need to be sure." "It doesn't look like he's expecting anyone. Could I have been wrong?" She asked again and I could hear guilt in her voice.Even I was beginning to think this was fruitless. Tailing him wasn't easy, especially since it's something he was a pro at. We had to be extra careful to avoid being caught.Now it seemed like we had been suspicious of him for no reason."You said you were sure?"Cecelia nodded, then added, "Although I'm not so sure anymore." I sighed heavily, already feeling drained."Why don't we wait a few minutes more, and if there's nothing to see, we can leave? There's no harm in that, right?" Personally, I found it hard to believe our suspicions, but this was the first time I w
Cara's POV "Wait, back up!" I repositioned myself to be sure I was comfortable. Hearing the wrong thing was possible when in discomfort. Believe me, caring for Adonis, I have experienced a lot.There was a time I ran out of the bathroom with lather all over my body thinking I heard him call my name—that is beside the point anyway. I looked up at a disturbed Cecelia."What did you just say?""I said Luca is—"Not that! I heard you clearly the first time; I just find it hard to believe. You mean Luca. Luca Romano?" The same Luca that had encouraged me to get together with Adonis when I barely knew him?Impossible. Cecelia wiped her face again, staring at me with a 'Is my life now a joke to you?' look. I held up my hand in surrender. "You can't blame me. I wouldn't believe this if it wasn't coming from you. You know how much he loves love. You know what?" My face hardened. It may seem unbelievable, but the look in Cecelia's eyes told me it was a delicate situation."Him asking to
Cara's POV"Thank you," I said softly as the doctor wiped away what was left of the gel on my protruding belly. I was in a hurry to get back to the mansion.. in a hurry to see Adonis. It wasn't like he could speak or even blink at me, but being in his presence alone was calming. It made me feel content. Just seeing the light rise and fall of his chest reminded me that there was still hope. Done with my check-up for the day, I stepped out of the hospital with my bodyguards behind me, ushering me into the car, and then we were off.It's been a month since that night. Over seven since I met him, and four since I got pregnant. The time was so little, but a lot had changed. I remember thinking to myself a few months back that I wanted my father's killers gone within six months of being Mrs Bernardi.If you asked me now, everything was so wrong with that thought.The next thing I knew after Alvaro delivered the news to myself and Luca, I was waking up on a bed. It seemed like passing
Luca gave Miguel a pointed look, waiting for him to speak up and say it was a prank, but the elderly man's face remained as stoic as ever. He snorted. Then looking over to Cara, who had on a dumbstruck look, his eyebrows pulled down in a frown, He wasn't the only one who thought that to be blasphemy. There's no way she believed Miguel, right? Her expression said otherwise.This time, he couldn't stop the snort from turning into uncontrollable laughter.By the time he was able to pull himself together, Luca had moisture seeping out of the corner of his eyes. They met Miguel's hard expression again, and all remnants of the smile on his face disappeared."You're serious?"Miguel stared back in reply, and he let out a chuckle that wasn't by any means light."Antonio and Adonis are half-brothers? What sort of deceit is this? Are you feeding us lies? Why would his grandfather hide this from him?" "Dimitri didn't know until his son confessed it during his last days." Luca ran a hand th
Cara's hand moved to cover her mouth, which had dropped open. "Are you saying you're my father?" "Let me reintroduce myself." Miguel leaned forward. "My name is Miguel Rodriguez, leader of the Spanish mafia, and you, Camila Rodriguez, are my only heir." "Well, that's just... f*cked up..." She trailed off with an incredulous look. Her second reason for coming along was to see if she could find any clue about her birth parents since her father was suspected to be part of the Spanish mafia, but this revelation tipped the scale.She wouldn't have imagined something like this in a million years. Taking a seat, before her shaky legs gave out, she spoke."I thought I was adopted but found out recently that I wasn't. My parents weren't who I thought they were..." She started, explaining her recent findings to him.Miguel hummed."What were their names?""Adrian and Martha Rodriguez." The name brought a bitter look to Miguel's face."Adrian is my money-hungry cousin. He has a gambling ad
Cara's POV I took a cautious step back, eyeing him wearily."How do you know my name?"He still had that look of disbelief—no. It had evolved into something more sentimental. A mixture of both sadness and hope."You have her eyes," Miguel responded. "Whose eyes?" "Your mother's." "Y—" I frowned. "You know my mother? She died of cancer a few years ago." He shook his head in disagreement."No. Tatianna died in an accident." I took another step back, getting ready to bolt out of the building if necessary. "I do not follow." Luca stepped forward. "Neither do I. We didn't come here for this, Mr. Miguel. Hand over our capo and men, and we'll be on our way." "You took my shipment," Miguel replied in a bored tone."We did nothing of the sort. We didn't even know that the Spanish mafia was still involved in the dealings. We had planned to poach all your suppliers and buyers, not steal from you. That is beneath us. Imagine how surprised we were to get your note." Alvaro scoffed."Tha
Cara POVThere was no time to waste. Within an hour, all the men were packed, and we were ready to leave.I sat at the back of the seat of the car as Luca drove with Cecelia by his side. She had woken up just as I was about to leave and insisted on coming along."Where's their base?" I asked as he started the car.Luca shrugged."Two hours away from here, but I can make it within one if I step on it." In less time, we were approaching the estate gate, and he spoke in a hard voice, "State tutti attention, il gioco inizia adesso (everyone be alert, the game starts now)."I didn't need an interpretation to know that he was addressing the men behind us. We were about to go into an unknown territory.He slowed down as the gate was thrown open, switching gears as he regarded me and Cecelia this time, "Buckle up. This is going to be a rough drive." And then, we were off.****As promised, we got to our destination early, and I couldn't stop the eerie and jittery feeling I felt as I stood
Cara's POV I once heard the sound of the summer rain was like a balm to a soothing ache. Whoever said that was wrong. My ache wasn't being soothed. If anything, I've just become more aware of how empty the enormous room was. Sitting on the bed behind the covers, staring blankly at the rain as it drew patterns on the window, I looked like a beauty locked up in a luxurious apartment by her beast.Maybe they were right. Just that a balm couldn't be applied to a heart injury. The last time I was here, I left with a giddy feeling, hoping to be back as soon as we achieved our goal.The goal had been achieved. But I was the only one back.Heavy thunder cackled as though it was laughing at my predicament. Ever since I met Adonis, it's been one issue or another. I don't think we've ever gone a month without blood being spilt in the mansion.I knew what I signed up for when I agreed to be with a mafia man, but it was beginning to seem like all he was surrounded by were lies and enemies.I'd
Luca stared at Cara in shock. The Spanish mafia was the strongest of all the mafia families. Even the Bernardis couldn't compare. They'd been in existence long before the Italian mafia found its feet. But that was until a few years back. No one had heard from them in a long time. From what he could recollect, what was left of them had gone into hiding shortly after the attack that almost destroyed their family. Even he didn't know the whole truth exactly, as he was still a child, so he didn't witness their reign or when the attack happened. All he knew from the stories they were told was that the Spanish mafia was not to be messed with, and there was very little of them remaining.It was like they decided to step back after it happened and kept their hands off everything that had to do with the mafia world.Now Adonis was missing, with only their emblem as a clue, and Cara claims to know them?Taking his eyes off her for a minute, he announced."Call back all the men. Tell them we