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Will You Run Away Now?
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2022-04-19 01:32:14"If you love me, don't let go."
Chapter Theme Song: 'Unsteady' by X Ambassadors.Warning: Chapter Contains Gore and Physical Abuse.A/N: Please listen to the above song throughout this chapter :)••Blaze•Flashback Begins•"Mama, please!" Small hands hovered above my head in a bid to shield myself from the raw wire, the skin on my knuckles tearing painfully at each strike that met them. Blood spotted my skin, oozing from my now exposed dermis."Remove your hands, Blaze Xander!" The woman, who was supposed to be my mother, ordered while not ceasing her merciless beatings on a skinny eight-year-old.She grabbed my hands to pull them apart, and I cried at the top of my lungs, desperately crawling away from her on my stomach while my body scraped against theRelated chapters
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