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I Didn't Mean To Bruise Your Heart
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2022-04-22 07:27:12"I think I'm gonna take some pills to fix my brain, cause I tried every other way. But some things you can't fix yourself."—Lauv.
Chapter Theme Song: 'Changes' by Lauv.••Third Person"Just a quickie, Blaze.""Amber, no. I said I don't want to." He rolls his eyes heavenward as he grips her slender hands to move them away from his chest.They are now standing in the hallway that leads to the hotel's lobby, the music from the party sounding distant and faded. Blaze had no intention of giving this girl the time of day, but he didn't want her blabbering on about his brutal sex-life right in front of Harmony. She is the only girl he cares about, and if she were to view him in a negative light, he has no idea how he would be able to handle that.Amber scowls and wastes no time to hitch onto him again, this time lowering her hand to the strings oRelated chapters
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