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Rescue My Drowning Heart Part II| What's Broken Can Be Mended
"I know they say we're broken, holding on to a love like this. Well if we're broken, I don't wanna be fixed. And my heart is open knowing that you are worth the risk. Well if we're broken, I don't wanna be fixed."— Sam Tsui.Chapter Theme Song: 'Fixed' by Sam Tsui.••BlazeThe hospital is a familiar place for me.I would often come here to treat the bruises caused by my late psychotic mother. That's when they were too severe to be dressed by a household first aid kit. And whenever the doctors would ask my father how I sustained the injuries, he would come up with some dumb, illogical explanation. Falling off a swing, running and toppling over—as if that would suffice a wide split in a child's head.It was either the doctors were dumb or lazy to not have realized how absolutely silly his reports were, or the law and care systems were—still are— just plain incompetent. Either way, these factors aided in my final hypothesis that humanity is fake, disloyal, and unjust. The bad prosper wh
Last Updated : 2022-05-10Rescue My Drowning Heart Part II| Fruits & Flirts
"I fell in love with a beautiful girl and she still takes my breath away." —Alex & Sierra.Chapter Theme Song: 'I Love You' by Alex & Sierra.••Harmony"How are you, dear?" Mr. Blake smiles warmly at me, exposing the deep dimples in his cheeks. The more I see this man, is the more my belief strengthens that he's a perfect replica of his son."I am a little better now." I return a smile as I perch against the bed. I glance over at Blaze, discerning the clear-cut annoyance stamped on his face. Wow, he makes it so obvious that he isn't fond of his father."Don't let my son perplex you in your sick state." He says heartily before glaring holes at Blaze, who sucks his teeth and looks away from him."Um, is that for me?" I point at the clear plastic bag he has hanging from his fingers.He nods. "Yes, dear. Just some little snacks. I heard you had a fever? The doctor just told me.""Yeah. I am feeling a little better now, though.""Great, I bought you some fruits." He beams.Blaze shakes hi
Last Updated : 2022-05-14Rescue My Drowning Heart Part II| I'll Save You From Yourself
"What I'm desperate to feel is just out of my reach." —McKenna Breinholt.Chapter Theme Song: 'Save Me' by McKenna Breinholt.A/N: Please listen to the above song! :)••Harmony"Are you feeling better?" April checks as we make our way from our dorm room to head to class.It is Monday, and I would usually feel crabby on this day of the week. However, that isn't the case this morning. I am genuinely contented now that Blaze and I are back on the same page.April took my stuff back for me while my mom drove me to Homewood yesterday. I was secretly disappointed about that, wanting to ride with Blaze instead. I saw that he wanted that too, but I didn't want to show any form of attachment to him with my mom being around. She sees everything, and I am still edgy about that moment she almost caught us canoodling on the hospital bed."Yeah, I am." I smile as April brings a hand up to rub my back comfortingly."Brilliant. We were all so worried about you yesterday. Especially Kite."At the men
Last Updated : 2022-05-14Rescue My Drowning Heart Part II| We Fit So Perfectly Harmony, Don't We?
"We're not equal parts. Light and dark, we can be brilliant." —Nilu.Chapter Theme Song: 'Are You With' Me by Nilu.A/N: Please listen to the above song! :)••HarmonyI enter his house behind him, but not before glancing at the lady who sits on her porch, giving Blaze another one of her infamous stink eyes.Hate has never been this obvious. She gives the impression that she would murder him in a heartbeat if she should ever get the chance. It makes me insanely curious about the story that lies behind her glares of resentment."What exactly happened with you and that lady's son?"Blaze closes his door after me, and the house seems a bit darker today since the blinds aren't drawn and all the lights are off."You don't want to know that, green eyes." A smile creeps its way onto his face as he walks to the living room, and I follow him, still unable to contain my curiosity."I want to know, actually. I am curious.""Curiosity kills the cat." He grins while crashing on his couch, sprawlin
Last Updated : 2022-05-14Rescue My Drowning Heart Part II| Who Is This Girl?
"But if you love me, just like the way that I love you, I wouldn't mind a little comforting from you." —Tatiana Manaois.Chapter Theme Song: 'Helplessly' by Tatiana Manaois.••HarmonyThe beat of my heart quickens when I feel Blaze's lips against my neck, giving me one of those pink marks he likes to leave on my skin. Perhaps as a symbol of what's his. He's practically french-kissing me there, his tongue and teeth working its magic on my body.I blow my cheeks out and avert my eyes to the ceiling, tracing the patterns on it and hoping that'll keep my heart from failing. The adrenaline rushing through my veins is just too much to handle, and the fact that our squishing middles are revealing the slope prodding against his jeans makes it even harder to breathe. He's a highly sexual being—I am getting to realize that.He threads his fingers through my hair, tilting my head ever so slightly so that my throat is open to his view. He presses his mouth there, and my eyes almost roll to the b
Last Updated : 2022-05-14Rescue My Drowning Heart Part II| I Am Not The Only One In love With Blaze Xander
"How unfair, it's just our luck, found something real that's out of touch but if you'd searched the whole wide world, would you dare to let it go?" —Birdy.Chapter Theme Song: 'Not About Angels' by Birdy.••HarmonyBlaze tries to unwrap the girl's slender arms, but she only tightens them around his waists, squeezing him close to her body—so much that it appears almost painful. She shuts her golden eyes as tears cascade down her face, sobbing relentlessly into his T-shirt."I thought I was over you. I thought I moved on, but the moment I saw you...I am back to square one."Blaze rolls his eyes. "Get off me, please.""No. I won't let you go." She shakes her head frantically as she snuggles closer to him, and a surge of jealousy rushes over me. "I won't let you go. Not again. I don't care what my brother or anyone says, I won't—""Maddie!"I look to see an angry Malcolm storming over to us. My lips part in a daze as I take in the scene unfolding in front of me.He grabs her hand and pul
Last Updated : 2022-05-18Rescue My Drowning Heart Part II| What On Earth Have I Gotten Myself Into?
"I see a storm rolling in." —Klergy & Beginners.Chapter Theme Song: 'Dangerous Game' by Klergy ft Beginners.••HarmonyThe sun is slowly setting beyond the horizon, the grounds of Homewood caped with the warmth of the day star's departure. Since all classes have ended for the day, I traverse along the campus to get to Ainsley Hall, hoping Blaze is present in his dorm room. I know he is the type to spend his evenings at parties and other social gatherings, even though since the moment we have begun to hang out, things have noticeably changed.After a while of contemplating earlier, I reached a decision that throwing in a little word of Maddie wouldn't hurt. The resolution was driven by my need to mend her 'tattered' soul and in a way, assist Blaze with correcting his past. I want him to move past all the baggage he has been turning a blind eye to; face them head-on. But I am not sure if this is the right way to go about it, although nothing beats a try.Maddie just wants to be friend
Last Updated : 2022-05-18Rescue My Drowning Heart Part II| Music Club Concert?
"When I look at you, I see forgiveness, I see the truth. You love me for who I am." —Miley Cyrus.Chapter Theme Song: 'When I Look At You' by Miley Cyrus.••Harmony"What promise did you make?" April asks as she walks over to sit next to me on the bed.Maddie finally left after I reassured her five times that I would speak to Blaze on her behalf.I suspire heavily, having used up all my physical and mental energy. "She asked me to ask Blaze if they could be friends."April's eyes widen at this. "Oh damn...so you agreed?""Uh...yeah." I rub my arm, and her eyes are even larger now if that is even possible. She shakes her head repeatedly."Oh no, Harmony. Sweetie, you have no idea what you are doing. She will take your man, dear. Listen, she doesn't want to be 'just friends' with him, okay? Maddie is obsessed. She's kind of 'coo-coo' in the head." She rotates her finger at the side of her head, and I resist the urge to smile."She's not sane. I think when Blaze took her v-card, he also
Last Updated : 2022-05-20
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Rescue My Drowning Heart Part II| Team Work?
"I can't make you love me if you don't, you can't make your heart feel, something that it won't." —Tank/Adele.Chapter Theme Song: 'I Can't Make You Love Me' by Adele.••Harmony"I have to go," I mumble with a hung head while quickly moving past him. With a loud sigh, he grasps my arm to halt my steps. "Harmony, wait."I hastily free myself of his grip and glance around the area. If Blaze sees us talking, he will certainly be mad. I respect him just as much as he respects me.I take a step back. "What are you doing here?""To see you." He shrugs. "Why aren't you answering my text messages?""I didn't see them..."He simpers and shakes his head. "Now you're lying? You know WhatsApp is known for its 'read recipients' feature, and I see that my messages get 'blue ticked' all the time, you don't have to lie.""Look, Kite, I like you but not in the way you want me to." I sigh. "I love Blaze."He nods and scratches his nose. "Yeah, but does he love you?"I don't say anything, I just look a
Rescue My Drowning Heart Part II| You're My Purpose
"Just close your eyes, you and I, will go out of space and time." —Natalia Lesz.Chapter Theme Song: 'Fire In The Sky' by Natalia Lesz.••HarmonyI have no idea when we arrived at the school's back section, away from the concert. I can hear the faint sound of the loud music as we sit on a seat situated under a massive tree.The chirping birds are melodies to my ears, and the wind feels cool and refreshing as it dances through the leaves. As the sun slowly sets, it releases slim rays of yellow lights on the bench we're sitting on.This is more like it. Being alone, away from everyone, with the person I love is the most priceless feeling."The school feels a lot better when no one is around." I smile.Blaze nods. "It does. Imagine if it were just us two in the world...it'd be great. At least then, I'd feel like I am 'living' and not just 'existing.'"I look at him. "You feel like you're just existing?"He shrugs lightly. "Yeah. A few weeks ago, I couldn't find the purpose of life. I me
Rescue My Drowning Heart Part II| He Respects Me
"But how am I supposed to love you when I don't love who I am? And how can I give you all of me when I'm only half a man? 'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning so let go of my hand. Oh, how can I give you all of me when I'm only half a man?" —Dean Lewis.Chapter Theme Song: 'Half A Man' by Dean Lewis.••HarmonyThe evening air is a little humid, so I ensure not to leave behind my grey, oversize hoodie. It belongs to my late father but I took possession of it due to how roomy and warm it is. But it isn't solely because of that. No matter how many times I wash the fabric, I can still smell his scent on it. It feels as though I am getting a gigantic hug from him whenever I wear it, and it is comforting.April takes my advice and wears my turtleneck top, and I have to admit that it looks far better on her than it does on me. The long, satin sleeves hug her slender arms perfectly as if the shirt was custom-made just for her. I plan on letting her keep it; it fits her too well.Yuna and
Rescue My Drowning Heart Part II| This Could Be Love
“And I will find my strength to untape my mouth when I used to be afraid of the words but with you I’ve learned just to let it out now my heart is ready to burst. ’Cause I feel like I’m ready for love and I wanna be your everything and more. And I know every day I say it but I just want you to be sure, that I am yours.” —Ella Henderson.Chapter Theme Song: ‘Yours’ by Ella Henderson.Warning: Chapter May Contain Mature Sexual Content.••HarmonyHe pulls me on top of him so that I am straddling his lap, and his hard-on immediately grows firmer against my center. It scares me a little, but I don’t move away. I don’t want to be free from his kiss, not yet.With our mouths still joined together, the hand caressing my waist wanders down until he’s tugging at the drop strings on the front of my shorts. Abruptly, I break the kiss, and his cherry lips jut at the action, wonder reeling in his mesmerizing eyes. My lips part as I stare back at him, my chest lifting and falling.He smiles. “What?
Rescue My Drowning Heart Part II| Let's Do What Lovers Do
"I think of you whenever I am alone, so please don't go." —Joel Adams.Chapter Theme Song: 'Please Don't Go' by Joel Adams.••Harmony"So, what movie would you like to watch?" Blaze asks while he skims through Netflix on my laptop.I tuck a leg underneath me and hand him the bag of chips while I take a cupcake from the small carton."Anything is fine." I smile."Anything?" He lifts a brow mischievously, and I chuckle."Except horror...or anything with a possible sex scene..." I mumble the last part, but he hears and begins to laugh."Yeah. I remember that last time you almost shook us both off my dorm bed." He titters."We can watch that." I point at the recently re-made 'The Lion King.'Blaze frowns but taps on it anyway. "Cartoon? Really?""No, it's not a cartoon; the graphics look more real than not. This is the recent one that came out some time ago.""Alright, anything for you anyway." He says, and I smile.He sets the laptop at the top of the bed, and we both lay onto our stoma
Rescue My Drowning Heart Part II| He Will Say It When He Is Ready
"Someone taught me that I was evil." —Kate Vogel.Chapter Theme Song: 'Rain' by Kate Vogel.••HarmonyI am standing in my spot motionlessly, glaring at her and trying to understand how she got inside when I am positive, I had closed the door. I know Blaze can pick a lock, but Maddie? Can she?Taking notice of my obvious confusion she lets out a mirthless chuckle."I am so sorry; did I startle you?"Her question snaps me back to reality, and I shake my head. "Um, no...I just...thought I had closed the door...what brings you here?"She shrugs her shoulders as she steps closer. "Oh well, I am just paying you a visit, is that odd?"I shake my head while running my palms against my shorts. Her presence makes me agitated and fretful because the look she gave me earlier at the meeting did not seem normal at all."I mean, my dorm room is right next door to yours, so it's just two seconds walk." She states."Wait...your room is next to mine?" I lift a brow.She giggles. "Yes, silly. My daddy
Rescue My Drowning Heart Part II| Movies & Talks
"Every time you hold me close, I feel you're trying to save a broken soul." —Declan J. Donovan.Chapter Theme Song: 'Numb' by Declan J. Donovan.AN: I think the above song fits Blaze perfectly! :) Please have a listen!••Harmony"Woah, that was amazing!" Mal compliments as he walks over to me. The music meeting has ended, and everyone is gradually filing out of the room.Maddie is behind him, and she's looking from me to Blaze with the same frown engraved on her face."Thanks, Mal." I smile."That was awesome, Harmony!" Justine inputs as she joins us, smiling from ear to ear. "I enjoyed it.""Thanks, I am happy you did. It means a lot to know that you guys found it entertaining.""Oh, the whole club did." She chuckles. "The way you were staring at Blaze so passionately, I think the whole school knows you both are in love now."Heat spreads to my cheeks in a matter of seconds, and I glance over at Blaze, whose face is now abnormally red. Is he blushing?Maddie tenses visibly then forc
Rescue My Drowning Heart Part II| Can You Understand My Tears?
"It's something that I'll never know, how you can love someone so broken, so right." —Jess Glynne.Chapter Theme Song: 'Broken' by Jess Glynne.AN: Hey Guys! Very important, please listen to the above song when Harmony sings it in the chapter, it may not make much sense if you don't, lol.••Third Person POVBlaze opens the transparent door that leads to the music room, Harmony's hand firmly interlaced with his as he steps in. The crisp air conditions drafting over the room doesn't ease her anxiety since she can still feel her palms becoming clammy from unease.She is standing behind his tall figure like a timid kitten, and between the narrow spaces of his arm, she can see a few heads twisted in their direction. As usual.Oh, how she hates the spotlight.Blaze glances down at her from over his shoulders, amused by her hiding behind him. "Hey, don't be afraid, alright? I got you, green eyes."She smiles up at him. "Thank you, Blaze."Maddie, who sits with Malcolm in the far-left corner
Rescue My Drowning Heart Part II| Music Club Concert?
"When I look at you, I see forgiveness, I see the truth. You love me for who I am." —Miley Cyrus.Chapter Theme Song: 'When I Look At You' by Miley Cyrus.••Harmony"What promise did you make?" April asks as she walks over to sit next to me on the bed.Maddie finally left after I reassured her five times that I would speak to Blaze on her behalf.I suspire heavily, having used up all my physical and mental energy. "She asked me to ask Blaze if they could be friends."April's eyes widen at this. "Oh damn...so you agreed?""Uh...yeah." I rub my arm, and her eyes are even larger now if that is even possible. She shakes her head repeatedly."Oh no, Harmony. Sweetie, you have no idea what you are doing. She will take your man, dear. Listen, she doesn't want to be 'just friends' with him, okay? Maddie is obsessed. She's kind of 'coo-coo' in the head." She rotates her finger at the side of her head, and I resist the urge to smile."She's not sane. I think when Blaze took her v-card, he also
