chapter 4

Warning : SPG po .

Chapter 4 : Missed

I found my self in a white room that has a big window with gray curtains , I look around , I see my boss drying his wet black hair with a towel .

I attempted to stand up but I fall in the floor , my boss help me to get up and sat down to bed .

" Don't stand , your legs are still weak" sir Montenegro said . " What do you want to eat for breakfast " sir asked .

My heart skip a beat as he said those words , his harsh voice last night suddenly fade away . His face that I thought I face Satan face to face is now a angel looking figure.

" Hindi ako ang kakainin mo miss Rietra , so don't look at me in that way . " Pabiro na sabi ni Sir . He smiled and leave the room with a towel in his shoulder.

' Wait self , why are you thinking about this guy , you have a boyfriend . '

I just realized that the same day I see Dilan in the rooftop talking someone in his phone is the same day I have sex with my boss!

' p*tan* I** self ano to !?? '

I don't know why am I not feeling guilty at all , it seems like I don't know Dilan when Sir is here beside me .

" Eat miss Rietra so you can have strength for work . " Sir Montenegro said in his soft tone .

He put the tray in the bed and I look at it at nakita ko ang Isang tasa ng kape at Isang plato ng tinapay .

Lumabas si Sir Montenegro sa kaniyang kuwarto at iniwan ako nang mag isa sa kaniyang kuwarto.

Habang ako ay kumakain , bumalik sa aking isipan ang nangyari sa amin ni Sir .

It shouldn't happen in the first place kung hindi ako nag rereklamo sa utos niya .

20 minutes past I finished eating and drinking my coffee , I try to stand up again .

I feel pain in my womanhood but I still manage to stand up and go to the bathroom to look at my reflection in the mirror .

I see my neck full of kiss mark and so as my waist , in my arms too . Pano na ako papasok nito sa trabaho eh puno ako ng bakas ng kahapon .

While I was thinking about the kiss mark my boss enters , ' seriously hindi man lang kumatok '

" Here wear this at wag mo nang takpan yang katawan mo nakita ko naman nayan . " He said smirking . "Maligo kana at papasok na tayo ng trabaho . " Sir said .

He closed the door carefully, I walked to the shower and take off my clothes and turn on the shower .

A couple of minutes past , Im done talking shower and wear the clothes sir give me .

" You're here ,... That fast ! " He said wiping his mouth with a napkin .

I just nodded and he gesture me to seat beside him . He is eating a butter toast with coffee and little serving of salad .

He continues to eat and me I'm in my phone reviewing some points tungkol sa batas .

It's a real struggle dahil Wala akong actual na libro , I have to search to read it .

Umupo ulit sa tabi ko si Sir Havier at hinawakan niya ang aking baiwang .

" Sir .. " sabi ko ng naka tingin sakanya .

" Hmmm yes ? " He said putting his elbow on the counter looking at me . "Miss Shelby what is it tell me . " He said brushing off some hair in my face .

" W-wala lang po !! " I said and look back to my phone . My eyes widen as he starts to move his hand up and down , cherishing my waist .

I closed my eyes and breath heavily trying to make my self calm so he won't notice .

Hindi ko namalayan na ang kanyang kamay ay na punta na sa akin pag kababae . Tumingin ulit ako sa aking boss , tinaasan ako nito ng kilay . His elbows is still on the table while this other hand send me to heaven .

He moved his face closer to my ears , I can feel his hot breath taking my hole system to panic .

" You'r dripping miss Shelby " he whispered that made my hole body heat up . I feel the wetness in me as I'm falling down to a sensation that sent me to the sky .

" S-sir ... " I said putting down my phone turning it off and lower my head .

I'm trying not to moan in this touch but my body is fallen into a hot sensation that makes me feel to desire for more .

He moved closer and his lips goes to my nape kissing it like its my lips . His lips is like a pillow in my nape giving me pleasure .

He stood up in his chair I remain sitting , his hand is still moving as I crumpled my hand feeling more addicted to his touch.

His resting elbow goes to my mountains massaging it like is his own mussels. My nipples hardened as he starts to play with it like a guitar.

" U-uhhhh~~~ " I gasped , trying to get air . His lips travel to my neck kissing it and liking it .

I feel his hand slowly removing it inside my womanhood . " Sh*t ! miss Rietra " he said then he kissed my lips .

My phone vibrates and ring , it's my alarm in my phone . It's already 5:30am , his lips parted in my lips , he looked at my phone pick it up and turned off the ringing alarm .

I looked at him as he do that , his face is not anointed but I can tell he is frustrated.

" Sir .. uh im- " I said but he put his finger to my lips . " No , you don't have to " he said smiling .

He carries me and go to his living room where he put me gently in his sofa .

' kailangan ba niya talaga iyon gawin ? ' I said in my mind .

He go to his drawer kinuhaniya ang kaniyang suklay then the go to my direction and seat beside me .

His hand touched my hair , sinuklay niya ng marahan ang aking buhok , He do that silently .

He stood up and go to his drawer and and get something . " Sir " I said to get his attention .

" Mhm yes ? " Answer and turned to my direction and seat beside me .

" Why ? " I asked .

" Why ? , well I put you in this situation so I will stand by what I did . " He said then put oil in his palms and touch my hair One again .

I felt his hand massaging my scalp spreading the oil he puts in his hands . A few minutes past by natapos naniya ito then he help me to stand up , I feel my knees shaking like im already in my 50s .

We walk torts his car and he opened the door for me and he follows . I never remember Dilan do this thing for me such as care for me when I'm in pain .

He is more likely to go to his business meeting than to care about my condition. Dilan is not the same anymore he's a different man now , I don't know why I feel this strange feeling , it feels like I'm carrying a stone to the top of a mountain .

" Are you feeling something ? " He asked me in the middle of my deep thoughts . " You seem to be thinking deeply miss Rietra . " He continued .

" Oh , sir Im just fine and you're right." I said forcing my self to smile.

" You can tell it to while we are stuck in this long traffic . " He said as if he is my closest friend I even meet .

" Well I just missed someone ." I said in my sad tone . I remember the days that Dilan used to ask my day and my feelings ,He always comforts me before but I guess time changed us .

" Who is it ? " He asked again leaning his back on his seat .

" My friend " half truth half life .

I really don't want to tell him that I have a fiance , I know it's wrong but the conflict between my heart and my mind bothers me a lot .

" And why is he that so special for you " he said look at me .

" Yes he is sir , I was always with him when we were kids, but we got separated from each other when I turned twelve . " I explained.

" I see , well what's his name ? " He asked .

" I remember I always called him Avi before sir but I can't remember his hole name it's been a long time "

" Well ... I don't know why pero it's the same age when I leave my friend my friend she-she 10 year ago . I don't know what she looks like now but I'm sure she will grew up as an independent woman . " Sabi ni Sir bakas sa kaniyang boses ang pangungulila kita ko ito sa kaniyang mga mata .

He paused for a while and asked me a question ....

" Miss Rietra if you will be given a chance to meet him again what do you want to do ? ..... "