Jasmine's POV “You are my everything, Jas, and it hurts me to see you sad.” I couldn't stop smiling, remembering his words. I sat down on the balcony, watching the city skyline, feeling the cool breeze on my face. Earnest's words kept echoing in my mind: "You are my everything, Jas." I couldn't help but smile more, thinking about the way he looked at me, the way he held me close. It felt like nothing could ever tear us apart. As I sat there, lost in thought, I remembered that nobody recognized me as his lover. Everyone at the mansion knew me as his personal maid. My smile faded all of a sudden. “They're not fair,” I muttered to myself, looking at the beautiful sky, which I thought was not beautiful in my eyes. “Why are you ugly, sky?” I couldn't believe myself. The sky that is as beautiful as gold I was seeing as ugly. I think I can't see right; my eyes can't differentiate beauty from ugly. I'm no longer liking the view because I could not be with Earnest. I always had this dre
I staggered on my bed. I tried to relax and believe I would soon become Earnest's bride, but my mind refused to quiet down. I was full of anxiety, turning and tossing as the fear of not being in Earnest's future gripped me like a vice, squeezing my mind and making it hard for me to breathe. I thought about our conversation, replaying every word. I thought I was just a temporary distraction to him. Tears welled up in my eyes. I didn't want to be in his life; I wanted to be the one he couldn't imagine living without. As the night wore on, my eyelids grew heavy, but my mind remained wide awake, tormenting me with what-ifs and maybes. How did Earnest view me? I kept questioning myself: Am I not attractive enough to behold? I was too exhausted to think more of it. I drifted off immediately, only to find myself gazing into the mirror, beaming with happiness. Today I could finally say "I do" to Earnest, my eyes sparkling like diamonds.I was wearing a stunning white wedding gown, intrica
"That man is not nice, Mum," I said aloud, hoping she would understand. Ever since I have known my dad, he has never been nice to her. He causes her nothing but pain, yet she is blinded by love and refuses to see the bad side of my father."Jas, I don't like it when you talk ill of your father," she sounded so annoying. I didn't care if what I said pissed her off; she needed to stop talking highly of him."A man who beats you every day as if you are a wall, who left you all alone in that eyesore house while he lives in his mansion, leaving you to anguish in pain. You call that nice?" I didn't care how she would feel about my words. I stood up from my bed and knelt closer to her, lowering my voice so she could grasp that Dad isn't nice."Mum, I know you want to protect me from the truth, but I'm old enough to see it for myself. The scars on your body, the tears you cry at night, the fear in your eyes when he's around... it's not love, Mum. It's not love when someone hurts you so deeply
My phone started buzzing; it was a call from Earnest. A tickling smile spread across my face as I picked it up.“Hello, darling,” I answered, still smiling. I can't tell what it is about Earnest that captures my heart so much that I can't be without him. Was it his handsomeness, or did he have all the qualities I needed? I don’t know. I think it's something far beyond what I can imagine. I can't stop being gratefully happy because my wish has been fulfilled. Earnest is craving for me, and here he is, telling me how much he would love to see me around his world.“Would you like to have a chance today to go on dinner with me to my company?” I couldn't contain the smile that covered my cheeks. It's a great thing that I'm actually going on dinner with Earnest; I can be introduced as his girlfriend there. I guess from there, I will be getting noticed. Without much hesitation, I responded as if it was what I had been expecting for ages.“Yes, yes, I will.” I couldn't stop saying yes countl
As we were on our way to the venue, Earnest couldn't take his eyes off me. He kept glancing at me."You are effortlessly beautiful," he said, holding my cheeks and pecking them. "You are making me go crazy, Jas." I felt like a queen as he kept complimenting me.I guess this is my chance to let him know that I have always desired to be in that ballgown."I...want," I paused. I didn't really know how to tell him that I wanted to walk down the aisle with everyone watching me."What, my darling? Anything for you," he smiled and pecked me over and over again. I couldn't believe my ears. He asked what I wanted; I think I should let him know about my dream before I could utter a word.As we approached the venue, the driver slowed down and brought the car to a smooth stop.Earnest got out first, then turned to help me out. I took his hand, feeling a spark of electricity as our palms touched. I still had a lot to say to him. He smiled and led me out of the car, onto the red carpet that stretch
"The day didn't go as I wished. Earnest didn't introduce me to the crowd as his girlfriend,” I muttered to myself upon waking up with a strong pain in my head. “I was expecting him to say it loud that I'm his girlfriend. Before I knew what happened yesterday, those attention-seeker girls landed a hot slap on my cheek, which made me start fighting them. The dinner party just ended like that."I sprang to my feet and walked directly to the bathroom to wash off the junk that accumulated in my eyes. I gazed at myself in the mirror. My eyes were red and puffy, my cheek still stinging from the slap. I still couldn't believe how the night had ended without anything special. I thought maybe it was because I wasn't dressed properly. I had been so excited to be introduced as Earnest's girlfriend, but instead, I had been humiliated by those attention-seeking girls.I splashed water on my face, trying to wash away the tears and the pain. But as I looked into the mirror, I saw a reflection of a gi
I guess I should start from the first page of her diary. It's an incident that happened when my daddy left the house. She titled it "The Day He Left My Life."I started reading it: “I was bitter knowing that I couldn't see my daughter ever again. Why would she ever have to leave? Drake entered, drunk. I was stressed out; he is a burden to me. I don't think I will sit down watching him act this way when my daughter is nowhere to be found. I can't just sit down and fold my hands watching him mistreat me.‘That useless daughter of yours has finally died. I can now have my peace,’ he said. This got me mad. How could a father be praying for his daughter’s death?‘She is not my daughter and can never be; she cannot have Drake’s blood,’ he laughed abruptly. I think he is under the influence of alcohol.‘Drake, she is your daughter. We have to look for her.’‘Get out of here, you old smelling bitch. You killed the only woman who made my heart throb. I hate all of you. I can't ever imagine my
I opened another page; this one was actually the answer to my curiosity. Her first statement started with, "Time and days have gone by. I have been very happy since I met Sam." I smirked, a tickle of a smile escaping from my lips as I tried to see if I knew who Sam was, but I didn't. I turned my attention to her diary."You are indeed the most beautiful woman I have ever seen." His voice keeps echoing in my ear since he said this to me. I have never been myself. How could one be so charming and romantic as him? I wish I had met you in time. I would be glad I didn't waste my youth just like I did with a scumbag like Drake."I'm interested in you; you are really very attractive." It's screamingly funny for someone to find me attractive. I didn't know that because Drake, whom I have loved with all my heart, had never said that to me."Would you like to go on a date with me?" I felt young again when he asked me that. I gave it much thought, and I think I'm growing wings for Sam. I think