Miss Vera shifted sideways and motioned to me. “This is Ciara, my teammate,” She introduced me in a calm and normal tone.
As I had no other choice but to look at him, slowly, I lifted my gaze. He was already staring at me with his deep set of blue eyes. Those eyes were the culprit why I fell in love with him before. Unlike those gentler stares in the past, this time, a strong appearance surrounded him. I couldn’t decipher his gestures. My chest constricted and felt like it was about to explode.
“Hi Miss Ciara,” He elevated his hand for a handshake. As I didn’t want to be rude in front of my boss, I accepted it.
“Hi, Mr. Ford”. I smiled faintly like it was the first time I met him. Ironic!
The very moment our skin touched against each other, electricity radiated. That feeling I used to have every time I’m close to him before was still there. He pressed my hand gently, but I was quick to pull it away. Frankly, I wished there was a hole down under my feet that could swallow me right away. I hate he had that effect on me still. “Does he?” I got confused but more on in denial.
It puzzled me if he had an idea that I’m working with Smith’s Glass Wall Company because I didn't see even a bit of a surprise on his face. He was standing straight, calm yet so serious. I could say that those long four years made him better - I won’t deny that.
He looked so charming in his modern fit suit, like a real boss. I could tell he was a few inches taller than before and had matured enough to be more handsome. If I would describe him, he’s completely different in a good way from what he was in the past. I mean, he was already good-looking when we were together but seeing him anew after those years, he was undoubtedly drop-dead gorgeous.
With his demeanor, I could tell he moved on. What do I expect? Four long years had passed and certainly, he already found a new love interest. Besides, he seemed successful and occupied with his business endeavor to waste his time remembering me. I felt my heart squeeze at the thought of it. “What was I thinking? Argh!” I didn’t know what was wrong with me as I could feel tears burning in the corner of my eyes but gladly, got to control them. I balled my fist, not sure what to do next.
He cleared his throat. “This is Warren, our senior head,” He introduced the man beside him. I guess the man was in his late forties because I could see his head already going bald. “And this is Amber, my secretary,” He shifted to the woman on the other side. The lady with large spectacles and weird eye color smiled at us. We reciprocated her with the same level of warmth before we went to sit down and start with the presentation.
Denver and Miss Vera exchanged small talks, and I just kept silent, trying my best to avoid eye contact with him. Truth be told, it was the first most awkward situation I encountered in my entire existence.
In between Miss Vera’s presentation, I noticed him quite a number of times spared a glimpse at me, but I did not care. I acted oblivious to his presence, and I didn’t want to assume that he was trying to imply something to me. Honestly, I wasn’t able to concentrate because he totally disturbed me.
Miss Vera’s presentation took only fifteen minutes, and it was a smooth one. Well, of course, she’s used to doing it. I could only wish to be as good as her in the future.
“Mr. Ford, if you have time this Friday, we can give you a factory tour to showcase our different glass walls.” Miss Vera was trying to get a new appointment with him.
Denver held his chin with his thumb and clenched his perfectly carved jaw. “We can have it tomorrow afternoon.” he remained serious and that stunned Miss Vera. With wide eyes, “Alright,” She swiftly replied and seemed happy to get the earliest schedule. Perhaps it could be a good sign for a purchase order sooner. But for me, it was a punishment because as much as I didn’t want to see him around, my job won’t allow me to elude him.
He faked a cough. “Miss Vera, could your company provide bulk orders of glass walls in a month? We are in a rush to complete the installation of walls and partitions of our office in another month”.
Miss Vera looked at me and I knew it was hard for her to ensure him. Producing tons of walls in a month requires so much effort from our team in the factory.
“Mr. Ford, I understand that your two floors 5000 square meters office has a timeline, but could you give us 6 weeks for that? I just want to make sure we can complete the delivery while providing you quality glass walls,” She was trying to negotiate nicely.
He hummed audibly before twisting his lips. “I guess that could fit with our time frame." He shifted to his secretary, who was nodding at what he said as well as Warren, who agreed with his time calculation.
Amid their discussion, I learned that their company will operate before the end of the year. That would be two months after our specified period of glass wall delivery. Clueless about what their business is all composed of, I felt like I needed to check their company profile as soon as our meeting would end.
“So, Miss Vera, see you again tomorrow,” He stood up from his seat and so did we. That moment I heard him say it, I felt a bit of ease. It was a sign that the meeting is about to conclude and my agitation could rest for a while.
“I would be happy to show you around tomorrow, Mr. Ford,” Miss Vera’s amazement that the meeting went well was visible on her face. Well, who would not if you got a potential client who could give you so much credit in the future?
Miss Vera sent our guests to the lift while I stayed a few meters behind, watching them still having small talk. Though I could catch him stealing a glance at me, I acted like I wasn’t aware of it. Deep inside, it was a tough acting moment for me.
He behaved like he didn’t know me in front of everyone and incontestably, he played it well. I didn’t know what he was thinking about me. “Well, he shouldn’t matter to me anymore. He was my past,” I pouted at the thought, but “Really?” my mind, no, my traitor mind taunted me. Jeez!
The moment I got back to my table, I flopped on my chair with a stirring heart and mind. I took a deep breath, trying to condition my emotion. After four agonizing years, frankly, I was still in disbelief at seeing him again.
I wasn’t interested in his life in the past years, but to face him afresh triggered my curiosity. I browsed his company ZDF Electronic Security Service on the internet and found out that the primary operation is in Seattle. As I read the content, I learned that they’re in Harrisburg as an expansion. “Their business is doing good,” I hummed.
“Zachary Denver Ford, CEO.” They published his photo on the upper right side of the screen. I curled my lips, thinking that he pushed himself to the extent of his potential because he made it to the top. I felt a pain sting my heart that he left me because his priority was his ambition. Nevertheless, I believed he made the right decision because he succeeded. Besides, with what he'd become, definitely, a lot of women will run after him. He could choose the best that he deserves. “Good for him,” I murmured with a heavy heart.
I was back from my deep thoughts when my extension rang. It was Miss Vera calling me to come into her office. As I didn’t want to make her wait long, I stood up and hurried to see her.
“I want you to inform our head supervisor in the factory about our visit tomorrow afternoon,” She told me firmly, and I nodded right away. “Yes, Miss Vera."
“Also, I requested a new headcount in our team because I want you to proceed with your online training as soon as possible. I emailed you the links and I hope you could finish them in three to five days.” She added that all the products and brochures were there and I must familiarize their specifications one by one.
“Your new office will be available soon,” She mentioned, and I was trying to sink into my head all the information she shared. I couldn’t believe she'll allow me to have my private space. Anyway, that was a good idea because I could work conveniently. Truly, I loved the recommendation, but it did not vanish in my mind that I’d be working with Denver until his dealings with our company would be over.
When I returned to my desk, I noticed a message popping up on our internal chatbox. “Is it true that you got promoted?” It was from Alicia. I could only sigh at how fast the rumors spread in every department about my promotion.
“Yeah, it’s true. Wish me luck!” And added a smiley and a crossed fingers emoji.
“It amazed us at how you’ve gotten Miss Vera’s trust,” She replied with a thumbs up. “Congratulations! I’m happy for you!” She typed, and I thanked her for the praises.
For the rest of the day, I hated myself for letting Denver occupy my mind. I couldn’t work properly. Thankfully, my boss couldn’t see me from her post. When the clock ticked at five in the afternoon, I gathered my things and bid goodbye to Miss Vera, who was about to leave her office, too.
I drove off from our office building and dropped by a drive-thru to get my dinner. As usual, I ordered chicken, fries, and a few side dishes. I couldn’t remember when was the last time I tried to cook proper food in my house aside from cup noodles. I could only shake my head at my poor skill in the kitchen.
I was turning towards my parking area outside of my house when I sighted a black Range Rover parked a few meters away from the porch. I wondered because it was the first time I saw a car stop near my property. Certainly, a rich man owns it because those people who have millions of dollars in their account could only gain such.
As soon as I turned off the engine, I observed the luxurious car. No movement occurred for a few seconds. As I gathered my food to bring with me inside my house, a man went out. My heart raced fast. “Holy crap!” My eyes widened and couldn't stop cursing seeing who it was.
I stepped out of my car and locked it properly before marching to my door. I was staring at him with narrowed eyes while he walks seriously toward me. As he was nearing, I muttered all the expletives I knew in my head. How on earth did he find where I live? Well, I realized it was no big deal because he’s a boss and has sources and ways. “What are you doing here?” I snapped. Yeah, that was rude. Honestly, I didn't know how to act in front of him considering it was only the two of us. It was different when we were at the meeting. I hid my real emotions back there because I didn't have a choice. He cleared his throat. His fingers were busy fixing his left long sleeve, rolling it up to his elbow without breaking his gaze with mine. The scent of his manly perfume invaded my nose and system immediately. His smell was still the same and because of that, a whole new wave of memories came flashing into my mind.I knew I shouldn’t think of all our flashbacks and it was right not to think abo
My father’s face, which I hadn’t seen for a long time, got published in an article. I hadn’t heard from him since he left our house. I refrained from reading news online because it could make me feel distressed, but somehow, I got the courage to view some lately. While I was reading the content, I smirked, and it filled my heart with bitterness. “Businessperson Russell Lewis ventured into Network Security Devices,” The publisher wrote. I learned my dad flew and stayed in Chicago with his new family six years ago. He just came back for business purposes. I couldn’t decipher how easy for him to forget me and never once check if I’m still alive. I hate him so much. My hatred for my father deepened when he did not show up at my Mom’s funeral. I couldn’t help but think that dad scratched us off in his life in a snap of a finger. How dare he put me in a dreadful situation? He screwed my life, and he was the one to blame. I instilled in my heart and mind that I will never be like my dad, w
“Of course, Mr. Ford. We would love to join you!” As expected, my boss accepted his offer. Well, I understood she couldn’t decline it as a sign of respect after she got a good deal. She needed to take care of Mr. Ford as one of her important clients who could be a connection and lead her to other potential clients. “I know a pleasant restaurant nearby. You can just follow us,” He seemed glad, telling my boss while sparing a glance at me. As much as I didn’t want to go, I couldn’t think of something to reason out. Frankly, to have dinner is unnecessary, but I had no right to retaliate. We went to our respective cars, and we drove off, following his SUV to a restaurant that I didn’t know. We were like in a convoy in which I was the last vehicle in our row. As I was driving, my emotions were fighting inside me. I didn’t want to dine with him or spend time with him any longer. An idea came up to my mind, so I slowed down and let other vehicles overtake my car. After around five minutes
Right after I turned to my street and parked outside of my house, his SUV slowed down. I pulled out my house key and stepped out of my car towards my door. Quickly, I pushed my door open and before I could close it, his car drove away. I could only hiss at how he was bothering me with his motive. “Good night,” I read his message that flashed on my screen. I wished I could scold him for his gestures, but I didn’t want to create a conversation between us. I was desperate to show that I’m no longer interested and for him to realize that I wanted to go on with my life without him in it anymore. I breathed heavily and closed my eyes to ease my unwell emotion. Denver made my day so tiring. Not because of our job showing him around our factory, but because of his unpredictable actions. I felt afraid he might slip about our relationship in the past, and that was the very thing that I didn’t want to share with anybody. The truth, I felt I'm getting sick because of him. I couldn't sleep comfor
“I’m a good listener,” he spoke softly. I took a deep breath a few times and when I calmed down, “Sorry, it’s just a sad day for me.” He hummed. “When I’m sad, I used to do this one thing,” He was talking like we’re good friends and I did not mind. “What?” I replied, almost breathless from crying. “First.... stop crying,” He clucked his tongue and twisted his lips. He stood properly. “Second, stand up,” He offered his right hand for me to hold. I was hesitant, but he seemed to have that wonderful spirit and I didn’t want to disappoint him. I knew he was trying to help and ease my emotion. He held my hand for support as I reached for my bag. “I know an alternative way to go out of this campus swiftly,” He sounded so sure, but “Don’t you have class?” I asked worriedly. He told me they have an exam, but he got exempted. That was why he spends his free time wandering around. I wondered why a student like him could get exempted, and I couldn’t think of any reason. “Why?” sniffing, I
When we were inside my house, I right away went to the kitchen to make our food. I have no talent for cooking, so for us to have food on the table quickly, I cooked noodles and steamed buns.“Sorry, I don’t have expertise in cooking,” I apologized, but he shrugged it off. He gobbled on his food and seemed famished. “Did you eat your lunch today?” I wondered because I'd never seen him that ravenous. “I did,” he replied hastily. “So why does it seem you’re starving?” I creased my brows and pouted at him. “It’s not every day that you cook for me,” he winked with a satisfied smile. I flushed but did my best to stay composed. He was acting weird and being sweet at the same time. His gestures puzzled me immensely.When he finished all the food in front of us, it was funny because I wasn’t sure if it tasted good. For me, it was the usual savor. I could only shake my head at the thought.While I was tidying the kitchen, I let him watch a movie in my small living room. He already visited my
In the afternoon, I went to the orphanage to help watch the toddlers. From afar, saw Heidi busy preparing the meals for us to feed them. I really admired her wholeheartedness of aid to the children.“Hi, Ara! I’m glad you’re able to help today,” Miss Victoria, the head of the children’s care, never missed to always thank me for my dedication. “We received another child today,” She let me know, and the pity was clearly visible in her eyes. She said the little girl’s parents died in a tragic car accident and they left her alone without a trace of any members of her family.“I feel sorry for the child,” I sighed while dancing with a sleeping little boy in my arms. If I wasn’t mistaken, the orphanage had already thirty little angels in their care. My involvement in the institution helped me realize that even though I suffered from depression for what happened to me, I’m more fortunate than them because I got the chance to be with my parents while growing up until I reached my early teens
The next day, I stepped inside the office, anticipating a bright day from Miss Vera. As expected, I sighted her with a grin on her face.“Ciara, Amber already sent their purchase order. Have you seen it?” She asked while I put down some documents on her table.“Yes, Miss Vera,” I stood still, waiting if she has instructions to say.“Call Mr. Henry to start the production right away. I want us to complete the delivery a week before our agreed deadline.” She was back from being strict, which I’m used to. I nodded before I turned my back to do the task. Right after I dropped the phone after speaking to Henry, I sighted Iris pacing toward me. She was beaming with a bouquet of white roses in her arms. I got puzzled if Miss Vera’s husband surprised her or if they are celebrating a special occasion in their life.“They are beautiful flowers,” I complimented tenderly. My heart melted seeing such fresh and fragrant flowers. It could please every woman’s heart who can receive such a present.“
I succeeded in inviting Ciara to dinner and had the chance to talk about us. I got to say those things I hid inside my heart for a long time. Although it wasn't as easy as I expected for her to grasp my reasons, I tried my luck to make her understand. Unfortunately, she was resolute about her decision not to get us back together. However, giving us up wasn't included in my options. Not that I could sense she was gradually losing her guard against me. Unlike the first few weeks of seeking her attention, I could tell she was getting more amicable toward me. Traveling from Cancun back to Harrisburg went smoothly. I offered to send her home after the rain poured unexpectedly and at that moment she agreed, I thought it was a good sign for the two of us. Unluckily, after being careless, it only ended to be the worst. She discovered I got someone around to get her followed and that made her infuriated. I did my best to justify my basis yet it only went into nothing. Rationalizing my action w
As soon as I got back to Seattle, I resumed the business launching with Mr. Barnes. In a short period of time, it was a hit. Competitors were astounded by the newest innovation from One Guard Electronic System. Clients and business associates lined up to get our services. In a span of a year, after introducing the design I uniquely created, it gave so much benefit to the company. Mr. Barnes's riches tripled just like that."Mr. Barnes, I'm ready to build my own company in Harrisburg," I discussed my plan with him. I negotiated it before we started the debarkation of the design in Seattle and I told him it was time for me to go back to my State. I was able to help him to reach the top of the industry and I believed, it was enough for him to let me go.With thorough deliberation, we ended up with a discreet decision. As he was hesitant to totally omit me from his company, he suggested building my own in Harrisburg yet we would be still connected with each other. My business would be in
DENVER's POVEverything between us seemed perfect and we were contented around each other until my near graduation. Mr. Parker laid out opportunities for me from different companies and their offerings were tremendously enticing. I was overwhelmed and it was hard to choose from the list. Mr. Parker was the reason why I got so many proposals to pick from because I was really eyed for my potential. As we discussed the best company that could give me the fastest growth, One Guard Electronics Systems caught my attention. As I read their company profile and the main concept of the business, I was triggered to be part of the team. Their structure was what I'm looking for. However, it wasn't as simple as I thought. It would be in Seattle and it was a home program. I would be away for around 2 to 4 years depending on how rapidly we could program the possible security system device project for every household. The company was aiming to create the most innovative program and be number 1 in th
DENVER'S POV When I went to college, it was just a typical apartment and campus daily routine. I was keen to finish my course on top because I believed I'm capable of it. I swore to just focus on my studies and avoid vices that could be a distraction along the way. Among those were partying, smoking, drugs, and women. I had my goals and timeline of everything that I wanted in life. I'm very particular with my plans as well as utilizing my full potential in my chosen field. I only had a few friends while at the University. I couldn't say they were my best friends because I didn't want to get close to anyone around. I was very occupied with my lessons and I used to be alone just to review and ace my exams. Yet sometimes, even if we do things in our own ways and how much we try to stay away from all the diversions we set for ourselves, there will always be something to occur beyond our control. One afternoon, I was sitting under a gigantic tree trying to solve a calculus problem whe
"Baby, relax! Let's get you to the hospital," Denver was trying to calm me down yet he was looking more freaked out knowing I was going to give birth. I held onto him because the pain was increasing and the contraction did not subside. "Mommy, what is going on?" Catie was frightened seeing us panic-stricken. Mindy grabbed her hand and told her to stay away from us because the baby is coming very soon. Denver called Alfie and in haste, the car was in front of our house. Gladly, we were able to collect all the necessary stuff in preparation for my delivery and readied it in the compartment of the vehicle. Truth be told, we organized everything a month before my expected due date. As soon as Denver settled me in the back seat, we left the house in a hurry. Inside the labor room, the nurses were very accommodating. I felt like my energy got drained because of the pain. I was all sweaty while Denver kept on caressing my back. The pity and worry mixed up and it was clearly printed on h
Meadow organized a baby shower party a week before my expected delivery date. She decorated one of our living rooms into a party event space. When I was called by Lea to go downstairs, my lips parted at how beautifully embellished our place was. Unaccountable blue balloons were hanging everywhere and bags of presents were gathered on a table near the improvised platform."This is too much, Meadow," I was still in awe. She pulled me towards the center before she motioned for Iris to start the program. The two of them prepared a few games that we enjoyed so much as well as delicious food to gobble on. Well of course, with the help of Mindy. The cupcakes were so enticing that I got to eat two pieces in a row.Honestly, it was only an intimate party because we only got those we used to have around the house every day. After opening all the gifts they prepared for the baby, Catie presented to sing for me and for her little brother. We all gathered to listen to her and it was a wonderful of
My Dearest Ciara,I know that a million apologies can't suffice for the unfair treatment I have done to you. It was improper to leave you and your Mom. Even if I got the chance to explain everything to you, you wouldn't understand my reasons. I ain't a perfect father to you and far from being one because I'm covered with flaws and faults. I inflicted so much pain in your heart and I can't blame you for the hatred you possessed for me. I'm not expecting your forgiveness but I just want you to know that I feel very sorry for everything I have done. I'm very proud of what you have become. You are strong and you deserve the happiness the almighty is pouring onto you and your family. We don't deserve any help from you but you chose to still deliver kindness in return. Maybe whatever is happening to me and my family is a retribution for all my sins. I was so selfish way back for following my happiness which caused you and your mom to suffer from the pain and hardships moving forward.
"Calm down! It's Brie telling me she bought a luxury bag online," Iris spoke vaguely. My brows crinkled at why she overreacted to Brie buying a bag. She was exaggerated as always. "What's with the bag?" Meadow couldn't get it too. "Guess who was the seller?" Iris asked and we couldn't think of someone. Honestly, we were not fond of buying luxuries online. Not sure about Meadow but as far as I knew she used to visit and see the items firsthand before acquiring them. "It's the bitch, Olga!" she exposed that Olga sold the handbag for a meager price. Meadow and I stared at each other in disbelief. "Are you sure?" Meadow asked her one more time. Even I couldn't believe that Olga went to the extent of selling her valuable possession. It was an attestation that she is running out of money for her bills and everyday expenses. "Karma is real," Iris muttered although we did not wish Olga to suffer such misery. "Alright, enough of her. Let's go get some food, I'm hungry," I complained bec
Felt like my heart was ripping into pieces to see my friend at a total loss sitting outside of the hospital morgue. She was covered in sorrow and in despair. If only she could hand over some of the pain she was dealing with in her heart, I would be glad to carry it just to lessen its heaviness. "Iris, please know that we are here for you." I consoled her cautiously because I knew she only have her mother left when her Dad passed away. And now that the most important human being in her life was gone, the devastation engulfed her entire system. I could absolutely feel the heartache because I experienced being left alone by my parents. Although our situation was different, the throbbing of our hearts did not vary. "Where is Mason?" I asked and she told me he was talking to one of the hospital staff about the arrangement of her Mom's discharge. Mason offered to settle everything because he knew Iris was mentally and emotionally wrecked. "Condolences, Iris," Denver offered his sympathy