Today was the day. It had been exactly one month since Papa died, yet I still couldn’t believe that he was no longer here or that a whole month had passed already. Until last month, my father, the pack’s Alpha, seemed untouchable, but now…
I sighed again, and another tear rolled down. Why did he have to leave? Dad’s death not only broke me but shattered our entire family. I got up, headed to my wardrobe, picked out some lazy clothes, and went downstairs for a glass of water.
The atmosphere all over the house was solemn; the whole place was quiet. I saw Dorian sitting quietly when I got to the living room. My stepbrother Dorian and his mother were the only family I had left. Although, I wasn’t certain that I still had him. Dad’s death had changed him more than anyone. It was like he had become another person entirely.
I walked gently, unwilling to attract his attention. Unfortunately, the moment I crept up behind him, he raised his head, and his eyes narrowed as they settled on me. I felt my blood run cold from his freezing and hard stare. This was what he had become—a stranger. I moved my eyes from his acidly cold gaze, my heart thumping in my chest from the fear his gaze instilled.
My eyes settled on the picture in his hand, and my heart sank. It was a family picture—their family. Dorian stood in the middle while his mother and Stacie flanked both sides. They looked happy and complete. I could remember the picture and watching from my room when they took it on Stacie’s birthday five years ago. Perhaps there was always a division?
I saw his fingers grip the paper harder. Every inch of him was battling the urge to walk up to me and hurt me. I could tell, and it made my heart sink even more. I did not just lose Dad a month ago. I had lost Dorian, too.
The Dorian sitting in my living room wasn’t the Dorian I had grown to love and care for. He was no longer the stepbrother that made me feel like a princess whenever I was with him. He was a shadow of his old self—cold, distant, and cruel. Only the Goddess knew if I would ever have him back again.
“You know what today is?” he asked, his voice icy.
“Yes, I do,” I replied, bowing my head in pain.
He stood up and turned to me, and I could feel the room get colder. “Then why are you still here? Get dressed!” He snarled. “Who are you expecting to pay homage to that man if you aren’t at the cemetery?” He asked, and my eyes widened at how he had just addressed Papa.
Without paying any mind to my reaction, Dorian walked away, and I felt my heart crumble. I should have stayed in bed. I shouldn’t have come downstairs. I felt my knees tremble in fear, but I knew I couldn’t disobey him. I dragged myself back upstairs and went into my room.
****
The car ride to the pack’s graveyard was as silent as the graveyard, and I hopped out of Dorian’s car as soon as he parked it. My boots crunched the fallen leaves as we walked wordlessly, side by side. Dorian was dead silent, but the expression on his face made my heart skip a beat in fear.
Papa’s gravestone was still as new as it had been a month ago. The white stone had been chipped away in some parts but still looked new. As we walked closer, silent tears traced their way down my cheeks at the engraved words:
“Here lies Alpha Zephyr Grey, Alpha of Crimson Howlers Pack.
June 2nd, 1962–September 13th, 2023."
I placed the bouquet in my hand on his grave, and when I turned my head, I saw Stacie’s gravestone beside his. I glanced back at Dorian and saw him staring intently at me. His lips curled up into a mocking smirk.
“Are you stunned? Or do you not believe she deserves to be buried next to your Alpha father?” His emphasis on the term ‘Alpha’ caused a pang in my heart, but I chose to dismiss it. Engaging in a confrontation with Dorian, the most formidable shifter I knew, seemed unwise. Without uttering a word, I redirected my attention to Stacie’s gravesite. My gaze fixated on the date engraved on her tombstone—September, 2020.
The incident had occurred in that same month, precisely three years ago. Nevertheless, a part of me resisted accepting Stacie’s demise as fact, given that her body was never recovered. My father, who had been behind the wheel during the accident, had no memory of that night due to a concussion sustained in the crash.
Dorian, on the other hand, seemed to firmly believe that, somehow, Papa was responsible for his sister’s death. I heard Dorian scoff, pulling me out of my thoughts, and I turned to him.
“One would think that a pack’s Alpha would have so many people here, but I guess it isn’t always like that. Maybe it is because he was a pathetic, weak, cruel Alpha.” I looked at him in horror. How could he say that? “He wasn’t cruel, Dorian. He loved you. He loved all of us. You should be…”
“Shut up!” he snapped angrily. “If the Goddess was truly merciful, you should have been the one to die that day!!” I felt a hand grab a handful of my hair and yank my head backwards.
“You spoilt brat! How dare you say that he loved us? When he ended her life!” He pulled even harder, and I screamed in pain. My scalp burned, and my neck was in the most uncomfortable position. “Dorian, please…” He tugged at my hair a little more, and I felt like it would fall off my scalp. ”You know, I should have believed Stacie when she said that you and that murderer were treating her cruelly.”
My blood chilled. What did he just say? We bullied Stacie? “However, I was fooled by your acting and picked you over my sister.” He pulled even harder and leaned close to me, his mouth just mere inches away from my ears, while his palm grabbed my face and made me look down at Stacie’s grave.
“Stacie’s headstone is right there, so every time you dare to pay your respects to your father, the monster that killed her, I want you to see his grave and remember him for what he truly is!” He pushed me violently, and I fell on Dad’s headstone, banging my forehead painfully.
“Pick up those flowers! Now!” He barked, his voice echoing in the empty graveyard. In a flurry, I snatched them up, my hands trembling.
“Lay them at Stacie’s grave,” he commanded. I managed to raise my head and shoot him a defiant look. After all, I had picked those flowers for Papa last night.
“I don’t remember murderers needing flowers, April,” he roared, and my body trembled slightly. Since Papa died, this was the first time he called my name. I bent down, placing the bouquet on Stacie’s grave. Unlike him, I knew Papa was not a murderer. But Stacie deserved flowers, and the last ones I brought for Papa were still here. I succumbed—it’s not like I had a choice anyway.
“Kneel!” Dorian commanded. My body trembling from pure fear, I burst into tears and hurriedly got on my knees next to Stacie’s grave. I arranged the flowers on her grave carefully, tears pouring out of my eyes.
“Cry to her! Apologize for everything you did to her!” He barked at me. Dorian pushed my head, and I almost bowed at Stacie’s grave. My heart split—I was sorry about Stacie’s death. I knew how much he loved her and that he missed her. But I was also deeply sorry that this had to happen to her, that she had to die so early on.
“I am sorry, Stacie,” I mumbled and said a heartfelt prayer. Other than the fact that I had no choice with Dorian standing behind me, I genuinely hoped she was happy where she was, in a better place.
Satisfied, Dorian finally released the pressure from my head, but I dared not raise it. I didn’t want to stare into those cold eyes of his. I didn’t want to look at him after what just happened.
I heard his footsteps walking away, but I did not dare move. Suddenly, they stopped, and his voice rang out from a distance.
“My succession ceremony is tomorrow. I need you to attend and watch me become the Alpha that pathetic old man couldn’t be.” My tears stopped almost instantly as I heard his words. No. No, it couldn’t be.
Tomorrow? What was Dorian doing?
April’s POV I scrambled to my feet and rushed towards him, noting the smug, hateful grin on his face. I scrambled to my feet and rushed towards him, noting the smug, hateful grin on his face.“You seem a little surprised, April. Why the face?” He chuckled wickedly and approached me. In seconds, he grabbed my face roughly.“I meant what I said. I want you to be there. You are going to watch me ascend to the Alpha of this pack. And guess what you are going to do?” He pinched my chin harder, and fresh tears filled my eyes.“You are going to do nothing. Absolutely nothing.” He let go of me, and I nearly lost my footing. I stared daggers at him, tears brimming in my eyes. He was out of his mind.“You can’t do that! You can’t disregard Papa this way,” I managed to say. It was too soon. It had only been a month, and he was already planning a festive occasion?I struggled to gather my words, “The Empire demands that at least three months must pass before naming a new Alpha…”Dorian sneered a
April’s POV Last night, after everyone had retired for the night, I stubbornly returned to my room. However, Dorian had changed all the locks, sealing off everything except the maid’s room next to the kitchen. I held onto the hope that things would improve. Dorian would overcome his grief, and he’d remember that I was his little princess, right? Shaking my head to shake off the uncertainty, I headed into the shower, aware that it was a school day. With things already difficult, the last thing I needed was a bad day at school.Unlike my usual shower, all I could manage here was a simple wash. It didn’t take long for me to finish up. After dressing, I made my way downstairs for breakfast.Entering the dining room, I halted at the sight of Dorian at the table with Susan, my stepmother. Dorian’s gaze met mine, and he promptly stood up, knocking his chair backwards.“You made me lose my appetite,” he spat before storming out of the room. Susan’s eyes shifted to me, giving me a curt nod.
“Let go of me! Let me...”Before I could utter another word, a searing slap landed across my cheek, sending me sprawling to the ground. Paige and the other girls forcefully dragged me into the restroom and locked the door.Struggling to my feet, I attempted to defend myself, but an unexpected punch struck my stomach, sending me reeling in pain before I crumpled back to the ground. It became evident that facing all of them in a physical confrontation was futile; my only option was to escape.“And where do you think you’re going?” Paige sneered, yanking me by my hair. Almost simultaneously, someone else restrained my hands while the others unleashed a barrage of punches on my stomach and chest. Though I screamed in agony, my pleas went unheard, and no savior appeared.Alone and defenseless, I crumpled weakly to the ground. Soon, a chilling silence settled, and I succumbed to the encroaching darkness.****“Dorian!” I called out, struggling to keep pace with his longer strides. He enjoyed
Dorian’s POVI walked away from April. It had been 3 years since we declared Stacie dead, and I had been repeating the word ‘vengeance’ every day since the day they put her empty coffin in the ground.Yes, empty. Her coffin was empty. When they dug the car wreckage from the accident three years ago, they didn’t find my sister. We had hoped that, somehow, she would show up. Maybe someone had saved her after April’s father fainted. Yet, after waiting for three years, there was nothing. It was like she had disappeared into thin air. I balled my fist angrily.Every day, the thought that he had escaped the accident with only a concussion and ‘foggy memories’ made me feel even worse than ever. Zephyr Grey killed my sister. I was sure of it. The bastard must have faked that accident to cook up that useless story of having foggy memories.Three years later, he had gotten his karma. But his death had been peaceful. So I was going to rain my vengeance on his only family left: April.It’s been th
April’s POV The next day, I woke up miserable. It was my birthday, and there was nothing to be happy about. My soul was shattered, and all I saw around me was scorn and hate. The whole morning, I dodged and tried to stay out of sight. Dorian was out, and I sneaked out of the house to get to school. The breeze was cool, but I felt unusually hot for some reason. I looked at my skin, and it began to redden. I was getting flushed. Pulling out my phone, I examined my face; my cheeks were a terrible blotchy color. Luckily, I had a hoodie on, and I pulled it over my head to hide my face and the bruises from the day before. The last thing I needed was all those eyes staring at me. Walking to school with my burning skin, I tried to stay out of sight. It was challenging, and I felt paper balls hit the back of my head. I could still hear the whispers of those hateful people. My skin burned even hotter, and it was unbearable. I couldn’t keep my hoodie up in class. I had to get to the nurse’
My head throbbed as I struggled to sit up. Instead of my ‘new’ room, I was in Dorian’s room. Even though the design had changed since the last time I was here, I could still tell at a glance. My attention was pulled by the sound of the door and my face lit up as Dorian entered the room. In my darkest moment, he ended up saving me. “Dorian, thank you for...” I started but stopped as he raised his hands up. “You have the Alpha’s blood in you, yet you are even weaker than the people you should lead. Do you still dare to argue that your father was weak?” he asked with a blank face that was devoid of any emotion. I struggled to find the right words to reply. While Papa was not the strongest Alpha or anything, he was certainly not weak. Somehow, Dorian seemed to hold… A sweet and alluring scent pushed through my nostrils and I felt every part of my body tense from it. It tinged my nostrils, and I felt a powerful tug towards Dorian! My eyes widened in shock and I got up from the be
APRIL’S POV My eyes fluttered open, and I surveyed the unfamiliar surroundings. Where was I? It certainly wasn’t my room. I sniffed the air, but none of the scents here were familiar. Where was I? I tried to sit up, but a gentle hand pushed me back on the bed. “You need to rest. Don’t worry; you are safe.” Looking at the man, I noticed him trying to hang another bag of fluid on a stand, and a needle was in my arm. Puzzled, I waited for him to change the fluid bag. Sitting beside me, he offered a reassuring smile. “Where am I? How did I get here?” I questioned. He took a deep breath and began to explain. “This is Blood Shadow Pack. Our Prince found you in the forest. You were on the verge of death when he brought you here. You are severely malnourished, and you need to rest. I can tell that you need time to process all of this.” He rose from his seat and gracefully exited the room. As the door closed behind him, I found myself alone, and gradually, his explanation echoed in my mi
APRIL’S POV He sat beside me, and I shifted away from him uncomfortably. This was a real Lycan Prince; he couldn’t be sitting next to someone as filthy as me. “You don’t have to be scared,” he gently said as he took my arm and inspected my injuries. “I found you in the forest. You were badly hurt. And judging by how long it’s taking these wounds to heal, I suspect that silver was used on you.” I turned my head away, and a tear rolled down my cheek. Memories of Paige and her gang’s brutal assault flooded my mind, breaking my heart. What did I do to be treated so badly? “What is the name of your pack? Where are you from? Do you even have a pack?” he inquired. I was stunned, and I tried my best not to show it. “Why do you ask? Of course, I have a pack,” I replied. He sighed. “Well, if you really did have one, you wouldn’t have been so badly treated and left to die in the middle of the forest. A pack cares for its members. If you are treated like an outcast, maybe you aren’t even p