Why did he have to ask my name?
Raven's POVTurning my head slowly I was faced with Alpha Axel again today, he was dripping wet, his chisled chest had water droplets cascading down his perfect God like body, my eyes trailing down to his breathtaking V line that disappeared into a low riding towel that was loosely wrapped around his waist.He cleared his throat making me jump up, snapping me back to reality when my eyes caught a glimpse of his before I instantly pulled back, lowering my head in shame at him noticing me checking him out."I apologize Alpha, I didn't know you were in here. I called out but received no answer so I began cleaning.I will leave then return when you are no longer here. Please forgive my disruption of your personal space."I was terrified to move from my spot as he was basically blocking me from moving as I was pressed against his bed with him towering over me."You can finish while I'm in here."He said curtly before he turned then walked into his closet disappearing from sight. Breathing heavily I continued my chores, once I had finished the bedroom he came from his closet before walking to a chair set off to the side where he sat down."Sorry, Alpha, may I clean your bathroom now?"He signaled with his hand for me to go on without even giving me a second look so I turned then headed into the bathroom as I began scrubbing the room down, cleaning out everything along with his garbage before placing new clean towels inside then as I went to walk out he stood in the doorway, his eyes watching me making me shift from one foot to the other nervously as my heart rate was spiking through the roof making my body feel flushed."What's your name girl?""My name? I have no name Alpha. Just Omega.""Before you lost your name, what was it?"His tone was raspy and deeper than before making me jump as I looked up at him, his eyes were dark, so dark you'd swear he was a demon not a wolf."Raven, sir."I looked back down at the ground wishing it would open up to swallow me whole when I heard him snarl lightly before closing the distance between us making my breath hitch as I stood there feeling as if I could collapse to the ground when I felt his aura wrap around me."Raven, as in Raven Michaelson?"My body went rigid under his aura, my knees slamming into the tiles on the floor of the bathroom making me whimper from the impact when suddenly the force behind it was gone.Tears ran down my cheeks as I tried to catch my breath when he knelt down in front of me, he gripped my chin, not tight enough for it to hurt but with enough force to make me look up at him.Something in his eyes made me feel sad, a dull spark ran through me at his touch when he looked at me making me gasp when our eyes locked."You are the Beta's daughter, former Beta?"I nodded slightly as his grip tightened but I held in the whimper this time as I averted my gaze down to his feet that sat there on the floor with him squating in front of me."You are finished cleaning, yes?""Yes Alpha, unless you need for anything else.""No, leave here Raven."He released his grip on me before standing up then turning heel as he left the room entirely, leaving me sitting on the floor completely shook from the encounter.I shakily pulled myself back up to my feet before grabbing my things along with the dirty linens, then left the room to go down to start the loads of laundry.My stomach growled deeply but I forced my mind off of that as I thought about the events of the day thus far. After about an hour longer I finished up the laundry then folded up everything before going back up to the Alphas quarters to put everything neatly away for doing the same thing over again the next day.When I finally finished up with everything I went back down to the first floor to clean up the community bathroom again, this time it didn't take as long because it's a quick cleanup since I do the deep clean before anyone wakes in the morning.After I finished up all my regular chores I began the added ones I had during the weekends when I wasn't at school.Going into the kitchens I began cleaning up after everyone, the smell of food was overwhelming me as it made my mouth water, my stomach cramp up, but I said nothing as I continued about my chores quietly and out of anyone's way as to not draw any unwanted attention my way.After the dinner was served to everyone, I began cleaning up after the dishes were brought back in from everyone that ate within the dining room this evening.The head Omega walked over in my direction, I casted my head down as I continued cleaning when she spoke to me."You, girl, have you eaten yet today?"I shook my head as I continued cleaning up when she tapped my shoulder, something no one has ever done to me for years. I honestly don't remember much of physical contact that isn't me be shoved down or off into a locker, well besides Alpha Axel gripping my chin earlier."Sorry, I will have these done as fast as I can.""You need to eat something, here."I glanced upwards to see her holding a plate of food out to me, a stern expression on her face as if she was unhappy about having to give this to me."Ma'am?"She thrusted the plate into my hands angrily."Go sit and eat, now! Then you can come back to finish cleaning up before heading to your sleeping quarters."Still reeling in confusion I walked to the corner before sliding down onto the floor against the wall, attempting to be out of everyone else's way as I ate my plate of food.This was the biggest meal I had, had in years. I was shocked at the amount but I ate every last bite, savoring it because who knows when the next time I will be able to eat so well again.Once finished I headed back over to finished washing all the dishes before wiping down the counters then sweeping before moping up the floors.By the time I was done with everything it was dark outside again, just like when I came here this morning. Looking at the time it was already ten at night, making sure I had everything done and put away I opened the door that led outside before starting my walk back to my little corner, hopefully I can shower this evening, so long as no one else is in there, otherwise I need to try to get some sleep then wake up around three so I can shower before running to clean the bathrooms again before school started.Getting back to the house I slowly crept inside, voices filled the air letting me know that a shower wasn't in my cards for the evening, again, so I went down to the basement, grabbing my blankets I pushed them into the dryer before turning it on for about ten minutes. While they were in there warming up I got my uniform off, throwing it in the washer along with a few other items of mine while I pulled on some old sweat pants and a shirt then brushed out my hair and teeth.Grabbing my blankets out I built up my little den while waiting for the quick cycle to finish up so I could throw my clothes into the dryer so I'd have a clean uniform for tomorrow along with my pair of jeans and a shirt with my bra to wear to school.I don't own much but it's enough I guess. I could definitely use new undergarments but I'm just happy to have any at all so I don't complain.After all was said and done I curled up into the left over warmth of my blankets before drifting off to sleep for the night.I was plagued with nightmares of my mother, watching her waste herself away with nothing for me to do to change what had happened to her no matter how hard I had tried.Then a nightmare about my father, watching him fight to the death against our Alpha, full of wolfsbane so he had no wolf to help him fight, his strength diminished, no healing powers because of his wolf being forced away from him.I woke a few times but drifted back off pretty quickly every time. Then I had a dream about Alpha Axel, how he was my mate, he showered me with love and affection until he stood in front of me with his father standing behind him as he rejected me causing me more excruciating pain than I had ever felt before.I watched as my knees dropped to the ground outside as I shifted while howling up at the moon before his father banished me from the pack forcing me to become a rogue.I woke up panting heavily with a thin layer of sweat covering my body. Looking at the time it was only 12:30am how I had managed to have all those nightmares already left me speechless.I laid myself back down, willing away the thoughts clouding my mind as I finally drifted off into a dream less sleep.Waking up a few hours later I forced my body to get up so I could sneak upstairs to shower. The thought of the hot water seeping into me was motivation enough to get my ass up those stairs.Reaching the bathroom, the whole house was eerily quiet, pushing the door open I walked in going all the way in the back of the room to the very last shower stall before turning the water on.Stepping underneath the hot steamy water I felt invigorated as the heat went straight through me, warming me from the outside in. It felt amazing, something so simple as a hot shower was what I looked forward to no matter the time of day I cam take it.Reluctantly I got out before getting dried off then dressed. Looking at the time it was only three thirty but since I was already ready I headed out to start my chores earlier that usual in hopes of having a little time to myself before school today.A friend?Raven's POV When I arrived at the packhouse it still wasn't even four in the morning. I entered through the servants entrance as I always do, walking through the kitchen on my way to my closet when I heard giggling coming from behind the doors. Stopping in my tracks hoping that whoever it was would leave so I could go through. I stood there silently when the door pushed open making me gasp when I came face to face with none other than Alpha Axel again, this time with Becca, the most popular girl in my school."Ew what is that thing doing in the packhouse?"Her shrill voice squeaked as she looked at me as if I was a piece of chewed up gum she stepped on and was now trying to scrap it off the bottom of her shoe."I apologize, I came here to start my chores." "At this hour?"His voice was deep as I felt his eyes boring into the top of my head as I feared looking up."Yes, I start early so I can finish before school, I apologize for being in your way, again.""Get away from us
Am I more than his daughter to someone? Raven's POV After cleaning up I put my things away, grabbing my clothes as I made my way to the kitchens so that I could leave for the evening at a decent hour for a change. Maybe I will get a good night's sleep tonight after I get laundry done back at the house earlier than usual.Walking through the kitchen when the head Omega called out to me stopping me in my tracks. I turned to face her with my eyes cast down because no one wants me to look them in the eyes."You will eat dinner then clean the kitchens again before you are permitted to leave."I raised my brows before they furrowed in confusion, dinner two nights in a row? I looked up slightly to see a plate being handed to me, I took it to see a full plate of food sitting upon it making my stomach instantly begin growling."Thank you Ma'am, I will be quick then clean up.""Hmph..."Was all I heard before I watched her feet turn away from me as she walked away, within a few minutes the kit
Why me?Raven's POV After spending the rest of my evening outside with the wolf we finally parted for me to go to my bed. When I got down there I started laundry before working on some school work between loads. When I finished up I put my work away then laid down setting my alarm for three so I could shower while everyone slept.The next couple of weeks went by so fast I couldn't believe I was going to be of age tomorrow. I've spent my days with the black wolf, the sparks he makes me feel getting stronger making me wonder if he was my mate, he was of age already and could feel it and that's why he spent the time with me. If he isn't I will be disappointed but if he is I will be disappointed as well. The thought of staying here, being some hidden relationship to my own mate because of who I am, it brings me to a new level of feeling low.I have to get away from this place, I will never be accepted, no matter who my mate may be. I got into University but the Alpha still hasn't made t
I have a wolfRaven's POV 'Let me in Raven, you need to open yourself to me.''How do I do that?''Just lower the veil, accept me as part of you.'I breathed deeply, letting my body and mind relax, focusing on my breath as I silently accepted her to come forth to me.Feeling my body vibrate as I felt the first snap of one of my bones, an agonizing painful break as each finger dislocated simultaneously making me scream so forcefully it was silent. Next my wrist snapped backwards, then the other, excruciating wasn't even a word that could describe this amount of pain I was feeling.As my bones cracked then broke before they began elongating as they readjusted I could feel my the tiny pores all over my body begin to stretch open.Fur protruding from me as my fingers slammed down onto the ground in front of me for my eyes to adjust to the darkness showing me that my fingers were now furry paws.Suddenly my back snapped my whole self back, I felt as if I was being folded in half backwards
I can't wait to love you Raven's POV I laid there, naked, in front of him as his eyes locked themselves between my legs making me squirm a bit, 'Can I taste you' running through my mind when I watched as his eyes trailed up my body, I could feel them burning into my skin as they moved up me.When he locked eyes with mine my breath hitched when he leaned down over me, his body hovering above mine as I looked down to see his member, it was huge, as he lowered himself down, it digging into my thigh making my body heat up, I could feel my skin turning red as my cheeks flushed under his gaze.His lips brushed passed mine as he licked the bottom one before his kisses trailed down my jaw, I could feel his tongue slide down my neck before he whispered into my neck."Can I baby? I want to taste all of your sweetness.""Yes." A breathy moan left my lips, my mind foggy with lust as he sat back up before positioning himself down between my thighs instantly.The thought of what he was about to d
RejectionRaven's POV After what felt like hours I opened my eyes to see I was alone, in his room, my body drenched in sweat as I shakily attempted to stand, using the bed to help me when I finally made it to my feet.Plagued by the reality that my nightmare had come true, only difference being I wasn't forced to become a rogue.Taking a step I faltered, falling hard onto the floor, my head bouncing off the hard wood when I heard a cracking sound as my wolf came forward slowly.'Don't move Raven, let me help you alright.'Nodding to her I felt myself slowly healing when I heard the door creaking open then light sounding footsteps coming towards me. I was terrified to look up when I felt a hand come down on my back."Shhh.. Let me help you."She spoke softly before she helped to my feet, everything hurt but my head was feeling the slightlest bit better. I looked up to see the Luna standing there holding me up."You need to leave dear, you can't stay here, I know you are hurting but it
Can I Reject him?Raven's POV My dreams were like horrible little teases, ones showing me with my mate, how happy we could be if he chose me over his father or us a bit older with our pups running around enjoying our small life away from pack territory.I would wake up multiple times throughout the night, sometimes I'd even find myself crying, wiping away tears before rolling over to attempt to sleep again.Sometimes the dreams became nightmares, nightmares of me having to rewatch the way he rejected me over and over again while his father stood there stoic, his arms crossed over his chest with hate burning in his eyes.When I awoke the last time, my heart pounding so hard I swore it could slam right through my chest wall as it escaped my lowly pathetic self.My wolf was sulking in her own sorrow not providing much in the way of support as she whimpered softly as she stayed curled up inside my mind.I had finally received my wolf, finding comfort in knowing we'd have each other to su
Luana, are you okay?Raven's POVFor the last few days I learned my way around the area a bit more. After the tour of the school by Luke, which I learned quite a bit about because he seems to like to talk about himself, not that I mind because it made it so I didn't really have to. I managed to find the grocery store close by, a little family owned place that has everything I could need for myself so it's perfect.I've also found a couple little cafés, along with a diner that is open twenty four seven. It's cute, very rustic, again owned by a family that has kept it running for the last forty years. I managed to get a job there waiting tables two to three nights a week, I start there next week on Thursday. I'm actually looking forward to working again, I've had way to much time on my hands just sitting around.My body still wakes up in the middle of the night, sometimes I even feel a bit lost when I wake until I remember again that I'm no longer in my pack.My wolf and I have went on
Raven's POV The Monday before Aurelia's third birthday Alpha Timothy was supposed to come here to stay with us. A bad storm had hit that blew power out of the entire area that our warrior Byron happened to be staying. His trip got rained out and he ended up getting a flat tire when he rolled into the closest town.Timothy had decided to stop in and see him on his way here in case he needed any help when he found her, the mate he stupidly rejected and had been searching for since she left his pack right after without a trace.Years, we searched for years yet she was found in a town only an hour from her pack, one that held no wolf ever, but I guess she had been taking descenters so that's why she was never scented.Now he will be late coming, if he comes at all I guess. He has a lot of groveling to do with her, as well as the fact that she may not be so receptive to him at all. I know he has been desperate to have at least a chance to try to apologize. I hope he is getting that now.I
My girls, how was your day?Axel's POV Continued The next few months flew by, the kids finished up at school, Hael was starting to attempt conversations with everyone, he was ridiculously smart already. Ayla's birthday was at midnight, turning sixteen so she will be shifting because of being an Alpha Female so we had everything set up for Raven to stay with her, walking her through her very first shift.Normally I would do this, but because of their relationship, how it has blossomed to the extent it has, she asked if it could be Raven with her, along with Elena and MacKenzie being there. She was nervous but excited at the same time the prospect of getting jer wolf excited her but I could tell she was scared that now she would scent her mate if he was here.Her worry stemmed from it possibly not being Malcolm, as well as the fear that her mate may have passed when her pack was killed. She has become such an important part of this pack so quickly, everyone loves her, she has had no pr
You have the most amazing prayer to say to himAxel's POV Continued Things were a bit crazy over the next few days as all the preparations for the burials were finished. The burnings of rogues were completed, curfew was finally lifted in the pack.Ayla was back to school with Malcolm and MacKenzie, Maddie even started so Alicia has been up here helping Raven out along with Elena, basically the two were taking shifts so that Raven could get some rest when Aurelia did while they kept Hael occupied.Malcolm has started up his training classes again, Ayla is in every single one of them, she is really doing great and has decided that she would like to run classes for young girls when she comes of age. When I spoke with her last night I was quite surprised by her, but also ridiculously impressed with her at the same time."Axel, I know I will never be an Alpha, that I can't inheret this pack, and honestly I don't want to, I never did even with mine. If I never would have lost my brother I
Luke? Can you hear me?"Axel's POV The car held tension as we made our way over to the dungeons, the fact that I now not only had my Raven with me, but Ayla as well, had me all in my feelings as I tried to block them out from Raven.I know she needs this, more than getting the information, which in all honesty doesn't matter now because the other two are already dead, the main one as well, this is for her own peace of mind. Now I guess for Ayla's too.I just pray that she will be able to handle this situation, the smell down there is bad enough, but the looks of him, dying, it's not exactly a pretty picture, let alone one for a fifteen year old girl that watched the same man kill her father. When we pulled up, I had already warned Byron and Anthony that we were headed over there so they were standing guard along with another two of my men who will be staying top side as the others accompany us down to the cells, just in case I need help.If Ayla passes out, or has a panic attack I h
I can't talk you out of this, right?Raven's POV Continued His breath hitched as I ran my tongue across the tip of him, tasting his precum that was sweet, his moan as my lips wrapped around the head made feel wet again. I gripped him in my hand before running my tongue down him, holding onto him as I traced my tongue down to his tight balls as sucking them into my mouth, his hand running through my hair before getting a good grip on me as he pulled tight to pull my head back, his eyes fully black as he looked down at me, his bottom lips pulled between his teeth as he growled at me.My hand continuously stroking the length of him before I ran my thumb across the tip, spreading his cum around the head of him, my head still cranked back as he tried to control the beast that was fighting for control."Don't worry my love, I can take you."His eyes snapped at me, a deep grumble went through him before he pushed my head back down, I licked across his sack before I cupped them with my othe
I can't wait to sleep in our bed with you tonightRaven's POV Three days, I stayed in the hospital for three whole days, spending much needed quality bonding time with our daughter. I was fully ready to go home though, desperate to spend more than an hour or so a day with my son.Ayla has brought him up every day, twice a day but it just isn't enough when I'm used to being with him every single day. Not doing his bath with him every night, or bedtime, story time, none of it, has been killing me.Luckily I get to go home today, I healed wonderfully, thank you Luana. Only thing I need to keep up with now is pumping, I'm producing way over what she is eating at the moment so I have to pump or I leak out everywhere. I keep going through tops like crazy, thankfully Axel has been bringing me an over abundance of clothes when he's been here.He has slept here every night, the first night he came in could could scent Alpha Timothy on him, along with Luke. When I asked him, he gave me that l
I'm still at a loss of what all went downAxel's POV Continued Everyone had come to visit us at the hospital once Raven was transferred into a more comfortable room on the second floor. Watching Hael when he came in was priceless. He climbed up onto the bed with the help of Ayla, right onto his Raven's lap while looking down as his baby sister, his eyes widened as he watched her little hand tighten around her mama's finger. "Baby... mine..""Your baby sister, this is Aurelia my sweet boy."They sat there for a little bit, until I could see how tired Raven was, so I picked Hael up before holding him as Ayla sat down on the bed next to Raven."She is perfect, she already looks so much like you it's crazy. Can I, ummm..""Of course you can hold her, scoot closer."I watched as Raven moved over a bit more as Ayla squeezed in next to her as Raven helped place Aurelia into Aylas arms. She cried as she looked down at her, introducing herself when Raven corrected her."Your sister, Ayla, n
She grabbed hand, then rushed us down the hallAxel's POV When we were in the room, the way her scent changed shocked me. I scented our daughter over Raven, but when I tried to feel out to her, Lucian started pacing as he told me that Luana seemed nervous.When I watched her face contort, showing me she was in actual lain, that's when I knew, this wasn't like before, this was different and as I placed my hand upon her stomach, I felt it tighten."We have to go, Luana says it's time, she sounded a bit worried."She was in labor, but she seemed scared, not the usual calm Raven that I have grown to be so accustomed to. Her body shifted as she winced from the pain when I suddenly lifted her into the air. I know words were spoken to the others as I carried her out of our suite, down the stairs, her arms around my neck as I got her to the car.Driving to the hospital I had trouble keeping my eyes on the road, my hand on her the entire time, not that I think she even noticed, but it was the
Come on, let's go talk alrightRaven's POV Continued When I had finished up with my bath I got dressed. Putting on some jeans, elastic waist for my belly, then I threw on a tank top with a light sweater over it, that way I hopefully don't get to hot.Walking out of the room I came down the hall to hear Haels laughter filling the room along with Ayla's. Walking around the corner I was hit with quite the sight.Hael in his high chair, the biggest smile spread across his little face, food strewn around everywhere as he laughed, Ayla ducking down behind the counter with what looked to be pancake batter in her hair as she had her hand covering her mouth to stiffle her laughter.Looking up I see Axel, he had flour, batter, and eggs covering him, his eyes locked onto mine as I stood there shocked, his hands in the air as he shrugged his shoulders before a smile broke out on his face when I see him grab up a bowl before leaning over the counter to where Ayla was trying to hide, he dumped the