Chapter 7 My Mate

I can't wait to love you

Raven's POV

I laid there, naked, in front of him as his eyes locked themselves between my legs making me squirm a bit, 'Can I taste you' running through my mind when I watched as his eyes trailed up my body, I could feel them burning into my skin as they moved up me.

When he locked eyes with mine my breath hitched when he leaned down over me, his body hovering above mine as I looked down to see his member, it was huge, as he lowered himself down, it digging into my thigh making my body heat up, I could feel my skin turning red as my cheeks flushed under his gaze.

His lips brushed passed mine as he licked the bottom one before his kisses trailed down my jaw, I could feel his tongue slide down my neck before he whispered into my neck.

"Can I baby? I want to taste all of your sweetness."

"Yes." A breathy moan left my lips, my mind foggy with lust as he sat back up before positioning himself down between my thighs instantly.

The thought of what he was about to do was nothing compared to what it actaully felt like as his hot breath fanned across me before his tongue flicked against my clit making me squeek a bit.

I honestly didn't know what to expect or how this would feel but the sparks flying through me with every touch, the way my body felt hot while this tension was building up inside my lower extremities was like nothing I could have ever imagined before.

As his tongue swirled around my sensitive nub I felt his finger run over my open before he pushed his finger inside of me making me make sounds I never knew could come out of me.

He pushed his thick finger in mr as far as he could until I could feel his hand flush against me while his tongue continued to assault me, then he slowly pulled it out before thrusting it back inside of me making moan after moan leave me.

"So unbelievably tight baby, my God's you are perfect."

He mumbled against me as I began pushing my hips into his thrusts before he pulled away when I felt him start pushing a second finger inside of me, stretching me out as I gasped at the feeling, the pain sent a shock through my body yet the pure pleasure overrode that pain until my hips were moving harder against him making him thrust into me faster, then harder until I felt something I'd never felt before.

My stomach tightened as I felt my walls clenching down around his fingers as he pushed them deep inside of me before curling them upwards as he raised my hips up with his other hand, hitting this spot inside me while he pulled my clit into his mouth when I suddenly screamed out as I had the most intense orgasm, while he mumbled against me sending a vibration through me.

"That's it baby, cum for me"

My legs tried to close around him but he forced them back open as he didn't stop curling his fingers inside of me while my legs spasmed violently. He pulled his fingers slowly out of me making my back arch up at the feeling when he suddenly shoved his tongue inside of me as he lapped me up while groaning deeply, his eyes peering up at me while he did it, they were solid black as he shoved his tongue in deeper making me moan before falling back onto the bed when he crawled up my body.

His hardened self poking into the apex of my thigh when he crashed his lips down onto mine before shoving his tongue deep inside my mouth making me taste myself on him.

"Fuck Raven, you taste better than anything I've ever known before. I could just devour you non stop."

My breathing was heavy as I looked up at him, I knew I was blushing when I felt him pressed against my wet lips before he reached down gripping himself as he slid himself up and down my slit with the tip of his member.

"I won't if you don't want me to, I won't make you do anything you aren't ready for."

I was nervous, but I wanted him, all of him, I wanted to feel him deep inside me, filling me but was this right? Can this really be real?

"I'm a virgin Axel."

"I know baby, that's another reason I won't push you if you aren't ready. I don't want to hurt you, ever.

I accept you Raven Michaelson, I don't care about anything else, just you, us."

I felt the tear slip down out of my eye into my hair before I looked up at him, the sincerity in his eyes was showing me that he was telling the truth. My wolf was pushing me to keep going saying she could feel his wolf, he really did want us, I was his and he was mine.

"I accept you Axel Hunter, I only want you, always."

He kissed me before I felt the tip press into my opening, stretching me even further than his fingers had. The pain was overwhelming me but the sparks seemed to help dull it down some as he pushed slowly, almost to slowly inside of me, I felt tears leave my eyes as I bit my lip.

"Relax your body baby, if you tense up it will hurt more, just breath with me, focus on your breathing."

I did as he said, closing my eyes as I listened to his breathing while matching my own to his as he continued thrusting inside of me, I bucked my hips up needing him to just do it, to stop being slow, as if on cue he thrusted himself deep inside me until he was flush against me.

He stilled for a moment letting me adjust to his size before he pulled back slowly then thrusted inside of me again. After a few slow thrusts I started moving my hips with his when he began moving faster, each thrust pushing a moan out of me until he hooked one of my legs around his arm raising it up as he started going harder, that same build up I had felt before was starting to form in me again as his fingers began rubbing my swollen nub after he wet his fingers with my arousal.

He continued pumping deep inside of me until I felt my orgasm rip through my body, my back arching up off the bed as my head came up with it until I was on top of my head as my entire body was raised into the air as I screamed out in pleasure feeling my walls clamp down around him as he groaned deeply, a growl escaping him as he plunged further into me until he stilled when I felt the pulsing of him inside of me making my orgasm even more intense as his seed spilled deep within me.

After a what felt like an eternity he slowly pulled himself out of me before falling down on the bed next to me where he rolled my body to the side then pulled me flush against him where he kissed my shoulder sweetly.

"Raven?"

"Hmmm."

"I can't wait to love you."

He whispered softly making my heart swell at his words.

"I can't wait to love you too Axel."

He squeezed me in his arms as the exhaustion took me and I fell asleep feeling complete for the first time in my entire life. I was warm, loved, wanted, or so I thought.

I woke up in the morning to the sun shining as it peeked through the curtains, the warmth of Axel's body still pressed against mine letting me know that it all wasn't just a dream, but what happened was real, I was here, with my mate, happy.

Then everything came crashing down around me in a way that I never thought could be possible, his door opened abruptly when I heard a woman's voice speak, opening my eyes I made eye contact with the Luna, Axel's mother.

Our eyes locked and for a split second the world stopped, then it started again with a scream, one that made me jump as Axel suddenly shot up from his sleep to hear his mother yelling for his father.

"Mother? What's going on? I..." He looked down at me, my eyes clearly filled with fear when he looked back to his mother than down at me again. His eyes going from confusion to worry to pure fear when his father came bursting through the door.

"You! What the hell do you two think you are doing!? No way in hell are you permitted to be in this house like this! Explain yourselves this instant!"

His eyes had fire in them, his face was beet red as I swear steam was coming out of his ear as his looked directly at me with more hate than I ever knew could exist.

"She's my Mate father, she's my fated."

"That means nothing! She could never be yours, never be Luna, not after her father..."

Silence fell around us, the Luna looking extremely uncomfortable suddenly as her body turned away from her husband, her eyes casting down making me question what really did happen with my father.

"Reject her, reject her now son or you will never be Alpha of this pack."

"Father!"

"NOW or I banish her from here forever. Reject her and she can leave for University, don't and she becomes a rogue, permanently banished from this pack forever, not that she will live long after becoming a rogue."

"I love her! You can't do this!"

"It will be done, you will Reject her now, in my presence. She will not be with you, she will not be Luna."

My heart was racing, my blood rushing to my head when I looked between them all, I couldn't seem to form words, neither could my wolf as we watched and listened to what was being said before I turned to face Axel.

He looked so torn, but I knew, I knew that I was kidding myself, I was never going to come first over his status, over the pack, I wasn't worthy of this place in his life. This was just another cruel joke the moon goddess has played on me, giving me a few hours of true happiness only to lose it all before I could even form a sentence.

Axel stood from the bed, walking to his closet before he came back out dressed in a shirt and sweats then threw me a shirt with some sweat pants as well.

"Put them on."

He said coldly, I nodded, slipping the shirt on over my head before pulling on the pants under the blanket, they were huge on me but I ties them as tight as I could before he motioned for me to get up.

I obliged when he walked around to the front of me, his head turned as he looked back at his parents, his mother refused to look at him while Alpha Hunter stood there, his arms folded over his chest, hate raging through his eyes before he turned back to look at me.

Looking up at him, my wolf whimpering inside my head, my eyes filling with tears when he cupped me cheek lightly, I instinctively leaned into his touch before he pulled his hand away then spoke the words that broke me right down to my core after he whispered to me that he was sorry, then mouthed to me that he loved me.

"I, Alpha Axel Hunter of the Cresent Moon Pack reject you, Raven Michaelson, as my mate."

My chest constricted as I heard a high pitched scream ringing through my ears only to realize it was me, my body slumped to the floor beneath me as my heart ripped in two while my wolf howled ear piercingly loud in my head making me feel as if I was going to split in half as my claws extended out when a howl escaped me.

My heart felt as though it couldn't beat as I found myself unable to breath while my body convulsed from the pain. Worse than my first shift, I was broken in the worse way, the way that could truly kill me where I lay.