Everyone is moving fast, while I'm begging for my kids to be okay, because I really need there to be no more unwelcome news. My dad leaves me in the car, while he orders everyone supervising to move fast.
Little is the time I spend alone because my mother and Shania get into the car looking at me with concern, not daring to ask me anything about the man who surely must be dead now.
“Rain, tell me I was wrong, please. Maybe it's someone similar who...” says my mother, confusing Shania.
“My mom saw my supposed human boyfriend a few days ago. He found out about my love affair and saw it from afar.” I'm explaining to Shania.
“It's a tough time, but, I told you I didn't like that man.
“Don't tell me you knew he was a werewolf and the son of my family's enemy pack, Shania.” I say sarcastically.
“Of course not. If I had known, I wouldn't have allowed their union, but, you know I never liked him. I fou
We arrived at a safe place and my mother is going to bed, feeling bad and not for nothing, her daughter, who had complicated her life, has now been completely ruined by a man who was not worth it.“Rain…“I need you to go confirm that he's dead.” I'm telling you right away.“Rain…“Really, I need you to…“What answer is going to make you feel better, Rain? I know you; I know how much you loved him.“I loved him. I don't love him anymore.” I say firmly.“You hate him, that's for sure. After everything he's done to you, it would be very silly of you not to hate him, but, you haven't stopped having feelings for him.” says Shania and I hate that she's right.“Just find out how everything is over there. I need to know if he really died.Shania leaves and I'm left alone in the living room, watching everything go on, while I've been left at a
I try to process what my mother has told me, but the news falls on me as if freezing water were thrown at me, being scantily clad in the middle of winter. I froze to the bone and although a part of my body felt relieved because I didn't do something so cruel to my children, my life itself gets more complicated.If they really managed to escape, it means that my children are less safe than they were and that only makes me worry more without knowing how I should face all this.“It can't be possible.” I say in a voice thread.“I've asked them to check everything, but they keep saying there's no body.“They were probably close to the explosions and that's why his body disintegrated to the point that they didn't find the body.“Rain, I understand that you want your life to be less complicated than it already is.“Of course, he already is, Mother. I am treading on too thin ice and if it breaks, I will fall to the bottom of
Two days laterTwo days have passed and the bodies of Dionysus and Lake do not appear. There was no longer any doubt, they and other wolves that had been in the chapel, do not appear somewhere, so, they must be alive.‘If there is no body, there is no dead.’ I tell myself mentally simplifying what for long hours, I didn't want to accept at all.“Excuse me, Miss Evaniff, a package has arrived for you.” says one of the housekeepers.“Who sent it?” I ask hesitating to receive the package.After all, the few friends I had in America, they didn't have my address and with what happened, when we moved we didn't tell anyone. So, the only ones who knew our exact location were the wolves who help us in security or domestic services.And if they have something to deliver to me, they would do it directly and not through a courier service. In addition to my doubts, I had to be prudent, since, we are in the middle of a
Determined to finish with all the package I have received, I take a lighter and using one of the decorative plates in my room, I light everything wishing it to burn together with my feelings and so, together they disappear.He knew how to move his cards, that's obvious, because the drawings were of specific situations where his feigned charm made me incredibly happy and at the same time, silly. That's why, with more anger I observe how the drawings are burned on the wooden plate.“My first mistake was accepting you as my boyfriend. I shouldn't have pitied the man who lasted six months asking me to be his girlfriend with drawings that once made me smile and now I hate just thinking about them.” I say, looking at how my perfect face on the paper disappears.With disappointment, I see how my best months at university summed up to Lake, show me that I made many mistakes, of which I must now use as motivation to finish with him.Just when I'm about
Days afterI walk from one side to the other indecisively, carefully, I hide an envelope every time I hear someone approaching. But, I'm still not making progress on my plan. So, I doubt if this is a clever idea.“How will I get it to him?” whisper after perceiving the smell of the omega from before.“Miss, is something wrong?” the girl asks and I bite my lower lip.I hesitate before telling the girl my intentions, since, it's a pretty risky game.“Well, I want to send a package, but, I don't know where to send it.” I say with concern.“I can't understand it.“I know who I want to deliver it to, but I'm not sure of its location.” I explain and she nods.“So, how could you communicate if you know who but, not where you are?” asks the girl with confusion.“That's what has me here right now.” I say with concern.The girl stays silent and le
What am I going to do with all this? My children have not been born and I am ready to kill anyone who threatens their life, now, what wouldn't I be able to do if they end up with one of them, being just a baby?“You went too far.“I know, sister. there is not a single day when I don't feel bad.” says my brother.The one who protected me since I was little and was so gentle to the point that I thought the coldest or rudest was Nikolay. But, now that I know the cause of the enmity, I see it from a focus that causes me displeasure.“Everyone was seriously wrong about this.“Rain…“As a member of the herd you should have been in charge of the actions of your children, father and if it was not possible, give the respective punishment.“You can't take my place, Rain. That's punishment enough.” says my father trying to calm his annoyance.“Do you think the death of a child j
We left without mentioning anything else, there have been many revelations that, at least for me, have left me speechless. Now, not only did I understand the hatred of the Romans towards us, but I also felt partly guilty towards Lake and his family.After all, even though I wasn't born, my family was able to celebrate my birth and growth, while they were stuck in a death from which they have not recovered.‘There was no future for us, Lake. Even if you didn't know who I was, even if we had loved each other when we pretended to be only human, we had a past that distanced us a lot.’ I tell myself mentally.“We've arrived. We have to be careful. The intention is that we finish with the informant if there is no other option or use him at our whim, after getting the whole truth out of him.” says my father and I sit down getting out of the car.The smell of my brother Nikolay, makes me feel confused and therefore, I walk cautiously towar
My father keeps insulting and hitting Nikolay, in front of his wife. To the point that she is the one who intervenes for him since neither Sergey nor I are able to get into his violent moment.Since, neither of us has the courage to approach, because we owe my father. Sergey has owed him for years, but I owe him a lot now. Making it clear that the grand expectations you have in me, it will soon be seen that I will not be able to achieve them.At least, I will not reach them as my father believed and that is what worries me most now. The night I decided to disobey my father, I thought he just wanted to control me and live my life for me, but now... I'm sorry I didn't think better of it.Although I love my children, I would have liked to think more maturely, because if I had become pregnant following my father's orders, I would now have a man who would give me a safe place where my children and I could grow up.“I think it would be a promising idea fo
One year laterI smile with a bouquet in my hands watching one of the men I love the most waiting for the woman he loves. Sergey, he looks so beautiful in his suit as a boyfriend that I could cry right now like a fool.Sergey, receives his fiancée to start the wedding ceremony, while I enjoy every moment as much as possible, because my children who already walk, run, climb and do everything they shouldn't do if they don't want me to die of frustration, barely keep calm.That's why I didn't want them to come, but Sergey wanted Annie to wear the rings and his brothers to be the ones to throw some stars along the way that light up only when the bride walks on them.The ceremony is beautiful, but, no more than all the happiness I have had in all these months. The Evaniff family has climbed a new step to happiness, with Nikolay with his two babies, Sergey getting married and Lake and I as a normal marriage.Although we have not taken the sexual step, we co
Lake explains everything he did while I was sleeping and I was surprised by how skillful he was in making the decisions that only an experienced leader would make, that's why I thought it was my father who had helped me.“Was it very daring of me to get into the conflicts of your pack, Rain?” asks Lake worried.“No, it's just that…“Everything seemed urgent, that's why they couldn't expect you to react and since we couldn't communicate with your father or your brothers... it was complicated.“Who gave you the authority for the wolves to obey?” my father asks.“I gave the suggestions in front of Mrs. Evaniff and she asked if my ideas would be useful. As it seemed good to them, his wife authorized it.” Lake says and my father sighs deeply.“In the future, order the wolves to look for me. Right now you can't take suppressants or get full properly. So, it's best if I take care of the pack's busine
For hours, the two of us take care of the children, where we talk about everything Lake has researched to help Jheremias deal with his healing. But, the only thing that can help us for sure is to breastfeed him so that he can deal with his own healing.So, with all the love in the world, I take it to be the first one I breastfeed while I do the breast pump does its thing with my free breast. Lake, is in charge of entertaining the babies and even releases pheromones to make them feel a comfortable environment.What I see, makes me feel happy, because although I didn't ask him to stay, it was what I wanted and not because I couldn't live without him, but because raising a little one without the company and support of his father is more difficult than spending my first months of pregnancy without him.Because, although he can't breastfeed the little ones, he can help me keep them calm or take care of them if they need anything else. That's why, although there are no nann
Three days laterNarra RainMy body hurts completely, but, especially, my waist. Dazed, I wake up in bed where breakfast is on the side. Immediately, I look for my children, but, I calm down a little by remembering where I am and where my babies should be.Wanting to go to the bathroom, I enter wishing that the freezing water would calm my tense body. But, as soon as I enter, the memories of how she was pleased, flood my mind feeling completely ashamed because although she fulfilled her promise not to have sex with me, she did give me a lot of oral sex and touches that could be classified as completely satisfying.“What crazy thing did you do?” I ask myself to place my hand on my forehead, understanding that it was complete madness to accept that Lake entered.The memories are so vivid, there's no way I could blame anyone other than myself, because it was me who basically, abused Lake. Although I have to justify myself a little because of my peri
I try to get away from her, my mind tells me to do it, but, my lips are in a fight for who kisses better. That's why the rhythm is wild and passionate, in such a way that we both moan while she clings to my body and I cling to the reason that tells me to leave.This is my moment to flee, because I have the door behind me, but, it is not possible, because my body, as before, does not obey me. But, I celebrate when she pushes me, breaking our kiss.However, what she does is kneel down and without telling me, she invades her mouth with my cock, immediately, I let out a moan while my pheromones come out of my body with such force that they look like rockets going out to light up the sky.But, this time, these rockets that expel my pheromones, what they do is cloud my mind and throw my reason away, because now desire dominated my entire body, to the point that I held Rain's hair so that it wouldn't bother him while he gave me pleasure.‘Is this where my commitme
I start to move my hands around her body, wishing that my touch and my pheromones, help her find pleasure, without me entering her body. Because, although I am the one who desires that the most, I must respect his desire not to get intimate with me.“Lake, please... I need more.” he says Rain and I swallow hard.“It's okay...” I whisper placing my hands on her clothes, to strip her of it.Although I do it slowly, she enjoys it because just as I feel an electric shock with the light touch of her skin, she seems to feel something more than just a shock. That's why she stops asking me to give her satisfaction, because so far, skin-to-skin contact is working.But, when she's already completely naked, we both need more. Our bodies ask us for more than just delicious touches that in my case, makes me remember everything we lived on our anniversary night in the United States.That is the reason that makes me approach her majesty and inhale h
I take a deep breath and count one by one to the two hundredth without being interrupted by Rain, so, I imagine he has calmed down just rubbing with me. In addition, he has begun to soften his grip to the point that he takes his hands away from my body.‘So, his hormones are already calming down.’ I tell myself mentally taking a step away from her.But, the only thing I manage is to have the prudent distance for her to bury her teeth in the side of my ass. Immediately, I emit a cry of pain, while my pheromones are expelled from my body, by the surprise and the pain I feel.“Rain, why did you do that?!” I ask upset.“You didn't want to give me your pheromones, I had to take desperate measures.” she says smiling.“Now I´m the one who's desperate.” I say rubbing the affected part that although it is healed, it still hurts.“You're cruel, Rain. This is not done.” I say indignant.&
Although I didn't do it with the intention of making things impossible for Rain, I´m ruining everything again. Despite promising not to make things complicated for Rain, I´m making everything complicated again.‘It sounds like you have an amazing ability to make life difficult for your wife, Lake.’ I tell myself mentally.“You've got to be kidding me.“I´m really sorry, I got distracted with the Jheremias situation and now I can't move. Your hormones have completely paralyzed me.“Then call one of your men to take you outside.” says Rain and I hit my head on the wall, because that's not possible.“They wouldn't let them in because you're like that, that's why I asked them to go away.” I say and that makes Rain curse.“Why are you doing this to me, Lake?! Is this your way of speeding things up?!!“I won't touch you, Rain.” I say for sure.But, what I´
His words stay in my mind repeating over and over again, gradually increasing my happiness at the same time that my eyesight is clouded by the accumulated tears that show how excited I am to hear something like this.“Doctor, is everything really okay with them?” I ask in a voice thread.“At least with this little one I perceive some visible damage. However, I am going to find out about it in all babies so that I can be sure about it.” says the doctor.“Oh, Moon goddess, you have heard our prayers.” says Mrs. Evaniff very gratefully.“It seems that this overflow of energy that they have, is just a sign that everything has improved for them.“So, although they have been sleeping less a few days ago, the complete improvement has happened since yesterday, since, it has been the day when they have been moving more as they do now.The doctor nods as he continues with the examination of each of the babies. Howev