FELIX
It was dinner time and there was no one at the table which was weird because usually, my mother would have been here nagging the maids about what they did wrong. Kelly was the only one atbthe table and I couldn't start eating without my mother. “What’s going on?” Kelly asked as I stood up. “Give me a minute.” I went upstairs to look for her. I was sure that she had fallen asleep reading a book or something. “What are you saying? Return everything to you? Do you really think you did this family a favor?” Who was Fiona speaking to in Roshida's room? The door was slightly open so I just stood there and listened in. “I’m very sure you weren't deaf when I said it. Everything that I've given to you and your mother will be returned to me. It is mine, after all.” What was Roshida saying? I opened the door and walked in. “What’s going on?” My mother clutched my arm. “Son, you should hear what your wife is saying. She's saying that she wants to leave you and that she wants everything to be returned to her. Talk some sense into her. Tell her it's not possible.” I looked at her, waiting for her to say that it was a lie. But she didn't. “Is she telling the truth? You want to leave me?” She didn't seem fazed or bothered by what was going on. Infact, she had assumed a defensive stance and was looking me in the eye. “Why is this surprising? Did you really expect me to sit back and watch you marry her and be happy for you? Oh please, I'm wolfless, I'm not a fool.” That was the first time she had ever said it. I still couldn't understand what was going on. Did someone provoke her into saying these things? Probably my mother. “Ro, you're angry. You're saying things you'll regret. why don't you just calm down-” She burst out laughing. A deep laughter that squeezed my heart. “Ro? You don't deserve to call me that. Regret? Oh no, I think you should take more of everything I'm saying right now. I'm done. Done with you, done with this family, done with this sham of a marriage. You are free to marry her as you wish, I don't care. But I'm not going to sit back and do nothing.” I wanted to remind her of the risks of what she was saying. If she wanted to divorce me, it was not as easy as she thought it was. “You know that you don't have a wolf. You're putting yourself at risk if you do this. You don't have a family and you need one to protect you and one to fall back on. You're going to be a Rogue and have no family if you do this. You'll be nobody!” Divorce me? She was going too far. “Felix, I don't think you understand what's going on. I don't care about the risks. I'm ready to do anything just to get away from you. I think that's fair.” Who was this woman and what had they done with my wife? I wanted to turn to Fiona and my mother and ask what they had said to her but now wasn't the time. I knew they had an issue with her and they most definitely had a hand in whatever was going on here. But I needed to deal with Ro first. She wasn't like this before. Back when I'd first met her, she was…perfect. Obedient, beautiful, quiet and made for me. The first time I'd seen her, I thought she was the most beautiful woman I'd ever seen. I was attracted to her and I knew that she was a perfect fit. I felt lucky to be the one to marry her and didn't even care that she didn't have a mate because I felt marriage was beyond all that. Besides, I'll be there to protect her so she doesn't exactly need it. If I'd known that I would meet my mate this quickly, I wouldn't have bothered to accept the proposal. I didn't mean to be in this sticky situation but the moment I laid eyes on Kelly, I knew that she was the one. I couldn't stop my wolf from going for her no matter how much I tried and it was only a matter of time before she knew about it too. I knew that she was my mate and it would be evil of me to deny myself that right. So I did what was right by her and by me. But I didn't forget that I had a wife back home. I built a relationship with her first before breaking the news to her. “I have a wife back home. I married her a while ago and I didn't know that I would find you this early. It was her mother's wish but you're my mate and I can't let you go either. “ It was a risk, saying something like that but then, i needed to tell her the news before I brought her back home with me. “It’s understandable. It's not like you didn't purposely. I can live with another Luna, I don't have an issue with it.” I was greatly touched by her openness and her willingness and I felt that I wouldn't have an issue, knowing the person that Ro was. When I returned home and saw the look on her face, it made me sick in the gut. She looked like she had been punched in the gut and I almost couldn't take it. Now she was saying she wanted to leave me? “You should think of what you're saying, Ro. You can't take it back once it goes out.” She rolled her eyes. “I don't remember caring. It's a done decision, Felix. Get used to it.” She had really put her foot down on this one. It bothered me, the change in attitude. What was going on? My mum chimed in. “If it's because you don't want to lay for the wedding, its not going to cost a lot. We can cut down costs and deal with what we have.” From the look on her face, I knew that her heart was sealed. There was nothing we could say that would change her heart.ROSHIDA “Won’t he get mad when he finds out?” I looked at her, confused at what she was talking about. “Who is that you speak of? Last I checked, I didn't owe anyone my whereabouts. So who cares if he finds out?” I wanted to leave the pack back to mine today. It has been a while since I'd been away from my family and I wanted to go see them again. At least to let them know I was doing fine. “I don't think you want to wear that.” She looked down at her dress. “What? I like this dress. Why don't you want me to wear it?” “It’s not me. We have places to be today. Just trust me. Wear something else.” Today was going to determine a lot. That was why I needed to go see my parents first. I needed their good luck to go with me. “You know, I'm proud of you. For standing up to them. I didn't think you'd be able to do it. What exactly did you say that got them so mad like that? ” That's right. I hadn't told Sophia that I'd decided to divorce. It was something that just slipped out in th
ROSHIDA The King was silent. “Do you realise what you are asking, young lady? You want to leave your husband? A highly decorated Alpha? Firstly, do you realise the implications that carry?” Screw the implications. “My King, I've thought about it and I'm ready to bear it all. Nothing is too much to bear as long as I get to leave that house. I've suffered more than enough and I deserve better. I'm ready to face it all”. I just needed him to be convinced. If I can plead my case to him and he accepts it, then I'm fine. “Roshida, that's your name right? The reason your father sent you to military school, if I remember clearly, was because you were born without a wolf. He didn't want you to be trampled upon. I don't want that either for you.” I was wolfless but I wasnt useless. I felt more at ease, like I was talking to my father or uncle. “Your majesty, I understand your concerns and I appreciate them but then, the skills I have acquired won't be entirely useless. I can take care o
ROSHIDA I walked out of the throne room and went back to Sophia. I didn't even know what to tell her because I was sure that she would be so disappointed just like I was. How was I going to get Felix to agree? Even with a gun to his head, he wouldn't want to divorce me because he wants me to lay for the wedding. “Wait!” I turned around and the man who had turned out to be the prince walked up to me. I curtsied as he approached me. “Rise. Is your husband willing to let you go?” I shook my head. “He wants my money so he can pay for his wedding with her. He doesn't care about me.” He nodded. His eyes were intense and I had to look away from them for a moment. “Do you want me to help you?” I looked back at him immediately and my eyes widened. “No, you don't have to do that. I'll figure out a way to get him to say yes.” “Is he going to say yes?” I couldn't answer that. “So you need my help..don't worry, go home. You'll have your approval by tomorrow.” Before I could say any
ROSHIDAFelix stayed staring at me for a few seconds.His breathing had calmed down now that he had heard what he wanted.“Did you hear me? I don't care about you and her. You can marry her and the entire world if you want to. Don't come into my room and spew rubbish again. I won't like it. Do as the peince has said. Give me the letter of approval so I can leave.”He really thought I'd leave my house and go all the way to the Capital, stand under the sun for over an hour just to see the King and tell him that I wanted to stop his wedding to Kelly?A wedding that they wanted me to fund?.He pushed himself off the wall and pointed his finger at me.“ You're now sleeping with the prince, aren't you? Is that what this Don’t do anything stupid like this again. Just lay low until the wedding is over.”“Take that finger out of my face before I break it and shove it up your ass. Go on, go write the letter bedore rhenleonce comes back and gives you a reason to cry. I heard he has a temper. ”
ROSHIDAShe looked furious. Her nostrils were flaring and she was giving Felix the dirtiest look ever.I expected her to slap him for saying a thing like that.That statement wasn't just disrespectful to me, but to her as well. That's if she was smart enough to realize it. It meant that he didn't care if she was there and about to marry her but he was ready to put a baby inside me so that I won't leave.The thought of being a co wife pisses me off so much. If he has even been a good husband, I might consider it. If he knew how to take responsibility and how to be an actual Alpha and not a phony, then maybe I would have stayed.But he was far from everything.“What does it matter? You don't seem to want to let him go so he's offering you a solution.”Her response angered me. What had he done to her?“Have you lost it? How can you say a thing like that? So you do not realize how insulting it is? Especially to my person. Am I so useless that you think I can agree to carry a baby just for
ROSHIDA I didn't hear when she said it. “You should be grateful that you are still in this house. The Luna would have kicked you out back where you came from. You're nothing to me. You're despicable and you're disgusting.” He didn't even give Kelly the chance to say something for herself or retaliate. He slapped Sophia, hard across the face that Sophia fell to the floor. I was stunned for a moment. I couldn't process what had just happened. “How dare you speak to her that way? Don't you know she's my wife to be? She's the next Luna of this pack and you are nothing but a dirty slave. Apologise to her now.” I saw the tears in Sophia's eyes and that was all it took. Along with the anger I had pent up, I slapped him back. Just as hard. This time around, he wasn't the only one dazed. Both he and Kelly took steps back in awe as I helped Sophia off the floor. It was bad enough that he was treating me like this but I won't let him lay a finger on Sophia. “Next time, don't
ROSHIDAKelly spoke up before he had the chance to come out of his daydream.“What did you just say? You want him to beg you? He would rather die. Why does he have to beg you for money? Both of you are married, that money belongs to him too.”I had caught her.“So do you finally admit that we are married?”She turned pale, not being able to say anything else.“Well, what I was saying was-”“Shut up, Kelly.”Grace joined in.“Yes, shut up Kelly. Roshida, you have to understand that he has his pride to protect as an Alpha. I mean, I'm begging you already. Isn't that enough? Both of you are married, no one can deny that. So just help your husband out.”This woman was so two-faced.She was the same one raining curses on me every other day but today when she wanted to beg for my money, her voice was calm.Fiona didn't say anything and she just stayed back and watched all that happened.Felix finally spoke up.“You want me to beg you? For money? I can't do that. I'm an Alpha. Do you realize
ROSHIDASince they couldn't do anything to me, they decided to go for the one thing that they could touch.My reputation.I was in the room when Sophia ran in.“You won't believe what is going around the village about you.”Actually, I didn't care but she seemed very determined to tell me so I dropped my book and listened to her.“I heard from one of the maids in the kitchen that Fiona asked them to tell people around the village that you're wolfless. And that it was because of your character that you have this curse. She said you're cursed and that's why Felix is marrying another woman.”Well, they had really sat down to think about that story. I mean, they did have to find something convincing to tell the people if he wanted to divorce their Luna and marry someone else.“That seems like a very nice story. And I take it that the people are responding positively.”“Yes, they're believing it. We have to do something.”Sophia liked to panic.“We don't have to do anything except sit back
ROSHIDAJust as I'd expected, I woke up late the next day.I did feel very refreshed because I didn't know how long I'd slept for but I knew it was a very long time because the sun was already high up in the sky and I was very sure that there was no more Vitamin D coming in from the sunlight.Still very drowsy, I walked over to Liam's cot and saw that he was having a nap too. That had become my most favorite thing, seeing him sleeping. It meant that at least, I would have the next few hours to myself to be productive.I brushed my teeth and took a bath as quietly as I could so I wouldn't wake him up.There was no way I was going to go to the Fortress because not only was it already late to be there but I knew that I would eventually be pulled into work of some kind and I couldn't take that right now.I saw Sophia on a couch looking through some papers on my way down the stairs. She looked up as I walked closer to her.“Sleeping Beauty has nothing on you.”Sleeping Beauty hasn't been t
ROSHIDAAfter the hand painting, we went to a photo booth because Valfred thought that it would be fun if we took pictures. He stood outside while he set the time for us. “What are you doing over there? Come closer.”He waved his hand. “Oh no, you're family .I can't photobomb your pictures.”“How can you say a thing like that? We want you in it, right Liam?”He made a sound in approval. “So, what do you say?”He thought about it for a moment and then nodded. “Okay then, I'll come..but you guys should take a few by yourselves.”He was right. He helped us set the timer again and then I had to hold Liam up in a way that showed his face. The flash wasn't too bright and he seemed to get the drift. He didn't cry or whine in all the pictures and he only smiled in one. “Oh, look at his gummy smile. He's so cute. I love my baby so much. Valfred, come on.”He joined in and stood by my side. From the way he stood, I didn't like how it looked in the camera. “I can already tell how uncomfo
ROSHIDAIt was only when Sophia came close to me that I stopped.“All those slaps, they will never be equal to what you did to this woman. The way you beat her, the humiliation, the pain you caused her, bringing another woman into the house to take her place like she was some piece of furniture, all those were to make up for it. And they will never be enough.”They will never be enough.His mouth was bloody and he was on the floor.“She will get the divorce she wants and so much more, I will make sure of it. I don't care how long it takes, I will just make sure that she becomes happy. She has wasted twenty years of her life with you and now that she finally wants to make something of herself, you tell her not to leave you. I will never allow a thing like that.”There was no reason why I would let a man like this make this woman look like nothing before other people.Just like Felix, if he wanted to marry that woman then he might as well go for it. But what I won't allow was him to mak
ROSHIDA I was woken up with a case. Sophia had come to bang on my door quite early that morning and I wondered what part of the sky was falling down. “What did you say the matter was?” She barely even turned around to look at me . “I don't know. How about you come see it for yourself?” I tried to button my jacket that hid only my bra since she had barely given me time to get ready. I made sure that I appeared reasonable before I opened the door. I could see four people standing in the middle as I walked past to my seat. “What is so serious that I had to be woken up so early in the morning?” Since Sophia had decided that it was a surprise of some sort, I had no other choice but to wait for someone to tell me what the hell was going on. “Luna, we apologise for rising you so early. We understand the stress you must have gone through yesterday and we appreciate your efforts. But
ROSHIDA After the opening, we went back to the pack for dinner as planned. The house was very full and it like a ball. “You know you're going to give the speech when they all get settled in. Are you ready?” I could see that we were both very tired. “The only thing I'm ready for is to go to bed. Can't you give the speech?” She looked away from her phone.“The only time I can give a speech when you're here is if you're suddenly mute or deranged. Both of which you are not right now so no, I can't give the speech.” Jeez, standing in front of all these people to speak wasn't going to be easy. Because there were so many and I didn't remember the last time they I'd stood in front of a crowd to speak. “What on earth am I going to say? I didn't prepare a speech.” She brought out a piece of paper and gave it to me. “You are very lucky. I took the liberty to write you one. Go through i
ROSHIDA “Okay, just stay for a few moments. You don't have to stay for long. Just enough for you to be relaxed and we'll go back downstairs.” And that's what we did. We stayed in my office and talked about different things for a while and I kept on looking at my phone as Sophia's texts kept entering. One of her texts got my attention. “I think you should come downstairs.” I looked back at the Prince.“Valfred, I'm really sorry that I have to do this but I think I need to leave. Sophia needs me downstairs.” He understood. “Its okay. Let's go. We'll continue our conversation another time.” I know that it had been a very interesting conversation but I couldn't remember what we were talking about for the life of me because I was very distracted. “I’ll meet up with you later.” As we were about to part ways, I swe the reason why Sophia was asking me to come downstairs.
ROSHIDA They had all stopped outside the Fortress because the King had to be in front so that he would cut the ribbon. As we got down from the car, I followed him to the front of the line and I saw Sophia and wondered if she had super powers. How on earth did she get here before us? She handed the King the scissors. “Alphas, Lunas, Betas, Gammas and ever other dignitary that has come here today to honor this invitation, I'd like to say a very big thank you. Luna Roshida is a daughter to me, a very precious one at that. Her father was my best friend before his demise and his family was like mine which is why I told it up on myself to make sure that his daughter became just as great as he was. And she has been making me proud ever since. From going on a secret mission in the Rogue pack to going to war with the Rogues and coming back victorious, there is only so much that can be said. And I have no doubt that with the Fortress in her possession,
ROSHIDA “Just hear me out. You can still do every other thing you want to do. Just come spend time with me for a bit.” I removed my hand from his, not wanting to cause a scene. “Listen to me, I'm trying not to be rude so please don't push it. When I tell you that I can't, I mean it. And now, I won't. So go back to your seat and stop being a pain in my ass.” He seemed mortified at what I just said but I didn't care, all that mattered was that he eventually went back to his seat. I went around, saying hi to everyone that was there and the ones that were still coming in. Even after breakfast was over, they were all too busy greeting each lther and talking. I'd been so scared that they'd be bored after breakfast was over. Sophia hurried back into the room. She had changed her clothes and she looked really beautiful with her hair left down. Most of the time,
ROSHIDA Just as I'd thought, It was like a carnival. Just as I'd thought, some people started arriving even before the sun arose because of how far thier pack was. I'd been able to put Liam back to sleep after an hour and through all the struggles and everything that if down in the room, he was still asleep. Thankfully, his maid was awake too and this time around, I remember what it was that I wanted to say to her yesterday. “Maria, as you know it's a very busy day for me and I won't be able to carry Liam around. So please make surr that he’s okay, and well fed. You'll be cooking with us since the King and Queen will want to see him. I'll take him from you while we're walking around. Is that fine?” “Yes Luna.” Sophia came in and I put my hand to my lips immediately and pulled her outside. “What’s going on?” “You’re not dressed. That's what's going on. That first Alpha was not supposed to see yo