ROSHIDA
The room was dead silent like the time when she first walked in. I'd gotten her tongue tied and I was enjoying it. Her mouth was open but sounds were not coming out. What a hypocritical bitch. “On a lighter note, Felix was promoted to Alpha for his efforts in the war. You know that if you work alongside her and become her co-wife, things could work out.” I felt myself get dumber just listening to her. In what sick world did she think that this could work out? Even if I did agree to this, we would hate each other for the rest of our lives and be sworn enemies. I didn't have time for all that and certainly not with a woman who was cheap enough to take someone else's husband. “I mean, think about it. He's the Alpha now, and he did say that he met her at war. You could stay back and handle things at the pack while he goes out with her to fight wars. I'm sure you're too soft and tush for all that so no one expects that from you.” This woman clearly didn't know how I was brought up but then again, no one does.. All I could do was laugh at whatever it was that gave her the logic that I would agree to something as sick as this. I was too soft? More like I'd let them make me into a fool. I'd sat back and let them toss and turn me around like I was a wave in the ocean. But then again, it was good because they didn't know what I was capable of. “And you think that will work?” Her face brightened up, thinking I was about to agree to her offer. “Of course, you'll barely have to see each other. You'll both be out of each other's way and since she's going to be away a lot, everyone will know you as the Luna. “ She meant, everyone will know me as the money bag, the one who was spending her inheritance on blood suckers. Normally, since Felix had found his mate, she would have sent me packing in a heartbeat since I wasn't exactly her favorite and I didn't have a wolf. But then again, she needed my money and so did this family so I was still an asset to them and it would be a huge loss if they let me go. “You know, I think I'll have to pass up on that offer. It's true that Felix is now the Alpha but then, this pack is small. No one even recognizes this pack so I don't think we're going to be seeing a lot of wars which means she'll be around a lot.” I could see that my comment about the pack annoyed her but then again, I was right. The pack was really small, deep in the middle of nowhere so I wasn't exactly expecting a war each week. I stood up from the bed and went to stand in front of her. “So you can understand why I'm not exactly jumping at your offer. Since she won't be gone a lot, there won't be a need for two Lunas to rule. It'll just make things messy. What I'm going to do is take care of my pack and my husband and she? Well, she's free to do what she wants.” If she really thought that this was going to send me away, then it wasn't going to. “So you're saying that you're comfortable with her being here? Shouldn't you fight for your place? You're the woman of the houses. You should let her know-” I held back a laugh.. “Know what? I should fight with her so I'll be reduced to her level? I'm sure you'll like that, won't you? What's the whole point of fighting? I'd rather just leave.” What was I saying? Leave? Where would I go to? Anyways, Grace didn't know that. “You’re not thinking straight. If you do this, you should know that it won't be easy for you. People will come for you and you will lose everything you think you have. Felix is your husband-” “Oh, cut the bullshit Grace! Just cut it out! He's not my husband. You know you don't give a crap about that. You just want the money!” She had the guts to act like she was surprised. Like she cared about the fact that I wanted to leave. “How could you say a thing like that? I mean, I'm just trying to help you get back your stance in this family-” “I don't care. Whatever it is that you're trying to do, save it because I'm over it. ” Fiona entered just then, like an assassin on a mission. Of course, she needed backup for bullshit. “What’s going on here?” I rolled my eyes and left the drama queen to say what she wanted to behind my back. “She’s calling us gold diggers. All I was saying was that she should work with Kelly but she turned it against me and rained insults on me. “ That was a lie but I wasn't bothering to defend myself because I was steady for whatever bullshit Fiona wanted to bring to me. I was genuinely fed up and today, I was feeling extra angry. In all of this, leaving had never been a part of my options but because of this conversation, it was beginning to cross my mind. “How dare you speak to my mother like that? Do you know-” “Oh, shut up. You really think you're something, don't you? The sight of you makes me sick and I don't even have your time.” The both of them looked at themselves, obviously shocked at my outburst. It was about time I started saying a thing or two to them. . “I’m sick of all of you. Each and everyone of you and you don't even want to know what I think of you. Work together with her? More like being her slave. I'm not stupid enough to believe that bullshit. So you can save it for some dumb person who's going to believe you.” Fiona still couldn't believe what was going on because she was still talking. “Just who do you think you're speaking to? You're nothing but a-” I raised my finger. “I’ll have to stop you right there. Before you say whatever you want, I'd ask that you return all the jewelry,clothing and money that I've given to you. Including the ones you're wearing.” Seems like everyone had a lot to say today because our last guest joined the party.FELIX It was dinner time and there was no one at the table which was weird because usually, my mother would have been here nagging the maids about what they did wrong. Kelly was the only one atbthe table and I couldn't start eating without my mother. “What’s going on?” Kelly asked as I stood up. “Give me a minute.” I went upstairs to look for her. I was sure that she had fallen asleep reading a book or something. “What are you saying? Return everything to you? Do you really think you did this family a favor?” Who was Fiona speaking to in Roshida's room? The door was slightly open so I just stood there and listened in. “I’m very sure you weren't deaf when I said it. Everything that I've given to you and your mother will be returned to me. It is mine, after all.” What was Roshida saying? I opened the door and walked in. “What’s going on?” My mother clutched my arm. “Son, you should hear what your wife is saying. She's saying that she wants to leave you and that she wants ev
ROSHIDA “Won’t he get mad when he finds out?” I looked at her, confused at what she was talking about. “Who is that you speak of? Last I checked, I didn't owe anyone my whereabouts. So who cares if he finds out?” I wanted to leave the pack back to mine today. It has been a while since I'd been away from my family and I wanted to go see them again. At least to let them know I was doing fine. “I don't think you want to wear that.” She looked down at her dress. “What? I like this dress. Why don't you want me to wear it?” “It’s not me. We have places to be today. Just trust me. Wear something else.” Today was going to determine a lot. That was why I needed to go see my parents first. I needed their good luck to go with me. “You know, I'm proud of you. For standing up to them. I didn't think you'd be able to do it. What exactly did you say that got them so mad like that? ” That's right. I hadn't told Sophia that I'd decided to divorce. It was something that just slipped out in th
ROSHIDA The King was silent. “Do you realise what you are asking, young lady? You want to leave your husband? A highly decorated Alpha? Firstly, do you realise the implications that carry?” Screw the implications. “My King, I've thought about it and I'm ready to bear it all. Nothing is too much to bear as long as I get to leave that house. I've suffered more than enough and I deserve better. I'm ready to face it all”. I just needed him to be convinced. If I can plead my case to him and he accepts it, then I'm fine. “Roshida, that's your name right? The reason your father sent you to military school, if I remember clearly, was because you were born without a wolf. He didn't want you to be trampled upon. I don't want that either for you.” I was wolfless but I wasnt useless. I felt more at ease, like I was talking to my father or uncle. “Your majesty, I understand your concerns and I appreciate them but then, the skills I have acquired won't be entirely useless. I can take care o
ROSHIDA I walked out of the throne room and went back to Sophia. I didn't even know what to tell her because I was sure that she would be so disappointed just like I was. How was I going to get Felix to agree? Even with a gun to his head, he wouldn't want to divorce me because he wants me to lay for the wedding. “Wait!” I turned around and the man who had turned out to be the prince walked up to me. I curtsied as he approached me. “Rise. Is your husband willing to let you go?” I shook my head. “He wants my money so he can pay for his wedding with her. He doesn't care about me.” He nodded. His eyes were intense and I had to look away from them for a moment. “Do you want me to help you?” I looked back at him immediately and my eyes widened. “No, you don't have to do that. I'll figure out a way to get him to say yes.” “Is he going to say yes?” I couldn't answer that. “So you need my help..don't worry, go home. You'll have your approval by tomorrow.” Before I could say any
ROSHIDAFelix stayed staring at me for a few seconds.His breathing had calmed down now that he had heard what he wanted.“Did you hear me? I don't care about you and her. You can marry her and the entire world if you want to. Don't come into my room and spew rubbish again. I won't like it. Do as the peince has said. Give me the letter of approval so I can leave.”He really thought I'd leave my house and go all the way to the Capital, stand under the sun for over an hour just to see the King and tell him that I wanted to stop his wedding to Kelly?A wedding that they wanted me to fund?.He pushed himself off the wall and pointed his finger at me.“ You're now sleeping with the prince, aren't you? Is that what this Don’t do anything stupid like this again. Just lay low until the wedding is over.”“Take that finger out of my face before I break it and shove it up your ass. Go on, go write the letter bedore rhenleonce comes back and gives you a reason to cry. I heard he has a temper. ”
ROSHIDAShe looked furious. Her nostrils were flaring and she was giving Felix the dirtiest look ever.I expected her to slap him for saying a thing like that.That statement wasn't just disrespectful to me, but to her as well. That's if she was smart enough to realize it. It meant that he didn't care if she was there and about to marry her but he was ready to put a baby inside me so that I won't leave.The thought of being a co wife pisses me off so much. If he has even been a good husband, I might consider it. If he knew how to take responsibility and how to be an actual Alpha and not a phony, then maybe I would have stayed.But he was far from everything.“What does it matter? You don't seem to want to let him go so he's offering you a solution.”Her response angered me. What had he done to her?“Have you lost it? How can you say a thing like that? So you do not realize how insulting it is? Especially to my person. Am I so useless that you think I can agree to carry a baby just for
ROSHIDA I didn't hear when she said it. “You should be grateful that you are still in this house. The Luna would have kicked you out back where you came from. You're nothing to me. You're despicable and you're disgusting.” He didn't even give Kelly the chance to say something for herself or retaliate. He slapped Sophia, hard across the face that Sophia fell to the floor. I was stunned for a moment. I couldn't process what had just happened. “How dare you speak to her that way? Don't you know she's my wife to be? She's the next Luna of this pack and you are nothing but a dirty slave. Apologise to her now.” I saw the tears in Sophia's eyes and that was all it took. Along with the anger I had pent up, I slapped him back. Just as hard. This time around, he wasn't the only one dazed. Both he and Kelly took steps back in awe as I helped Sophia off the floor. It was bad enough that he was treating me like this but I won't let him lay a finger on Sophia. “Next time, don't
ROSHIDAKelly spoke up before he had the chance to come out of his daydream.“What did you just say? You want him to beg you? He would rather die. Why does he have to beg you for money? Both of you are married, that money belongs to him too.”I had caught her.“So do you finally admit that we are married?”She turned pale, not being able to say anything else.“Well, what I was saying was-”“Shut up, Kelly.”Grace joined in.“Yes, shut up Kelly. Roshida, you have to understand that he has his pride to protect as an Alpha. I mean, I'm begging you already. Isn't that enough? Both of you are married, no one can deny that. So just help your husband out.”This woman was so two-faced.She was the same one raining curses on me every other day but today when she wanted to beg for my money, her voice was calm.Fiona didn't say anything and she just stayed back and watched all that happened.Felix finally spoke up.“You want me to beg you? For money? I can't do that. I'm an Alpha. Do you realize
ROSHIDA“Oh, you didn't have to do anything. Your presence along with Liam presence alone is a present for me. You have no idea how I'm glad to have you both here.”Well, I wasn't feeling very glad right now. I just wanted to leave and I didn't know why.Liam had woken up and was busy tugging at the pearls on her neck and I was silently praying that he won't finally cut it because I was sure they were real pearls and even with all the money I would have in my life, I won't be able to replace them.Felix stepped forward, presenting his one present.“My Queen, my wife and I brought this for you. It was my idea.”Of course, he would take all the glory.The Queens isn't look pleased to see him though.“Where is that wife of yours?” She tried looking over him.“Oh, she's somewhere around. Probably drinking her head off.”How could he talk about her like that? She was pregnant.Suddenly, she ran in while holding her bump and her dress.“Excuse me, I had no idea that the Queen was receiving
ROSHIDA“Id I had known that wearing a dress would mean having my breath taken away by you like this, I would have asked for a ball every day. Did I tell you that you look stunning?”I gave him a look.“Three times now.”He smiled wildly, letting his pearl teeth show in the dim light.“You clean up nicely. I mean, you in a suit? Who would have thought?”He laughed and shook his head.“My position in the military and all the work I do around won't let me dress like a normal person. I am a soldier, I have to be ready for combat at any time.”I couldn't argue with that so I just nodded and turned back to face the crowd. More people were coming into the already filed up hall. I mean, what was I expecting? It was the Queens birthday party. It's definitely not going to be a small affair.We got served pastries and I just ate ice cream because I really didn't want to be trying any new foods, at least not tonight. It won't be nice going to the toilet over some new food in this dress.I looked
ROSHIDAAs much as I wanted to act like being here didn't make the butterflies in my stomach jump around in a frenzy, it did.It suddenly became like I had never been in front of a crowd before and I just kept looking over my shoulders like someone was going to swoop in and kidnap me.Maybe it was because there were a lot of people walking up to me and introducing themselves. Especially people that I have never seen in my life before.Most of them were Alphas who would come to congratulate me for the opening of the Fortress as they didn't have the time to speak to me that day.Was this what they had to deal with every other day too?Sophia was by my side, smiling like a doll as well as they shook me and shook her too.Liam was in his lean, most definitely sleeping already and I was worried that the noise would affect him. It didn't seem to bother him though.“Luan, I have to welcome you to this. I didn't think that you would come, seeing ws your lack is very far away.”I knew that voi
ROSHIDAI straightened out my dress for the thousandth time.“Do you think I look pale?” I asked Sophia who eas busy with something else in the room.She barely looked back at me before turning back around to face what she was doing.“I don't think so. The dress suits you perfectly.”Why didn't I feel that way? Tonight was the Queens birthday ball and I was in the middle of a crisis.“Since when did you start caring about your skin color and appearance?”I frowned at her statement.“What do you mean? I always cared about how I looked.”She gave me a look and then there Liam's dirty diaper in the bin.“Thats not what I meant. I mean, you're not like other women who care about lipstick and the way thier butt sticks out. This has something to do with the Prince, doesn't it?”My eyes widened.“You’re insane for thinking that. The Prince has nothing to do with it. Let's just say that now that I'm the face of this pack, I wasn't to look the part. I don't want anyone to have anything to say.
VALFREDI knew that Reggie won't end up liking what I was about to do but at this point, I didn't have any option. If I didn't step in and do something, they would doy heir worst to him and that might end up with his being very injured.Their pack was on the outskirts of the town so the drive other there was quite long. It took us at least three hours to get there.They didn't know who I was but I'm sure they would have figured that I was some sort of royalty since the Chief Guard's attire was known everywhere.Depsite the strange looks, I walked straight past them and went to the Chief's tent. He would be the best person to ask you deal with this.Thankfully, he was in his tent and I walked right in.He was in a meeting though.“My Prince, you're here.”He quickly dismissed the men in the room.“Please, take a seat. Would you like some tea or coffee or-”“Save it, this is not a cordial visit. I have very important things to talk about today and that's why I came here.”He seemed to s
VALFRED“Is Laura still with your aunt?”Reggie nodded as he stared out the window in thought. This wasn't my beet friend. Ever since he stared having these threats, I didn't know who Reggie was anymore.I don't think he even knew who he was, and it would be very selfish of me to say anything about his attitude.“I live in fear, Valfred. I wake up in fear in my own house because I don't know the day they would find out where I live and attack me. I don't even care about myself. If anything happens to me, what about Laura? How will she grow up?”The fact that he wasn't worried about his own well-being angered me.“Laura is safe for now. Reggie, I have offered to help you. Infact, I even asked you to let me get my father speak to these people but you have refused. All I have to do is speak to them and everything will be fine.”I figured that if I didn't do something on my own regard, then Reggie won't let me help.I stood up and changee my shirt.“Let’s go.”He turned around to look at
ROSHIDAJust as I'd expected, I woke up late the next day.I did feel very refreshed because I didn't know how long I'd slept for but I knew it was a very long time because the sun was already high up in the sky and I was very sure that there was no more Vitamin D coming in from the sunlight.Still very drowsy, I walked over to Liam's cot and saw that he was having a nap too. That had become my most favorite thing, seeing him sleeping. It meant that at least, I would have the next few hours to myself to be productive.I brushed my teeth and took a bath as quietly as I could so I wouldn't wake him up.There was no way I was going to go to the Fortress because not only was it already late to be there but I knew that I would eventually be pulled into work of some kind and I couldn't take that right now.I saw Sophia on a couch looking through some papers on my way down the stairs. She looked up as I walked closer to her.“Sleeping Beauty has nothing on you.”Sleeping Beauty hasn't been t
ROSHIDAAfter the hand painting, we went to a photo booth because Valfred thought that it would be fun if we took pictures. He stood outside while he set the time for us. “What are you doing over there? Come closer.”He waved his hand. “Oh no, you're family .I can't photobomb your pictures.”“How can you say a thing like that? We want you in it, right Liam?”He made a sound in approval. “So, what do you say?”He thought about it for a moment and then nodded. “Okay then, I'll come..but you guys should take a few by yourselves.”He was right. He helped us set the timer again and then I had to hold Liam up in a way that showed his face. The flash wasn't too bright and he seemed to get the drift. He didn't cry or whine in all the pictures and he only smiled in one. “Oh, look at his gummy smile. He's so cute. I love my baby so much. Valfred, come on.”He joined in and stood by my side. From the way he stood, I didn't like how it looked in the camera. “I can already tell how uncomfo
ROSHIDAIt was only when Sophia came close to me that I stopped.“All those slaps, they will never be equal to what you did to this woman. The way you beat her, the humiliation, the pain you caused her, bringing another woman into the house to take her place like she was some piece of furniture, all those were to make up for it. And they will never be enough.”They will never be enough.His mouth was bloody and he was on the floor.“She will get the divorce she wants and so much more, I will make sure of it. I don't care how long it takes, I will just make sure that she becomes happy. She has wasted twenty years of her life with you and now that she finally wants to make something of herself, you tell her not to leave you. I will never allow a thing like that.”There was no reason why I would let a man like this make this woman look like nothing before other people.Just like Felix, if he wanted to marry that woman then he might as well go for it. But what I won't allow was him to mak