Sirena’s POVI came out of the pack’s house and made my way to the borders. I don’t know why I’m going there and what’s the point of seeing my previous home, but somehow it makes me think about so many things.I’ve accepted the wedding because of that. Maybe it’s hard for me to move on and it wouldn’t be as hard as for him because his love is volatile. It happened only now and his feelings will go away if he tries. He must’ve moved on by now, his mother and Grace were such skilful people who must’ve brainwashed him already. They must’ve convinced him that he’s going to be happy and it would be the best for their life and pack. Made him believe that Grace will bring all the happiness back if he marries her.That must be the reason why he turned completely silent after she rejected him. How stupid I was, to still love him, cry for him, and yearn that I couldn’t live the life that I’ve imagined to live with him.Everything haunts me every day.Alder hadn’t crossed the borders at least onc
Sirena’s POVI’m getting married today. It’s finally happening and I’ve no idea how to react. I stood there silently while Raven did my makeup.“You can smile a little. It’s a big day for you,” she advised.“I’m happy. I’m in a little shock,”“Look, in your life I think this is the best decision you ever made after you decided to leave Alder,” she said.I don’t know how far that’s true and I just smiled. I’m wearing a simple white gown for the wedding which I chose the other day. Xander hasn’t spoken to me since morning and I’ll talk to him after this every day, move in with him and sooner or later I’ll start to act like a good wife.I always wanted to be a good wife and a wonderful mom to my children. It’s all when I was married to Alder. Now I don’t want to hold onto that thought. I just want to take things slow and I want to be happy and calm as always.With a smile on my face, I looked at myself in the mirror. I look beautiful as always and I heard Alder was invited to the wedding.
Xander’s POVIt was a beautiful morning, I woke up lying next to my wife, my best friend, and the love of my life. Sirena. She’s sleeping forgetting this entire world and all her worries. She’s dazzling as the sun's rays fall upon her skin.I don’t want the sun to disturb my wife’s peaceful sleep. I went to close the curtains. I did and lay next to her again. Last night after the marriage, she looked tired and greeted the guests who came there to their wedding.I don’t know what was going on in her mind, I sensed that her wolf Lulu seemed happy about the wedding but she didn't look that happy. Alder’s presence had confused her or else she would be happy as well.I didn’t take it seriously because I can understand her heart. She’s finding it difficult to forget Alder. He doesn’t feel possessive about it. He waited for her for all these years patiently for her. I was hoping immensely that she would come back to him. It’s finally happened, what he manifested. He knew she would love him th
Sirena’s POVI locked myself inside the bathroom and my heart drum rolled inside me. I couldn’t process what just happened. He kissed me and I’m again a wife to someone I barely know.The only difference is last time, I was married to someone who doesn’t love me but this time, I’m quite lucky. I smiled because it’s beautiful to be loved by someone instead of pouring your love on someone who can’t reciprocate it.This makes me feel special and I want to explore more.“Get ready soon, stop dreaming,” Lulu said, “And then kiss him when you get a chance,”“I wouldn’t do that,” I said.“Why not? Don’t you feel anything for him?”“Don’t tempt me,”“Come on, have fun,” Lulu encouraged.“I’ll but not now,” I said and took the new brush to brush my teeth. Replaying the events that happened yesterday and today were kept coming back to my thoughts. I’m married to someone else and I’m no longer in the place to love someone else other than Xander. From the eyes of others, I’ve moved on from Alder.
Sirena’s POV“Are you kidding me?” he laughed.“Do I look like I’m joking,”“I don’t know,” I said and got curious to know it.Lulu is silent, perhaps she must’ve remembered something she didn’t utter a word yet.“Is there anything you are hiding from me?” he smiles.“There are a lot, be specific,” he said and my eyes got wider. Why he didn’t tell me all this before marriage? But what difference is it going to make?“I thought and looked at him for answers. Please, tell me,”“Were we in love before I left this pack?”“We were lovers. Not that what you had with Alder. We were both in love and passionate,”“Really?”“Yes,”“Why you didn’t tell me before?”“Because I don’t think it’s no use. It’s all in the past that you don’t remember anymore,”“That right,” I said and he knelt in front of me.“But I wish to know everything that happened between us,” I said and he’s already took my hand in his hand.Then it went to my neck. Goose pimples spread all over my skin and he looked ready to dev
Xander’s POVWhat holds me back from getting close to her? I want her and she’s right next to me as my wife. I can have her presence, I can be with her anytime I want.“You need to be patient to achieve great things,” Ares advised as I stared at Sirena. She needs that time as well. She needs a lot of time to accept me.I’ve waited for all these years but when she’s next to me, I get impatient.We decided to spend some days at my parent's house the second night after our wedding as per Sirena’s wish. No one is around and the place is so calm. The rain is drizzling outside and I’m standing by the French window near the living room and looking outside. The day went as we went to the shrine and prayed to the old deities. We even took lunch with us and had a wonderful day. We talked and explained about our pack’s tradition which she’d forgotten.When she was Melody, she knew everything, even the things that I didn’t know. She’s such an adventurous freak. Climb all the seven hills near our p
Sirena’s POVHe sat next to me and I asked him one question that kept nudging me.“Xander, Raven said you did many things while I was in Shadow Pack. She said that you were protecting me, is that true?”“What else she said to you?”“Only this. I was so confused about marrying you. She told me that you’re a good person and I must marry you,”He smiles.“Did she convinced you to marry me?”“No, it was you. The way you assured me that everything is going to be fine, that convinced me. You’re good at that,”“Thank you,”“I’ve to thank you,” I said and kissed his cheek. This is the first time I initiated something on him. I guess the marking has starts to work. It’s bringing her close to me.“You must tell me what you did for me,”“Is that really important now?”“Yes,” I nod.“Those things must stay away. Past shouldn’t change how you feel about me. It shouldn’t be reason for you to love me and I want you to know me on your own,” he was persistent.“Come on. Do you think past won’t change m
Sirena’s POV“What do you mean?” I ask.“They didn’t let me reach out to you, even your father but I came to see you a lot of times. I’ve given my best to be your comfort. I clearly know that you’re unhappy. The only choice I had was to wait until you came out of the pack on your own or he ended up with Grace. I always wondered why you were with him?”I looked remorsefully at him and had tears.“I’ve asked this same question to myself so many times. I don’t know why I stayed there and tried my best to get his love. It’s because I loved him from all my heart so I always wanted to give him a chance. It had become a habit. I was good to the people who took me in their pack. They weren’t fully accepted me yet they didn’t treat me bad entirely. It’s all because I always thought I’ve chance with him and he never asked me to leave the pack,”I sighed, “There are so many things, and in confusion the years have passed on,”“He’s selfish, he wanted to have everything in his control. I’m glad tha
Sirena's POV"Why me?" I asked, "Why didn't our father choose you?" "It's because I have a mate,” Raven pushed her hair off from her face. “You have? But you never said anything about it,” I questioned.“That’s because I thought you’re not interested to hear it,” “What? No, how can you think like that?” Raven smiled, “It’s fine, now you know that I have a mate, and now you know why father insists you to marry, Xander,”I nod. “I understand but tell me who’s your mate?” I asked. For the first time, I saw Raven blushing and I would say she’s so cute.“My mate lives far away, he’s the Alpha of the Moon stone pack,” she said. “Okay, have you talked to him?”“Yes, I have. We meet whenever we get time,” “What?” I smiled. It’s surprising how she says that. Once someone finds their mate, they can’t be separated from them, the attraction is unavoidable. That’s what I felt but the people around me doesn’t feel the same way. Alder, Xander, Grace and even Raven. I think, I don’t know how
Chapter- 11It was the last ten minutes of their school, her teacher has just left them. Naomi turned and saw Lisa talking with her friends. She’s dating her brother but still hasn't come and had a friendly conversation with Naomi. She wondered whether she’s not too welcoming? Confusing about such things won’t be good at this time so Naomi turned eyes to Derek. He has been reading a book since morning whenever he gets free time. It’s about architecture stuff, she loves how passionate he is. She didn’t disturb him. Behind her, Jorge is sitting and playing a video game. When they were kids she thought Jorge’s interest in video games would fade out but it didn’t. Over the years he has come to the terms that he wanted to be a game designer. It suits him, she thought and got up from her seat. On her way to the restroom, she wondered whether Nickolas will stay in her home this week. Because Derek and Julia have agreed to stay with them, she doesn’t know what Nickolas would do. He’s myst
Chapter- 10Sirena’s POVIt’s been a week since I came here. I am making myself busy with work and in the other times, I sleep and spend my time in solitude. I like this new life compared to my old one. Raven was always there to help me and I spent most of my time with her. She’s such an interesting character but she said that she learned that from me. I am surprised to know how different I was in the past. I am not that frightened girl who’s hesitant to speak up for herself.I badly wanted to remember those fifteen years that has vanished from my memories. I want to be the person that everyone admire, I want to be fearless, like melody.My past hold so many secrets, I want to know who framed me and who wanted to kill me. Someone with such an audacity drove me out of this pack. I want to know who hates me in this pack, that person could be a threat to my father and to everyone.I need to find out and get that person out of my life, that’s always in my mind whenever I meet someone new
While Chloe is having breakfast in the cafeteria, she came across Sharon. She’s now in this pack, married to the beta member, Killian.Killian got recently promoted to beta after being in the pack for just a year. He came here as a refugee and got Marcus’s good belief and was put into taking care of the refugee camp. Chloe has seen him many times, in fact, he’s the one who guided them to this place. He also does other activities that Marcus asked him to do.As he’s new and doesn’t belong in this gang, he always stays alone. Others tried to pull him into this crowd but he prefers to be alone and undisturbed. He’s a silent introverted wolf and no one really knows about his past. He just said, his pack got vandalized by rogues and all of them escaped from the attack.He stays near the refugee camp, not in the pack house like the other beta members. Marcus gave him a place but he refused that. He’s a strange guy but a very loyal person to the pack. From the day he came to this pack and ti
“Sirena,” Raven screamed and hugged her as soon as she got down from the car. They both were so happy to see each other after ten long days even though they spoke on the phone every day.“How are you? How was your trip?”“It was great and we had a great time,” she smiled and Xander who’s standing next to me, hugged her gently.“Did you look after my sister well?”“Yes, ask her,”“I can see it in her face,” she said and they smiled. Raven and Sirena went aside to talk about the other things they hadn’t shared on the phone. The sister’s bond is the best thing that happened to her after coming here. There are a lot of good things happening in her life.“So, where’s your mate?”“He’ll be here for the wedding,” Raven said.“Wedding, we have decided to get married after a week. That’s what I wanted to tell you earlier,”“That’s great news and I’m so happy for you,” I said.“So, what about your in-laws? Are they good to you?”“They are good to me and I got a lot of new friends there. They are
Sirena’s POVI was standing at the corner in confusion.“Better say this to Xander. He’ll tell you if he knows something about it,” Lulu advised.“Why?”“He must probably know,” Lulu said, “Don’t you think everyone here hides something from you and I think Xander hides something, I can feel it from seeing his eyes. They are all very concerned about you but at the same time, they hide something to protect you. Their stories don’t add up in some places or perhaps they were honest, the problem is on us entirely. We’ve been into some crazy stuff, remember what Xander said. Maybe that would’ve been the reason that had driven us out of this place.“Don’t you remember anything, Lulu? Our past?”“No, I couldn’t,”“Even when you’re with Ares?”“No, I don’t remember much but I feel like I’ve known him for a long time. Soon I’ll get all the memories back or else we can try the other ways,”“What ways?”“The dark ways, the ones that have written in the old books,”“That’s wrong. The only thing tha
Sirena’s POVAfter he cooked everything, we sat on the dinning table. We were silent for sometime and I looked at him. He’s slurping the pasta using the chopsticks. What a weird combination, pasta and chopsticks.I don’t want to ruin his moment so I continued eating.“How is it?”“It’s so delicious and you’re a good cook,” I said.“Thanks, I stopped cooking after my father died and I even stopped coming to this place often and stayed in the community hall or at my friend’s place,”“Why is that?” I ask.“Because I felt overwhelming to be in this place. My father’s memories and it’s so lonely to be here,”“I understand. It’s not easy to be in a house alone when you’d a lot of good memories growing up in this place,” I said.“I don’t have any good memories here. It’s my father’s place. That’s it. I don’t have any strong feelings for this place. Maybe my room is the only place that holds a special place in my mind. I have got a little connection there. I mostly preferred to stay out of thi
Xander’s POVA week has passed since my wedding. Life is going smoothly, I’ve started to continue my daily routine with Sirena beside me. It’s beautiful and this is something I wanted.It’s strange that I’m addressing her as Sirena when I’ve addressed her as Melo my whole life.I’m calling her Sirena because I don’t want to make her uncomfortable. But sometimes it’s the old things that come out naturally. When I called her Melo, she didn’t turn to look at me, there I understood in her mind there was not a single memory of Melody. How can that be possible? Even when I took her to the shrine, she didn’t feel any familiarity. She didn’t feel anything; she used to spend a lot of time there but didn’t remember a single moment. I think someone has possibly erased her memories.Even her wolf doesn’t feel anything.It’s strange, who must’ve done that or did Melody do that on her own? If it has gone on its own, it would be different, and got it back by now but seeing her symptoms, I doubt the o
Sirena’s POV“What do you mean?” I ask.“They didn’t let me reach out to you, even your father but I came to see you a lot of times. I’ve given my best to be your comfort. I clearly know that you’re unhappy. The only choice I had was to wait until you came out of the pack on your own or he ended up with Grace. I always wondered why you were with him?”I looked remorsefully at him and had tears.“I’ve asked this same question to myself so many times. I don’t know why I stayed there and tried my best to get his love. It’s because I loved him from all my heart so I always wanted to give him a chance. It had become a habit. I was good to the people who took me in their pack. They weren’t fully accepted me yet they didn’t treat me bad entirely. It’s all because I always thought I’ve chance with him and he never asked me to leave the pack,”I sighed, “There are so many things, and in confusion the years have passed on,”“He’s selfish, he wanted to have everything in his control. I’m glad tha