Sirena’s POVI couldn’t believe that there’s only a night left for my wedding. I didn’t feel much excited as I felt during my first marriage. Even though that pack and it’s members have never fully welcomed me.Alder wasn’t happy which he deliberately showed it on his face during the ceremony. But I was too naïve and thought I’m going to be happy after marriage, my assumptions and my dream were all shattered on the night itself.He said that he wasn’t interested in me at all. I got nothing else to say to him. I begged him not to break off this marriage, like a fool and he agreed that he won’t do that but he also said that he’s not going to fulfil any of husband’s duties inside that four walls. I can’t help but agree to what he says.I didn’t utter anything about it to anyone and tried my best to get a place in his heart. Initially I was so confident that I would achieve in what I want but only I realized that I can never achieve what I wished. Especially with Alder.He wasn’t that easy
Sirena’s POVI came out of the pack’s house and made my way to the borders. I don’t know why I’m going there and what’s the point of seeing my previous home, but somehow it makes me think about so many things.I’ve accepted the wedding because of that. Maybe it’s hard for me to move on and it wouldn’t be as hard as for him because his love is volatile. It happened only now and his feelings will go away if he tries. He must’ve moved on by now, his mother and Grace were such skilful people who must’ve brainwashed him already. They must’ve convinced him that he’s going to be happy and it would be the best for their life and pack. Made him believe that Grace will bring all the happiness back if he marries her.That must be the reason why he turned completely silent after she rejected him. How stupid I was, to still love him, cry for him, and yearn that I couldn’t live the life that I’ve imagined to live with him.Everything haunts me every day.Alder hadn’t crossed the borders at least onc
Sirena’s POVI’m getting married today. It’s finally happening and I’ve no idea how to react. I stood there silently while Raven did my makeup.“You can smile a little. It’s a big day for you,” she advised.“I’m happy. I’m in a little shock,”“Look, in your life I think this is the best decision you ever made after you decided to leave Alder,” she said.I don’t know how far that’s true and I just smiled. I’m wearing a simple white gown for the wedding which I chose the other day. Xander hasn’t spoken to me since morning and I’ll talk to him after this every day, move in with him and sooner or later I’ll start to act like a good wife.I always wanted to be a good wife and a wonderful mom to my children. It’s all when I was married to Alder. Now I don’t want to hold onto that thought. I just want to take things slow and I want to be happy and calm as always.With a smile on my face, I looked at myself in the mirror. I look beautiful as always and I heard Alder was invited to the wedding.
Xander’s POVIt was a beautiful morning, I woke up lying next to my wife, my best friend, and the love of my life. Sirena. She’s sleeping forgetting this entire world and all her worries. She’s dazzling as the sun's rays fall upon her skin.I don’t want the sun to disturb my wife’s peaceful sleep. I went to close the curtains. I did and lay next to her again. Last night after the marriage, she looked tired and greeted the guests who came there to their wedding.I don’t know what was going on in her mind, I sensed that her wolf Lulu seemed happy about the wedding but she didn't look that happy. Alder’s presence had confused her or else she would be happy as well.I didn’t take it seriously because I can understand her heart. She’s finding it difficult to forget Alder. He doesn’t feel possessive about it. He waited for her for all these years patiently for her. I was hoping immensely that she would come back to him. It’s finally happened, what he manifested. He knew she would love him th
Sirena’s POVI locked myself inside the bathroom and my heart drum rolled inside me. I couldn’t process what just happened. He kissed me and I’m again a wife to someone I barely know.The only difference is last time, I was married to someone who doesn’t love me but this time, I’m quite lucky. I smiled because it’s beautiful to be loved by someone instead of pouring your love on someone who can’t reciprocate it.This makes me feel special and I want to explore more.“Get ready soon, stop dreaming,” Lulu said, “And then kiss him when you get a chance,”“I wouldn’t do that,” I said.“Why not? Don’t you feel anything for him?”“Don’t tempt me,”“Come on, have fun,” Lulu encouraged.“I’ll but not now,” I said and took the new brush to brush my teeth. Replaying the events that happened yesterday and today were kept coming back to my thoughts. I’m married to someone else and I’m no longer in the place to love someone else other than Xander. From the eyes of others, I’ve moved on from Alder.
Sirena’s POV“Are you kidding me?” he laughed.“Do I look like I’m joking,”“I don’t know,” I said and got curious to know it.Lulu is silent, perhaps she must’ve remembered something she didn’t utter a word yet.“Is there anything you are hiding from me?” he smiles.“There are a lot, be specific,” he said and my eyes got wider. Why he didn’t tell me all this before marriage? But what difference is it going to make?“I thought and looked at him for answers. Please, tell me,”“Were we in love before I left this pack?”“We were lovers. Not that what you had with Alder. We were both in love and passionate,”“Really?”“Yes,”“Why you didn’t tell me before?”“Because I don’t think it’s no use. It’s all in the past that you don’t remember anymore,”“That right,” I said and he knelt in front of me.“But I wish to know everything that happened between us,” I said and he’s already took my hand in his hand.Then it went to my neck. Goose pimples spread all over my skin and he looked ready to dev
Xander’s POVWhat holds me back from getting close to her? I want her and she’s right next to me as my wife. I can have her presence, I can be with her anytime I want.“You need to be patient to achieve great things,” Ares advised as I stared at Sirena. She needs that time as well. She needs a lot of time to accept me.I’ve waited for all these years but when she’s next to me, I get impatient.We decided to spend some days at my parent's house the second night after our wedding as per Sirena’s wish. No one is around and the place is so calm. The rain is drizzling outside and I’m standing by the French window near the living room and looking outside. The day went as we went to the shrine and prayed to the old deities. We even took lunch with us and had a wonderful day. We talked and explained about our pack’s tradition which she’d forgotten.When she was Melody, she knew everything, even the things that I didn’t know. She’s such an adventurous freak. Climb all the seven hills near our p
Sirena’s POVHe sat next to me and I asked him one question that kept nudging me.“Xander, Raven said you did many things while I was in Shadow Pack. She said that you were protecting me, is that true?”“What else she said to you?”“Only this. I was so confused about marrying you. She told me that you’re a good person and I must marry you,”He smiles.“Did she convinced you to marry me?”“No, it was you. The way you assured me that everything is going to be fine, that convinced me. You’re good at that,”“Thank you,”“I’ve to thank you,” I said and kissed his cheek. This is the first time I initiated something on him. I guess the marking has starts to work. It’s bringing her close to me.“You must tell me what you did for me,”“Is that really important now?”“Yes,” I nod.“Those things must stay away. Past shouldn’t change how you feel about me. It shouldn’t be reason for you to love me and I want you to know me on your own,” he was persistent.“Come on. Do you think past won’t change m
Sirena opened the door, and Xander’s mom’s picture that was hanging on the wall welcomed her. She walked in and looked around the room, the door closed on its own, and it jumped-scared her.“What’s going on here?” Lulu frowned.“Let me out, I will take care of this,”“No, I’ll handle this,” Sirena said.She looked around the room, “Hello, you can talk to me instead of trying to scare me away, we are alone,” she said in her low voice.Suddenly she could see the foggy ghostly figure in front of her. She tried to reach out to it but it passed right through her.“What do you want? You can’t just play around me,” she said.“If you’re not going to tell me what you want, then I might find a way to stop you from getting close to me,” she said.“You wanted me to get out of this place? You asked me not to marry Xander, who are you?”“It doesn’t matter, you must leave this place and never come back. This isn’t your place,” it said.“I don’t understand, what are you saying? Why should I leave?” s
Raven left the pack after her wedding, it was hard to bit her goodbyes. She’s such a great sister and a daughter. Everyone is going to miss her for sure. Her visits to the pack will be limited from now on and she can’t be here whenever she wished and that kind of saddened Sirena.The only comfort she has other than Xander is Raven. If she’s gone, how will she cope when Xander is also not here? Sirena had That one big question but knew life would never be the same as she wanted. If she had to leave for a better future then as her sister, she had to support her decision and her growth.Sirena felt difficult for the first few weeks after Raven left and Xander made sure that she wasn’t feeling lonely. Being with Xander makes her life much better. She doesn’t feel lonely when she is with him.This is the vacation time for the pack so the wolves used to go to meet their distant relatives. Xander decided to take Sirena for a honeymoon this time. Usually, he wouldn’t go out of the pack at thi
It was Raven’s wedding; they were all overjoyed by the back-to-back celebrations after a long time and they’d invited many people even the ones they missed inviting to Sirena’s wedding. It’s crowded compared to Sirena and Xander's wedding. The wedding decorations were the epitome of grandeur. Her father spent a few shares of his wealth for both of his daughter’s wedding. He wants everyone to speak about it at least for a few years.Sirena got ready in her braid’s maid dress and watched her sister. Now she understood the pain of being a bridesmaid.She had to take care of everything. It’s only a month before she got married and now it's her sister.She can’t help but wonder how this one month has passed. It’s true that when you’re sad you’ll feel like the time is moving too slowly and when you’re happy it moves too fast. In this one month, she had a lot of beautiful memories with Xander which she won’t even forget until her last breath.Marrying Xander is the best decision she ever mad
Frank entered Alder’s office when he was looking into documents.“What?” he asked with a frown.“You won't believe who’s here,”“Who?”“Sirena’s father,”Frank said and I stood up from my chair.“What? Alpha Alder,”“Yes, and Xander is here too,”“Why they are here?”“I guess they are here to invite you,”“Invite me for?“Raven’s wedding,”“Oh,” Frank nodded and prompted to go and welcome them. They were in the waiting room. They were served with tea and biscuits but they didn’t touch it.Alder greeted them formerly and sat opposite them.“It’s a pleasure to have you in my place Alpha Alder,”“Pleasure is all mine, I came here to invite you to my daughter’s wedding,” he said.The way they have the same name has a long history. If his father was here then this situation wouldn’t have occurred. When Alpha Alder got to know that Sirena was in the shadow pack, he rushed to see his daughter. He got so pissed off that why his friend didn’t tell him that his only daughter is here and she got
Why do I feel like Sirena is never going to come back? What if she is never going to come back? I asked myself.“She’s not going to come back, that’s the reality,” Benau frowned. “And you better move on,” Benau said and Alder didn’t listen to that advice. He’s now in the phase of desperation and hearing news that Sirena is happily enjoying her married life makes his blood boil. He’s getting a lot of information regarding her personal life. Grace came here yesterday and said that Sirena has completely moved on.“You know what, Alder? This is how destiny works. There’s no place for you in her life and Xander has no place in my place. We are meant to be together, let’s get married soon,” she said.“No way, that’s going to happen. I’m not going to marry you or anyone,” he said.“You’re a fool, I have given you enough time. I don’t know how long I will be patient. Better decide something sooner,” she warned me and threw a few photos of Xander and Sirena’s being together. I looked at it, in
“I feel new,” Lulu said as they were headed to the shrine with Xander’s wolf Ares. They were shifted so that they could climb the hills without getting tired. When they reached, they shifted back to their human form. Xander kissed her, after last night he couldn’t keep his hands off each other. He often kisses her and they end up making love. Even this morning, they made love. The way Xander loves her is so different and it feels like it’s love.They were so much in love; this was the best feeling she ever faced. This is pure bliss and unintentionally she’s creating core memories. It’s slowly subsiding the memories she had with Alder. Alder doesn’t even cross her memories once and he’s out of her life officially.Life has changed a lot and she knew he might have done the same, thrown her memories out of his life. Who knows, he would have married Grace by now and was happy that everything was settled in the way he wanted it to be.They changed into the clothes they carried with them and
Xander looked into her eyes, a thousand things were unsaid but one thing he could understand was that she was in love with him and would fall in love with him after tonight. He pulled her to the bed and they fell on it.“Is it the right time?” Sirena asked Lulu because if she didn’t stop him now then she couldn’t stop it later and it’s going to be endless nights of passion.There’s no answer and as the moments pass, she feels something in the pit of her stomach.Xander isn’t in the state to stop. His wolf’s mind ran wild with a desire to be with her. Wants to claim her all to himself.With an intense desire on his face, he rose from the bed and took off his shirt. Sirena got hot and flustered to see his abs. He’s so perfect and Lulu is excited about it as well. Lulu wants this to continue so she’s keeping silent. She’s so sneaky in this situation.“Should I not stop him?” she asks Lulu.“If you’re going to stop then… will that change anything? Anyway, it’s your wish. If you think that
“Did you see a ghost again?”“No,” Sirena nodded, not showing any apprehensive reaction on her face.“Then why do you worry so much?” Raven asks, “If ghosts are haunting you then better tell me. I know a shaman. She helped me find my mate and she’ll help you figure this out,”“Who’s that Shaman?”“Her name is Pricilla, she’s a true master. I’ll take you there, okay,”“Sure,”“If there’s anything, you can tell me. We will sort out,”“Nothing for now and do you hide anything from me, Raven?”“What are you asking? Be specific,”“Is there anything you know that I shouldn’t know?” Sirena asked.“If you shouldn’t know then it’s better if you stay out of it. But as far as I told you, I don’t think there are any more secrets. If you have any doubts, you can ask me. I’ll clear it,”“I want to know how I ended up in shadow pack. That’s so strange and I want to have all my memories back,”“Okay, I understand your frustration. But everything needs time. Wait patiently and eventually, you will get
“Sirena,” Raven screamed and hugged her as soon as she got down from the car. They both were so happy to see each other after ten long days even though they spoke on the phone every day.“How are you? How was your trip?”“It was great and we had a great time,” she smiled and Xander who’s standing next to me, hugged her gently.“Did you look after my sister well?”“Yes, ask her,”“I can see it in her face,” she said and they smiled. Raven and Sirena went aside to talk about the other things they hadn’t shared on the phone. The sister’s bond is the best thing that happened to her after coming here. There are a lot of good things happening in her life.“So, where’s your mate?”“He’ll be here for the wedding,” Raven said.“Wedding, we have decided to get married after a week. That’s what I wanted to tell you earlier,”“That’s great news and I’m so happy for you,” I said.“So, what about your in-laws? Are they good to you?”“They are good to me and I got a lot of new friends there. They are