SIRAThe way he was offering the phone to me made me feel so nice. It was so good to be able to feel this way for someone like Alpha Eros, even though he had broken my heart. I watched as he brought a smartphone from his pocket. I had no idea how these things worked, because I have never used one before and now, I was curious.I took the phone from Alpha Eros as I tried my best to maintain my cool. There was something about the whole thing that made me feel some sort of way, but I had to be cool because the whole thing could get more complicated than this was already. I just need to be mindful of what was going on now. There was a lot at stake, and I couldn’t afford to do things in a nonchalant. I looked at Alpha Eros, and he focused instead on helping with the food. I took a deep breath and concentrated on dealing my parent’s landline. They both picked at the fourth ring. I took a deep breath to steady my nerves.“Mom?” I asked softly.I could hear her scream in amazement. There was
SIRAI spent all my time cleaning and doing everything I could, l scared to bits that Alpha Eros temper was going to rise again. Everything that was happening was really getting a lead on my blood pressie, and I had to be fine, and a bit understanding of the whole situation. There was so much that needed to be done, and I had not really gotten around to putting things in place.Every time I arranged something, I turned backwards, thinking that something was going happen that would change everything. The thunderings and all made it difficult for me to carry out the tasks easily. I was having a lot of anxiety the more I thought about the whole issue. I couldn’t believe that anything would happen now.The whole thing made me feel a sort of way, but I had to be strong for this issue, knowing fully well that there were a lot of people who handled things in one way streets. I just needed to be sure that they wouldn’t get to me.“You’re still cleaning?” I jumped out of my skin as I turned b
SIRAHe laid beside me staring blankly at me when I was asleep, I pretended to turn and stir in my pretend sleep— Watching him through my eyelids that were slightly opened.Slowly I could hear my heart beating, thudding beneath my chest —Beside me he laid close on the sofa that was big enough for two, leaning on his elbow to watch me like I was some beautiful creature.I sensed him rolling over, but didn't open my eyes to look into the amber eyes that were staring at me— At that moment, I made no move to look at him and instead tried to steady my breathing. It was no use. As I inhaled, my breath quivered betraying her emotional state—For a minute, I thought he had me figured out as I was blinking rapidly, a stray breath fled from me again.This time I could hear the bed weight move from beside me.The covers rustled beside me and then I felt his finger move across my face as though catching each of my breaths.“Are you awake, Sira.” His voice was deep yet gentle as though he
SIRAI sank down in the bathtub feeling as though everything was pulling down on me. I had no idea what was going on with Alpha Eros. It was so strange that he was acting this way since it was not in his person. There was something about him that actually took me aback, and I just didn’t know how to handle the various sensations he erupted inside of me.I pulled my legs up as I tried my best not to feel like I had not given my best in any of these. I as going through so much stress as it were and there was no need to feel worse than I felt before.I had not idea what to think at all. Alpha Eros kissed me last night like it was nothing. How do I handle things like that now? What was I going to do to make things easy for me. Honestly, I was not understanding anything that was going on right now. All I knew was that everything was determined to get the best of me.There was no way that the kiss happened. It was as though it was going on with someone else and not me at this point, because
SIRATo my horror, his harsh words seemed to drive me insane. Everything was succeeding in breaking me apart. I don’t know what to do or what I should do to make me feel better. All I knew was that, I was going insane with needs. I felt his hands move down even more and I couldn’t think straight. Everything was succeeding in driving me insane. I wanted this so much and I couldn’t even think straight. Alpha Eros leaned even closer to me, and I felt like I was hyperventilation. It was just too much and I couldn’t really think straight. Everything was succeeding in making me go crazy and I had no idea what else to do at that moment.“I want to hear you say what you want. You don’t need to restrict yourself. Let me know what you feel and how you’re feeling it right now. I want to hear you, Sira,” he said darkly, as his hand rested on the top of my vagina.I gulped as I closed my eyes. My lips went dry with need and I couldn’t really think straight anymore. There was something about the w
SIRAI fell on the bed with a plush as tears leaked through my eyes. This was the norm with us. Whenever things looked to be on the good side, then something would happen, and it would all come to nought. I had no idea how long I was supposed to tolerate this. It was so annoying when things like this happened and I just didn’t know what to do.Fuck!I know he didn’t love me, but he had kissed me right?Why does Alpha Eros keep treating me like this? It was so unfair. I was someone’s child at least, and I deserved some respect. He came into my room, and touched me intimately, was that my fault too?I pushed myself from the bed, and walked over to the window. Outside, it was raining, but not as heavy as the first day. The whole place was flooded, but I knew that the moment the rain stopped, everything would dry off. Despite all these, I was worried about the way things were going and how best to handle the situation.There was something that I failed to understand. How could Alpha Eros
SIRA I went over to the other side of the table and sat down easily. I watched Alpha Eros eat, and it made me smile. Of course, I had not prepared any for myself. I would eat the left over bread later. I was not in his class to join him on the table and all. It was best to maintain my level at all times.But, he had insisted that I sit down right beside him, so this is the reason I had sat right here to watch him eat. Since I wasn’t eating, I was just looking at him. He looked so good and delicious, and I couldn’t believe how much he looked so good. A smile tugged at the corner of my lips. He turned to look at me, and I averted my gaze at once. Damn! That was close. I have to make sure that he doesn’t see me looking at him like that. It would be so awkward, and that was the last thing I wanted right now.I waited till I felt he was back at his food, and turned back. I brushed my hand over my clothes and couldn’t help the jolt of sensations when he leaked the sauce that leaked throug
SIRAI slowly turned around and extended the phone over to Alpha Eros. He grabbed it from me, and turned to leave. I swallowed the lump in my throat as I extended my fingers over to him. “Wait,” I called out.He turned around, his brows crinkling at the side. I tried my best not to show how tense I was, but it was as though I was shaking without much work. The whole thing was making me so tense, and I tried my best to be calm.“What is it?” He asked calmly.How do I ask him what I really wanted, now that I have called him? This couldn’t get more embarrassing than it already was. He was looking at me curiously, but I was not able to tell him a word. I had no idea what to say at that every moment.“Sira?” Alpha Eros questioned patiently.“I…” I trailed off and looked at his hand. “I wanted to know if you still had any symptoms of the fever. I mean, the other time I was here, you were very sick, so I was just curious,” I said stupidly.He smiled a bit. “I’m fine. You don’t need to worry
SIRADriving down there was the hardest thing ever for me at this moment, I hated the guilt that filled me as his scent filled that call, it was there every where it was infinitely him. How I was suffocated in hisspace in a way I couldn’t find unpleasant.I drove with caution and speed, already my phone was ringing and looking at it, it was him.I tore my gaze from the phone, I didn't want the situation where he would show up and ruin thing's.My hand fit the wheel, as I sat in the driver’s seat with an unpretentious confidence and courag, I was driving crazily, I drove above the speed limit as if to maintain the façade that I was really scared.The wind pulsed through me and the music it played in my ears was melancholic.It reminded me of the soft sound of fabric hitting the floor in death, or the sound Of teeth on the nape of ma neck, the tug of my hair and strangle.What ever way it came to my mind, the wind reminded me of death.My pulse drifted between my heart as I felt i
SIRAAt first when he talked about seeing me the previous night my heart had skipped, for some funny reason I knew that Cansil coming here could spell trouble for the little bit of peace that was around.Mu heart still felt heavy, in a way I couldn't change the fact that I had been trailed here just last night.That bit of darkness was still around me unwilling to depart, it was as though enveloping everything that had for do with my soul at that moment.While all of this is going on, he came in with another bad newsWhat?It was hard to believe what had just happened under our own noses, my finger's were literally trembling.It meant no one was saved, I was starting to think this had to do with both Davina and Neara, but at the moment I know that bringing that up would disrupt anything that was going on at the moment.I could not think about what to do about the whole situation, I was confused about what to do and how we were going to go about it."Are you sure of what you are sayi
EROSThe next two weeks were all about Sira and me. We spent every moment ofevery day together. I was letting her in slowly into my life In a way I never thought possible.At that moment she was no longer Sira the maid, she was more precious to me than even that, She practically moved into my room at first I thought I was mean to her by taking her phone, so as the days proceeded I handed it back to herShe was over.every night and I loved it. I knew it was still very important for me to connect with her as I could picture myself starting a family already—She was carrying my child anyways.At that moment , I felt everything was perfect. It suddenly seemed like all I had to do was trust her, it seemed like the missing piece, perhaps if I had dropped my pride at the beginning, it would have been so easy for me to deal with.And yes, her mother came in once in a while. Suddenly it looked like I was standing right at the end of the tunnel with the light all shining down right at my fac
SIRASeeing no one I hastened my step, I could literally feel the sound coming from my heart as it was heavy with a thundering sound.“Who is there?” I breathed.I directed a sarcastic gaze at the dark part of the wood.As the hour minute ticked I could hear it in my heart, I took steps back cautious that I wasn't alone.The words I was going to say were pierced in my chest. I knew it had to be something out there or someone… It hurts all the same, the manner at which my heart was beating.A frustrated sound traveled up my throat, but I kept it locked in. It was better to be quiet than having any emotions at the moment. I avoided the gaze into the dark, though it burned me deep in my soul.The Pressure in me burst into tingles and flame. My veins burned up like a line of fire willing to ignite shooting flames of light behind my eyes.A shudder fluttered through my body as anxiety poured through my bloodstream, before a languid heat spread.As I calm down, I realized my leg wa
SIRA POV.I stood still, obviously shocked, this was obviously what I dreaded the most.I really don’t like Eros and Cansil meeting each other, because it doesn’t end well.“So this is it Sira?” He asked me with a very annoyed glare which managed to send chills down my spine.“You should mind the way you speak to her,” Cansil stepped in and that was when Eros faced him with an irritated look.“And who invited you?” Eros demanded with rage written all over his face.“You can’t just speak to Sira anyhow in my presence and expect me to keep quiet,” Cansil said without an ounce of fear, and Eros glared at him angrily.When all these was happening, I just kept mute and watched them bicker.I stared at Eros deeply, and I managed to figure out that he was very jealous.His face showed how bitter he felt at that moment when he saw I and Cansil together.He quickly turned to look at me, and his stares that moment felt like......It felt like he was suspecting me and was also beginning to doubt
SIRA Bright Light struck my eyes followed by a loud honk. I shut my eyes due to the immense pain I felt and by the time I opened it, I noticed a man staring at me.Soon, I guessed it was the cab I ordered. I wanted to give him a scolding of his life but not while I was standing on the walkway by the roadside so I took my seat and told him my destination.As soon as the car took off, I began lamenting.“Do you want to get me blind?” I spoke authoritatively.The next thing that followed was an immediate and reckless halting of the car. He stepped on the break not caring if I was going to bang my head against the seat.“Now you want to end my life?” I uttered, angrily this time.He turned to face me as he soon gave a reply, “I did what I did so you’d notice I already came to pick you up sooner if your eyes weren’t glued to your phone and so I had no other choice than to flash my car lights at you.”After saying this, he rudely just turned on the engine and continued driving without even
EROS POVThere was a yummy chicken Marsala placed before me. The aroma of the food was capable of sweeping you off your feet, but I wasn’t happy.In fact, I didn’t have any appetite to eat as I felt disappointed earlier today.“Why didn’t she want to see me?” I couldn’t help but ask myself as I remembered what happened exactly today.“She watched me leave, which is very unlike her?” I couldn’t help but ask myself in surprise.“Was Cansil there with her, and that was why she probably didn’t want to see me?” I couldn’t help but ask myself, as different thoughts rummaged in my head.I kept on stirring the food before me, without making an attempt to eat it.“Your highness,” The new maid walked in, with a light smile on her face.I hissed lightly and shook my head, prepared to ignore her until she made the next statement.“Your highness, A lady is here to see you,” She said with a light smile, as I quickly turned to stare at her.“Who?” I couldn’t help but ask“She said her name was Sira?
SIRAI was in my room, going through some certain things on my phone when I suddenly began to feel nauseous.Quickly, I rushed into the restroom to throw up, which I eventually did and it managed to get me confused.“What’s going on?” I couldn’t help but ask myself as I walked out of the bathroom slowly.I sat on a vacant chair as different thoughts ran through my head.I just couldn’t help but think that moment.Slowly, I got up and went straight to my closet, picking a blue baggy jeans and a red crop top.Different thoughts ran through my head, but I decided to go to the hospital so I could confirm if I was okay or not.“Why exactly am I suddenly feeling nauseous?” I couldn’t help but ask myself with a crumpled look.I shrugged and quickly dressed up, before I picked up my bag.Briskly, I walked out of my apartment and flagged down a cab as I headed straight to the hospital.The drive was just about ten minutes or so, but I didn’t know when I got to the hospital.On getting there, I
SIRAGrrr…My alarm clock rang, thereby interrupting my blissful sleep.I turned the clock off then tried to go back to sleep, but it was to no avail.I was fed up because I still wanted to sleep more.With a sour expression, I groped my way to my bathroom then did my morning routine as quickly as I could.On my return to my room, I decided to check my messages before going about my chores.“Sira” mom yelled just when I was about to click on a message from Karen.“Ma'am” I yelled in returnI was tempted to open her message but because I didn't want to scroll through thirty messages when I returned, I tossed my phone on my bed then walked towards the door.We were supposed to hang out yesterday, but because of Eros, I had canceled our meeting.I was certain she had flooded my phone with the pictures she and the girls took at the girl's night out that was held the previous day.I was about to walk into the living room when I bumped into mom, who was on her way to fetch me.“When are you