SIRA“I would take my leave now,” Cansil mumbled softly.I nodded as I watched him go. He was so kind to me, and that was saying something I couldn’t take for granted one bit. I just wanted him to get all the happiness. With a soft smile, I walked into the pack house.As usual, everywhere was so quiet. I had no idea how Alpha Eros seceded in staying alone like this. It was too much work honestly, and I just couldn’t shake the feeling of loneliness, now matter how much I try. It was not what I thought it would be giving at this point.Just then, I heard a very frightening thundering that seemed to shrink me into my boots. What the hell was that and how was I going to handle the most of it? I couldn’t believe that all these were going to happen now. Nothing was making sense at the moment, and it was all a fucking mess.I was just so tired of everything.Ok, there was no need to be sober. It was just rain, and it would stop. Yet, as I was speaking, there was a volcanic moment just outsi
SIRAThe way he was offering the phone to me made me feel so nice. It was so good to be able to feel this way for someone like Alpha Eros, even though he had broken my heart. I watched as he brought a smartphone from his pocket. I had no idea how these things worked, because I have never used one before and now, I was curious.I took the phone from Alpha Eros as I tried my best to maintain my cool. There was something about the whole thing that made me feel some sort of way, but I had to be cool because the whole thing could get more complicated than this was already. I just need to be mindful of what was going on now. There was a lot at stake, and I couldn’t afford to do things in a nonchalant. I looked at Alpha Eros, and he focused instead on helping with the food. I took a deep breath and concentrated on dealing my parent’s landline. They both picked at the fourth ring. I took a deep breath to steady my nerves.“Mom?” I asked softly.I could hear her scream in amazement. There was
SIRAI spent all my time cleaning and doing everything I could, l scared to bits that Alpha Eros temper was going to rise again. Everything that was happening was really getting a lead on my blood pressie, and I had to be fine, and a bit understanding of the whole situation. There was so much that needed to be done, and I had not really gotten around to putting things in place.Every time I arranged something, I turned backwards, thinking that something was going happen that would change everything. The thunderings and all made it difficult for me to carry out the tasks easily. I was having a lot of anxiety the more I thought about the whole issue. I couldn’t believe that anything would happen now.The whole thing made me feel a sort of way, but I had to be strong for this issue, knowing fully well that there were a lot of people who handled things in one way streets. I just needed to be sure that they wouldn’t get to me.“You’re still cleaning?” I jumped out of my skin as I turned b
SIRAHe laid beside me staring blankly at me when I was asleep, I pretended to turn and stir in my pretend sleep— Watching him through my eyelids that were slightly opened.Slowly I could hear my heart beating, thudding beneath my chest —Beside me he laid close on the sofa that was big enough for two, leaning on his elbow to watch me like I was some beautiful creature.I sensed him rolling over, but didn't open my eyes to look into the amber eyes that were staring at me— At that moment, I made no move to look at him and instead tried to steady my breathing. It was no use. As I inhaled, my breath quivered betraying her emotional state—For a minute, I thought he had me figured out as I was blinking rapidly, a stray breath fled from me again.This time I could hear the bed weight move from beside me.The covers rustled beside me and then I felt his finger move across my face as though catching each of my breaths.“Are you awake, Sira.” His voice was deep yet gentle as though he
SIRAI sank down in the bathtub feeling as though everything was pulling down on me. I had no idea what was going on with Alpha Eros. It was so strange that he was acting this way since it was not in his person. There was something about him that actually took me aback, and I just didn’t know how to handle the various sensations he erupted inside of me.I pulled my legs up as I tried my best not to feel like I had not given my best in any of these. I as going through so much stress as it were and there was no need to feel worse than I felt before.I had not idea what to think at all. Alpha Eros kissed me last night like it was nothing. How do I handle things like that now? What was I going to do to make things easy for me. Honestly, I was not understanding anything that was going on right now. All I knew was that everything was determined to get the best of me.There was no way that the kiss happened. It was as though it was going on with someone else and not me at this point, because
SIRATo my horror, his harsh words seemed to drive me insane. Everything was succeeding in breaking me apart. I don’t know what to do or what I should do to make me feel better. All I knew was that, I was going insane with needs. I felt his hands move down even more and I couldn’t think straight. Everything was succeeding in driving me insane. I wanted this so much and I couldn’t even think straight. Alpha Eros leaned even closer to me, and I felt like I was hyperventilation. It was just too much and I couldn’t really think straight. Everything was succeeding in making me go crazy and I had no idea what else to do at that moment.“I want to hear you say what you want. You don’t need to restrict yourself. Let me know what you feel and how you’re feeling it right now. I want to hear you, Sira,” he said darkly, as his hand rested on the top of my vagina.I gulped as I closed my eyes. My lips went dry with need and I couldn’t really think straight anymore. There was something about the w
SIRAI fell on the bed with a plush as tears leaked through my eyes. This was the norm with us. Whenever things looked to be on the good side, then something would happen, and it would all come to nought. I had no idea how long I was supposed to tolerate this. It was so annoying when things like this happened and I just didn’t know what to do.Fuck!I know he didn’t love me, but he had kissed me right?Why does Alpha Eros keep treating me like this? It was so unfair. I was someone’s child at least, and I deserved some respect. He came into my room, and touched me intimately, was that my fault too?I pushed myself from the bed, and walked over to the window. Outside, it was raining, but not as heavy as the first day. The whole place was flooded, but I knew that the moment the rain stopped, everything would dry off. Despite all these, I was worried about the way things were going and how best to handle the situation.There was something that I failed to understand. How could Alpha Eros
SIRA I went over to the other side of the table and sat down easily. I watched Alpha Eros eat, and it made me smile. Of course, I had not prepared any for myself. I would eat the left over bread later. I was not in his class to join him on the table and all. It was best to maintain my level at all times.But, he had insisted that I sit down right beside him, so this is the reason I had sat right here to watch him eat. Since I wasn’t eating, I was just looking at him. He looked so good and delicious, and I couldn’t believe how much he looked so good. A smile tugged at the corner of my lips. He turned to look at me, and I averted my gaze at once. Damn! That was close. I have to make sure that he doesn’t see me looking at him like that. It would be so awkward, and that was the last thing I wanted right now.I waited till I felt he was back at his food, and turned back. I brushed my hand over my clothes and couldn’t help the jolt of sensations when he leaked the sauce that leaked throug