SIRAThe whole thing was a shock to me, but I guess it had to be done. With the way things were going it seemed to have been the only way for things to happen now. I just wanted peace to reign, but I had to stop being a coward.Cansil was right for reporting the girls and I would not change a thing about the situation now. There was no way I would take half of what I took the other time for anyone. I would do all I could to make sure that I keep myself grounded, and fight for myself. This was the only way to establish myself as who I am, and I would not stop till the last moment.I would have to make that this was something that I really needed, and I would get to it pretty soon. There would be lots of changes soon.“Let’s go to class. I believe everything would be fine now that you have felt was the truth. There would be completely truth now, and I would have to make sure of that no matter what. I wasn’t going to pull back for anyone now,” I assured Cansil.He beamed at me, and that
SIRAI didn’t understand what to do right now because I have never been so confused as this in my life. Ever since this whole problem came up, I was trying to be in my lane and mind my own business, but that wasn’t happening right now.A slam!We all turned to see Neera coming right at me. I had no idea what was going on with her, or why she was behaving the way she was. Everything about her was simply off and there was no way things would could get better with her mannerisms. Why couldn’t she just spare me for once? Was that too much to ask?She finally stood right in front of me. She glared at me for a full minute, before dragging me by the hand. There was a malicious anger in her that I had never thought that I could feel such anger.This was the second tome that she was crossing her limits, and I honestly wasn’t finding this right. Nothing about this situation was making me happy one bit, and I wished with all I had that she would crumble. It would be best for her to be completel
SIRA“I would take my leave now,” Cansil mumbled softly.I nodded as I watched him go. He was so kind to me, and that was saying something I couldn’t take for granted one bit. I just wanted him to get all the happiness. With a soft smile, I walked into the pack house.As usual, everywhere was so quiet. I had no idea how Alpha Eros seceded in staying alone like this. It was too much work honestly, and I just couldn’t shake the feeling of loneliness, now matter how much I try. It was not what I thought it would be giving at this point.Just then, I heard a very frightening thundering that seemed to shrink me into my boots. What the hell was that and how was I going to handle the most of it? I couldn’t believe that all these were going to happen now. Nothing was making sense at the moment, and it was all a fucking mess.I was just so tired of everything.Ok, there was no need to be sober. It was just rain, and it would stop. Yet, as I was speaking, there was a volcanic moment just outsi
SIRAThe way he was offering the phone to me made me feel so nice. It was so good to be able to feel this way for someone like Alpha Eros, even though he had broken my heart. I watched as he brought a smartphone from his pocket. I had no idea how these things worked, because I have never used one before and now, I was curious.I took the phone from Alpha Eros as I tried my best to maintain my cool. There was something about the whole thing that made me feel some sort of way, but I had to be cool because the whole thing could get more complicated than this was already. I just need to be mindful of what was going on now. There was a lot at stake, and I couldn’t afford to do things in a nonchalant. I looked at Alpha Eros, and he focused instead on helping with the food. I took a deep breath and concentrated on dealing my parent’s landline. They both picked at the fourth ring. I took a deep breath to steady my nerves.“Mom?” I asked softly.I could hear her scream in amazement. There was
SIRAI spent all my time cleaning and doing everything I could, l scared to bits that Alpha Eros temper was going to rise again. Everything that was happening was really getting a lead on my blood pressie, and I had to be fine, and a bit understanding of the whole situation. There was so much that needed to be done, and I had not really gotten around to putting things in place.Every time I arranged something, I turned backwards, thinking that something was going happen that would change everything. The thunderings and all made it difficult for me to carry out the tasks easily. I was having a lot of anxiety the more I thought about the whole issue. I couldn’t believe that anything would happen now.The whole thing made me feel a sort of way, but I had to be strong for this issue, knowing fully well that there were a lot of people who handled things in one way streets. I just needed to be sure that they wouldn’t get to me.“You’re still cleaning?” I jumped out of my skin as I turned b
SIRAHe laid beside me staring blankly at me when I was asleep, I pretended to turn and stir in my pretend sleep— Watching him through my eyelids that were slightly opened.Slowly I could hear my heart beating, thudding beneath my chest —Beside me he laid close on the sofa that was big enough for two, leaning on his elbow to watch me like I was some beautiful creature.I sensed him rolling over, but didn't open my eyes to look into the amber eyes that were staring at me— At that moment, I made no move to look at him and instead tried to steady my breathing. It was no use. As I inhaled, my breath quivered betraying her emotional state—For a minute, I thought he had me figured out as I was blinking rapidly, a stray breath fled from me again.This time I could hear the bed weight move from beside me.The covers rustled beside me and then I felt his finger move across my face as though catching each of my breaths.“Are you awake, Sira.” His voice was deep yet gentle as though he
SIRAI sank down in the bathtub feeling as though everything was pulling down on me. I had no idea what was going on with Alpha Eros. It was so strange that he was acting this way since it was not in his person. There was something about him that actually took me aback, and I just didn’t know how to handle the various sensations he erupted inside of me.I pulled my legs up as I tried my best not to feel like I had not given my best in any of these. I as going through so much stress as it were and there was no need to feel worse than I felt before.I had not idea what to think at all. Alpha Eros kissed me last night like it was nothing. How do I handle things like that now? What was I going to do to make things easy for me. Honestly, I was not understanding anything that was going on right now. All I knew was that everything was determined to get the best of me.There was no way that the kiss happened. It was as though it was going on with someone else and not me at this point, because
SIRATo my horror, his harsh words seemed to drive me insane. Everything was succeeding in breaking me apart. I don’t know what to do or what I should do to make me feel better. All I knew was that, I was going insane with needs. I felt his hands move down even more and I couldn’t think straight. Everything was succeeding in driving me insane. I wanted this so much and I couldn’t even think straight. Alpha Eros leaned even closer to me, and I felt like I was hyperventilation. It was just too much and I couldn’t really think straight. Everything was succeeding in making me go crazy and I had no idea what else to do at that moment.“I want to hear you say what you want. You don’t need to restrict yourself. Let me know what you feel and how you’re feeling it right now. I want to hear you, Sira,” he said darkly, as his hand rested on the top of my vagina.I gulped as I closed my eyes. My lips went dry with need and I couldn’t really think straight anymore. There was something about the w