5 - His heartbreaking words

CHAPTER 5

For two good days I was locked up in my room, crying and mourning over the loss of my other half. I refused to open the door for anyone who came knocking, I wasn't ready to face mom Kayla and anyone else, and when I mean anyone else, I meant Mason, that's if he ever came which I so much doubt. He didn't care for me at all.

The pain of his rejection was still fresh in my heart. It was as if a other part of my soul was burning, seriously burning that I couldn't even quench it with my tears.

I wasn't worthy to be loved. At first I was abandoned by my parent and now I was rejected by my mate. Why was life treating me this way? Why can't everything just go well for me for once in my life? 

"We'd have to get over this one way or the other." Nicky said and I could feel the pain still evident in her voice.

"But it hurts, I doubt I'd ever get over this. It's too painful, you know... It's like a dagger was thrown directly to my heart, I don't think you understand this feeling!" I doubt she understood what I was feeling. The pain is so brutal in my chest and I don't think I can survive another day with it. I don't think I can survive another day locked up in here without seeing him. He was like a drug to me, especially now I knew he was mine, he was my happiness and also my sorrow. 

"I do, and I also feel this pain, but we've mourned enough already, what's done is done, he rejected us, remember?" Nicky reminded me of what he had said two days ago and my heart hurt again like hell. It was merciless.

"Must you always remind me of those dagger-like sentences?" I asked her as I clenched my chest. It was painful, I wasn't been dramatic or anything, it was really painful. 

"So that you can remember what he did always. Has he always been this way?" Nicky asked me and I nodded.

"Yes, always." I told her. Mason had said all kinds of hurtful words to me but never once rejected me but now he did outrightly say it to my face, and I heard him loud and clear, again and again.

Then I reject you! Those words taunted me and I tried to close my ears with my hands, trying to words from taunting me.

"This is extremely serious, I'm sorry I never took notice of him until the day before yesterday, since he was our mate, but he's now the mate who had rejected us." She said and I cried.

"We can still work it out, we can make him like us. Don't you think so?" I suggested. I wasn't ready to give up on Mason just yet. I couldn't just let him slip out of my hand when I just found out that he was meant to be mine. He was mine. Mason Israel Maxson was mine! And no one, I repeat, no one would take him from me.

"What I think is that you've never ever succeeded in him liking you, so how do you think you'd succeed this time. I doubt it Nicole, it's impossible, unless perhaps a miracle occurs." Nicky voice was like two-edged swords cutting through the last bit of hope I have left. 

"Well, I really hope for that miracle." I sighed.

Suddenly a knock disrupted my conversation with Nicky, this knock wasn't like the soft knocks of mom Kayla, it was hard. Like extremely hard that it was threatening to break my doors. 

"Open the damn door Nicole or else I break it!" Mason's voice roared from outside and I tensed. It was really him.

"Open it." Nicky urged me and I shook my head.

"He sounds so angry, what if he tries to kill me?" I asked her dramatically as I cleaned the remaining bit of tears that had stained my cheeks.

"Seriously Nicole?" 

"Don't test my patience Nicole! Open this damn door!" Mason shouted and that made me jump out of my bed running to the door to open it.

"Why are you such a selfish being?! Don't you ever care for anyone?!" Mason scolded, and I flinched, his hatred for me showing evidently in his eyes, but I was confused. Even though Mason always shows his hatred for me on his face, he has never ever raised his voice at me and this was a first. What was happening? The next word he spoke to me really made tears well up in my eyes, yet again.

"Such a selfish monster!" He spat and I didn't know when I fell to the ground, clenching my chest due to the pain, tears pouring out of my eyes. It was like he literally came here to shatter my heart. "Don't you dare pour out that crocodile tears in front of me! Mom's sick all because she's worried about you and you didn't even give her the decency of opening the door when she knocked at it!" As I heard the mention of mom and sickness, I didn't know how I got the strength in me but all I knew was that I stood up and ran straight to her room.

"Mom!" I ran to the bed mom Kayla was laying down and squatted so I could really see her. 

"My darling, my precious darling. How are you feeling now?" Mom Kayla asked me as she tried to get up from the bed.

"Mom, you are the one sick, not me. I should be asking you that, not you asking me. How are you feeling mom?"

"I'm fine now that I can see you're also fine. Why didn't you answer the door when I knocked for these two days, you really got me worried sick."

"I'm sorry mom, I won't do that again." I apologized to her.

"How are you feeling now that you've seen your precious damsel?" I heard Mason say and I knew he was being sarcastic.

"Fine. Thanks son for bringing her out."

"I just wish she was the one sick and not you." Mason said with all seriousness and tears poured out of my eyes, again and again.

"Mason! Apologize to her now!" Mom Kayla exclaimed, so shocked at the words her son just spoke out.

"Never mom, I hate her, she should have just died in the forest..." And that was it. His words pierced my heart so deep that I fainted.