Ryan Pov's.I was looking everywhere except Anika who was staring at me. She left me speechless after making me realise how wrong I was towards Monika."I'm hungry. Could you please bring something edible for me?" Anika requested. I looked at her and found a mild smile on her lips. I understood she was changing the topic to enlighten the atmosphere. I nodded and then stood up to bring the tray of food I kept on the table."I brought steak for you, and don't worry, he made this food in front of me," I said and served the steak on a plate for her."It means even you don't trust your pack members." She chuckled. I didn't say anything and sat beside her. She started eating while I was staring at her. The things she said about Monika put me into guilt. She made me realise how easily I judged Monika every time. I frowned when she rubbed her arms while chewing the food."What happened?" I asked, observing how uncomfortably she was sitting."It's cold over here" She whispered after munching
Ryan Pov's."Now, if you're done staring at me, then bring something for me to eat. I'm starving." Anika growled in annoyance. I turned my head in another direction, realising I was openly staring at her."Go... I'm starving" She again shouted. I kept both my hands on my ear."Moon goddess! Why are you screaming? Are you planning to make me deaf?" I groaned."I'm in this condition because of you and my stupid human. I was warning her not to eat seafood, but like a crazy person in love, she ate seafood for you, and I had to use all my energy to heal her. If I were fit, then I wouldn't have to request you. I would've morphed and gone to the forest for the hunt." she said, glaring at me."I'm sorry" I again apologise to her for my behaviour."I don't need your sorry but food" she again shouted like a kid. "Okay... I'm going" I yelled in response and then shut my mouth when she started laughing. I shook my head, realising I started behaving like a child with her and then a smile broke o
Ryan Pov's."Wh--What" I stuttered after hearing Anika's question. She smiled and put her hand on my chest over my heart, feeling how fast it was beating after hearing her question."You heard me," she smirked. I would lie if I said I didn't like her confidence and proposal. I looked at her lips, which were looking so tempting."Answer me... Can I kiss you?" she asked. I opened my mouth to say something but closed it when suddenly her eyes colour changed, indicating Monika on the surface. Monika's eyes shot up when she realised how close I was standing to her. She tried to distance herself from me but my hand on her waist restrained her. She raised her head and looked at me anxiously."Ryan" She called me. I remove my hand, noticing how uncomfortable and anxious she is around me, unlike Anika, who asked me to kiss her a minute before. Monika parted away from me"I'm sorry on Anika's behalf" she whispered and started fidgeting with her fingers."She said and did things without thinki
Monika Pov's.I shivered when Ryan left the room after smashing the door loudly. A single tear rolled from my eye which I quickly wiped off."Why do you always spoil the beautiful moments by bringing up bad memories, Monika?" Anika growled at me."Because maybe you forgot what happened in the past but I didn't, Anika. I didn't forget the outcome of every time I fell in love with someone," I replied and lay down on the bed, recalling what happened when I regained consciousness. I'm still unable to believe I found Anika standing closer to Ryan and asking him for permission to kiss me. Thank god I took control on time; otherwise, he would've again thought of someone who was forcing herself on a man."No. He was happy and about to kiss me" Anika argued. I shook my head."If that is so, then why didn't he clear up the misunderstanding when I was apologising to him?" I asked her. She went silent after not finding other reasons to dismiss the truth that Ryan hates us."I don't understand wh
Author Pov's .Flashback Continue (5 years ago).Monika was sitting on the couch in the auditorium, looking at the decoration of Aaron's mansion with teary eyes. Everyone was preparing for Luna's ceremony, and it was her dream to become Luna of Aaron, but some dreams are meant to be broken. She sighed, exhausted after crying the entire night for Aaron. Monika stood up from the couch to go to her room. She was trying her best to accept Aaron is not hers but the truth is breaking her heart. She stopped in her tracks near the server and picked the glass of water from his tray, feeling her throat getting dry after shedding non-stop tears. She was about to keep the glass back on a tray that the waiter was holding. That's when her eyes went to Aaron and Aana, who were looking at each other with love.Aana encircles her hand around Aaron's neck and tiptoes to kiss his lips, bringing a smile to Aaron's face. Monika's heart twitched seeing them together. Instead of keeping the glass back
Author Pov's .Marry kneels beside Aana and checks her pulse."She is fine. Maybe went unconscious because of stress" Mary replied. She was a doctor by profession."Aana," Monika called Aana anxiously and was about to touch her when Rex took control of Aaron's body and growled at her."Don't touch her!" He yelled."Alpha" Monika bowed her head, feeling guilty for putting Aana through so much stress."Because of your stupid obsession with me, my mate went unconscious." He snapped and picked Aana up in his arms."Obsession.. You called my love obsession?" Monika asked when Rex took the step to take Aana towards his room. He took a deep breath to calm himself."Gabriel, if you don't want me to say something harsh to her then take your chosen mate away. " Rex said, taking Aana towards his room. He made her lay on the bed and kissed her forehead. "You shouldn't have talked to Monika like that" Aaron muttered to Rex calmly."Because of her, our mate went unconscious, and you're telling me
Author Pov's .After Aaron warned Gabriel, everyone got scared for Monika. Gabriel didn't let Monika go after Aana to check on her. He held Monika's hand and dragged her to her room forcefully while Monika was looking at Aana, worried for her."What was that Monika?" Gabriel shouted, startling her. She looked at him with teary eyes and then bowed her head."I don't know what has happened to me, Gabriel. It was like I lost my mind when I saw Aaron with Aana. I even forgot she is pregnant with his child" Monika sobbed and clutched her hair in frustration and guilt. Gabriel's eyes softened, and all his anger vanished when he saw Monika like this. It reminded me of his condition when he got the news of his mate's death. "Monika" He called her lovingly. She raised her head and looked at him."I didn't mean to harm her or the babies. You and Anika kept warning me that my obsession with Aaron was not good, but I didn't listen, and now I'm regretting it. If anything happens to Aana or her b
Author Pov's . Flashback Continue . Monika took six sleeping pills with water, knowing it wouldn't affect her much but would help her to get a good sleep for a few hours. Anika sighed and used her power to make sure those sleeping pills didn't hurt her human and only helped her to relax her mind. Anika whimpered when Monika again started thinking about Aaron. She knows it will not be easy for her human, to forget her first love and move on easily. It will take time and she is ready to support Monika. Anika smiled when the sleeping pills finally worked. Monika started feeling sleepy and closed her eyes when her eyelids became heavy. Anika also slept with her human to take some rest. After an hour, Monika tried to change her position in sleep. That's when she felt something heavy on her chest. She opened her sleepy eyes and found Aana's head on her chest. "Aah," She screamed in fear when she saw Aana this close to her. Aana was startled by seeing her reaction and parted away fr
Author Pov's .Ryan looked at Anika helplessly and wiped her tears lovingly."You know she will die if she doesn't get medicine or we don't mate with her, and there is no chance I will let anyone touch her," Wild growled at me. Ryan pulled Anika closer to his chest, afraid of losing her. He was just looking at her, unable to understand what he should do. She was crying because of the heat sensation, but at the same time, she was feeling relief because she knew that she was with the person with whom she loved the most and with whom she always felt safe. Wild growled when he smelled her arousal. It was getting harder for him to control himself. Ryan sits on the ground with her."Please let me go and bring medicine for you before I lose control over Wild" Ryan clamped up and closed his eyes when Anika started grinding against his hard member. "I don't want medicine but you" Anika grimaced and, at the same time, moaned, feeling his hard member poking her stomach. He wrapped his hand a
Author Pov's .Ryan was kissing Monika. Their eyes were closed as if they were living in that moment. He opened his eyes and smiled when he noticed her eyes closed. "Ryan" She moaned in his mouth when he bit on her lower lip, intensifying her emotions and the se*ual tension between them."Let's mate with her," Wild said. Ryan's eyes shot up when he heard him, realising what he was doing with Monika and what effect his kiss was having on Wild, Monika and Anika. He shook his head and parted away from Monika who had a beautiful smile on her face. She opened her eyes and looked at him."This is wrong... I---I'm sorry" her smile withered upon hearing his words. It was like he took out her heart and crushed it under his feet. Tears rolled down her cheeks. "You and I both belong to someone else... We shouldn't do this," He snarled, regretting kissing someone who rejected him a few hours ago for her boyfriend."F*ck... She is in heat, that's why she kissed me, but what had happened to me?
Author Pov's .Monika was looking at Wild when Anika growled, feeling intense pain and desire to mate with Ryan and Wild. "Ahh" Tears rolled from her eyes. Wild whimper and move away from her and give control to his human. Ryan rushed towards Monika and helped her to sit. She whimpered and attached her front to his chest, loving the feeling of his bare skin. Ryan cursed, realising he was nak*d after transitioning, and he knew this was not good news, especially when Monika was in heat. Monika hugged Ryan to feel his skin in her hand... It was giving her strange relief. Ryan gulped when Monika rubbed her body with his, trying to get relief from the itchiness and burning sensation in her body. His presence was calming her and Anika. Ryan shook his head and forced himself to push Monika away."Monika... get hold of yourself... We don't want this... I--I don't want this" Only Ryan knows how he said those words because Monika's arousal was driving him and his wolf insane. He wanted to
Author Pov's . After the intense fight with Monika, Ryan was fuming in anger and upset with himself for even thinking of loving someone again. "It's all my mistake. I was happy and living with Jenny's memory. Don't know why and where I lost my mind and thought of giving a chance to Monika" Ryan growled and punched on the wall to pour his anger on something. He was feeling intense anger and pain after Monika told him she wanted Gabriel. "Why did she ask us to give her a chance when she wanted to choose Gabriel?" Wild whimpered. "Because she was making sure to have two options" Ryan hissed. "Two options?" Wild asked confusingly. "Yes... If one person rejects her, then she has others ready to come into a relationship and mark her" Ryan grimaced. Somewhere, he knew he was speaking rubbish, but at the moment, he just wanted to let out his anger by any means, including battering or uttering things that made no sense. "I know what Monika did was wrong, but it's not that she kept us
Author Pov's . "Wh--what?" Monika asked Anika shockingly, unable to believe what she heard. "You heard me" Anika growled and whimpered in pain. "But why?" Monika panicked, knowing this was the worst thing among the bad things that were happening to her, in a single day. "What do you mean by why? When a she-wolf meets her fated mate, she goes on heat because of the constant desire in her heart to make love with her mate. The Moon Goddess created us this way... There is a want of every single she-wolf that needs to be fulfilled after they meet their mate to strengthen their mate bond." She hissed at me for asking a stupid question while explaining things that I already knew. "So it means you went on heat because you wanted to have s*x with Ryan" Monika muttered and then hissed in pain. "Hey! Don't interpret my words like this. I wanted to mate with Ryan to make our bond stronger," she said, getting defensive because I use the word 's*x' instead of 'making love'. I laughed in sarca
Author Pov's . Monika was looking at Gabriel who opened his eyes and looked at her when she didn't respond. "Huh?" She gave him a confusing look because the whole time, the thought of their relationship didn't even cross her mind. She was just worried for Gabriel before and was now happy that he had found his mate, but Gabriel was adamant about ending things between him and Monika. "Ohh... Wait! Our relationship" Monika muttered and then closed her eyes and cursed herself for being so stupid and taking things slow. She opened her eyes and looked at Gabriel. She felt awkward now that he brought up the topic of their relationship. "I... I can understand... Rose is alive." She bites her tongue, realising she is making things complicated. "I mean to say I can understand you can't be with me," She said and passed him a smile, unable to understand how to share with him that even she didn't want to continue this relationship and had feelings for Ryan. She shook her head, thinking of te
Author Pov's . Monika was looking at Gabriel's fated mate, Rose, widening her eyes while Gabriel, who was expecting this reaction from Monika, became anxious suddenly. He knew that it would be hard for Monika to accept that his fated mate had returned. He stood up and went near Monika. "She is alive" Monika kept her hand over her mouth, and a tear of happiness rolled from her eyes because she knew how much Rose meant to his friend, Gabriel. Monika was happy, but Gabriel took the wrong meaning behind her tears, thinking she was feeling bad that Rose was alive, which indirectly meant the end of their relationship. "Rose" Monika was about to go near Rose when Gabriel blocked her path confusing her with his action. "I won't let you harm her," He said, glaring at her. "Harm her?" She frowned. "If you think you can hurt my mate like you hurt Aana then you're wrong. I won't let you touch a single strand of my mate's hair," He grimaces. "I---I was happy that she is alive and was going
Author Pov's . Ryan kneeled in front of Monika and wiped her tears, then held her shoulder to make her stand. She was looking at him silently. "Why are you crying now?" He snarled, hating to see tears in her eyes. "I never wanted to hurt you," she whispered. He looked at her and then sighed. "Stop crying," he said in a calm tone, not wanting to see her like this. She nodded and tightened her lips to keep herself from crying. After a minute of silence, she raised her head and looked at him, only to find him staring at her. She again broke down into tears, realising she lost her friendship and love again. After falling in love with Ryan, she is sure she can't come into a relationship with Gabriel, and now, Smshe is afraid that Gabriel will break the friendship after hearing her decision, and it won't change anything because her love, Ryan, already hates her. She lost both Ryan and Gabriel today. "What do you want, Monika? I will do as you say, but please stop crying," Ryan said,
Author Pov's .Flashback(After Ryan decided to accept Monika as her mate).Ryan was looking at Monika, adoring her in the red dress she was wearing while Monika was waiting for him to speak or say she was waiting for him to ask her to reject him."I know why you came here" she whispered, fidgeting with her fingers, then raised her head to finally look at Ryan."Believe me you don't" he said, smiling like a fool. She squeezed her eyebrows. His smile was confusing her."Monika" he called her lovingly and then took her hand in his hand."I know you're here to ask me to reject you" She muttered and closed her eyes to control the unwanted tears. He shook his head."I'm ready to reject you," she said, and a tear rolled from her eyes. Ryan kept her hand on her cheek and lovingly wiped her tears."Monika" She opened her eyes and looked at him."I accept" Before he could complete and tell her he wanted to accept her, a woman in her forties came near them while calling for Monika.Ryan parte