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Monika Pov's .I don't know how many hours I slept, but when I opened my eyes, I found Ryan sitting beside me, and like before, he was staring at me."You woke up," he said with a smile on his lips."Since when you're sitting beside me?" I asked and tried to sit. He didn't reply and helped me to sit and arrange the pillow behind my back. My heartbeat rose when he came so close to me."He didn't leave for a second," Anika replied to my question."How are you feeling now?" Ryan asked anxiously."Feeling better. Anika healed me.""But you're looking pale," he whispered. I can feel how worried he is for me through his voice."Yeah... Little weakness... It will take me time to heal completely." I replied honestly. He nodded and kept his hand on my cheek, surprising me."Anika used all her energy to heal you but thanks to her, you're fine now." He whispered, caressing my cheek. I was looking at him, widening my eyes, I didn't expect him to show care."Ryan", I called him amusingly and then
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Author Pov's.Monika returned to her room, fuming in anger, throwing everything that was coming into her hand."Why? Why does he love her so much but doesn't even notice me? Why?" She yelled before breaking down into tears. She falls to the ground, losing her balance."Why doesn't he love us, Anika? why?" Monika sobbed, lying on the ground. She cried until her eyes and body gave up, and she fell asleep. The heartbreak snatched her desire to live this life. Monika's sleep broke when she heard the commotion from outside. She blinked her eyes to adjust to the light and then looked at the time. She hardly slept for three hours. "What is happening outside?" She thought and stood up. "Gabriel," She mindlinked her best friend."Yeah""What is happening? Why is there so much commotion outside?" Monika asked and yawned."Aaron agreed to become Alpha of the pack." Her eyes shot up when she heard him."What?""Yeah... You heard it correctly. Aaron accepted this pack" He replied. Anyone can s
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Ryan Pov's."What was that?" I thought, standing outside Monika's room. My heart was beating at a higher speed. Suddenly, Wild started laughing."What?" I groaned."I love the way you ran after she yelled at you," he laughed. I rolled my eyes and then smiled."That little kitten is full of surprise boxes," I replied and shook my head, then went downstairs to order the chef to cook steak as Monika demanded. He looked a little annoyed that I was asking him to make something for Monika but he didn't dare to say anything in front of me.I stood there until he cooked food for Monika, not wanting to take the risk. What if they mixed something in food out of anger. They love Jenny so much that they build hatred for Monika. "Where should I take this, Alpha?" The chef asked, serving steak in a container and keeping the container on a tray along with plates. I took the tray from him."I will take it" I replied and walked back to Monika's room. I took a deep breath before opening the door, won
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Ryan Pov's.I was looking everywhere except Anika who was staring at me. She left me speechless after making me realise how wrong I was towards Monika."I'm hungry. Could you please bring something edible for me?" Anika requested. I looked at her and found a mild smile on her lips. I understood she was changing the topic to enlighten the atmosphere. I nodded and then stood up to bring the tray of food I kept on the table."I brought steak for you, and don't worry, he made this food in front of me," I said and served the steak on a plate for her."It means even you don't trust your pack members." She chuckled. I didn't say anything and sat beside her. She started eating while I was staring at her. The things she said about Monika put me into guilt. She made me realise how easily I judged Monika every time. I frowned when she rubbed her arms while chewing the food."What happened?" I asked, observing how uncomfortably she was sitting."It's cold over here" She whispered after munching
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Ryan Pov's."Now, if you're done staring at me, then bring something for me to eat. I'm starving." Anika growled in annoyance. I turned my head in another direction, realising I was openly staring at her."Go... I'm starving" She again shouted. I kept both my hands on my ear."Moon goddess! Why are you screaming? Are you planning to make me deaf?" I groaned."I'm in this condition because of you and my stupid human. I was warning her not to eat seafood, but like a crazy person in love, she ate seafood for you, and I had to use all my energy to heal her. If I were fit, then I wouldn't have to request you. I would've morphed and gone to the forest for the hunt." she said, glaring at me."I'm sorry" I again apologise to her for my behaviour."I don't need your sorry but food" she again shouted like a kid. "Okay... I'm going" I yelled in response and then shut my mouth when she started laughing. I shook my head, realising I started behaving like a child with her and then a smile broke o
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Ryan Pov's . I was looking at Monika who fell asleep in my arms while crying. It took me half an hour to calm her. Unintentionally, again, I became the reason behind her tears. "She was crying because we were in pain" Wild whispered as if Monika would wake up hearing his voice. I kissed Monika's forehead. "Shouldn't she hate us after how we behave with her?" I asked Wild. "Some people are like this only, Ryan. They don't know how to hurt or hate someone" he replied. I nodded and picked Monika up in my arms to take her to her room so that she could sleep properly on her bed. After lying her body on the bed, I was about to go, but she didn't let go of my arm, and when I tried to release my hand from her grip, she squirmed. "Dare you to wake her up" Wild scowled. I sighed and lay down beside Monika, waiting for her to go into deep slumber so that I could release my arm from her grip without waking her up, but what I didn't know was that I would fall asleep with her. "Ryan" I wok
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Monika Pov's."You're scaring me now, Moon... What happened?" He asked, breaking the hug and cupping my face."Why are you crying?" he asked anxiously when I didn't reply. I was about to keep my hand on his cheek but stopped when I saw my palm covered in blood."Ryan" I look at him, widening my eyes. He was so worried for me that he didn't even complain when I accidentally touched his wound."Yeah... I'm listening... Tell me why you're crying" He asked, still ignoring his pain for me. Tears were falling from my eyes non-stop."Yo---You were injured and I-- I doubted you... Yo---You" I wasn't even able to speak properly because of crying. He shook his head and wiped my tears."Hey...Calm down... It's okay... I'm not mad at you" He said. I shook my head."No... You... You are injured" I sobbed. I don't know why his injury is affecting me so much. It feels like he is not the one who is in pain but me."I'm fine... It's a small injury," He said, trying to calm me down. I didn't listen to
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Monika Pov's.I stood up from bed to go after Ryan and talk to him, but then I dropped the idea, remembering that I and Anika had decided to ignore him after our intense fight with him in the forest. I sat on the bed and sighed, unable to understand why and how things got so worse for us."I know you wanted to reject me from starting, Ryan, but why do you hate me for being your mate?" I asked him as if he was standing here to answer me."What do you think about talking to Ryan?" Anika asked, making me frown."Talking to him?""You promise our daughter that you will sort things out with him," Anika reminded me. I sighed and nodded."It's not only about the promise I made to Jenny, Anika. It's the necessary thing to do so. I have to mend things with Ryan before Jenny returns from her trip. I can't bring her into a toxic environment where she sees her parents fighting every day. I can't ruin her childhood and give her a lifetime nightmare, nor do I want her to think that her father is t
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Monika Pov's.Back To Present.I was looking at my phone on which Gabriel was calling. I declined the call and took a deep breath."Monika" Anika opened her mouth to say something but I shook my head."Please don't say anything", I requested and clutched the bed sheet in both my fists, feeling suffocated as the harsh memories of my life started flashing in front of my eyes."Mommy" my eyes shot up when I heard Jenny's voice from outside. I rushed towards the door and opened it, only to find Ryan standing there, holding his phone with the speaker on. "Jenny is calling over your phone, but it was engaged, and then she called on my phone and asked me to give it to you. She wants to talk" I didn't even let him complete and snatched his phone from his hand."Jenny", I called her desperately, knowing if anyone could calm me down, then it was my daughter. She is the light of my dark life."Mommy" I closed my eyes and a tear rolled from my eyes when I heard her voice after so many days. Ev
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Author Pov's .Monika was glaring at Ryan and then she turned her head in another direction. Her cheeks turned red because of blushing. She never thought that someone could think of her like this and make her feel desirable."No... What the hell am I thinking? Why do I feel happy and excited after knowing he desires me? What is wrong with me?" Monika grunted and cursed herself for liking Ryan's intense gaze over her, making her feel something special and butterflies in her stomach."This is what happens when you love someone and he lets you know that he feels the same for you... that feelings are mutual from both sides. Mate bond is not a simple relationship, Monika. It is created by the Moon Goddess itself. We are bound to have feelings for our mate," Anika said, making Monika realise she was getting attracted towards Ryan. "I'm sorry... I utter nonsense when I get nervous" Ryan apologised, cursing himself mentally for letting out his thoughts shamelessly and making her uncomfortab
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Author Pov's .Ryan was searching for Monika in the entire pack to talk to her and convince her to reject him, and if she didn't agree, then he decided to trouble her so much that she ended up rejecting him on her own. He was looking for her everywhere to execute his plan, but what he didn't know was that Monika was one step ahead of him. To take revenge for her insult from Ryan, Monika intentionally started hiding from him, making him search for her and roam in the entire pack crazily. She even used perfume to hide her scent so that Ryan wouldn't be able to use Wild's power to find her.Monika was talking to a warrior at the border when she sensed Ryan's presence. She pushed the warrior aside and climbed on the tree to hide from Ryan."What are you doing?" That warrior yelled, looking at her shockingly after seeing how she climbed the tree like a monkey."Shut up and dare you to say a word to Ryan" she warned him, shooting him a deadly glare. He gulped and then looked in the direct
