Milli was still shaking when she arrived at The Velvet Rope. Marni was sitting in a car with a guy Milli had seen before. Jarvis Adams was the lawyer for the owners of the club who were not so secretly connected to the mafia. Milli had catered many parties for the Valtini cousins, she sent cakes to their family members back east, and even sent a cake to the local Federal Supermax four times a year. Milli was horrified when her sister leaned over and kissed the lawyer before getting out and walking over to Milli’s Subaru.
Marni smirked and waved a handful of large bills. “Take us to a hotel, sis. There is no way I am going home to the jerk tonight.”
“Fine,” Milli readily agreed. She didn’t want to go home either.
“Wait? You’re okay with this? Since when did Ms. Frugal approve of spending unnecessary money?” Marni stared at her like she had grown two heads. Marni knew Milli never wanted to spend money on anything frivolous.
“Since both our husbands are drunk and rude, I don’t want to go home either. I mean, I know they lost their grandfather and he sounded like a great guy, but that is no reason to pin a girl against a wall or throw her down on a bed... like... like...” Milli pulled into a vacant parking lot suddenly, slamming the gear into park before she started sobbing violently.
Marni looked at her shocked then hugged her, “Oh gawd, Milli, sissy. Are you okay? Did Edgar hurt you?”
Milli cried for a long time. Marni hugged her as she sobbed out what Edgar had done, but not what happened with Heith right before she left. Milli felt guilty for that, and she knew Marni had enough problems with her marriage without knowing Heith had made a drunken pass at her.
Marni seethed with rage that Edgar would treat Milli like one of his rough-sex one-night stand girls, after all, Milli had given him and how much she loved him. It made Marni’s blood boil. Milli had been hurt in ways that gave her nightmares, and Marni vowed she would be having a very stern talk with him. Edgar could treat Marni like that all he wanted, but not her sister. She would give him the kind of talk a man like Edgar would listen to or else, and if he wouldn’t listen to her, she would ask Donnie’s bouncer Cedric to make him listen. As she soothed her sister, Marni cursed the fact Milli had fallen for Edgar’s charms and married him. They didn’t belong together; he was a player and Marni knew it was only a matter of time before he hurt her sweet sister. She had hoped marrying Heith would make Edgar behave, but it didn’t work.
Finally, Milli calmed down enough to drive them to a diner. Marni ordered them both food while Milli washed her face. As they ate, they talked about their parents and what they wanted to do once they got their inheritance. Marni wanted to travel. Milli wanted to open a small bakery and do custom cakes, and Marni teased that she needed a bigger dream to go with her Foodie Network shows. They laughed about the time their dad had tasted Milli’s first failed cake. She had made it from a box mix and put the eggs, shells and all, in it. Charles had choked down the gooey but crispy mess and praised Milli for her excellent baking skills, then ‘accidentally’ dropped the rest on the floor and begged forgiveness. He had taken her shopping and ‘helped’ her bake a replacement for Emily and Marni to try. Cheered by the memories of their loving father, they sat eating and chatting happily. They talked about anything and everything, except the fights they had with their husbands last night.
The sun was just rising when Heith and Edgar showed up at the diner.
“How’d you find us?” Marni hissed angrily.
Heith glared at her, “Your phone has a locator app.” He leaned down to glare at her. “I always know where you’re at and...” He glanced at Edgar who sat down next to Milli, “Who you’re with.”
Marni’s lips pursed in a thin line. “Maybe if you came home once and awhile, I wouldn’t need to go places and be with people.”
Heith snorted derisively as he shoved Marni over and took a seat next to her. Her eyes were sharp as she watched Milli trying not to cringe away from Edgar. She was glaring at him like she was tempted to pick up the fork off her plate and stab him. Heith also did not miss Milli’s sudden change in demeanor toward Edgar or Marni’s obvious animosity.
Marni purred in a sweet but angry tone. “Eddie darling, get your hands off my sister.”
Edgar stretched out his long legs under the table, and groaned, “Mar, I am too hungover to deal with whatever bug flew up your butt.” He reached out and waved to the waitress as she walked by. “Hey darlin’, get us some coffee.” When the waitress came back with two cups and poured, he took his arm from around Milli and gave her a million-dollar smile, “Thanks, sweetheart.”
The waitress practically swooned. Milli looked out the window, shrinking in on herself, but Marni was ready to launch herself over the table at him. She seethed, exhaling a hissing breath. “Come on Milli, let’s go home. When you boyo’s decide to stop being jerks, you know where to find us.”
“Give me a break, Marni. We just lost our grandfather,” Edgar snarled.
“And we lost both our parents. So, don’t expect me to get all mushy after what you did last night,” Marni snarled back at Edgar, who rolled his eyes at her.
Marni climbed over the back of the bench, so she wouldn’t have to scoot past Heith and practically dragged Milli over the top of Edgar. Grabbing Edgar’s collar, Marni whispered something only he heard. “I am going to tell Donnie and Cedric what you did to Milli, happy short life, Eddie.”
When Eddie made a derisive sound, she threw money on the counter for the bill and stormed out the door, dragging Milli with her.
Heith stared after them. Milli was weirdly timid this morning while Marni was on the warpath. Usually, when a person pissed off one of the Haywood sisters, they both came at them. He watched them get into Milli’s old coupe and drive off.
Not sure what else to say, Heith asked his cousin about Milli’s old Subaru, “How come you haven’t bought your wife a new car?”
Edgar shrugged. “She didn’t want one.”
“But her car is a P.O.S.,” Heith pointed out.
Edgar sipped his coffee. “She doesn’t like to spend money unless she has to. Said she doesn’t want us to have car payments. She’s just weird that way. It’s like she doesn’t know how rich we are.” Scowling at the cup, he set it back down. “Damn, this coffee is awful. Don’t know what Milli does, but hers is always the best.”
“What happened last night between you and Milli to piss Marni off like that?” Heith asked, trying not to think about what happened between him and Milli in the living room. He had kissed her, and she had been terrified.
Edgar shrugged again. “Heck, if I remember. Let’s go. I’m too hungover to drink bad coffee, eat bad food, or deal with those crazy whores. We gotta catch our flight. I’m getting tired of Vegas, anyway.”
* * *
Dallas, two weeks after leaving Las Vegas…
Heith and Edgar stood side by side with Heith’s father, Cornell, and Edgar’s mother, Colleen. Edgar’s sister Chloe was sobbing loudly beside her mother. Hundreds of people walked by and murmured unmeant condolences. A few even had the nerve to offer the family business cards, which Heith politely tucked in a pocket to remind himself who they would not be doing business with, in the future.
As he took the next hand, Heith had stopped looking at the faces. He just said, ‘thanks for coming, have a safe trip home.’
“Heith? Heith?”
Heith looked up to see intense sapphire-blue eyes. It was Kyle Hightower, CEO, and founder of Blue Water Resorts, and the last son of the once great Hightower Construction Industries. Kyle’s eyes had always seemed weird to Heith, they were so dark they almost looked fake, but Kyle’s late father’s eyes were the same shade. Heith and Kyle had known each other since childhood. His other childhood friend and Kyle’s head project manager, MacMillan ‘Mack’ Beal was beside him. All three of their fathers had worked together before Kyle’s father died 12 years ago, followed by both of Kyle’s brothers. Heith still helped him out with surveys, especially for his remote resorts.
“How are you doing, man?” Mack asked sincerely.
Heith swallowed against the lump in his throat, at least two people who cared about him made it today. “I’ve been better,” he answered tightly. “Will you both be around after this shindig gets through?”
Kyle nodded. “Sure. Whatever you need, what’s up?”
Heith breathed out quietly glancing around to make sure no one else was paying attention to them. “I think I did a dumbass thing and married a Sophia.” Both stared at Heith at the mention of Kyle’s ex-fiancée and the bane of his existence.
“We’ll meet you after,” Kyle promised. Mack nodded, then they moved on.
At the memorial meal, servers in black vests and pants with crisp white shirts served their grandfather’s favorite meal. Heith pushed the food around on the plate, a glance told him Edgar and his father were doing the same. Colleen and Chloe had wandered off to mingle. The plates cleared and a slice of red velvet cake with white icing was set in front of each of them. Cornell ate his, but Heith and Edgar pushed there's away after the first bite.
“Milli’s is better,” Heith said.
“I don’t want to talk about her or her stupid cakes,” Edgar said tiredly.
“Would you rather we talked about Marni?” Heith’s voice dropped an octave in anger.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” Edgar snapped.
As his anger flared, Heith’s eyes lightened until they were almost silver. “I know you’ve been screwing my wife all along.”
Edgar threw his napkin down on the table, “I saw her first and she wasn’t your wife then, so let it go, cousin. Maybe if you treated her better, she wouldn’t be looking for affection from other men.”
“Maybe if you respected your own wife, you wouldn’t be after mine,” Heith followed the gesture.
“You’re just mad that my slut can cook and yours can’t.” Edgar was trying to deliberately provoke his cousin, mainly so he would have an excuse to leave because he always hated funerals.
“Milli isn’t a slut, she’s nothing like Marni or you!”
“Boysssss,” Colleen’s angry hiss had them both sitting back down. Edgar's mother glared at them. “This is neither the time nor the place.” She stood up straighter and waved to someone.
Heith almost groaned aloud as Chloe’s best friend, Heith and Edgar’s former girlfriend, glided over.
“Oh Eddie, Heithie, I am so sorry for your loss.” Heather cooed.
Edgar pulled her into his lap, smiling pathetically. “I need some soft comfort about now.”
“Edgar...” Heith warned, but Edgar shot him the middle finger behind Heather’s back. Heith stood up, snapping in staccato, “You are un-freak-ing-beliv-able.”
He found Kyle Hightower and Mack Beal at a table. “Please tell me you have a car and we can get out of here.”
“Sure, Heith.” Kyle nodded, remembering how it felt after his father died. “Where do you want to go?”
“Anywhere I won’t have to watch my cousin cheat on his wife,” Heith growled with another disgusted look back towards his cousin, who flashed him a smug smile around a cascade of fake red curls.
Kyle and Mack followed his gaze, then looked back to him.
“Damn...” Mack swore. “Edgar got married too?!?”
“I take it, it’s going to be a long evening.” Kyle was already fishing out his valet ticket. “Is it that bad?”
“I’ll let you tell me,” Heith said, then he caught the event coordinator by the arm as they were walking out, “That was the worst red velvet cake I have ever tasted, don’t expect us to pay for it.”
In the penthouse suite of Blue Water Resort’s Lone Star Cove, Heith stared down at the waterpark below. He began his story simply.
“It all started when Edgar got mugged and carjacked in February. He was rescued by a tiny angel who had a beautiful demon for a sister…”
November in Vegas… Milli and Marni sat side by side in the airport, waiting for a text message or a phone call or anything that would explain why their husbands weren’t on their flight. Edgar and Heith had not returned after the two weeks it took to arrange the funeral. They hadn’t returned the next month, or in the six months since their grandfather’s funeral. Milli had been trying to get Edgar to come home, but he always had an excuse to stay in Texas then he stopped answering her calls and text messages completely. Out of sheer desperate curiosity, Milli stalked Edgar’s prolific social media posts and saw both cousins tagged in several pictures with ex-girlfriends and other beautiful women out at restaurants, clubs, or business-social engagements. The women were all tall, thin, and fair skinned like Marni, and nothing like the short, curvy Milli with her afro-hair that hung in shiny, frizzy curls, or her caramel colored skin with i
Milli walked behind another nurse into the west wing of the hospital and walked down one flight of stairs in silence. “Do you know how you would like her remains handled?” The nurse asked kindly, interrupting her memories. Her name badge said, Stacy. Milli drew in a deep breath, trying to fill the emptiness with air as they stood outside the door. She knew her sister was on the other side, just as her parents had been, just as Roxie and Duran had been. Her soul rebelled against what her mind knew was true. She was alone again... except for Baby Emily. Milli forced the words out. “Our parents’ ashes are at Our Lady of Angels. They can call them to... to... get... her...” Milli’s sobs shook her. “Oh honey, is there any other family we can call to be with you?” Stacy offered. Milli shook her head violently, “I was adopted, and we only have an old widowed aunt in Colorado and some cousins in Alaska.” “Do you want me to stay with you?” The
“I’m so sorry… I… I forgot to eat.” Milli profusely apologized after she fainted in the NICU nursery. “Mrs. Rowling, you need to be more careful. Your blood sugar was dangerously low.” A doctor had scolded her for not eating because of her morning sickness. He was concerned, “Your baby’s heart sounds fine, and like it isn’t under any stress. Are you certain you don’t remember when your baby last moved?” “Maybe yesterday,” Milli wasn’t sure if it moved or if she had gas from binging on enchiladas, tacos al carbon, and refried beans with Marni. He left after ordering her to eat small meals every four hours and see her obstetrician as soon as she could for a complete workup. “Men don’t understand morning sickness or cravings, or the actual effect stress has on a pregnant body, mind and baby.” The nurses assured her as they rolled their eyes at the doctor, then offered Milli every sort of treat they could find. However, the nurses didn’t want her to drive herself
On the Sunday before Marni’s funeral, which was to be held the following Tuesday, Jean was flying back to Dallas to face Edgar’s mother and file the divorce papers. She would get them through the court before quitting so the divorce couldn’t be stopped. The Rowlings were evil enough to have a judge under Colleen’s claws that would approve the papers the same day. “Good luck, Milli. Take care of those little angels.” Jean hugged her. “In a few years, you can go back to doing your cake contests. If I’m still around, I promise I’ll watch the Foodie Network for you. But if you ever run across the Rowlings, just lie and tell them Emily and Jr are not their kids. They can’t make you give them a DNA sample without a court order, and a judge will need more than hearsay to order it. Show the judge those pictures of bachelor number two we doctored the dates on. The pictures of Edgar in compromising positions should be enough to discourage them from bothering you, especially if you thr
The week of Thanksgiving, Dallas Tx, six months after leaving Vegas… Heith scowled at his phone for the hundredth time this week. Tomorrow was Thanksgiving. Marni hadn’t texted or called him since Halloween, and neither had Milli, he wondered what had changed. Marni had been pleading and needy the few times they actually spoke, proclaiming that she loved him, and begging him to come home, while he demanded she move to Texas with him.Milli had pleaded for their husbands to return and he had agreed reluctantly, then asked his cousin’s secretary to book tickets for Labor Day weekend. But his bruised ego couldn’t let go of the fact that Marni and Edgar had an affair and he changed his mind. Marni admitted the affair the night they learned his grandfather died, and her heated, hateful words still burned in Heith’s mind. Edgar had shrugged off his part in the affair and his own infidelity after the funeral, sam
Friday morning after Thanksgiving, Vegas Heith and Edgar stared blankly at the “For Rent” sign in front of Marni and Milli’s house. Looking through the windows, the house was completely empty. Several neighbors were giving them very hostile looks and a police car stopped to tell them to move along or they would be arrested for trespassing. They went to the school address Heith had from Marni’s location app and asked about Marni Haywood-Rowling. The lone security guard at the gate glared at them when they gave their names. Then he threatened to call the police and have them removed for trespassing. At the Famous Vegas Cakery, no one would tell them anything about Milli or which bakery she now worked for. Desperate, they went to The Velvet Rope as a last resort, hoping that some of Marni’s friends still worked there. The evening crowd was just arriving. It was getting dark, but Edgar did not miss the hostile looks they were getting from the bouncer as th
As they walked back into their hotel, Edgar read through the TRO paperwork. His hands shook. “We’re screwed, Heith. If we go within five-hundred feet of Milli or attempt to contact her in any way, we will be arrested and charged with felony stalking, regardless of wether she agrees to press charges or not.” “What about Marni?” Heith demanded, trying not to touch his broken nose. Edgar flipped several pages as the elevator descended. He looked at Heith, confused, “It doesn’t say anything about Marni.” The hall outside their room smelled like sewage or garbage or both. Opening the door, the smell that wafted out of the room hit them both like a slap in the face and they gagged. Edgar vomited in the hall as Heith slammed the door shut, swearing colorfully. Heith was glad his nose was packed with gauze, as he left Edgar puking, and stormed back upstairs to the front desk. The girl at the front desk blinked at him with an expressionless face, then sent the bellhop
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Superintendent Patrick had asked Milli for her number again at Ben Wallace’s funeral. Milli had been frozen in place for a moment with Emily on her hip, looking for Aunt Elizabeth. She had handed over one of the Wild Anemones business cards without hesitation and agreed to make 1000 simple vanilla cupcakes and a specialty cake for a raffle.It had taken her two days of baking in her oversized double oven, in the oven of the single bedroom cottages and the oven in the Anemone. Running between the four buildings in the wind and snow was annoying and cold. Now, she had only to decorate the last of them and deliver them today.While her mixers hummed, making more buttercream frosting, Milli rolled out fondant and stamp-cut hearts out of the sheets. Each heart made her think of Lloyd’s tattoo. She groaned in her head; she liked him a lot, but obviously, the feeling wasn’t mutual. He made her feel things she didn’t understand, things different from wh
Lloyd’s soul ached like when he had lost his Uncle Ray, and worse than the times they had lost men in combat. It ached because the man they were gathered to say goodbye to meant as much to him as his grandfather and great-uncle. Ben had been a fixture in the community for his whole life and he had died as a hero in Lloyd’s book. He didn’t look anywhere except at the clear sky above the minister’s head. He didn’t hear the words the minister said, and the words of Amazing Grace, and Sweet By and By, came out without a thought as he sang the hymns. He saluted when they played Taps for Ben who had served with distinction and earned several medals including the Navy Cross. Afterward, he watched Tonia pretending to be distraught, and Tim doing his best to ignore her and pay attention to Tiana. He wasn’t surprised when they all went inside to have a memorial meal together, but Tonia had left. Milli was offering cake to the Wallace family when Molly squeezed his ar
The wind raged through the trees above him. Lloyd was about to call out when he heard the whistle from the overgrowth under a large cedar, it was a place sheltered from the oncoming storm. Lloyd pushed away the overgrowth of limbs and fallen branches, there he saw Beau was leaning against the trunk, the whistle in his mouth. He seemed asleep; he inhaled slowly and blew a loud blast. Ben was lying next to him, his shoulder ripped open, his skin ashen. Lloyd knew Ben was dead. Ben’s coat was draped over Beau’s legs. Lloyd crawled in, “Beau, I’m here.” Lloyd lifted the bloody coat off his friend’s leg. It was a mangled mess. A belt was tightened above his knee. Lloyd had seen a wound like this before. The driver in an APV ahead of him had suffered the same injury when they ran over an IED, he hadn’t made it. Lloyd knew that the tourniquet would cost Beau his leg, but it may have saved his life. “Hang on, Beau. I am going to get you out of here.” Lloyd cr
When they got back to Pagosa County, Lloyd drove to the Ridgeline Ranch as he promised. Milli got out in the starting snow and was shocked when Camille’s girls rushed out, looking scared. “Girls, where is everyone?” Lloyd demanded seeing the scared girls and led them inside. “We don’t know, Deputy McConnell. Mom and Gramma Dorine rode out to look for Grandpa Ben and Beau when Cajun and Poncho came home alone.” Willow’s chin trembled as Gracie added further, “Mom thinks something bad happened...” and her tears started to fall. Lloyd instantly knew something bad had happened and called his grandfather about bringing the horses and everyone on hand from the Rocking M over to Ridgeline Ranch. They needed to start a manhunt before the weather got worse and someone died. Milli shifted nervously, holding Emily close. “Is that really a thing here? To ride out looking for a bear?” She looked confused and terrified as she asked Lloyd, “Why would they go looking
Milli was up before dawn. Peeking in Lloyd’s room, she saw sprawled out on the bed in his boxers. Empty bottles from the mini-bar covered the night table. On one shoulder was a military tattoo, and in the center of his chest was a heart with a lettered ribbon. ‘ANTONIA’ was written there. It looked like an old tattoo, one that had spent years over his heart. She scowled as he rolled over onto his side, exposing his back. He was covered in scars and a few had come from bullets. She had grown up in the Vegas ghetto until she was 6, then had a close friend who was a cop and another who was a cop’s son, so she knew what those wounds looked like when they healed. She was glad Lloyd was out of the military and working in a county as small as Pagosa. His life was safe now, but his spirit was another story. Tonia had crippled it. Sitting by the bed, a plan quickly formed in her mind, Milli logged into the hotel’s wi-fi. She found the shop she was looking for in minutes and snapped a
The next morning, they headed to the slopes without talking any more about their past. Milli fell down as much as she skied but she always got back up. Lloyd showed her a better way to turn and stop. He feared for her bodily safety. Between her lack of skill, absence of fear, and need for speed, he worried she would break something. By afternoon, they were talking in their suite after showering while waiting on room service for an early dinner. The adrenaline from the day on the slopes hadn’t worn off yet. “Whoever taught you how to ski was trying to get you maimed or killed,” Lloyd huffed. “Well, he was from Texas,” Milli answered, laughing at his stormy expression. “A Texan?!? Really?” He seemed disgusted. “You let a Texan teach you how to ski?!?” “Yep. He taught me to ski in Tahoe, California, in April.” She grinned at his reaction. “Seriously? A Texan taught you to ski in California?” She nodded enthusiastically. “Yep.” She popped
Milli wondered if Lloyd had talked to anyone about all the drama Tonia had caused in his life. She had seen men fall into Marni’s orbit and stay there for years; some ended up losing their marriages. “I promised to come back for her… I got home from Bootcamp a day early to surprise her and my family. I thought I was home alone, then I heard them upstairs. I just stood there at the door, watching my cousin screwing my girlfriend. I must have made a sound because they stopped. Both said they were sorry, and I punched Tim square in the nose. I hit him and didn’t stop. Tonia was screaming at me to leave him alone. When she said that she was having his baby, I froze.” His hands tightened on the wheel. “Tim got up and hugged Tonia, said he was going to marry her. He begged me to forgive him and said it had just happened. I felt like I couldn’t breathe. It felt like the time we were screwing around, and I fell off the barn, but this time it wasn’t my ribs that were broken,
Milli laughed malevolently to herself as she drove straight to City Hall and parked on the side in front of the Sheriff’s Offices. “Hello Ms. Ruby, I need to talk to the sheriff about borrowing your nephew,” Milli began handing the woman a box of carrot cake muffins. She saw Lloyd standing in the office with Sheriff Tanner; they both walked out seeing Milli. Ruby smiled up at her and winked. “Can I help you, Ms. Haywood?” Sheriff Tanner asked in a concerned voice. “Actually, you can, Sheriff,” Milli smiled wickedly and held out a box of pastries to each man, “I came to offer you cake-mail in an attempt to get a favor from you concerning your deputy.” Sheriff Tanner grinned handsomely as he lifted the lid to the box. “I’m listening.” Milli could almost hear Marni’s ‘hello, cowboy’ to Tank as Milli winked at Lloyd. “I am sure you heard about my little trade at the Bingo game last night.” “No,” Lloyd said firmly, holding