Milli stepped out into the hospital lobby just as Heith opened the stairwell door and stalked toward her.
“You sure are a skittish little thing.”
“No, I am just cautious around men I don’t know.” Milli looked him up and down critically. “Nice to meet you. I hope your cousin recovers soon.”
Tipping his head, Heith watched her walk away then caught up to her. “Miss Milli, I don’t know what kinda men you’re used to, but I was raised to be a gentleman. I wouldn’t feel right not taking you to dinner after you saved my cousin’s life. There is a very nice restaurant at my hotel, very public. I promise no funny business.”
Milli eyed him, and battling against her cautious side, she agreed. “Fine, but I need to take my sister to work, she… she doesn’t drive. Where is your car? You can follow me.”
“I came straight from the airport; I was going to Uber back to the Oasis. I haven’t even checked in yet,” Heith confessed.
Milli sighed. Her hospitable nature caused her to volunteer to give him a ride. “Come on, I’ll take you after I drop Marni off.”
Milli said nothing, but Heith seemed perfectly content to talk about Texas and his grandfather’s ranch as she drove. His long legs barely fit into her small car. Milli found herself struggling not to giggle with each bump and pothole she hit.
Her phone chimed with Marni’s SMS tone: Where are you?
Milli texted Marni back as she stopped at a red light: On the way.
Marni replied instantly: Great, need to stop at La Perla. Can’t find my scarlet silk thong.
Milli wanted to groan as she read it, then Heith took her phone. “Hey.”
“You shouldn’t text and drive.” He scolded, “What did you wa… want to say back.” He paused awkwardly mid-sentence as he read the text.
“Tell her…” Milli’s jaw ticked, then her troll side whispered to her. “Tell her that’s fine. We can stop and get her a new scarlet thong.”
Heith typed her response with a slight blush tinting his cheeks.
While they waited at the next light, she could tell he wanted to ask, so she explained, “Marnianne is working as an exotic dancer while she is going to school for her elementary education degree. She works at the Velvet Rope because it pays better than anything else. I was picking her up before I headed to the bakery this morning. That is why I was there in the right place and right time to save Edgar.”
Heith nodded thoughtfully, “Well, I appreciate it. Edgar is like a brother to me.”
Milli stopped and beeped her horn. “You’ll have to get out so she can get in the back. You’re too tall to fit back there.” He climbed out without a word.
Marni bounced out, locked the door, and as turned her eyes widened. Milli couldn’t see Heith’s face but the way his legs stiffened, Milli knew her sister had another man enthralled and she sighed. Heith seemed so nice, but Marni was the kind of beauty no man could say no to.
Marni bent to get in and winked at Milli. “Dibs,” she whispered and Milli coughed a laugh with a knowing smirk. Whoever Marni wanted; Marni got.
Heith got in and Milli introduced them. “Marni, this is Heith Rowling; Heith, this is my sister Marni.”
Leaning forward between the seats, Marni purred, “So how did you meet?”
“He’s the cousin of the guy I rescued last night,” Milli said. “I am giving him a ride back to his hotel from the hospital.”
“And dinner,” Heith added, “Would you like to join us for dinner?”
Looking in the rear-view mirror, Milli watched as Marni smiled beautifully at Heith, accepting, “Dinner sounds nice. Maybe we could bring carryout back to Eddie, we wouldn’t want your poor cousin to waste away on hospital food.”
Heith nodded, “Whatever you like, Darlin’.”
Milli rolled her eyes, and asked, “So, work?”
Marni never turned away from Heith, who never looked at Milli as Marni announced, “I’m off tonight. Let’s go eat and maybe get dessert later.”
* * *
Two weeks later,
Milli flinched when her phone vibrated. She ignored it and kept decorating. Her tablemate wasn’t so tolerant. When it vibrated again, Jackson swore and reached across the table, took it out of her pocket.
“You have 126 messages from Eddie. Who’s Eddie?” Her tall bestie demanded.
“Edgar Rowling, that guy I saved. He wants to go to dinner. Marni put his number in my phone and gave him mine,” Milli complained.
Jackson’s face screwed up in frustration as another one came. “Tell him to text Marni if he wants to go to dinner with her and leave you out of it.”
Milli put her frosting bag down. Her expression was defeated. “It isn’t Marni he wants to go out with. He barely looks at her.”
Jackson looked at her oddly, “What’s wrong with him? Wait, he’s asking you out? Why the heck aren’t you answering then?”
“I don’t know. He’s too handsome, too charming, total Marni’s type, and… and once the gratitude of me rescuing him wears off, he’ll realize he doesn’t want someone like me.” Milli turned the cake in front of her, then slid it off the pedestal and put a blank one on.
Jackson came around the table and hugged her. “Sweetie, what happened is in the past. This guy doesn’t care about that. He sees you for how courageous and beautiful you are. You saved him.” He glanced at the message. “He calls you ‘my heroine’, and ‘my guardian angel’. That’s so sweet.”
“He’s just going to use me to get to her. They all do,” Milli insisted as she piped shells and flowers to match the sketch one of the designers had made. “Besides, he’s from Dallas. How can I date a Texan?”
“Texans can be… nice.” Shrugging, Jackson frowned, “Come out with me and Mitch, we’ll see if he is really interested in you or her. Mitch can always tell.”
“It’s her.” Milli didn’t even want to think about it, but then Caroline called from the front, “Milli, you got a visitor and he brought you flowers.”
“Just a minute,” Jackson pushed her toward the front as she protested, “Wait, no, I look terrible.”
The designer tossed her a makeup bag and shoved her into the breakroom. “Be quick. I’ll say you’re finishing a cake.” Then she turned to Jackson, and whispered, “Damn, he’s fine and I’m not one for cowboys but I’d save a horse to have a ride on that. Why didn’t you tell us?”
“I just found out. Which one is… never mind, I see the hat.” Jackson’s eyes narrowed as he studied the man. Chestnut hair and blue eyes scanned for Milli as he held an expensive bouquet of lilies and tropical flowers. He looked like a GQ fashion plate in a Stetson.
Jackson walked out and waved him over, “Milli’s finishing a cake. I’m Jackson Harper, Milli’s best friend.”
“Edgar Rowling. Marni told Heith and me about you. Nice to meet you.” He shook Jackson’s hand firmly.
Edgar was as far from any person Jackson could imagine Milli dating as the moon was from the sun, but when Milli came over, Edgar’s smile reached his eyes. Jackson decided he would give the Texan a chance, but first, he would have his dad, who is a police detective, do a background check on Edgar Rowling of Dallas, Texas.
* * *
Two weeks later…
Edgar took the Haywood sisters and their best friends to late dinner. Then they went to the girls’ favorite club called Betty Boob, and while Milli danced with Jackson, Mitchell Abernathy watched Edgar intently. Edgar smiled and laughed with Marni, but he didn’t fawn over her like she liked so she went to dance with another guy. The whole evening, Edgar watched Milli. He met her for an early dinner every night after work and bought her gifts every other day. Jackson’s dad had found Edgar had a few speeding tickets and one DUI, but nothing particularly criminal. Heith’s record was spotless. The Rowlings were from a wealthy family, college-educated, and worked for their grandfather’s company. But Mitch didn’t trust Edgar’s intentions toward Milli, his intuition said Edgar was a player. Heith was different, more handsome, harder working, but still too arrogant. Mitch didn’t like either of the cousins, but as long as they made his friends happy, he tried not to be overprotective.
Milli came over and hugged Edgar, who pulled her into his lap. “Having fun, baby doll?”
“Yes.” She grinned at him, “Don’t you want to dance with me?”
Edgar shook his head, “I can’t dance, baby doll. Daddy’s got… I mean…” He frowned at the slight change in her eyes. “Sorry, babe, I forgot you don’t like that nickname. I can’t dance and I would hate to step all over your tiny feet with my big cowboy boots.”
Milli looked at him adoringly, “You’re so good to me.”
“You’re worth it, Milli. Anything you want.” He responded charmingly. He waved over the waitress, “How about a drink?”
She shook her head, “I’m going to have to go soon. I have to be at work in five hours.”
“I’ll drive you,” Edgar offered.
“We got her,” Mitch said calmly. “Jacks has to be in at the same time.”
“What about Marni?” Milli asked.
“I’ll get her home and see you after work,” Edgar promised and kissed Milli, making her blush adorably. “Sweet dreams, don’t worry, I’ll take care of your party crazy sister.”
Kissing him back, Milli loved how it felt to be so happy. “See you in a few hours. Don’t let Marni keep you out ‘til noon.”
Edgar shook his head, and winked at her roguishly, “Oh no, I like to be asleep by four.” He nodded to where Marni was grinding between two men. “What do I do if she finds a hook-up?”
Milli sighed, “She’s a big girl. She can find her way home… usually.”
It made Edgar frown. “Don’t worry Milli. I’ll keep an eye on her.” He kissed her nose. “Unless you want me to come with you? I am going to miss you next week.”
“I told you, not until we’re married, I say enough Hail Mary’s for Marni as it is. And I’ll miss you too.”
Edgar pressed his lips on the back of her hand, “Whatever makes you happy, my heroine.”
She kissed him again and left with Mitch and Jackson.
Marni came back and sat down, taking Edgar’s drink and downing it. “What?”
“Am I really going to have to marry your sister?” Edgar asked with a scowl.
“She cares about you more than any guy she’s ever dated but she wants the romantic fairy tale. She’ll always love you if you marry her and treat her right… But if you don’t want her...?” Marni let the question hang, offering Edgar a way out before he hurt Milli.
“No, I want her. I love the way she makes me feel. It’s so different.”
Marni cautioned. “You need to be gentle with her, she was hurt very badly.”
Edgar dragged her into his lap, “I have you for the things I like.”
She grabbed his face and stared into his eyes. “I mean it, Eddie, she’s falling in love with you and if you hurt her, I’ll have Donnie kill you.”
“Take it easy, Marni. That’s not the only way I like it. Besides, I could get used to how good she treats me. Every man wants to come home to a sweet little piece in an apron with dinner and cake on the table.” Edgar watched the dancers thoughtfully, then dumped Marni on the seat next to him and stood up. “Yep, I could definitely get used to coming home to my sweet Milli. I’ll be back.”
As he walked toward the restrooms, Marni appraised him with a critical eye. She knew Edgar was a player and she didn’t want Milli to get hurt. Marni was willing to do anything to protect her sister. She pulled out her phone and texted Heith a message proclaiming how much she missed him. Edgar would behave as long as Heith was there; he wanted to live up to his cousin’s good guy persona.
Three months later…As Milli listened to soothing piano music and piped black swirls onto two tiers of a white velvet five-tier cake, she remembered her wedding only six weeks ago. The love she had for Edgar poured out her hands into the delicate, beautiful design she was creating on the cakes.He was her first in everything from the moment she had saved him from being mugged outside the Velvet Rope Club, to the first thought she had this morning when she woke up. She had gone to pick up Marni at 3 AM. Her sister was always getting off work just as Milli was getting ready to head to work. She and her sister’s life always blended seamlessly from the day Haywood adopted Milli. Side-by-side sisters, always there when the other one needed them. Nothing ever came between them. If Marni didn’t have the job she had, Milli never would have met the man of her dreams.As her hands flew over the surface of a cake, stacking the tier
Milli was still shaking when she arrived at The Velvet Rope. Marni was sitting in a car with a guy Milli had seen before. Jarvis Adams was the lawyer for the owners of the club who were not so secretly connected to the mafia. Milli had catered many parties for the Valtini cousins, she sent cakes to their family members back east, and even sent a cake to the local Federal Supermax four times a year. Milli was horrified when her sister leaned over and kissed the lawyer before getting out and walking over to Milli’s Subaru.Marni smirked and waved a handful of large bills. “Take us to a hotel, sis. There is no way I am going home to the jerk tonight.”“Fine,” Milli readily agreed. She didn’t want to go home either.“Wait? You’re okay with this? Since when did Ms. Frugal approve of spending unnecessary money?” Marni stared at her like she had grown two heads. Marni knew Milli never wanted to spend money on anythi
November in Vegas… Milli and Marni sat side by side in the airport, waiting for a text message or a phone call or anything that would explain why their husbands weren’t on their flight. Edgar and Heith had not returned after the two weeks it took to arrange the funeral. They hadn’t returned the next month, or in the six months since their grandfather’s funeral. Milli had been trying to get Edgar to come home, but he always had an excuse to stay in Texas then he stopped answering her calls and text messages completely. Out of sheer desperate curiosity, Milli stalked Edgar’s prolific social media posts and saw both cousins tagged in several pictures with ex-girlfriends and other beautiful women out at restaurants, clubs, or business-social engagements. The women were all tall, thin, and fair skinned like Marni, and nothing like the short, curvy Milli with her afro-hair that hung in shiny, frizzy curls, or her caramel colored skin with i
Milli walked behind another nurse into the west wing of the hospital and walked down one flight of stairs in silence. “Do you know how you would like her remains handled?” The nurse asked kindly, interrupting her memories. Her name badge said, Stacy. Milli drew in a deep breath, trying to fill the emptiness with air as they stood outside the door. She knew her sister was on the other side, just as her parents had been, just as Roxie and Duran had been. Her soul rebelled against what her mind knew was true. She was alone again... except for Baby Emily. Milli forced the words out. “Our parents’ ashes are at Our Lady of Angels. They can call them to... to... get... her...” Milli’s sobs shook her. “Oh honey, is there any other family we can call to be with you?” Stacy offered. Milli shook her head violently, “I was adopted, and we only have an old widowed aunt in Colorado and some cousins in Alaska.” “Do you want me to stay with you?” The
“I’m so sorry… I… I forgot to eat.” Milli profusely apologized after she fainted in the NICU nursery. “Mrs. Rowling, you need to be more careful. Your blood sugar was dangerously low.” A doctor had scolded her for not eating because of her morning sickness. He was concerned, “Your baby’s heart sounds fine, and like it isn’t under any stress. Are you certain you don’t remember when your baby last moved?” “Maybe yesterday,” Milli wasn’t sure if it moved or if she had gas from binging on enchiladas, tacos al carbon, and refried beans with Marni. He left after ordering her to eat small meals every four hours and see her obstetrician as soon as she could for a complete workup. “Men don’t understand morning sickness or cravings, or the actual effect stress has on a pregnant body, mind and baby.” The nurses assured her as they rolled their eyes at the doctor, then offered Milli every sort of treat they could find. However, the nurses didn’t want her to drive herself
On the Sunday before Marni’s funeral, which was to be held the following Tuesday, Jean was flying back to Dallas to face Edgar’s mother and file the divorce papers. She would get them through the court before quitting so the divorce couldn’t be stopped. The Rowlings were evil enough to have a judge under Colleen’s claws that would approve the papers the same day. “Good luck, Milli. Take care of those little angels.” Jean hugged her. “In a few years, you can go back to doing your cake contests. If I’m still around, I promise I’ll watch the Foodie Network for you. But if you ever run across the Rowlings, just lie and tell them Emily and Jr are not their kids. They can’t make you give them a DNA sample without a court order, and a judge will need more than hearsay to order it. Show the judge those pictures of bachelor number two we doctored the dates on. The pictures of Edgar in compromising positions should be enough to discourage them from bothering you, especially if you thr
The week of Thanksgiving, Dallas Tx, six months after leaving Vegas… Heith scowled at his phone for the hundredth time this week. Tomorrow was Thanksgiving. Marni hadn’t texted or called him since Halloween, and neither had Milli, he wondered what had changed. Marni had been pleading and needy the few times they actually spoke, proclaiming that she loved him, and begging him to come home, while he demanded she move to Texas with him.Milli had pleaded for their husbands to return and he had agreed reluctantly, then asked his cousin’s secretary to book tickets for Labor Day weekend. But his bruised ego couldn’t let go of the fact that Marni and Edgar had an affair and he changed his mind. Marni admitted the affair the night they learned his grandfather died, and her heated, hateful words still burned in Heith’s mind. Edgar had shrugged off his part in the affair and his own infidelity after the funeral, sam
Friday morning after Thanksgiving, Vegas Heith and Edgar stared blankly at the “For Rent” sign in front of Marni and Milli’s house. Looking through the windows, the house was completely empty. Several neighbors were giving them very hostile looks and a police car stopped to tell them to move along or they would be arrested for trespassing. They went to the school address Heith had from Marni’s location app and asked about Marni Haywood-Rowling. The lone security guard at the gate glared at them when they gave their names. Then he threatened to call the police and have them removed for trespassing. At the Famous Vegas Cakery, no one would tell them anything about Milli or which bakery she now worked for. Desperate, they went to The Velvet Rope as a last resort, hoping that some of Marni’s friends still worked there. The evening crowd was just arriving. It was getting dark, but Edgar did not miss the hostile looks they were getting from the bouncer as th
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Superintendent Patrick had asked Milli for her number again at Ben Wallace’s funeral. Milli had been frozen in place for a moment with Emily on her hip, looking for Aunt Elizabeth. She had handed over one of the Wild Anemones business cards without hesitation and agreed to make 1000 simple vanilla cupcakes and a specialty cake for a raffle.It had taken her two days of baking in her oversized double oven, in the oven of the single bedroom cottages and the oven in the Anemone. Running between the four buildings in the wind and snow was annoying and cold. Now, she had only to decorate the last of them and deliver them today.While her mixers hummed, making more buttercream frosting, Milli rolled out fondant and stamp-cut hearts out of the sheets. Each heart made her think of Lloyd’s tattoo. She groaned in her head; she liked him a lot, but obviously, the feeling wasn’t mutual. He made her feel things she didn’t understand, things different from wh
Lloyd’s soul ached like when he had lost his Uncle Ray, and worse than the times they had lost men in combat. It ached because the man they were gathered to say goodbye to meant as much to him as his grandfather and great-uncle. Ben had been a fixture in the community for his whole life and he had died as a hero in Lloyd’s book. He didn’t look anywhere except at the clear sky above the minister’s head. He didn’t hear the words the minister said, and the words of Amazing Grace, and Sweet By and By, came out without a thought as he sang the hymns. He saluted when they played Taps for Ben who had served with distinction and earned several medals including the Navy Cross. Afterward, he watched Tonia pretending to be distraught, and Tim doing his best to ignore her and pay attention to Tiana. He wasn’t surprised when they all went inside to have a memorial meal together, but Tonia had left. Milli was offering cake to the Wallace family when Molly squeezed his ar
The wind raged through the trees above him. Lloyd was about to call out when he heard the whistle from the overgrowth under a large cedar, it was a place sheltered from the oncoming storm. Lloyd pushed away the overgrowth of limbs and fallen branches, there he saw Beau was leaning against the trunk, the whistle in his mouth. He seemed asleep; he inhaled slowly and blew a loud blast. Ben was lying next to him, his shoulder ripped open, his skin ashen. Lloyd knew Ben was dead. Ben’s coat was draped over Beau’s legs. Lloyd crawled in, “Beau, I’m here.” Lloyd lifted the bloody coat off his friend’s leg. It was a mangled mess. A belt was tightened above his knee. Lloyd had seen a wound like this before. The driver in an APV ahead of him had suffered the same injury when they ran over an IED, he hadn’t made it. Lloyd knew that the tourniquet would cost Beau his leg, but it may have saved his life. “Hang on, Beau. I am going to get you out of here.” Lloyd cr
When they got back to Pagosa County, Lloyd drove to the Ridgeline Ranch as he promised. Milli got out in the starting snow and was shocked when Camille’s girls rushed out, looking scared. “Girls, where is everyone?” Lloyd demanded seeing the scared girls and led them inside. “We don’t know, Deputy McConnell. Mom and Gramma Dorine rode out to look for Grandpa Ben and Beau when Cajun and Poncho came home alone.” Willow’s chin trembled as Gracie added further, “Mom thinks something bad happened...” and her tears started to fall. Lloyd instantly knew something bad had happened and called his grandfather about bringing the horses and everyone on hand from the Rocking M over to Ridgeline Ranch. They needed to start a manhunt before the weather got worse and someone died. Milli shifted nervously, holding Emily close. “Is that really a thing here? To ride out looking for a bear?” She looked confused and terrified as she asked Lloyd, “Why would they go looking
Milli was up before dawn. Peeking in Lloyd’s room, she saw sprawled out on the bed in his boxers. Empty bottles from the mini-bar covered the night table. On one shoulder was a military tattoo, and in the center of his chest was a heart with a lettered ribbon. ‘ANTONIA’ was written there. It looked like an old tattoo, one that had spent years over his heart. She scowled as he rolled over onto his side, exposing his back. He was covered in scars and a few had come from bullets. She had grown up in the Vegas ghetto until she was 6, then had a close friend who was a cop and another who was a cop’s son, so she knew what those wounds looked like when they healed. She was glad Lloyd was out of the military and working in a county as small as Pagosa. His life was safe now, but his spirit was another story. Tonia had crippled it. Sitting by the bed, a plan quickly formed in her mind, Milli logged into the hotel’s wi-fi. She found the shop she was looking for in minutes and snapped a
The next morning, they headed to the slopes without talking any more about their past. Milli fell down as much as she skied but she always got back up. Lloyd showed her a better way to turn and stop. He feared for her bodily safety. Between her lack of skill, absence of fear, and need for speed, he worried she would break something. By afternoon, they were talking in their suite after showering while waiting on room service for an early dinner. The adrenaline from the day on the slopes hadn’t worn off yet. “Whoever taught you how to ski was trying to get you maimed or killed,” Lloyd huffed. “Well, he was from Texas,” Milli answered, laughing at his stormy expression. “A Texan?!? Really?” He seemed disgusted. “You let a Texan teach you how to ski?!?” “Yep. He taught me to ski in Tahoe, California, in April.” She grinned at his reaction. “Seriously? A Texan taught you to ski in California?” She nodded enthusiastically. “Yep.” She popped
Milli wondered if Lloyd had talked to anyone about all the drama Tonia had caused in his life. She had seen men fall into Marni’s orbit and stay there for years; some ended up losing their marriages. “I promised to come back for her… I got home from Bootcamp a day early to surprise her and my family. I thought I was home alone, then I heard them upstairs. I just stood there at the door, watching my cousin screwing my girlfriend. I must have made a sound because they stopped. Both said they were sorry, and I punched Tim square in the nose. I hit him and didn’t stop. Tonia was screaming at me to leave him alone. When she said that she was having his baby, I froze.” His hands tightened on the wheel. “Tim got up and hugged Tonia, said he was going to marry her. He begged me to forgive him and said it had just happened. I felt like I couldn’t breathe. It felt like the time we were screwing around, and I fell off the barn, but this time it wasn’t my ribs that were broken,
Milli laughed malevolently to herself as she drove straight to City Hall and parked on the side in front of the Sheriff’s Offices. “Hello Ms. Ruby, I need to talk to the sheriff about borrowing your nephew,” Milli began handing the woman a box of carrot cake muffins. She saw Lloyd standing in the office with Sheriff Tanner; they both walked out seeing Milli. Ruby smiled up at her and winked. “Can I help you, Ms. Haywood?” Sheriff Tanner asked in a concerned voice. “Actually, you can, Sheriff,” Milli smiled wickedly and held out a box of pastries to each man, “I came to offer you cake-mail in an attempt to get a favor from you concerning your deputy.” Sheriff Tanner grinned handsomely as he lifted the lid to the box. “I’m listening.” Milli could almost hear Marni’s ‘hello, cowboy’ to Tank as Milli winked at Lloyd. “I am sure you heard about my little trade at the Bingo game last night.” “No,” Lloyd said firmly, holding