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Chapter 40

Author: Catherine Thompson
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Speed

 Even though I had agreed to do a therapy session I was still unsure. I figured I do it once to get Merigold off my back and be done with it. I didn’t think I needed therapy. I handled my life just fine to this point. So there was a small issue with my love life but I just figured I would just stay single forever and it wouldn’t be a problem. Yes, I feel a tug of jealousy when I see Merigold with her husbands, or Lilly with Tank, or even Ratchet with Matt. But I’m sure I will get over that in time. As far as my sex life there are plenty of toys I could buy to take care of those needs. If I want kids later there is always adoption or artificial insemination. See I had it all planned out. Until I had my first session that is. Merigold hooked me up with Tim, a guy from the VA she works with. He specializes in PTSD cases. But he worked with men and women who had seen combat. Heroes who fought in

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What do think of Speed's session? Do you think it is good she is getting help? Will it help her have a relationship with Brick and Gretchen?

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Catherine Thompson
I have to admit it was hard to write this chapter because of tears. But it had to be done. I feel Speed couldn't move forward without getting to the heart of her issues.
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Catherine Thompson
thanks for reading. more chapters today
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Melody Cawthra
That was so powerful! She needed to hear it from someone who was a neutral party. My heart broke when she asked why they hurt her if she wasn’t broken ...
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