Tammie's Pov
The wedding was over, but in Tammie's mind there still lived a patina of disquiet. And that guy at the reception continued to play in her mind. Who was he? And what did he want? She was asking herself many questions as she couldn't fix her life.
The morning-after wedding was the first time Tammie had been out of bed; Collins sat at her feet, dressed. He sat on the brown sofa drinking coffee, reading e-mails with his thumb. He looked up as she walked into the kitchen and smiled slightly.
Morning," he responded, and she was struck by the calm amiability in his voice.
“Morning,” Tammie answered, putting on a smile. It still took some getting used to the fact that she had only just met her husband.
I have some meetings today— Collins told her, —We must also see what new business to start with later.
Tammie nodded slowly, a little overjoyed but otherwise quietly irritated. Partly relieved she would not be subject to his torment all day, and partly irritated that her marriage felt so much like a business contract and nothing more.
‘Fine,’ she muttered reluctantly as she poured herself a drink.
And with that, he walked off towards the apartment leaving Tammie alone to think. The man from the wedding kept haunting her. She knew him from somewhere, that much was clear to her but she could not for the life of her figure out where. Deciding to look into it further, she took the long way back to that spot…where possibly she could figure out something and complete this puzzle.
It was the emptiest that empty ever filled a venue. It looked like someone had been celebrating over there, but now all was stripped and sucked clean. She wandered to try and find some clues about that weird man. But he needs to have been there, because as sorry a sonofabitch as Earl Foreman must be, what happened eventually is even sorrier still and did...
As she turned, exasperated to leave finally, her eye caught sight of a small envelope wedged in the wooden jamb. And a front that she reached in and pulled out, heart racing at the sight of her name there on lit back. There was a bit of trepidation before Tammie tore it open. Inside was a single piece of paper with few words written;
What you believe to be the truth but not all there is. Be careful who you trust.
Now this gave Tammie a cold chill To what truth was this man alluding? And against whom was she to defend herself? Her eyes darted around the room and suddenly she felt so naked, open.
With the note in her grasp, Tammie turned and clipped it back to her car. Instantly, my mind raced: Who had done this? The man she had met at the wedding? What truth was she to find? Questions swirled, answers none.
At home, Tammie found it things impossible to think straight. She roamed the living room holding note in hand trying to put it all together. She then did what any sensible person would do she looked it up. Maybe there was something in his background that could explain this warning but she needed to know more about Collins and his family.
Tammie[ searched the internet, but about what?] She even started to map out details about Collins
business transactions with other people's family of his Until We stumbled across an old newspaper article from, not so long ago about something essentially She was already hearing. It read: "Mystery in Death of Wealthy Business-Man." It was the one about how Collins's dad had been killed under very unclear circumstances a couple of years before. It was declared an accident, though there were whispers of foul play—just that: rumor. Sure, it all kinda sounded like what you might hear on a normal day but something just didn't sit well with me as I read the article. Is this what it meant in the note? In the aftermath of his father's death, could it have been anything more appalling than anything Collins had imagined? At least not directly tied to the guy at my cousin's wedding?
The sound of the door brought her crashing back to reality, Collins had returned and quickly she closed up the laptop so that he wouldn't see what she saw. Hello, she said to him but her thoughts swam in the pool of questions.
"Everything okay?" The tension in her features was not lost on Collins as he asked.
She smiled through her teeth, “Ahhh…” "Just a little fatigued."
I can see Collins nodding slowly at this rationale. – You know what, I have some paperwork to do. We can talk about the business plans tomorrow.
Tammie agreed, but she nodded only out of relief. She needed more time to try and figure out what was going on. He disappeared into his office, and she pulled out the note again to read it over in her head. It was vague, but it still said one thing perfectly clearly: someone knew something she didn't and they wanted her to watch herself.
At night Tammie lay awake. At first, there was the menacing note; secondly, it disturbed her consciousness that the article was about Collins' father.
Leila lay in bed, thinking about her husband's secrets. She was getting worried that she had married into a big mess.
She knew the next morning she would have to suffer Collins. Leaving the woman to be a good girl-mute and filing on a bench where she would find no answers even in safety. And she was there, in his lobby, holding the note.
Collins, we need to discuss this," she projected a bit more forcefully than intended.
He raised his eyebrow and turned to face her. "What is it?"
And with a deep breath, Tammie holds out the final note. Somebody left it at the venue.", "This is what someone forgot in our place yesterday.
Collins accepted the note, and as he padded through it I couldn't see anything in his expression at all. He stopped and stared up into Tammie with a cold glare. "Where did you find this?"
“Where we got married,” Tammie answered. "What does it mean, Collins? Does that mean what does not rely on the truth of THE TRUTH I have to discover?
Collins read the note quietly for a moment. He then spun around to where Tammie was sitting, his face ash-grey and serious. You still have stuff you don't know, Tammie. That is stuff best left where it belongs-the past.
Tammie's heart raced. "What sort of things?"
Collins shook his head. Here and now Cannot say it here You were there, you must trust me… I wanted to keep you safe.
Tammie's anger flared. "Protect me from what? I deserve the truth, Collins. We cannot have a marriage built on lies of omission and half-truths.
Collins sighed and raked a hand through his hair. "You're right. Now, some truths are dangerous Tammie. That is all for now, Have faith in me. I will tell you in due time."
She wanted to press him on it more, but he seemed like she wouldn't get any more out of him. Reluctantly she nodded, feeling a little weird about it. "Okay. But I'm not waiting for good, Collins. I still should know what is happening.
Collins smiled at her in a small sweet smile. "I promise, Tammie. You know everything when the time is right.
The unbearable sense that she was only able to scratch the shiny surface of something so large and complicated, as he disappeared on the battlefront in the distance. Whatever it was, she would get to the bottom of what this was-even if it killed her.
Chapter 6 A soft sigh escaped Tammie’s lips, as the golden ray of the sun cast a warm glow on her face. She pushed the duvet off her body and walked towards the bathroom, her mind still occupied with the suspicious note and the secrets Collins was hiding. The note had her heart racing, thoughts of who to believe clouding her mind. She soaked her body in a hot, simmering bath and closed her eyes to clear her mind. Tammie couldn't believe she was married now, but the fact that the financial crisis was resolved somehow somehow relieved her. She descended the stairs in a fitted dress, her hair swaying as she walked. Sighting Collins a few steps away, her heart skipped a beat as this uneasy feeling seeped into her bones. “Some truths are dangerous, Tammie.” His words echoed in her ears, making her wonder what he was truly hiding. The smell of freshly brewed coffee filled the air, and her stomach grumbled loudly, earning a chuckle from Collins. “You're up,” his voice ra
Chapter 7 Tammie's heart skipped a beat as a smile slowly colored her lips, “Collins Blackwood?” she asked, and the young kid nodded, urging her to sign the file. Tammie picked up a pen and signed, “Thanks, but I think ninety-nine roses are too much for you to handle.” she said as she walked out of the company, leaving the young kid in awe. He ruffled his hair with his hands, a reddish tint slowly coloring his cheeks, “Damn! sShe'shot.” Tammie walked towards the parking lot, some roses falling to the ground, decorating the pavement like a wedding aisle. Collins had earned the title of a ‘Ruthless man' in the business society, but behind the covers, all Tammie could see was a diligent man who cared for his wife as well. She placed the roses next to her and started the engine, exhausted from the day’s work. The dark clouds covered the sky like a thick blanket, changing it from its usual blue to a grayish color. The thunder rumbled, and Tammie had a feeling
Chapter 8Collins threw his head back, letting out a manly laugh, “my mother likes you already,” he assured, watching her closely “There's nothing to worry about.” Tammie seemed tense, but her shoulders relaxed after his words. She placed some steak on her plate, “Alright then “ she nodded stiffly, “I'll attend the dinner.” The rest of the evening was smooth as dinner passed by in the blink of an eye. Collins gulped down the last sip of his wine before getting up from the table, “I'll be upstairs.” he said plainly, tucking his hands in his pocket before walking away. They were couples, newlyweds, but they slept in separate rooms. Collins wasn't a pervert, someone who derived pleasure in exploiting women, so he gave her the chance to choose her preference. Tammie watched his retreating figure, his broad frame taking each step with such confidence and noblesse. Her gaze shifted, landing on the glass of wine next to her. She reached for it, taking a small sip before leaving the dining
Chapter 9Tammie stared at the reflection of herself, the blonde lady staring back at her. Her hair fell in curls, reaching her shoulders, and her bangs framed her heart-shaped face. Her blue eyes shone brightly, like diamonds in the night sky, a gaze that would capture men with a single glance. She applied mild makeup, a faint blush on her cheeks, giving her a heavenly appearance, a drop-dead gorgeous beauty with the world beneath her feet. Her hands trailed the rough surface of her purse before walking outside, her heels striking the floor with confidence. She tucked a few strands of her hair behind her ears and descended the stairs, her hands gripping her purse tightly. Dinner with her mother-in-law seemed like a normal thing, but Tammie had a hard time stabilizing her heartbeat. She pressed her lips in a thin line, her mind traveling back to the suspicious figure she found roaming Collins' building. For the past few days, she hadn't found the right time, the right opportunity to
Chapter 10Emma rolled her eyes, ignored her brother's words, and continued her chat with Tammie. Unlike other girls, Tammie looked pure, and simple, with the right personality that goes with Collins' cold attitude. Deep down, Emma hoped Tammie would be the one to soothe her brother and heal the deep, dark scars caused by different situations.Emma was a character, who jumped into conversations just to make sure everyone was clutching their stomach, laughing hard. Tammie had one of the best evenings—a perfect dinner with her family, people who love her for who she truly is. Emma gave her a tour of the house, showing her childhood pictures of Collins and his best friend. Her laughter painted the whole room, and when it was time to leave, she was reluctant to kiss them goodbye.“We’re leaving, mother.” Collins gushed, wrapping his arms protectively around Tammie. Emma couldn't stop the smile that threatened to tear her face, “Slow down, brother, she isn't running.” she pointed out.Tamm
Chapter 11Music blasted out the speakers, the sound of glasses and yellings filling the air. Waitresses dressed skimpily walked around with glowing trays of drinks, and the strippers danced with their poles, almost becoming one with it. The neon lights made the room dim, but it didn't stop the adrenaline rushing through people's veins.Tammie pushed some vodka down her throat and groaned, “That hits the spot.” she placed the glass down and poured another, “The bar seems lively today.” she commented, raising her head to stare at Mia, who was replying to a text on her phone, “You don't expect everyone to be a workaholic like you.”Tammie laughed, “Am I the workaholic here? You're replying to emails from work.” she pointed out, taking another sip of her vodka. Mia was Tammie's childhood friend, best friends now. They became closer than sisters, not like Tammie had any. Mia crossed her legs, her thighs coming in full view, “indeed.” she said plainly, bringing a glass of whiskey to her li
Chapter 12: A Perfect Date.Ethan trembled, his eyes bulging, suddenly unable to blink. The sight of Collins Blackwood sucked his breath away, making his pulse race. Collins is a formidable figure, highly respected in the whole city. Crossing his path is like making a death wish, and it seems like Ethan just made his wish by talking to Collins' wife. The sound of his heartbeat thrashed in his ears as a shiver ran down his spine. He pushed his chair back, “I…I need to go.” he stuttered, avoiding Collins' gaze.His frightened reaction brought a smirk on Collins's's lips. He licked his lips and rubbed his palm, “You really need to go, man. There's no telling what I could do if you remain here.” he chuckled, his eyes fixed on Ethan. Ethan swallowed, his chest tightening due to the immense pressure he felt from standing in Collins' presence, “I'll…I'll…” he paused, taking a few steps backward, “Okay.”Mia's jaw dropped, “OMG!” she beamed, watching Collins earnestly. She was only one opport
Chapter 13“Collins, how…how did you find out.” Tammie stuttered as tears gathered in her eyes. Her voice was shaky, a slight pang of pain in her chest, “I've not celebrated my birthday in years.” she whispered, clenching her hands into fists. Ever since the accident, her mother's death, she found no other reason to be happy. It felt unfair to celebrate when her mother wasn't there. She took a few steps backward, staring at the empty cinema, “I…I can't.”Collins took a few steps towards her, “I know.” he said softly, holding her hands in his. He wasn't a rash man who would just make decisions without considering them. He did his research on Tammie the last time she returned home in a dejected mood. He found out about the accident, her fear of blood, and how she hated herself because of her mother's death. However, it was all in the past. He wasn't going to allow her to continue blaming herself forever. “Tammie, you have to let it go.”Tammie shook her head, tears gathering in her eyes
CHAPTER 29Having a nice sleep wouldn't be the right word to say. For Collins, had the best night of his life. He caressed her face and watched as she batted her eyelashes, about to wake up. Tammie yawned softly, “You're awake?” she blurted out, shocked Collins was up so early. A feeling of death crawled up her skin, “didn't you have a nice sleep?”Collins chuckled softly and pulled her closer, inhaling her scent, “I should be asking you that. Did you have any nightmares?” he asked, staring into her eyes and she shook her head, trapped in his gaze, “No nightmares.”“Likewise.” Collins wanted to say, but he didn't want to worry her. However, Tammie was hell-bent on hearing him talk about his night. He pulled her even closer, his hot breath caressing her skin, “I slept well, Tammie.” he smiled, warmth spreading in his heart.Tammie heaved a sigh of relief and cupped his cheeks, “How about dinner with my dad?” she asked, holding her breath for a response. She stared at Collins, not wanti
CHAPTER 28A slight frown appeared on Tammie's face as a shiver ran down her spine. She took slow strides towards Sandros and stared at him, her sharp gaze piercing through his skin, “I am Mrs Blackwood.” she replied, her voice soft, but strong. Sandros' appearance was intimidating, but Tammie wasn't weak as well. Both of them stared at each other for a few more seconds before Tammie asked, “Have I met you somewhere?”Mia's eyes darted around Sandros and Tammie, carefully watching as they gazed at each other. Sandros had a knowing gaze, but Tammie was trying to recall if she had met the strange man before. Mia parted her lips to speak, but Sandros beat her to it, “Mr. Collins Blackwood is magnificent enough to be known by everyone.” he said, walking further into the flower shop, “finding out who his wife is shouldn't be hard.”Tammie narrowed her eyes, bothered by his words. She tilted her head and forced out a smile, eying him suspiciously, “ Then you must be an acquaintance of my hu
CHAPTER 27Tammie let out a small chuckle, “Father, he's busy with work.” She said, tucking a few strands of her hair behind her ears.Other than focusing on Collins' unreciprocated love, she chose to focus on her father's company and watch it develop. It was an arranged marriage; it was only her fault for expecting something more.If they were to attend the dinner, her father might notice their strained relationship. It was better he never found out about the truth.“Why do I feel like something is going on?” Luke asked, slightly worried, “Tammie, is everything okay?” he asked, holding her hands in his. When Tammie had brought up the idea of having a marriage, he was slightly worried about her. He never wanted her to rush into anything, but it seemed like she loved the man called Collins.Luke never had the chance to have a decent conversation with his son-in-law due to his illness, and now that he was better, Tammie was making excuses, using his work ethic to keep him in place.Tamm
CHAPTER 26Tammie couldn't wrap her head around the fact that Collins had slept on her bed last night with his arms tightly wrapped around her waist. She could still feel the hardness of his chest, how warm his arms felt, and his intoxicating scent still lingered in the air.Collins was so perfect, he could be referred to as a Greek god.Tammie tightened her grip on her fork and raised her head to take a peep at him. She had confronted him this morning, but he simply shrugged and called it a mistake. With each passing second, she found his actions even more strange.Collins carefully replied to some emails while having a glass of coffee, “Have you had enough?” he asked, his gaze still fixed on his phone.Tammie's fork dropped to the table as a short gasp escaped her lips, “Had enough of what?” she blurted out, picking up her fork, “Haven't even started.”Collins pressed his lips together and smiled, “Then continue staring then.” he said, downing the rest of the coffee before leaving f
CHAPTER 25“Mia, this place is beautiful!” Tammie squealed, wrapping her arms around her best friend. Her gaze traveled across the flower shop—the ivy plants and the silk arrangement of flowers in their vases. Tammie closed her eyes, inhaling the sweetness of greenery, soil, and petals, “this must have cost a fortune.” she smiled, tracing a rose with the tip of her fingers.Mia crossed her arms and smirked, “spent all my life saving on this shop.” she said, taking slow strides towards some vases to clean them, “I hope I'll start making sales.”Tammie sat down on a small couch and closed her eyes to relax, “I know you will.” she smiled, licking her lips, “This place is magnificent. I got mesmerized immediately when I stepped in.” she said, proud of her best friend.Mia just got into town a few weeks ago, and now, she was about to start making a living. Most girls of her age would continue living off their parents, but Mia was the independent type. Fierce and bold. Not afraid of anythin
CHAPTER 24“Are we there yet?” Sandros asked, staring at his fingers as his driver stepped on the accelerator, speeding down the highway. The breeze ruffled his hair, caressing his scalp and a smile slowly appeared on his face, “Hurry. I need to make a deal with Olivon.” he said, closing his eyes to relax.A few minutes later, the car came to a stop at a popular nightclub. Sandros' subordinate alighted from the car and helped him with the door. Sandros placed a foot on the ground before placing the other, “get the stuff.” he ordered, smoothening his crumpled shirt. He pulled out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and lit one up, “Don't waste my time, Matthew.”Matthew jogged, opened up the car trunk, and pulled out the stuff. He held the suitcase protectively, checking left and right as he walked after Sandros. His master, Sandros, should be referred to as the most ruthless man in the whole city. He was cruel, heartless, and most importantly, thirsty for more wealth. He was extreme
Chapter 23Tammie watched as Collins strolled in with a journal in his hands, but like always, she ignored him and continued brewing her coffee. His actions yesterday had surprised her, and the fact that he got jealous over a man's jacket alone was annoying. She mixed her coffee with a spoon and walked towards the couch, “You're back.” That was all she said, and Collins nodded stiffly, still thinking about the first sentence written in that journal.He felt like Wills was giving him a chance to settle things with his wife and improve their relationship, but how was that supposed to help him sleep better? He inhaled a deep breath and walked towards her, “Do you feel better?” his cold voice warmed Tammie up and her grip on her cup tightened. She took some mouthfuls of the coffee and flashed a smile, “As you can see, I'm quite alright.”Collins nodded before ascending the stairs, his lips pressed together in deep thought. He placed the journal on his bed, and loosened up his tie, before
Chapter 22For ages, we've been told that the monsters are underneath our beds, hiding in the darkness only to come out during our rest time. However, as Collins grew, he realized there was no such thing as a monster beneath the bed.The real monster was locked up in his heart, haunting and terrorizing him during the nighttime. The gruesome memories and the torturous past were his monsters, the vulnerable part of him he so much wanted to hide from others.In a white room, Collins crossed his legs and leaned backward, closing his eyes as he listened to Wills’ rants,“I’ve told you countless times, only take two pills whenever you're about to sleep!”“You've been feeding your body with so much that now you're addicted.”“Now, the pills no longer work for you.” Wills spat, his body trembling from anger. He was Collins' therapist for several years, but Collins was still fighting the same battle, unable to overcome his nightmares due to a traumatizing event that happened several years ago.
Chapter 21“Ginger and garlic soup.” Collins forced a smile and scooped some soup with the spoon, “You're down with a fever. You need it to get better.”Tammie's eyes widened in shock at the sight of Collins. He was sitting next to her, smiling like nothing ever happened. The distasteful smell of garlic wafted into her nose and she groaned, turning away, “What happened to me?” she asked softly, her voice strained as she leaned on the wall, “And why are you here?”Collins simply stared at her, the soup turning warm, “You fainted while having a bath.” His words echoed in her ears and she trembled, her gaze traveling down her legs. She swallowed nervously and stared at her exposed arms, “What the hell happened?” She shrieked, fear evident in her features, “Did…did you carry me in here?”“Were you expecting the butler to carry you instead?” Collins asked with a chuckle, “Or you expect me to allow you to drown?” He placed the spoon back in the bowl and raised the whole bowl, “Would you ret