‘I never thought my steps would willingly lead to him but look where my life left me- I came back to him…’ But here I was, in this gloomy and cold night, approaching him with tingling sensations brimming in my chest.No matter how madly I neglect these feelings but the fact that my mate is in pain was constant.He was hurting like me.‘And how can I console you when I am in the same condition?”Thinking sorrowfully, my heart was thumping uncontrollably when I reached his place and saw Julius who was staggered to find me there.“Athena?” He was taken aback to find me there. Honestly, I didn’t expect myself to reach his domain willing too but I was powerless before emotions too.“Is… he here?” I asked vaguely, biting my bottom lip nervously. “Why are you here? What do you want? Are you here to see what you had done to him? Go ahead and see.” He scoffed, growling at me.The look was enough to know that I was not welcomed here. They were well aware of the condition I left him in.“I ha
DARIUS ALFONSO. After easing my mind by doing some hunting and earning a reprieve of the dejection consuming my soul, I returned. But, on my way back, I could feel the familiar presence of the person I last wanted to see at the moment. ‘My integrity was at stake at this point. Why would I go to a person who would ruthlessly murderer a part of my soul each time? I need to hold some self respect.’ Mentally preparing myself, I upheld my deadpan expression and entered my territory. “Alpha… Luna-” Rue was about to inform me but I put my hand to stop him. “I know. Take the deers inside, store them. Go back and leave us alone.” I ordered dominantly, not showing a hint of tenderness and transformed back, coming back. I could feel my soul tingling, the strong pulsation of my heart was getting out of hand, increasing the sensation I thought I might bury. But her presence changed my perception and the enhancement of emotions began to brim in my desolate soul. “Don’t do this, Darius. C
ATHENA BECKER. How hauntingly beautiful… The closeness, the rain, the blend of our breaths and shivers, all the inches of our proximity blinded me. It was… unstoppable. “Then both of our fate is cursed. Circumstances one way or another always try to separate us.” Enunciating, my back arched when his other hand gripped my waist. “What circumstances? Because from my perspective, it was always you.” I whimpered. “I wish you could believe that I never wanted to break your heart but you have made darkness your home. None of my words can affect you.” He released a disappointing sigh. ‘Why do you think that? Why don’t you try-’ I was about to speak those words but he became assertive. “Why are you here?” He growled in my ears. Choosing silence which displeased him, his fingers led upwards and gripped my hair. “After insensitively throwing me out of your domain without a second thought. He scowled, glaring at me. I knew my presence here was also driving him insane, my very existen
DARIUS ALFONSO. My mind was barely functioning, tears had stolen my vision, my throat was dried, on the verge of shattering into an uncontrollable wail. “Now feel what I felt.” I muttered furiously under my breath. I swore to not break before her this time and I hardly managed to keep my sobbing at bay. Storming inside the mansion, leaving everyone staggered yet they remained silent, not daring to magnify my ache. “Alpha…?” “Shut up.” Her tears provoked me. Her ache ruined me too but I maintained my composure and didn’t melt before emotions this time, I stood still. ‘Then why it doesn’t feel worth it or good at all?’ my mind questioned me. Shut up. I won’t become vulnerable again. “Brother-” Julius came to me, noticing the anguish plastered on my face but I put my hand in the air to stop him. “Leave me alone for now, Julius. I want to be in my room.” Enunciating with heavy breaths, I forced my steps to lead to my room and cursed loudly to empty my mind. “Goddammit!” I
ATHENA BECKER.I remained where he left me for the next few moments, allowing the freezing rain to drench my miserable state.I thought this water might wash my tears but each drop falling on my face was making me more miserable.I had fallen from grace.‘Is that what he felt when I threw him out my heart? Why was this pain affecting me too? He shattered me too. Why is my revenge becoming heavy for me?’ I thought with silent tears glistening on my cheeks, mixing with the freezing water. Where did life leave me? Why did I apologize? “Fuck…” Cursing under my breath, I shivered from the coldness and forced my numb body to rise from the ground. I barely had strength left in me but staying here was meaningless.He returned the same feelings. Shattering my heart how I did, to induce the same ache into me.Leaving his territory how he left mine with a mangled heart.“Athena? You are back already?” Jax’s concerned tone came, rushing to me with an umbrella when I returned, soaked utterly
After hearing Jax’s outburst, I knew what I did was wrong. I shouldn’t have spoken that as I failed to recognize his importance in my life.‘What have I done? Jax was right. He was always there for me and I.. said that to him. How could I be so selfish?’ I thought distressfully.I was already heartbroken and after hearing Jax’s anguish, I was shattered. I didn’t want to carry further regrets so I went to see him.But he kept ignoring me for the next few days until I couldn’t take it anymore. I had his support only, he was always there, I won’t lose him too.I went to see Jax as he was giving jobs to everyone, supervising all hunters.“Make sure to secure the land in My Lord’s absence.” “Yes. Sir.” When he was alone, I rushed to him, calling him desperately. “Jax.”“Hmm?” He hummed coldly, turning to leave but I held his sleeves innocently.“Are.. you angry with me?” I asked in a broken tone. I was already alone, I will be devastated without his companionship.“I-” He was about to
After seeing him, I forgot everything else, my mind fell into a daze I didn’t want to experience again along with his heartbreaking words. ‘Look. I am joining my hand before you. Please. Please. Don’t break my heart anymore.’ Those words. They were excruciating. I did the same too then why were his words stabbing my soul? I spoke the same words in a worse way. Then why was I scattered? “Athena.” I was standing, lost, staring into nothingness and noticing my state, Jax came to me before this darkness could overwhelm me. “Are you alright?” He asked worriedly, scanning my lost reactions. “Yeah. I am fine.” Exhaling, I wrapped my arms around myself and nodded, turning to him. “Really?” He asked suspiciously, catching my emptiness. I smiled hollowly and looked down, holding myself firmly, biting my bottom lip from dejection but not removing the smile on my face. “It’s just seeing him again… brings back everything I thought I buried in my heart and this mate-pull… it’s uncontro
“I ‘never’ hated you.” A deadly shiver went down my spine, I almost gasped and moved back but there was no escape out of his strong arms. “What…?!” My jaw dropped, increasing his impish smirk, indulging in my staggering reaction. Never once I perceive he wouldn’t… hate me. While I did. After relaxing and contemplating his words, I asked back innocently, “Not when I killed your mate?” His smirk converted into a pure smile. Bringing his one hand closer and brushing his knuckles on the side of my face. “Not when you killed my mate.” Whispering, he turned me blind, caressing my skin in such a mystic way that I couldn’t resist it. “I love you, after all.” My mind fell into an abyss, eyes widened, heart pounding on the verge of leaping out. But when those thoughts grow uncontrollable, I put my hand in between. “Why? No, No- You- You are lying.” Pushing him back from dismay, I shook my head in denial. I couldn’t believe after what I did to him, he wouldn’t resent me. ‘Thi